Suishuihe

The time was pressed by an unknown hand, and the senior three students were busy day after day. When they took the time to look up in front of the pile of books, they found that the leaves outside the window were green one after another. After all, the juniors and juniors in the second and first year of high school are completely unfamiliar faces.

Perhaps, in places they don't know, there are bright fireworks in full bloom, bright moon and starry sky shining, groups of whales jumping out of the water, and colorful rainbows appearing after the rain, and all the good things are being staged.However, there will always be a certain moment when beauty will favor those who have missed it because of hard work, and it will be staged again.

Paper, pen, textbook, these things all have the taste of time, and they will record the process of a person's hard work.Therefore, many people have the habit of collecting old textbooks, draft paper or refill bags.

A bunch of brightly colored ones, as if I saw the days when I was studying hard.

Zhou Suihe has the habit of keeping a diary. He has a notebook that he has used for several years. On the cover are three black cats.

Today, he remembered more: the school held a [-]-day swearing-in meeting, and we shouted together with the teacher. Although we knew that those words had no effect on the exam, we were still very excited.Everyone returned to the classroom and felt that their enthusiasm for learning was even higher.

I saw the slogans at the back of the classroom, every third grade in high school has them, and the bright red cloth has inspirational words written on it, which looks very auspicious.

The cicadas are about to start singing. I wonder if this year will be as disturbing as previous years.

Xie Tingyu slept in another math class. He can be admitted to our ideal university without hard work, but I still need to work hard, and I want to go to the same university with him.

Zhou Suihe looked at the fragmentary diary he had kept and smiled, and closed the cover, like putting all the excitement and worries in a notebook, leaving him with a peaceful mood to study.

Since they were in the third year of high school, they seldom went to the basketball court to play, and spent most of their time brushing up questions and endorsing books.

Today is Sunday, and Zhou Suihe opened the window in the morning to face the morning breeze and memorized the text for an hour.When he came out to fetch water, he saw grandma holding a vegetable basket and was about to go out to buy vegetables, so Zhou Suihe put down the water glass.

"Grandma, let me go buy it."

Grandma stopped changing her shoes: "Just go, grandma, you study hard."

"It's just that I'm tired from reciting books, so go for a walk outside to relax."

"Well, you go shopping and come back early." Grandma handed him the shopping basket.

There are relatively few people outside on the rest day, and there are only two or three people around Zhou Suihe waiting for the traffic lights with him.He came by accident, more than 50 seconds before the next green light.

A man in a black suit appeared beside him, Zhou Suihe took a step aside, and that man followed suit.

"Hello, are you Zhou Suihe's classmate? Our wife wants to see you." Zhou Suihe heard the man in the suit say, although it was a question, his tone was already certain that he was Zhou Suihe.

Zhou Suihe became a little vigilant: "Who is your wife? Also, why do you want to see me." He took out his mobile phone from his jacket pocket and held it in his hand, in case something happened, he would call the police.

"Xie Tingyu's mother, I only followed orders, and I didn't know anything else."

Xie Tingyu's mother?Did you come to him because you knew about them?

Zhou Suihe felt uneasy, he didn't know whether to call Xie Tingyu or not.

The car stopped not far away, the man in the suit took two steps forward and opened the door for him, Zhou Suihe thanked him, and got into the car absent-mindedly.The man in the suit was also the driver. He sat in the driver's seat and turned to Zhou Suihe and said, "Madam hopes that the young master will not know about this meeting." After saying this, he started the car.

Zhou Suihe deleted the words he had just typed, and exited the chat interface with Xie Tingyu.

The car was driving very steadily, and the scenery on the side of the road was like a long stretch of blurred watercolor painting, with no end.Zhou Suihe more or less guessed some of the reasons for this meeting, the phone lights up and then dims, dims and then lights up in his hand.

When it arrived at the destination, the message was still not sent.

This is the most prosperous place in the entire region. The high-rise buildings contain the dreams of countless people to climb, and some people are born to stand on the top.

The face of the woman in front of her could not see the traces of time, she was graceful and elegant, with a dignified posture, with a sense of alienation from a wealthy person, and Xie Tingyu's shadow could be seen in her eyebrows.

Zhou Suihe was nervous, he tried his best to restrain himself to say hello in the most polite way, he bowed slightly: "Hello, auntie."

Gu Fangya nodded: "Sit down."

The waiter brings a cup of coffee.

"I don't know what you drink, I ordered a cup of coffee for you in advance, can I drink it?"

Zhou Suihe: "Yes, thank you, auntie." In fact, Zhou Suihe doesn't like coffee, coffee is too bitter for him.

Gu Fangya stirred the coffee cup with a spoon, but she didn't make a sound, but Zhou Suihe hoped to make some noise to ease the silence in the air.

"Only seeing you today did I understand why Xie Tingyu likes you. You really look...beautiful, don't you mind if Auntie uses the word beautiful to describe you?" Gu Fangya broke the silence first.

"I don't mind." How could Zhou Suihe care about this question? Besides, he really doesn't mind if others say he is beautiful. He is willing to accept all the advantages and disadvantages of himself, and his appearance was given to him by his parents. Gift.

"I think you have already guessed the reason why I came to you. Auntie just said that you and Xie Tingyu are in love, and his father and I will not agree."

Even if Xie Tingyu had guessed that it was for this matter in advance, he did not expect to be opposed so directly.

"You are still young, maybe you just regard a little affection as liking, but this affection is not enough to support you to the end, maybe you will break up after graduation."

Zhou Suihe raised his head and looked into Gu Fangya's eyes, he tried his best to hide his timidity, "Auntie, I don't know if I can go to the end with Xie Tingyu, but Xie Tingyu likes me, and I like him, not what you said It’s just a little bit of affection. He treats me very well, and I won’t give up on him.”

"Do you know what you are going to face? The incomprehension and rejection of the world, the pointing and pointing of people around, how many same-sex loves died of gossip. Also, have you considered the gap between you and Xie Tingyu? ? You belong to two different worlds, Xie Tingyu will inherit the Xie family business in the future, it is impossible for him to have a same-sex lover."

Like a needle, poking into Zhou Suihe's deliberately concealed worries, he lowered his head and remained silent, his hands tightly clutching his trousers.Gu Fangya knew that her words were a bit cruel, and she needed to give the young man in front of her some time to digest.

The atmosphere fell into silence again.

Zhou Suihe gave himself a little confidence again, he told himself not to be swayed by a few words, this is irresponsible to Xie Tingyu and to himself.

"I know that we will face many difficulties, but I think liking is a matter between two people. As long as we don't hurt others and don't violate legal ethics, we will be blessed one day. As for the distance that my aunt said, I will work hard. Try to close the gap between us. It is impossible for me to give up Xie Tingyu, if I give up on him easily, he will be very sad, and I will also be... very sad. So, please let me and Xie Tingyu be together." The last sentence seems to be With the prayer, he suddenly wanted the person in front of him to pity him a little bit, after all, she was the mother of the person he liked.

But Gu Fangya only thought it was ridiculous, she didn't understand what the boy in front of her was insisting on, love?Many people think that love can exist independently of the material and the world, but love without a material basis is like a castle in the air, so illusory that people can't grasp it.She and Father Xie were married into a family, even if they did not fall in love freely, they were still loyal to each other in their married life.

They formed the strongest marriage bond.

The problem of closing the distance mentioned by Zhou Suihe is even more difficult. Putting aside those social status, the Xie family is an astronomical figure in terms of assets alone, and they will never achieve equality in material terms.But Gu Fangya did not intend to expose this cruel fact in front of Zhou Suihe, the self-esteem of young people is proud and fragile.

Gu Fangya knew that persuasion alone would not work.

"I'm sorry, I chose to come to you at a time when you are only one month away from your college entrance examination. I admit that this is a bit despicable."

Zhou Suihe asked anxiously, "What do you mean?"

"What I mean is that if you don't leave Xie Tingyu, you will not be able to take the college entrance examination smoothly, not only this year, but also in the future. I have investigated you. There is only grandma in the family. With excellent grades, you can go to a very good university. Not to mention yourself, if grandma Knowing that you can't go to college, can her body bear it?"

Gu Fangya also felt a bit of unbearable, but this unbearable was far from enough for her to fulfill the immature love of the two young people.

Crushing other people's efforts and ideals is something that Zhou Suihe can't understand.

He looked at Gu Fangya in disbelief: "Why?" He could hear the trembling in his voice, and Zhou Suihe tried hard to control the moisture in his eyes.

"Because I'm a mother and I just want to give my children the best possible life."

"Then can it hurt others?" Zhou Suihe's back straightened like a poplar, and he lowered his head, as if muttering to himself.

"I'm sorry, I did hurt you, but I have to do this." After a pause, Gu Fangya took out a card from her bag and pushed it to Zhou Suihe: "If you are willing to leave Xie Tingyu, I will arrange for you to enter other The school continues to study, you just changed the environment to take the college entrance examination. Also, the money in this card is enough for you and grandma to live on in the future."

This is the third silence between them.

After a long time, Zhou Suihe raised his reddish eyes and looked out the window. The scorching sun shone on the ground, distorting the space.

"I will leave Xie Tingyu. The school doesn't need to arrange it for me, and the card will be taken back." Zhou Suihe suspected that it was affected by the sun outside, so his words were distorted, vaguely as if he came from another time and space.

He got up, walked out of the cafe, and walked into the bright sunshine alone, regardless of the driver's promise to take him back.

The tears that had been held back for a long time rushed out, hitting the ground one by one, and evaporated in an instant.

Zhou Suihe didn't realize it, he only had one thought: he really couldn't catch anything.