The wind lives in this life policy

Feng Ce's embrace is like a person who has been in the desert for a long time finally ushered in the lake water, and this lake water is too clear and soft, so it comes just in time, giving Ye Xiaofeng the hope of rebirth.

"I want to like him too...the kind that likes you..."

Ye Xiaofeng buried himself on Feng Ce's shoulder and neck, his voice was unbelievably hoarse, "But I know very well that it is not, and it has never been. Yes, he is very important, so important that I can die for him, and I wonder why not. ..."

Why not?

They have known each other for as long as they can remember, and they have been together for so long, so long that they are like left and right hands, losing one would be heartbreaking.

He was surprised that such a familiar acquaintance, such an intimate past, such intimate attention...why didn't it become the relationship Gu Yan wanted?

"What he wants, I can't give..."

It turns out that there are really some things in this world that you can't give no matter what you want to give.

Feng Ce hugged him, but he didn't know what to say.

If he wanted to comfort him, he couldn't comfort him; if he wanted to persuade him, how could he persuade him... He had never experienced such profound emotions, so he was destined not to be able to understand Ye Xiaofeng's indebtedness.

Perhaps for Ye Xiaofeng, the separation of two deeply loved people is better than the current situation.

Gu Yan's death tied everything into a knot. Maybe one day in the future, Ye Xiaofeng might really fall in love with him as he wished... But after he died, all expectations were extinguished. That day, finally never come back.

It would be great if I could like it... Ye Xiaofeng has walked alone for so many years with such a knot in his arms.

"Then you..." Feng Ce's Adam's apple rolled slightly, and it was suddenly difficult to speak, "Do you regret it?"

Ye Xiaofeng raised his head and was stunned, then realized the meaning of Feng Ce's words, and immediately shook his head firmly.

"I don't regret it... They will probably blame me."

Even if those people from the past come to blame and complain, blame him for having no conscience, or scold him for forgetting Gu Yan in the end, he will not regret liking Feng Ce, nor will he regret admitting that he likes Feng Ce.

Only now did Ye Xiaofeng deeply realize that the most mysterious and rare thing in this world is really only love.

He and Gu Yan have been together for so many years, but he and Feng Ce have been together for so many days.

Are you fickle?

Maybe.

But it doesn't matter anymore.

No matter how many accusations he will place on this relationship in the future, he will not regret it.

Feng Ce hugged him tightly, and suddenly, he turned his back to Ye Xiaofeng and squatted on the ground, "I'll carry you."

Ye Xiaofeng was slightly startled, and quickly said, "Don't, I'm very heavy."

Feng Ce smiled, he didn't pay much attention to Ye Xiaofeng's stature, and only urged, "Hurry up."

"..." The corners of Ye Xiaofeng's mouth twitched for a while, but finally he couldn't resist Feng Ce's insistence, so he lay down on the ground in embarrassment.

With a little force, Feng Ce picked up the man on his back.

The field of vision suddenly widened from low to high. Ye Xiaofeng looked sideways at the scenery outside the mountain, but the scenery was empty, dark and dim, and the light snow had not yet melted, scattered scattered on the surrounding treetops. Step back slowly.

And the faint smell of alcohol on Ye Xiaofeng's body was clearly transmitted to Feng Ce through this contact.

Feng Ce took a deep breath, and the slight taste of alcohol instantly filled his whole body.

"Thank you...Feng Ce."

Ye Xiaofeng leaned on Feng Ce's back and said in a low voice, "Every time you explain me and listen to my complaints."

Feng Ce laughed it off.

His laughter made his chest vibrate slightly, and Ye Xiaofeng felt it secretly, until he heard the heartbeat frequency of the two gradually match.

"I thought you would mind it, but I actually... have been thinking about how to tell you about Gu Yan today."

Ye Xiaofeng has always felt that most people in love care about each other's past, and even if they don't mind, they still want to know, to understand, even if they know that it will be unpleasant, they still want to know.

If you love someone, you will want to love everything about him, although it is difficult.

Feng Ce carried Ye Xiaofeng on his back, and still had the strength to pat him on the back, "I've said it before, the past is the past, so don't worry about it."

Ye Xiaofeng tried to ask, "Then what if I just said I regret it?"

Feng Ce turned his face and thought for a while, "So what..."

"Aren't you angry?"

"Why are you angry?"

"You don't mind Gu Yan? I might have reservations about you because of one, one person who is no longer around."

Feng Ce said calmly, "Since he's gone, why should I be angry because you have reservations about him?"

His tone changed, and he said slowly, "Everyone has a past and pain, so why worry about it will only increase your troubles... As I said, what I have is far more than Gu Yan."

Ye Xiaofeng was speechless for a moment.

He knew that Feng Ce had a strong heart, but the words just now overturned his cognition again.

Strong enough to say that I don't care about the past of the other party at all, anyway, I already have a future, and I don't need to worry about the mere past.

"You are so kind, Feng Ce."

Ye Xiaofeng lay on his back, closed her eyes, and said again, "That's great."

The reason why miracles are called miracles is that they can always happen once in a lifetime, but it doesn’t have to be too many, once is enough.

And it was the only time in his life that he met such a good person, who could calmly listen to the person he liked talking about how he missed a dead person, but he was so unconcerned, even Gentle advice.

It takes a tolerant mind and a firm belief to support another past.

Ye Xiaofeng was sincerely grateful.

"I think..." Feng Ce walked forward slowly with his back on his back, his steps were very steady, just like his heart, never wavering at all from the beginning to the end.

"You are better than Gu Yan."

Ye Xiaofeng coughed, "Where am I?"

Feng Ce wanted to say kindness, but felt that it was far more than that, so he just said, "Perhaps the thing that touched me first was sincerity."

What's more commendable is that Ye Xiaofeng is actually sincere to everyone.

Even though he was doing certain things with the idea of ​​redemption, Ye Xiaofeng had good intentions and did not ask for anything in return. This was what really moved Feng's heart.

Not everyone can be like Ye Xiaofeng after going through such a past, some people are decadent and indulgent, and some are cruel and heartless, but Ye Xiaofeng is not.He remembers all that should be remembered, forgets all that should be forgotten, and still tries to get out of the past, even if he doesn't get out completely, at least he doesn't deceive himself.

Ye Xiaofeng will not deceive others that he loves Gu Yan, nor will he deceive himself that he does not love Feng Ce.

Ye Xiaofeng was a little embarrassed by his praise, and scratched her head, "Actually, I don't think I was like this before..." Thinking back to the past with Gu Yan, it feels nothing like Feng Ce's description just now.

"Huh? How are you?"

"Skipping class, smoking, fighting..." Ye Xiaofeng didn't blush, "Play all the amusement machines nearby, fuck all the punks in a few schools nearby, the best labor and capital in the world, hehe..."

"No. [-] in the world?" Feng Ce didn't believe it, but felt that the authenticity needed to be improved.

"I won't lie to you, I'm pretty good at fighting." Ye Xiaofeng also shaved Feng Ce's face, "Of course, I can't compare to you, you are so awesome, with internal energy and lightness skills plus acupressure, even a strengthened company can't beat you ah!"

"What is a reinforced company?"

"Oh, this reinforcement company, it's just..."

The two talked to each other one by one, their long backs swayed and swayed on the ground, moving towards the established front, step by step.