Love on the left bank, you on the right bank

Thinking about it now, I haven't been so impulsive for a long time.

People say "maturity" often means that they no longer have youthful and frivolous impulses, the fearlessness of doing whatever they want, have not tasted the setbacks and darkness of society, and will become calm when they fall into the abyss of despair. Lost a proper humanity, occasionally, I think it is a cowardly retreat.

So, for all the behaviors that I didn't check the train timetable at all, bought a ticket and jumped on the train, I didn't realize how crazy it was until I got on the shuttle.

But it's so crazy that I don't regret it.

I looked at the ever-changing scenery outside the window, and I knew it—a few hours' drive would lead me to a journey called "memory".

"Xiao Zuo? Why are you here?"

"Ah?" I raised my head in amazement, the moment I saw Peixuan, my scalp went numb, "This is what I want to ask!"

Peixuan automatically squeezed beside me, smiling inexplicably, "Xiao Zuo, where's the manuscript?"

"No, isn't it?" I feel like I'm sweating...

"Where's the manuscript of the new book?" Pei Xuan smiled softly, no matter how harmless that smile is...

"This, this is not the point!" I collapsed. "Why can I see you even when I'm on vacation!"

Pei Xuan shrugged, "Just kidding, but why are you here?"

"I.....are going to find someone, what about you? Remember you don't usually take the train."

"I'm going back to my hometown. Didn't I say that my hometown is in City C?" When did you say this!

Looking at the time on the marquee, it seems that the station will arrive soon, "Then we will get off at the same station."

"Are you going back to your hometown too?" Peixuan asked suspiciously.

I smiled and shook my head, "Rather than returning to my hometown, maybe...it should be said that I have returned to the original place."

"Oh?" She narrowed her eyes slightly, "I'm starting to be interested. As a super excellent editor's intuition, just tell me what happened, right?"

"I'm going to find a very important person now." I looked out the window, passed the clump of trees, and seemed to be able to see the sparkling sea, "Without her, there would be no "Love on the Left Bank", nor There will be no Zuo Siting now."

Peixuan froze for a moment, as if she understood something, "Wait... isn't that the woman you've been looking for?"

"Yeah." I smiled, even in my heart, "I finally...found her."

"That's good!" Peixuan hurriedly took out her mobile phone from her bag, and made a call, "Hello? Is this Wei An?"

I stared blankly at Peixuan who seemed to be calling the irascible queen, and then heard Peixuan say: "Can I ask for leave tomorrow?"

In fact, as long as the work is done, Wei An is very easy to ask for leave, and will not deduct her salary.

"Because, I'm going to flee with the chief writer!" Then I hung up the phone.

"Wait! What's going on here!" I seem to be able to imagine Wei An's dark face, holding the latest I6 in silence. "Aren't you afraid that Wei'an will kill us both! You can figure out such a reason!"

"Yeah!"

"Don't stick out your tongue and pretend to be cute! Also, where do you want to escape to?" I rolled my eyes angrily.

The train announcement suddenly sounded, and the crowd was in commotion. However, Peixuan's smile seemed to understand something, and it was slightly aroused, "Of course it is here!"

She pointed to my left chest, I was taken aback, then smiled.

That's right, the destination of the next journey does not lie in any place, but the starting point and the end point of memories──This is a place that I will definitely return to, no matter how many years have passed.

Someone once cast her light warmly on me and lent me her happiness.

The person in the memory found me among the many lonely stars.

Again, let her light find me.

"Remember to tell me! Come on."

"Well, I will."

As soon as we walked out of the train station, Peixuan and I parted ways.She kept reminding me that I must tell her the situation, and I smiled and agreed.

Facing the sunshine of City C and taking the familiar bus, I knew that I was getting closer to that place──

I clutched the key in my hand, the key that used to only open an empty suite, the key I had been waiting for to open that person's heart.

I still remember when I was a junior in college, I saved part of the money to buy a house, and borrowed the other part from my dad. I bought the suite without hesitation, and asked Uncle Zhang to clean it for me regularly. Except for the bed and basic bathroom equipment, the rest is still the same.

In the past few years, I occasionally stayed there for a few days, always waiting for the moment when the door opened, there would be a familiar figure smiling at me gently.

I have been waiting in place...

Today, I am standing in front of the gate, holding the key tightly in my hand, and I believe the teacher is here.

she will be here...

The moment I opened the door, I thought I had stopped breathing.

"You are really here..."

A pair of wide-open eyes looked at me quietly, and his gentle smile made my eyes turn red instantly.

I cried and threw myself into the teacher's arms, hugging her tightly, "Fortunately you are here...I am really, really afraid that you are not here..."

"I've been waiting for you."

It's such a good feeling to get back.

"How can you leave without a word for eight years, do you know how sad I am?" I cried and complained, but the teacher just smiled softly and patted my head.

"You owe me a lot of explanations!" The teacher gently wiped away my tears, always smiling gently.

"Yes, I owe you a lot of explanations." She hugged me tightly and tightly, "But, there are many, many explanations, just one sentence is enough."

"Huh? What?" I was confused.

The teacher smiled, and held my face with both hands, a warm feeling poured into my heart in an instant, the happiness was so painful and painful, but it was really warm.

Zhang Xiaofeng once said that physicists can say, give me a fulcrum, give me a lever, and I can lift the earth--and I said, give me an explanation, and I can believe in the world again, and I can Accepting history, I can embrace this desolate city without hesitation.

A kiss and an explanation in the name of love are enough to make me thank God for meeting this woman Huang Youyun again.

I would say, give me an explanation, and I can love the woman in front of me without hesitation again, and I can stay by her side all the time, and accompany her to the end, and I will once again open my arms to embrace the lost and recovered love.

"Are you hungry?" I nestled in the woman's neck, reluctant to let go, "Let's go to the supermarket to buy ingredients, your stomach is not good, can I cook it for you?"

"Do you know that?" She kissed my cheek, "Guanyu is so talkative."

"Then I really have to thank him for his talk, so I can find you." I gently took the teacher's hand, and we sat side by side on the ground, looking at the nine thousand nine white and ninety-nine paper stars in front of us, shining in the bottom of my eyes.

"teacher."

"Um?"

"EBO"

The teacher smiled without saying a word, just leaned on my shoulder lightly, and closed his eyes seemingly tiredly.

"I know. I've always...know."