Love on the left bank, you on the right bank

I stood in front of the iron gate, and the icy rainwater slowly slid down from my temples.I raised my hand to wipe the raindrops off my cheeks, trying to wipe away the fear in my heart.Looking at the doorbell right in front of her eyes, her fingertips were as heavy as a thousand pounds, and she hesitated to press it.

What am I afraid of?I laughed a few times, but my body was still too stiff to move.

Obviously the thing I desire is in front of me, but I feel like I am walking on thin ice. I step on it lightly, and it will shatter, crushing my whole body, and falling into the endless abyss...

Suddenly, the door opened.The warm yellow light in the room suddenly fell into my eyes, and I felt the coldness in my body.The teacher and I looked at each other for a few seconds, she pulled me into the room, her warm hands grabbed my arms nervously, her eyes flustered, "Why are you so wet? Why did you come here in the rain?"

I closed my eyes, the more gentle and beautiful the woman in front of me was, the less I dared to face the speculation in my heart.

"Teacher, how... do you know I'm outside?" I asked in a low voice.

The teacher pulled me into the bedroom and looked back while looking for clothes from the closet, "Feeling. It felt like you were standing outside, so I opened the door to gamble, but I didn't expect it was really you."

She looked back and smiled, holding a T-shirt and shorts in her hand and said, "What about you? Why didn't you come in while standing outside the door? And you were all wet."

I wanted to speak, but the teacher stuffed the clothes into my arms, pushed me into the bathroom, and said mischievously, "I'll settle the score with you when I come out, and go take a bath obediently." I was stunned for a while, leaning against the The door of the bathroom looked down at the clothes in his hands and smiled bitterly.

The love given by the teacher is so thick and warm, I am sure, so why am I still so uneasy?

Taking off the clothes that were soaked by the heavy rain one by one, I closed my eyes and let the hot water spill out from the shower head, washing away my exhaustion.

Looking at the mirror surface that was fogged by heat, I slowly wrote three English letters, then put on my clothes and walked out of the bathroom.

"Washed up? Come here." The teacher sat on the edge of the bed and beckoned to me. I walked towards her obediently and sat down.The teacher's movements were gentle and neat, brushing my hair carefully.

"What's the matter with you?" The teacher's fingertips slid over my ears inadvertently, just like her gentle tone, which made people's hearts sore.

I once thought about what the reason for separating from the teacher would be, but I found that nothing constituted a reason.

I raised my eyes, looked at the teacher in the mirror, and slowly asked: "Teacher, do you know Su Tingyu?" The hands that were wiping my hair stopped suddenly.

The teacher's eyes, as gentle as autumn's, suddenly became deep, unsearchable.Waves of water splashes, slowly stirring up ripples, continued to shake in her eyes.

The fingertips tightened quietly, and the teacher's shorts were crumpled by me.The silence between each other bears sharp knives and cuts fiercely on my heart, cutting off all my hopes and hopes...

Finally, the teacher asked, "Why do you ask that?" I mustered up the courage to face the teacher's calm expression, not knowing whether to feel relieved or flustered?

"So, teacher, do you know Su Tingyu?" I forced myself not to escape, but stared at the teacher's blank gaze. She smiled slowly and continued to wipe my hair with her hands.

"Do you know the reason why I don't touch you, what is it?" The sighing tone caused the fallen leaves to fly all over the ground, especially in the late autumn that I haven't seen for a long time, and it is even more wild on women.

"...Because I'm not an adult yet."

The teacher smiled and shook his head slowly. "It's always... not just for this reason." She put the towel, hugged me from behind, and buried her whole face in the crescent of my neck, but I couldn't feel any sweetness.

On the contrary, it seemed to be a sign of saying goodbye, slowly blurring along with the warm breath on the neck.

"...You have the same eyes as your mother."

I froze!

"...you all have stubborn personalities that don't want to admit defeat, and you have a soft-hearted coquettishness." After saying that, the teacher pulled me up from the chair, and then pushed me to the bed. Hold me tightly and make no next move.

Those few words have become my worst nightmare.

"When I was on top of you, what I saw was that woman from back then...so I..." The delay in the words was enough to make my heart ache.

"Teacher, get up." I said coldly, biting my lower lip and trembling, "let me go...please let me go..."

"Zuo Siting, listen to me..." The teacher explained in a panic, I pushed her away hard, panting with red eyes.I looked at the teacher's dodging eyes, and suddenly everything had the answer.

"My sister's name is Zuo Nianyun, and I'm Zuo Siting. Missing "Yunting", is it right?" I lowered my head, my thoughts were churning, making my heart ache as if being grabbed by someone, and I couldn't breathe.

"Then what if I possess you? Are you excited by thinking about my mother?" In the blurred vision, I saw the teacher nodded slowly, and my heart was half cold at that moment.

"You said you love me, how much does it belong to me?" I smiled, "A woman once said that she wanted to find a lone star in the vast sea of ​​people, lend her light to the girl, and keep it Spending long nights by her side..."

"...Teacher, you just followed my mother's figure and found me. Because of guilt, you would rather sacrifice yourself and fulfill my existence. The existence is shining, right?"

The teacher was silent, stood up slowly, stood beside the bed and looked down at me.

"The reason why I transferred here from Beiyi Girl is indeed because of you." The teacher explained calmly, "I was 17 years old, your mother was 33 years old, and you were eight years old... "

I slumped my shoulders, feeling suffocated. "Since when... have you known that I was an eight-year-old child?"

"From your AB table. I would know that you went to this high school. It's a guess. I know your sister Nianyun has been studying abroad. I thought you would be the same, but there was a Mathematics Olympiad in Asia Competition, I found you...you and your mother are really similar."

I raised my head and looked at her quietly, "Since that competition, I have been secretly caring about you. Coupled with your father's status, it is actually not difficult to find you. When I knew that you moved to Taiwan, it happened to be When I was in high school, I did not hesitate to apply for a job transfer, and then I was admitted, and I happened to come in at the same time as you... the place where your mother and I fell in love."

It was as if thousands of needles were stabbing my heart hard, and even the strength to smile seemed to be drained away, powerless and helpless.

"I will become your practice class instructor because of the acquaintance of the Academic Affairs Office. When I saw your AB list, I knew that the middle school girl in the math competition was Su Tingyu His youngest daughter, Zuo Siting."

"Falling in love with you is an accident, falling in love with you is even more unexpected."

I shook my head and said weakly: "Teacher, do you know what is the most painful?" I raised my eyes and looked at the teacher quietly, "When you start to have to doubt, what you have been firm in... ..」

"And my firmness is you... Teacher."