Love on the left bank, you on the right bank

Today's weather is fine, a cloudless day.

Li Xingyou and I sat next to the drink vending machine, quietly waiting for Wen Guanyu to arrive at the hospital. The medical team was also panicking and standing in front of the ward discussing.

When did the teacher leave?Nobody knows.

After taking a sip of the hot cocoa in my hand, it was already a bit cold, but it was still delicious.

"Hey, great writer...do you know where Xiaoguang's mother might go?" Li Xingyou pushed my shoulder, and I could only shake my head with a wry smile, "I don't know, I'm not familiar with X city. , plus eight years... I haven't met my teacher in eight years, how could I know where she will go?"

"But, I think if it were you, you would definitely know where Xiaoguang's mother went."

Listening to her firm tone, even I wonder where her self-confidence comes from?Or is it the intuition of the same teacher?

When the hurried footsteps gradually approached us, we were still wondering if it might be Wen Guanyu, but in the next second we really saw a man running over, panting.

"Huh... Where is my wife?"

Quietly watching Wen Guanyu discussing with the nurses, that dignified look made me feel a little sad for some reason.

Things have changed, everything is different....

Until Wen Guanyu walked towards us with a tired face, even I couldn't bear it. "how's it going?"

Wen Guanyu shook his head, and sat blankly on the bench opposite, the three of us were the only ones sitting there in the cold corridor.

"I don't know...I don't know..." Half of his face was buried between his palms, as if the pressure accumulated for a long time was finally unbearable, he let out a painful cry, I There was nothing he could do but frown at him.

"Do you know?" He suddenly laughed, but that smile was uglier than crying, "At the beginning, it was Youyun who proposed to me."

"Ah?" I was stunned.

Wen Guanyu's gaze seemed to be looking at me, but he didn't seem to be looking at me again, and said softly: "I still remember it was midsummer. One day, after our teacher had dinner, she suddenly called me I stayed, and I was overjoyed because of it... But, I couldn't laugh anymore."

Wen Guanyu frowned slightly, put his hands on his thighs, and sighed softly, "She said calmly, "Even if there is only one girl in my heart forever, are you willing to love me like this?""

I froze.

"I said, 'So what? I'd still like to.' So she smiled—I'm not even sure if it was a smile, and pulled a medical certificate out of her bag, and said nothing about it. Say, 'I've got stomach cancer.'"

I'm stunned!

"'Stomach surgery is going to be done in two weeks. I want to have a baby, a baby that I will give birth to in October.' When I heard Youyun say this, I panicked, 'Wait, calm down! When did you get stomach cancer? Did you tell Zuo Siting! No.... Isn’t she with Xiaohua anymore? She actually let you down──』”

I couldn't help opening my eyes wide in disbelief.

"Youyun just continued to say, 'I want to call that child Chengguang, and I want my child to be her light and a warm person.'"

My mind was in a mess, and I couldn't understand what happened that year.

"So, it's incredible that Youyun and I got married very soon, isn't it? Hehe, my parents liked Youyun very much, of course they agreed with both hands. As for Youyun's parents, I think they also readily agreed, but quickly Only we know that we are not happy. At that time, Youyun was in the early stage of stomach cancer, so there was no fatal danger, but part of her stomach was removed. From then on, her body became not very good until after giving birth to Xiaoguang , and completely fell ill."

"...It feels like she has fulfilled her lifelong wish, so she no longer has a strong will to survive. It was not until Xiaoguang got pneumonia that Youyun cheered up and worked hard to recover from his illness. Then, he stayed with Xiaoguang. Light grows."

"teacher....."

Wen Guanyu smiled wearily, and continued: "It's just that the good times don't last forever. Youyun was diagnosed with gastric ulcers in the past two years, which even caused gastric bleeding in serious cases. Recently, he fainted and vomited blood frequently, and he was almost unable to leave the hospital. ... and the teacher's job has already been resigned."

The corners of Wen Guanyu's eyes were wet as he spoke, "I'm really worried about leaving the hospital alone with her like this..." He seemed to remember something, and closed his eyes in despair, "The doctor said, if Youyun leaves the hospital alone... If you go into shock once, you may never be able to open your eyes again..."

The hot cocoa in my hand was finished, I just clenched it tightly in my palm and remained silent.

After a long time, I finally found my voice, and I had no choice but to say, "I have worked hard to find a teacher for eight years, and even used my father's relationship, I almost turned over all the high schools in Taiwan and searched again and again. Once again, no matter what, I can't find it..."

"Of course." Wen Guanyu laughed a few times, "You know, once Youyun makes up his mind, he will definitely do it."

"Why? In the past few years...Although I am not a very famous writer, it shouldn't be difficult to find me, right? Or am I overestimating myself..."

"You are wrong. You Yun reads your fan page every day, sometimes she just smiles when she looks at it, and sometimes she sheds tears quietly, as if you are still by her side and never left."

My chest suddenly seemed to be tightly squeezed by someone. I should be very happy, but why can I only feel so distressed...

"Why are you avoiding me?"

"Youyun and I are willing to fight, and we are willing to suffer. If there is no regret, we will be honest and firmly believe in our choice."

So, is this also a teacher's choice?

"It's just a strange fate. When Youyun gave birth to Chengguang, on the one hand, he just missed you and on the other hand, he hoped that Chengguang would become a warm boy, but he didn't expect you to know Xiaoguang and Xiaoguang's class teacher. From the bottom of my heart I'm so glad you finally showed up now."

"Where should I find the teacher now?" I asked.Wen Guanyu just smiled slightly, "You should be the one who knows best."

"How is it possible! I haven't met my teacher for eight years, how could I..." Wen Guanyu looked at me quietly all the time, his eyes were straight at me, and I couldn't help but keep silent after talking .

"If it were you, you would definitely find Youyun."

I stood up and suddenly realized where the teacher would be. "I know where the teacher will be."

Wen Guanyu nodded with a smile, and suddenly said when I was about to leave: "Zuo Siting, you have changed."

"I changed?" I was stunned.

"Yes, you have changed, and you are no longer withdrawn and cowardly. If you had been braver back then, maybe everything would be completely different now."

"...Neither you nor the teacher regretted it, right?"

"Yes what's the matter?"

On Wen Guanyu's body, I saw the marks carved by the years, which is called eternity──

"Then, I will not be ashamed of the 17-year-old Xiao Zuo. I believe this is the bravest moment in my life."

The bright sun outside the window was still warm and dazzling, and the sun suddenly became so familiar, as if he was 17 years old.

"Teacher, how do you know I'm in the record store? 』

"Maybe it's because of intuition, but no matter where you hide, I will definitely find you. 』

Teacher, please wait for me a little longer, I will go to your side now.

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If nothing unexpected happens, Chapter 86 will be added tonight