Suishuihe

Life seems to have a kind of inertia, lucky people will always be lucky, and unlucky people are often unlucky.

This has caused different people to have different definitions of happiness. Some people hope to be rich and well-clothed; some people hope to be respected and famous;

Zhou Suihe kept such a simple wish, and his life could not be fulfilled.He has seen life and death and experienced parting when he was very young, so he always has an indifferent attitude towards everything, not too close, because once many things are held in his hands and then let go, they will be pulled and even the belt bone.

Xie Tingyu was an accident in his life, breaking into his life with a natural and forceful attitude, and they liked each other in their youth.Zhou Suihe was moved by Xie Tingyu's promise of a bright future, and he also had an urge he hadn't had for a long time, that is, to go on with Xie Tingyu for a long time.

The place where the sun shines is light, and the place where it does not shine is darkness. Zhou Suihe only has such a clear cognition of black and white in his life under the age of 20. He always thought that falling in love is a matter between two people, so he never went Worry about so-called gaps and inequalities.However, reality always smashes the beautiful things and reveals the cruel nature.Zhou Suihe's long-standing worries have become a reality, he has no ability to grasp anything.

Go out in the morning and return home when the sun is shining at noon.Grandma has watched him from the window several times.

Before Zhou Suihe had time to take out the key to open the door, grandma opened the door for him.

He looked at grandma in panic, "Grandma, I'm sorry, I didn't buy any vegetables and I lost the basket." The enthusiasm that had been accumulated all the way was boiling, and grandma quickly held his face to help him wipe away his tears, but No matter how much you wipe it, you can't finish it.

"It's okay, the little seedlings don't cry, if you lose the basket, you lose it, grandma doesn't blame you, don't cry, don't cry."

Grandma hugged him and patted his back like she did when she was a child.

Zhou Suihe cried even harder.

"Grandma, let's... let's move."

Grandma didn't care to ask the reason, Xiao Hemiao's tears hit her heartache, this is her only tie in this world.

"Okay, move, Xiao Hemiao said we will move." Her tone became softer, "Grandma is here, don't be afraid."

When Zhou Suihe lost his parents one after another, every time he woke up from a nightmare, his grandmother held him in her arms and said these words to him over and over again.

Zhou Suihe firmly believes that even if his life is full of passers-by, grandma will always be with him.He is willing to make all sacrifices for the only person who has been with him for a long time in this life. He is not afraid of failing the college entrance examination, but he just doesn't want to make grandma sad and worried.

Many people say that the relationship between couples will become flat after the period of passionate love, but Xie Tingyu does not feel this way, because Zhou Suihe seems to be more clingy to him these days.

No matter before school or after school, he would take the initiative to kiss him, and often leaned against Xie Tingyu's arms with weak legs after being kissed.Before going to bed, he would take the initiative to send messages or make phone calls to Xie Tingyu, and the chatting time became significantly longer. Many times, Xie Tingyu heard shallow breathing on the phone.

Zhou Suihe said not to ride a bicycle to school, Xie Tingyu asked him why, he said he wanted to press the road like other couples.

Such an answer undoubtedly pleased Xie Tingyu, although it took more time than before.

They held hands from dusk to night, seeing the sun and the moon alternate, and the stars and rivers.Zhou Suihe gave half of his earphones to Xie Tingyu. The songs played by Zhou Suihe's favorite singer were played in the earphones.

Zhou Suihe was very quiet when he was listening to the song, his eyes seemed to have a dark sunset, Xie Tingyu looked at Zhou Suihe's side face, and felt that the rest of his life was beautiful.

On Friday, the evening sun finally came out.

The night also has its own light, stars, moon and street lamps.

Everything renders just fine.They kissed in the alley where they often kiss, this time their kiss was very gentle, Zhou Suihe kept his eyes open, he saw Xie Tingyu's straight long eyelashes drooping down, and saw his straight nose touching his nose , saw Xie Tingyu's thin lips sticking to his lips, tossing and rubbing.

Xie Tingyu has always been like this, cherishing Zhou Suihe very much.

The two things of tenderness and parting are the most unbearable, and Zhou Suihe's heart seems to be broken.

The cold liquid flowed to the lips of the two of them, Xie Tingyu stopped his movements, he saw Zhou Suihe's tearful eyes, thought that his kiss hurt him, Xie Tingyu quickly apologized.

"I'm sorry baby, I tried too hard." But he didn't dare to kiss again, Xie Tingyu gently wiped away his tears with his hand.

The more Xie Tingyu cherished him, the more sad Zhou Suihe was, and the tears flowed more violently, "No, it's not because of you." Zhou Suihe said intermittently while shaking his head.

His eyes were extremely sad, and the watery light seemed to be broken at any time, and Xie Tingyu's heart also felt uncomfortable.

"Baby Xiao Hemiao, stop crying and tell me what happened to you."

Zhou Suihe said in a choked voice: "No, I can't..."

Can't tell you that I'm leaving you soon.

Xie Tingyu planned to comfort him before asking slowly, but felt that the person in his arms was only having a slight twitch, he held Zhou Suihe's shoulders and pulled him a little distance away from the car, his eyes were indeed swollen.

Xie Tingyu: "I'm crying like a little cat."

If it were normal to be laughed at like this, Zhou Suihe would have to blush.But today Zhou Suihe was uncharacteristically, he raised his head and asked seriously: "Xie Tingyu, can you give me tomorrow's candy?"

It's not that you can't give it tomorrow, but he didn't bring it, Xie Tingyu replied with a little apology: "I'm sorry, I didn't bring it tomorrow, can I bring it to you tomorrow morning?"

Zhou Suihe lowered his head in disappointment, tears slid down his chin like broken beads, "Why can't I get a piece of candy for tomorrow?" The voice seemed to be whispering to herself, but Xie Tingyu heard it.

"Xie Tingyu, why don't you give me tomorrow's candy, I just... want a candy." His voice suddenly increased, as if venting all his grievances, he gave himself the last chance to be self-willed, in front of his boyfriend In front of him, he can feel wronged, vent, and even yell.

Just let him be favored again with confidence.

Xie Tingyu panicked for the first time, "Can I go back and get it now? Wait for me for a while, and I'll be back soon."

"No need, I'm just a little bit wronged, you can just coax me." After shouting that sentence, the first year of the year was like a flower after a heavy rain, dripping wet, without any vitality.He buried his face in Xie Tingyu's neck, quietly, as if all the crying and fuss had never happened before.

"Okay, coax our little seedlings. The little seedlings can't cry for too long, or they will lack water, and they won't grow taller without water."

Zhou Suihe has always wanted to grow to be as tall as Xie Tingyu, so that he would not have to tire his neck when kissing, but he is also growing as Xie Tingyu, and the gap has always existed.For this reason, Zhou Suihe often loses his temper with Xie Tingyu, of course it's the kind of coaxing.

Xie Tingyu really coaxed Zhou Suihe patiently for a long time, so long that Zhou Suihe thought that he would spend his life in this kind of tenderness.

But parting always has a beginning. For Zhou Suihe, parting is a long and long abandonment; for Xie Tingyu, parting is caught off guard.

Zhou Suihe stubbornly wanted to see the back of Xie Tingyu walking away, he said: "Xie Tingyu, walk slowly."

Xie Tingyu asked why.

Zhou Suihe replied: "Because I like my boyfriend very much."

Xie Tingyu walked really slowly, so slow that the back view of him turning around alone this time was stretched to span seven years of searching for Zhou Suihe.