Love on the left bank, you on the right bank

Suggested matching of background music (the book introduction has a link): YirumaTheMoment

After three days of tossing, the final exam is finally over, and my second-year life has officially come to an end.

Of course, Xu Haicen and I had a smooth affair, and we didn't have to worry about make-up exams, or even make-up repairs, so we reached an agreement to go to the East to relax before starting to enter the test field.

After the graduation ceremony, I stood alone at the door of the classroom, looking at the empty classroom, with indescribable mixed feelings in my heart.I walked up to the podium, picked up the chalk according to my memory, and drew hyperbolas and asymptotic lines on the blackboard, imitating the appearance of the teacher that day.

Finally, I wrote three English words "EBO" in the lower right corner, took a few steps back, took out my phone from my schoolbag, and took a picture.

A click cut off my last hope.

Maybe as the teacher once said, no matter how close the asymptotic line and the hyperbola are, they will never intersect...

I closed the door of the classroom, and at the same time, I also closed the memories of this year and put them on the shelf.

Occasionally seeing the bright sun in Taiwan reminds me of the warmth and comfort of Vancouver, where the four seasons are pleasant and the flowers are blooming like brocades. I used to think that I would settle down in my life. How do I know that there will be something that I can't stay there? Why?

Every moment now is unimaginable in the past.

I have heard that Qingshui Cliff is very beautiful, but what I don't know is that it is only when I see it with my own eyes that I know what beauty is so shocking.

That piece of sea is sparkling, that piece of sky is bright and clean, and the edges that are too far away to touch are connected into a line.

The sun above my head was scorching hot, but I couldn't feel a trace of the venomous sunshine. This is the most beautiful and beautiful sea view I have ever seen, and it even made me think of the girl next to me.

"Hey, Xu Haicen."

"Um?"

"I think you are like the sea."

She chuckled lightly, wiping the sweat off her cheeks with her hands. "Fool."

Looking up at the sky, the brilliant blue of the sun reminded me of the president, and at the same time, the delusions I once had. "Do you still remember... I told you that if you and the president are together, the sea and the sky will be brighter?"

"Um."

I looked at the beautiful scenery of the sky and the sea in front of me, and said, "Maybe...it will be like this, it's so beautiful."

"Maybe." She smiled and suddenly pointed to the distance. I followed the direction she pointed and fixed my eyes on the sky. "There, it's the right bank."

I am slightly taken aback.

"You once said that the real name of your special tune is "Left Bank Special". If you are on the left bank...then, there must be someone waiting for you on the right bank."

"Xu Haicen..."

"Sister Yuxin once said, "There are four spaces in our human heart, which means that there are four kinds of people in one heart. One is yourself and your relatives, and the other is the people you can only miss but have no destiny." , the third is the person who makes you understand how to love, and finally, the person you will stay with for the rest of your life." She said so, right?"

I nodded slightly in agreement.

Xu Haicen turned his head, his eyes were calm and indifferent, only my figure was in his eyes. "I want to add a word later." The smile in her eyes was warm and long, following her words, shining in this sea.

"There will be someone who is willing to hold your heart, heal those pains gently, and love you with all of her life."

The day I came to the east to play was also the teacher's wedding day.

When the teacher became a bride in someone else's arms, I hugged Xu Haicen, took off her clothes one by one, and lingered on each other.

I kissed the girl, my lips and tongue intertwined, with some jerky ambiguity, rippling the silence of the whole room.The girl's love is hot, but her possessiveness is domineering but gentle, forgetting who hugged who first, just whispering "I love you" to each other.

yes i love u...

I hugged the girl, kissed her forehead lightly, and said I love you over and over again, but a tear accidentally fell on her cheek.

Before parting, I love you.

After returning from the east, I immediately had a phone call with my dad, and then I took Xu Haicen and went to Hong Kong with Uncle Zhang.

My elder sister arrived in Hong Kong first and greeted us at the airport.When she saw Xu Haicen next to me, she was really surprised and kept teasing me that I had a good life in Taiwan, and I could only smirk.

As soon as I arrived at the company, I was dragged to the toilet by my elder sister. "Smelly old lady, why did you drag me here!"

The old lady changed her previous laughing and joking look, her face darkened, "Zuo Siting, what's going on?"

"What's going on?" His eyes drifted aside, and she was caught immediately. "I remember the last time I went to Taiwan to find you, I was still a teacher at that time, wasn't it?"

I looked past the old lady's worried expression, and looked at the scenery outside the window behind her, "It's over, it's over with the teacher."

"....Why?"

"Because we are in love." I lowered my gaze, and I smiled, "Because we are in love, we have to separate. My sister... the teacher is married and living a good life now, so am I."

The elder sister was silent and embraced me in her arms.Maybe because of being hugged, my voice sounded weak and muffled, "Old sister, trust me, okay?"

"You are my sister, of course I believe it."

I smile gratefully.

When I saw my dad later, he was also very satisfied with Xu Haicen, as I thought, we had a good conversation, and I also held Xu Haicen from the beginning to the end, and refused to let go.

As soon as I saw Dad's smile, I couldn't tell the teacher's secret.

Maybe, the person I have been relying on is me.

Even if I am in the laughter of the crowd, I can't feel happy at all, why is that...

After returning from Hong Kong, I also went back to school to start self-study. Reading books in the new classroom is actually very novel and interesting, especially the books in my hand are the review handouts for the first grade, which is a bit like a prospective candidate.

"I believe that you can be admitted to the five prestigious schools that you thought were impossible, I believe in you. 』

What that person once believed suddenly flashed through my mind, and for just a moment, it still made me stop turning the pages of the book suddenly.

My goal... what is it?

What exactly is it that I want?

Taking a long breath, I closed the book and looked at the unfamiliar classroom, which was not like the classroom of the second grade at all.Looking at the blackboard, how can I imagine the teacher teaching?

Facebook is full of photos of teachers wearing wedding dresses and toasting.

That farewell was as clear as yesterday, as yesterday...

"Si Ting." Hearing someone call my name, I immediately straightened up and stared blankly at the door. "...Teacher?"

"Fortunately, you came to school for self-study this week." The class teacher opened the door and said hurriedly, "Really, where did you go to play?"

I stood up and put away the review handouts and replied, "I celebrate my birthday in Hong Kong, July 24th is my birthday...does the class teacher ask me for anything?"

The head teacher's expression changed dramatically after hearing my birthday, she seemed suddenly enlightened and remorseful, she stared at me strangely for a few seconds, then sighed and said, "No wonder...should I say it's a pity or that it makes people feel distressed Woolen cloth....."

"What the hell...what's wrong?"

The head teacher smiled weakly, took out a silver object from his pocket, and handed it to me, "This is what Youyun asked me to hand over to you, I know about you..."

I'm stunned!

"At the beginning, I was very shocked and objected. How decent is it for a teacher to fall in love with a student? It violates campus ethics at all. This was my initial thought, but later on, I hoped that Youyun could be with you Together."

"What?" I was taken aback.

"Because, Youyun has always used her methods to protect you, just like when the school suspected you before, she always tried her best to protect you, so that you would not be questioned and bear all the public opinion. And then Guanyu The thing about the teacher is also the same. I always said that I just like you unilaterally, so that you won’t be made too much trouble. Even before I knew that you two were in love, Youyun’s car accident was to keep the agreement with you... ...I saw all these things from the side, and I can only say that I feel distressed and stupid. She has always bet on her teacher's reputation to protect you." After the class teacher finished speaking in one breath, he looked at me sadly, " In addition to sending this key to her today, I also came to apologize to you."

The head teacher held my hand and smiled sincerely and apologetically, "I'm sorry, I asked you to deny the relationship between you and Youyun earlier, I hope you can understand my fierce opposition at the beginning."

I shook and said nothing.

After a long silence between each other, the head teacher said again: "Youyun, she left." I suddenly raised my head and looked at the head teacher in disbelief, "What! What left?"

"She not only left the school, but also the county and city. As for where she went, I really don't know. Youyun didn't even tell me where the key in your hand is. She just said, "If you can , please help me transfer it to Si Ting on July 24, she will understand the purpose of this key.』”

"... During the few days when you went abroad, Youyun also left. It turns out that July 24th is your birthday."

The bright sun in the afternoon was suddenly covered by dark clouds, and it rained cats and dogs not long after.

I raised my hand to wipe off the rain on my face, and with trembling hands, I slowly inserted the key into the keyhole of the door of the suite where the teacher lived, and then opened it.

I turned on the switch on the side and looked at the empty room, as if a part of my heart had also been hollowed out.

Taking deep breaths over and over again, I walked towards the bedroom where I had been lingering and loving, and put my hand on the handle, but suddenly I didn't dare to open the door.

It felt like when I opened the door, I had to deal with some kind of self-deception and pretended strength crumbling.

The moment I opened the door, I thought I had stopped breathing.

In the empty bedroom, there is no furniture and it looks lonely, but there are paper stars overflowing the whole room...

The paper stars dazzled my vision, and the pain made me unable to open my eyes, but I tried hard to see clearly.

Countless paper stars were scattered all over the place like stars in the night sky, but there was an unexpected arrangement in one place.I slowly walked to the corner, and after seeing clearly what the teacher was queuing up, I slumped on the ground.

It's EBO, I used to write English words in the bathroom mirror, so the teacher can understand such a tricky thing...

I couldn't help laughing, laughing and crying.

EBO, [-], I love you

"The fifth and second English word, and O, which is directly taken from zero, means "I love you". Stupid teacher...you got the answer right..." I laughed, The laughter was so ugly that even I couldn't bear it.With half of my face buried between my palms, I moaned in pain.

I'm sorry, I can't give you happiness, so as long as I owe you, I folded as many paper stars, representing your every day in the future, with my blessing, this is the last thing I can do for you.

Baby, do you believe in forever?I didn't believe it at first, but after I met you, I believed in "forever". You must be confused why?Me too.But, I just believed it.

I really loved you once, loved you deeply, and still do, would you hate me for leaving you?I don't think so, but I hope you can hate me and not let me exist in your life.

I am a passer-by, just a passer-by in your life, please remember this.

In the future, you will definitely meet a very good girl or woman, because you are worthy, and I believe.

Thank you for letting me meet a sincere and beautiful girl, Si Ting, I love you, but I will never love you again.

I won't see you again, so I wish you happiness.