Love on the left bank, you on the right bank

Sitting blankly in front of the computer, I felt dizzy, my heart was hot and painful, and I was a little out of breath.As soon as I opened Facebook, sure enough, the news was full of good news from the teacher.

I opened the book, and the gold-plated wedding invitation lay quietly on the desk, calmly...staying there.

I couldn't bear to look directly at the sadness, so I stopped and looked at the news on Facebook. I was silent and quiet, watching these congratulations.

I was angry at my selfishness, so I smiled and said it was okay.

The mouse is quickly pulled down, and finally, it stops at a photo on the screen.

"The groom...is it actually Wen Guanyu?" I muttered to myself, my eyes quickly fixed on the teacher, unable to shake it for a long time, as if seeing a woman for the first time, I was involuntarily attracted.

All "causes" have an "effect"; every "effect" has a deeply buried "cause".I can understand the arrogance of the substitute history teacher who treated me that time.

Until this moment, I finally realized that I never knew the teacher.

In the days when we were in love, I thought about how touching and enamored the teacher would look in white gauze?At that time, I thought of this as extremely happy and sweet, but now I think of it, but it has a different taste.

And this taste, just tasted it, made me cry.

I still remember the warmth of snuggling in the teacher's arms like the sun, I also remember the deep affection and affection of kissing the teacher, and I even remember the firm love of every word. Now I think of it, it is no longer the time.

Looking at the teacher's tender and gentle smile on the screen, I wanted to smile but couldn't squeeze a smile.

"I wish you... happiness..." I closed my laptop and said softly to the endless night, "As long as you think this will make you happy, that's fine."

Yes, as long as you are happy, I can feel at ease.

I stretched my waist, rubbed my eyes, and when I walked out of the room, I saw Uncle Zhang was doing family affairs. Uncle Zhang put down the broom and looked back at me: "It's Si Ting, what's the matter?"

"Uncle Zhang, is Dad free recently?"

He thought for a while, "Yes, the chairman has just completed a case recently, so he should be free...what's the matter?"

"I want to introduce someone to my dad. In a few days, I will bring it home to Uncle Zhang." Ignoring Uncle Zhang's surprised expression, I said to myself: "My girlfriend, Xu Haicen. A Very good girl, I want to find a chance to tell my dad."

Uncle Zhang smiled in relief, and even his tone trembled a little, "Okay, I will report to the chairman."

I smiled slightly, and when I was about to speak, Uncle Zhang's expression changed suddenly, he stared at me closely, and said with some hesitation: "Why...Si Ting, you really like what you said. Is that girl?"

I am slightly taken aback.

"From Uncle Zhang's point of view, I can't see the joy and excitement in your body that you loved Ikai at the beginning, and the eyes are not so fully focused... Or, am I being overwhelmed?"

I was at a loss for what to do when I met Uncle Zhang's gaze. After thinking for a few seconds, I replied softly: "...I like her, I think, I like her."

"That's it..." Uncle Zhang smiled helplessly, "It's getting late, go and rest."

Looking at the back of Uncle Zhang who continued to be busy, I stood there and felt a sense of distress, what is wrong...

After the graduation ceremony, I didn't see the teacher again, but the campus is still full of teachers.

When I accompany my classmates to the Office of Academic Affairs to get materials, I can see the teacher’s wedding invitation posted on the bulletin board on the wall; when I return to the classroom, I can always hear my classmates discussing the teacher’s happy news in surprise.

Everything about the teacher is lurking beside me, and there is nowhere to hide.

In two weeks, I will no longer be a sophomore, and Xu Haicen and I are slowly stepping up to prepare for the final exam. Xu Haicen is still seriously preparing for the exam.

Xu Haicen didn't mention the teacher anymore since that day.

A few months ago, my teacher and I were inseparable lovers, but a few months later, we are like strangers.Even if it hurts, I still have to go on with my life and continue to work hard to live my life.

Also, one must try to forget the teacher.

"Zuo, you are not paying attention." Xu Haicen raised his head from the pile of books, and flicked my forehead hard.I screamed in pain, but she continued to pinch my cheek, showing no sympathy, hum!

"I, I'm concentrating! It hurts..." I looked at Xu Haicen innocently.She smiled slightly, with a bit of viciousness, "You don't have to go to Hualien with me if you don't pass the exam."

"Hmph, I'll tie you up to Hong Kong!" I protested.

"Hong Kong?" Ah, I slipped my tongue.I turned my head away with a guilty conscience, and as expected, she corrected me again. "Explain to me."

"Uh..." "Say it or not?"

Looking at Xu Haicen's indifferent expression, of course I only have one choice. "I said, I said!" She finally spared me, snorted and took her hand away.

"I want...to introduce you to my dad, what do you think?" I said cautiously, carefully watching her look for any signs of ailment. "I know it's crazy and absurd, but but... um!"

She kissed me, kissed me softly.

"Idiot." In less than three seconds, she withdrew her body and continued to do math with her head down, while I froze on the spot and didn't know what happened...

I rubbed my nose and thought I was unlucky. I just opened the Chinese handout, and the vague voice of joy floated softly into my ears, "Azuo, I am very happy." That "happy", why did I sound so sad... ...

I hummed, bowed my head and continued to study.

It was an accident to see the teacher again.

After finishing my work-study on Saturday morning, I went to school to pick up my homework. Because of the upcoming exam, the amount of homework also increased dramatically, and I forgot to bring some of them back.

After saying hello to the guards, I walked into the deserted campus. A gust of cool wind swayed the green leaves, and the sunlight shone through the leaves like crushed stars.I walked quietly on the tree-shaded avenue, not rushing to the classroom to get my homework.

A strong wind blew, and I quickly closed my eyes, fearing that the raised fine sand would fall into my eyes. When I opened my eyes again, there was no fine sand, but a strange and familiar figure fell into it. Under my eyes.

How long has it been since I haven't seen the teacher?For countless days, those longings still hurt.

"teacher....."

The moment the teacher turned around, I seemed to fall into the endless Milky Way stars, immersed in those flickering stars, just to find that person for a moment to look back and stare.

"Long time no see." The teacher smiled slightly, her voice was still warm and beautiful, deafening.

"How is it going?"

The teacher narrowed his eyes slightly, a smile spread from the corner of his mouth, and turned around.I stared at her a few steps away from me, and suddenly... she stretched out her left hand, turned her head and smiled slightly.

The bright sunshine ahead made me unable to see the figure of the woman clearly, but I could clearly see the shadow printed on the ground.

shadow......

I slowly stretched out my right hand, letting the shadow hold the teacher's shadow printed on the ground, making the two of them like fingers intertwined, never to be separated...

Even though we didn't hold hands, we in the shadow are close together.

"If we can't be together in reality, then... I'm satisfied." The teacher looked at the shadow on the ground and smiled.

My heart seemed to be tightly squeezed, pinched hard, and it hurt so much.

"Teacher...you wait for me to grow up, okay?" I yelled towards the woman's back, "Wait until I grow up to love you, okay..."

"If I was willing to wait for you, I wouldn't get married, stupid boy." The teacher said without looking back.

Then, the teacher withdrew his hand, and his back stiffened into an inaccessible straight line, rejecting me. "I seem...haven't said goodbye to you properly yet."

This time, the teacher was finally willing to turn around and face me. My hand was still empty, holding the shadow that had disappeared...

"Si Ting, goodbye."

With tears in my eyes, I tried to force a smile, "Well, goodbye."

The figure of the woman walking away alone, after several years, is still deeply imprinted in my mind, lingering...

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Do you understand the last shadow?I'm afraid I'm writing too abstractly (wiping my face

In short, if you want to try it, it is very simple~~

Find a sunny day, and then two people face the sun, one stands in front of the other, one stands behind, one stretches out his left hand, and the other stretches out his right hand, so that the shadows of the two are drawn together

Even though, in reality, there is no real hand in hand.

My cold is gone, thank you for your concern ヾ(*′?｀*)?