Love on the left bank, you on the right bank

I leaned on the iron railing, looked at the heavy rain outside and called Sister Yuxin. The moment the phone was connected, I heard Sister Yuxin's gentle voice. Tears rolled in my eyes. I tried my best not to let it fall. .

"Little Zuo? What's the matter with you?" Sister Yuxin asked worriedly, but she was still so gentle, reminding me of...

"Sister Yuxin..." I choked up, "I... can I ask for leave today? I'm sorry..."

"Xiao Zuo, what's wrong with you?" Sister Yu Xin didn't blame me, but continued to ask, "Can I drive you to school?"

I mumbled slightly, "No way..."

"You are waiting for me at the school gate, I will pick you up now." Then the call ended.I held my mobile phone and silently read the text messages I had exchanged with my teacher. The last text message was "Trust me, give me a little time", and I replied "It's okay, I don't care."

But, how could you not care?

That woman is Huang Youyun, how could I not care...

I care more than anyone.....

"Xiao Zuo, are you okay?" Sister Yuxin's car stopped in front of me, she got out of the car, held an umbrella, and helped me pick up my schoolbag.

I sat in the back seat, and as soon as I looked up, I met the same worried eyes of Sister Yunxi.

Sister Yuxin and Sister Yunxi, they are really kind and kind to me, just like my family members, so I dare not let them worry, but I still can't hide the pain in my heart.

Sister Yuxin started the car, while Sister Yunxi handed me a cup of hot cocoa.I took it, felt the warmth of my palm, and finally felt as if I could vent my suppressed emotions for a long time. I couldn't help trembling and said: "Teacher...had a car accident..."

The two of them froze at the same time, I looked down at the hot cocoa in my hand, wanted to laugh but couldn't make a sound.

Sister Yuxin spoke first: "Which hospital is the teacher? I will drive you there now!"

"The hospital at the corner of Area C, but a coffee shop..." "Ajie, what are you afraid of? And the teacher is more important!"

I smiled gratefully, but my heart was still heavy.

At times like this, what I think of....is the girl's comfort.If the girl was still here now, she would be nestled in my arms, smiling softly, then kissing my cheek to comfort me and accompany me.

If Yongzhen is still here...

"Did you tell Xiaohai about this?" Sister Yunxi asked. At this time, the car was also parked in front of the traffic lights, and the flickering lights flashed past her eyes, which made the girl's smile clearer and lingering.

I couldn't listen to what sister Yunxi said later, the sound of the waves hitting the rocks echoed in my mind, over and over again...

The sound of the waves completely overwhelmed my thoughts, almost as uncomfortable as suffocating...

Does that sea never dry up?

"Xiao Zuo, wake up, we are here."

When I opened my eyes again and saw Yuxin's worried expression, I really wanted to say, "It's okay, don't worry. 』, but I just scribbled a smile.

That kind of fear that goes straight to the heart is too familiar...

I got out of the car, and sister Yunxi put my shoulders on my shoulders, and said, "Xiao Zuo, are you okay? You are sweating profusely... cold sweat... What's the matter?"

I shook my head, said "it's okay" and followed Yu Xin's footsteps into the hospital.Looking at sister Yuxin's back, I suddenly felt very at ease.

Maybe Sister Yuxin is that kind, who can give people a very stable feeling. There is no need to worry or worry by her side, and she will always handle it well.

"Sister Yunxi...have you known Sister Yuxin for a long time?" I asked softly. In the noisy hospital, Sister Yunxi's light laughter was so pleasant that people couldn't ignore it.

"Let me think about it... that idiot Yuxin, she has loved me for as long as she has known me, so... I think it should be strictly counted from the second year of junior high school, although I have been to the first year of high school I just met her."

"I see..." I nodded knowingly.

"Xiao Zuo, don't be so sluggish, teacher, she must be fine." Sister Yunxi patted the top of my head, then pointed to Sister Yuxin in front of me and said, "Look, there are still people working hard for your worries, and, Don't worry about me, you will always trust Yuxin, right? She is so reliable."

I was amused by sister Yunxi's words. "Yes, try it. If it's Miss Yuxin, you'll be right to trust her."

"Yes, she is my woman." Sister Yunxi said shamelessly, but the high-spirited happiness on her face was eye-catching, which was enviable and enviable.

It seems that once... the girl and I were so envious of others, once...

It turns out that those pasts, haunted by fear, are so clear as if they were yesterday.

As if yesterday.

"I got it." Sister Yu Xin said pantingly: "The teacher has been transferred to the general ward now. There is nothing serious but some flesh injuries. Let's go!"

Sister Yunxi pushed my shoulder and grinned, "Hey, you still have us."

The pungent smell of medicine, the all-white corridor, looking at the bustling crowd, I shuttle among them, and there are nurses with tired looks, this is the hospital.

The night was getting dark and the rain was getting heavier, showing no sign of abating.

The door of the teacher's ward was half open, and I was so looking forward to seeing the teacher with my own eyes to confirm her safety, but the group of female students around her made me deterred.

Moreover, they are not students in our school.

If I'm not mistaken... It should be said that it is such a simple but clear uniform that people can't help but admire. Besides Xiaolulu, which school can match it?Well, I forgot about Jianzhong.

This uniform is the uniform of a girl from Beibei, and it is dazzlingly green.

Sister Yuxin and Sister Yunxi were standing behind me. Listening carefully, I could hear them discussing in a low voice, "Isn't that a student of Beiyi Girl? Why are you here?"

I bit my lower lip, resisting the discomfort in my chest.I stared at the group of female students, and suddenly felt so small.

The teacher used to be the math teacher of Beiyi girl, and I was just a student in the middle school, so I lost to them in this alone...

Is it true that once a person falls into a self-struggling thought, he will be unable to escape the shackles?Deeper and deeper──

"Teacher, when are you going to come back to teach? We miss you so much!" The classmate's voice was not too loud, but when it reached my ears, it was deafening, and I couldn't help frowning.

I couldn't hear the teacher's answer, but I vaguely hoped that the teacher could...can refuse their request.

"Really? Teacher, you said that! Let's wait for Teacher!"

I widened my eyes, and I immediately thought of what my classmates said——is this what the teacher promised them?

"Xiao Zuo, why are you pale? Are you okay?"

don't want.....

Can I beg you...don't disappear...

Then, the door opened and I was almost run into by them.A dark green hue directly hit my eyes, and I laughed and left in a high posture that I couldn't touch, but I could only silently look at their backs and lose my mind.

Is that... the teacher's original world?

"Is anyone standing outside?"

The warm voice blew away the fallen leaves all over the ground, lingering in the bleakness of the whole autumn, gentle but sad, suddenly reminded of a woman's eyes, always so gentle but...

"Xiao Zuo, go in, we'll wait for you outside."

...but there was a very strong sadness that couldn't be resolved in her heart.

I closed the door smoothly, looked at the curtains swaying in the wind, and slowly approached the hospital bed.Every step is like walking on thin ice, but I yearn from the bottom of my heart to get closer to this woman.

As long as we can get closer...

I raised my head and met the woman's astonished gaze. I wanted to laugh but couldn't. The large and small scars on her body made my heart ache.

"Si Ting..."

It turned out that the tears that had been endured for so long made it so easy to break the embankment, as long as a soft cry was enough to make the tears fall involuntarily.

The bitterness tasted at the corner of my mouth is far more painful than the erratic woman.

"Don't cry..." The teacher comforted me softly, and the moment I stretched out my hand to hold my palm, I stopped crying loudly.

"It hurts..." I muttered to myself, but the teacher just shook his head and said, "It doesn't hurt when I see you."

"...Liar."

The teacher smiled softly, like the moonlight falling on the ground outside, soft and bright.The woman leaned over and hugged my waist, leaning gently on my arms, "Teacher is not a liar."

"teacher"......

The clusters of emerald green luxuriantly grew in my admiration, squandering all anxiety and fear.When it comes to "students", I can't compare to the students of Beiyi Girl...

The teacher sighed softly, maybe because his voice sounded muffled while leaning against my arms, "What are you thinking again? Are you feeling inferior again?"

"I....."

"You are a person who is so easy to feel inferior, you lower yourself than everyone else. I said... I will lend you my light, so that you can shine in the vast dark night sky, which belongs to you. My own twilight, with you, through the long night."

Tears were falling down, but I didn't dare, didn't dare to reach out and hold the woman in my arms tightly.

"Why... did you get into a car accident?"

"Reason." The teacher held my waist tightly, "I owe you a 'reason'. I'm on a business trip in Taipei this afternoon, and I'm afraid I won't be able to make it back. Who knew it was raining heavily, and a skid would..."

"Why are you in such a hurry? Obviously you can..." "Because I have a feeling that I'm going to lose you."

I froze.

"I had a gut feeling of 'If I don't tell you why today, I'll never have a chance to tell you again', so I rushed back."

The teacher raised his head from my arms, while I lowered my head and met my eyes.

"Teacher.... Are you kissing me just for fun?" I restrained my emotions and asked so that my voice would not tremble.

The teacher closed his eyes, and in the next second my neck was pulled down, and my lips were grabbed. The moment I opened my mouth, the tip of a woman's tongue also rushed into my mouth, lingering with each other.

The woman cried, and I cried too.

The moment we separated from each other, I caught the gap and gasped for breath. When I opened my mouth to speak, the teacher covered my mouth with his hand, his eyes were red, and whispered, "Don't say it."

I am stunned.

"Please...don't say it yet..." The woman's eyes rolled down a tear, "Xu Haicen...what is Xu Haicen to you? If it was Xu Haicen who was lying on the bed today , she kissed you too, will you kiss her back? Will you push her away?"

Facing a series of questions from the woman, I was stunned, but I couldn't refute...

"I said I don't have anyone I like because I..." The teacher put his arms around my neck and leaned on my shoulder, "Because, I love you..."

My eyes widened and I stiffened in disbelief.

"But Siting...Actually you..." The teacher said softly, but sighed weakly.

"Actually, you... fell in love with two people at the same time, right?"

I closed my eyes and let the tears fall from my eyes, crying uncontrollably.

I fell in love with two people at the same time.

A woman, a girl.

I stand at the junction of autumn and winter, weeping for these two seasons at the same time.

My world... is completely out of control.