Love on the left bank, you on the right bank

"Tingting, you're going home late today!"

When I got home, it was already past ten o'clock in the evening.The elder sister opened the door for me in person, and Uncle Zhang stood behind the elder sister, waiting for me to come back here.

Looking at the family members who were eagerly waiting for me, my eyes suddenly became hot and my nose became sore.

Here.....is my home, a place I will always rely on.

"Sister..." I called softly, but the elder sister just sighed and hugged me.

"What's the matter?" Her tone sounded relaxed, not putting any pressure on me, and Uncle Zhang just smiled kindly.

I closed my eyes, resisting the urge to cry. "I want to... go home with you..."

"What happened to you and the teacher?" The old sister asked softly.

I shook my head and said in a low voice, "It's none of anyone's business... I thought I wouldn't become the adult I hate, but I seem... It seems that I finally became the person I hate the most."

The elder sister didn't answer, but just hugged me tighter.

"What's the difference between me and those scumbags? I've always hated people who are in two boats, but myself... I also fell in love with two people at the same time, I, I don't know... .”

"Tingting, you are different from those people." The old sister said lightly, but firmly. "We can all like many people, but only one person. You don't fall in love with two people at the same time, you just like two people at the same time. There will always be one you who will make you want to be with her forever."

"But I...whether it's Xu Haicen or the teacher...I really can't make a decision. I know it's bad for me, but I don't want to lose one of them, but I don't want to... ..." I slowly opened my eyes, bit my lower lip tightly, trying to wake myself up, "I don't even have the idea of ​​'wanting to be together forever'."

The elder sister sighed lightly, patted the top of my head and said, "You like them both, but neither one of them, right?"

"Yes..." I suppressed my trembling voice, and answered slowly, "I really don't want to hurt them..."

"Tingting, although I know you won't believe me when I say it now, but... I think you will fall in love with one of them and the other. Love is different from liking, you understand that? "

I nodded slightly, pressed the corners of my lips, and said nothing.

The rain outside is gradually decreasing, the dark blue ocean is beating against the rocks, but the sound of the tide is gradually drowning me...

Drowning in a future beyond my reach.

I gently broke free from the old sister's arms, gave her a reassuring smile, and said, "I'll be fine."

The old lady smiled helplessly, turned to Uncle Zhang and said, "Uncle Zhang, do you know what to do?"

"Okay, I will notify the chairman."

Looking at the wayward old sister and Uncle Zhang who obeyed me, I smiled knowingly, and laughed a few times, "Will I be too willful..."

The old lady just shrugged and said, "You are my baby sister, so what's the point of being self-willed? It's just for relaxation. Let's go see Dad and spend a few days in Hong Kong by the way!"

Faced with such warmth, my eyes were hot for a moment, and I thanked God from the bottom of my heart for allowing me to be born in such a family.

Although... I lightly close my eyes.

I will continue to work hard for the most important woman in my life.

"Little lion, your eyes are too funny hahahaha──"

When I walked into Yuyu with my eyes swollen like walnuts, sister Yunxi smiled very unconscionably.I was embarrassed, not to mention that Ajie also glanced at me lightly, and continued to make coffee with a suppressed smile.

I walked up to Sister Yuxin angrily, only she cared about me normally: "Are you okay?"

"It's okay now, actually I want to tell Sister Yuxin one thing..." I mustered up the courage, then lowered my head and said really embarrassed: "I'm going to ask for a few days off... ..」

"Okay, but what's the matter?" Surprised and warmed by sister Yuxin's immediate agreement without scolding me, she said blankly, "I'm going to Hong Kong for a few days, and I'm leaving in the afternoon."

Sister Yuxin was stunned for a moment, and then smiled helplessly, "You don't want to cut it first, do you? But do your parents agree?"

I smiled awkwardly, "Uh... my dad works in Hong Kong, I went with my elder sister in the afternoon, I'll probably be back next week... and I also want to think about something."

Sister Yuxin patted my head and smiled lightly. "Okay, be careful on the road, we will wait here for you when you come back."

I froze for a moment, and saw Ajie standing behind the counter smiling at me, while sister Yunxi smiled sweetly and waved to me.

Someone is waiting for me.

Here....someone is waiting for me.

So, I will definitely be back.

"Have you told the teacher or Xiao Hai?" Sister Yu Xin asked.

I froze for a moment, smiled wryly and shook my head, "I don't know how to say...and I made a temporary decision last night, everything was too hasty, it's not like I won't come back, I'll think it through after a few days , I'll be back."

Sister Yuxin's eyes were serious and caring, and she asked cautiously: "Then what if the teacher or Xiaohai comes to ask about your whereabouts?"

"I don't think so..." In fact, I don't expect much, really.

But Sister Yuxin persisted and continued to ask, "Can I tell you where you went?"

I hesitated and nodded slightly. "I will bring my mobile phone. If you really have something to do, you can Line me. I'm sorry to cause you a lot of trouble."

"Stupid little left." Sister Yu Xin just smiled, "You have a pair of eyes that are too clean, people will hate to blame you."

"Too clean eyes? Maybe I just cried."

"...Xiao Zuo, I ask you to get rid of my dullness when you come back from Hong Kong."

"what?"

"...Xiao Zuo, take the plane for me."

Then, I was kicked out by sister Yunxi.

That afternoon, I left with only a backpack on my back.Before boarding the plane, I touched the earring on my left ear, turned my head and looked at the blue sky outside the window, and I still missed the two people in my heart.

Regardless, it's the same sky.

No matter which sky I choose to stop in, it is all connected.

I can't bear to hurt one of them, but maybe the reality is bound to make me hurt one of them.

The old lady pushed my shoulder, and I continued to move forward.

After I sat down, I opened my backpack and was about to turn off my phone, but I couldn’t find it when I searched left and right, which made me a little flustered. The old lady seemed to notice my strangeness, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"I don't know where my phone is, but I remember I put my bag!" I frowned, a little annoyed.

"Mobile phone? Anyway, Dad has a mobile phone, so don't worry about it?" the old lady said leisurely.

"That's right..." I sighed and put down my bag, "Well, I really can't find my phone, so forget it!"

It's just that if I knew what would happen during those days, I would have carried my mobile phone with me no matter what, and I would never have left without saying goodbye.