There are no couples on the road

In a blink of an eye, it is the Spring Festival.

Shi Xun has been busy with his rehabilitation and studies. If his mother hadn't happily informed him that he had got his visa, he would never have remembered about the upcoming Chinese New Year.

After all, there is no atmosphere in the United States, and Shi Xun continued to struggle with his powerball.He glanced at Fu Mingge where the old god was present, and he didn't seem to have any sense of holiday. As always, apart from staring at his recovery, he was just immersed in academics.

Shi Xun used to do rehabilitation in this hospital, but now it seems that half of the training space has been allocated to Fu Mingge. I don’t know what he is studying. Every day, there are piles of materials, and he is still facing three screens. Xun glanced at it a few times, but there were not many words he knew, and he was decisive and very clear that he withdrew.

He also took a photo of Fu Mingge at work with great interest, thinking that it could be used to motivate himself and see the efficiency of other people's electronic products. This is a productivity tool.

Shi Xun felt that his spirit of having fun while suffering had really been carried forward.

Shi Xun was very happy when his mother came to see him.

His mother was originally a model public servant who devoted herself to her work, and Shi Xun herself was also very dedicated to her work, so the two of them didn't see each other very often for a year.There are only the two of them in the family, not to mention that the holidays of public officials only start on the daytime of the 29th and [-]th, and the family is quite dull.

The two mothers sat together to talk about the Spring Festival Gala and drink some wine. Shi Xun wished his mother a better career, and his mother wished his son a championship.

It seems monotonous to say it, but Shi Xun still misses this night very much every year.I am used to staying up late, and my mother also makes an exception to stay up with him on this day every year. The two of them watch the new year, which is a time that each other cherishes very much.

Shi Xun remembered that he brought Jiang Weichi back home the year before last. Jiang Weichi obviously didn't know much about the New Year's battles in the north. Although he didn't show his face, he was still full of fireworks, and he liked to laugh during this rare holiday. some.

Thinking about it, Jiang Weichi was more lonely than himself, his parents were there, but they just didn't care about him.As for myself, at any rate, I still have someone to care about and accompany me.

Thinking of Jiang Weichi going to his home to celebrate the New Year, Jiang Weichi felt how cold the winter in the north is for the first time. Jiang Weichi was forced by him to wrap up as a baby bear, and walked unsteadily in the heavy snow that covered his feet, pulling He looks at ice lanterns and New Year's goods.

Jiang Weichi also carefully selected the word "Fu", couplets and window grilles.On the first day of the Lunar New Year, Shi Xun was still asleep, so the sleepy southerner dug Shi Xun out of the quilt and dragged him to stick Spring Festival couplets together.

Shi Xun couldn't help feeling a little nostalgic, picked up his phone, and saw that all the clubs were also on vacation, he hesitated, and asked Jiang Weichi, "Is your cold better?"

After the last emotional breakdown was caught by Mint, Jiang Weichi felt that his emotions had become uncontrollable.He found the coach before training, and discussed with the coach whether he could use a substitute player in the game against LN a year ago.

The coach asked a few words, but Jiang Weichi didn't say anything clearly, but only reasoned that he was under too much pressure recently and his mentality was a bit broken.

In fact, the coach must have understood. Pressure and mentality are problems that the team's psychologist is good at solving. If it is only this level, Jiang Weichi, a veteran who understands things and works hard, will not cause trouble for the club like this. .

So the coach nodded after only deliberating for a while.

It has only been two seasons since NEA was equipped with a psychiatrist, but the S6 championship has made NEA an object of study and emulation for various clubs.

For example, strengthen the responsibility of the captain, decentralize power, standardize the rules and regulations of the club, equip a more complete analysis team, etc. The most important thing is to arrange psychological counseling for the players.

Jiang Weichi was very grateful for the coach's understanding, and what's even more rare is that the coach didn't ask too many questions.In fact, anyone with a discerning eye can see that Beside is in a bad mood recently, but no one will think about more serious psychological problems, especially these professional players like half-grown children.

This time, there is no need for psychological construction before seeing a doctor.

Jiang Weichi found that although he had collapsed more thoroughly this time, he had broken through the psychological barrier of communicating with the doctor, and he was more organized and expressive when talking about his situation.

After listening to Jiang Weichi's words silently, the doctor basically had a judgment in his heart.On the way, Jiang Weichi received Shi Xun's news and struggled for a long time.Without telling Shi Xun the truth, the doctor knew Jiang Weichi's reaction well.

Falling into a depressed mood is nothing to be touched by.Too sensitive, too delicate nerves, thinking too much about everything, a little bit of emotion will be infinitely magnified, and eventually become something that must be carried, and you will be overwhelmed.

The same goes for Jiang Weichi.

It's just that he can't give up, and he can't even hope.But when there was a slight response, he felt guilty and heavy again.

Longing for love, but unable to bear it.

Shi Xun's feelings are too heavy for his current state.

The self-protection mechanism was always resisting, so he hardly thought about what Shi Shixun had endured and what he wanted.Once you see it clearly, it is like a flood breaking through a gap in the embankment. After a short period of stagnation, it must be a monstrous and turbulent impact.

What made Jiang Weichi panic even more was that Shi Xun actually didn't expect anything.

No need for his feedback, no need for his understanding, no need for his response.

Shi Xun just wished him well.

Jiang Weichi figured this out, his mood was too complicated, he couldn't hold himself for a while, and his emotions collapsed.

In the eyes of doctors, this is actually a good thing.The reason for Jiang Weichi's depression is very clear, and suppressing it only through drugs is always the worst way to deal with this kind of problem.It's just that most patients are either stuck too deep, or resist thinking because of the pain, so they can't solve it and find acceptable logic.

More radically speaking, the solution to this clear problem is still unbreakable.

Jiang Weichi added half a tablet of medicine every day according to the doctor's advice. I don't know if it's his illusion, but it seems that he has relaxed a lot.

However, there will also be times when you want to be anxious, but find that you can't complete the thought process of "anxiety". Fortunately, the team has already had a holiday, and the next one is the Spring Festival holiday, and there are no games to play.

CRE's schedule before the Spring Festival ended two days earlier than that of LN.Jiang Weichi had already packed his luggage and went home after the annual meeting.

During the break in the middle of the lonely rank, I went to watch the LN game.

Xuan seemed to have regained his form, started to carry, and revealed his irritable nature again, playing a BO3 quite smoothly.

Jiang Weichi was about to send him congratulations when he saw some commotion in the live broadcast.He remembered that Xuanxuan told him that his back and hands were not in good condition, and his face suddenly became serious.

He was too worried that someone close to him would leave the game due to injury.

Jiang Weichi also knew that if it was as he speculated, then Xuan definitely didn't have time to reply to his inquiry, so he planned to rest for a while, picked up the thermos that Mint gave him, and prepared to get a cup of hot water to continue his health care.

The phone on the table lights up, and he sees that Shi Xun is concerned about his nonexistent severe cold.

"It's done." Jiang Weichi replied, "You should also pay attention to your body."

He was about to leave the training position with the cup in his hand. After thinking for a while, he felt that what he said sounded like an old man, so he turned around and added a sentence, deleted, edited and corrected it before sending it.

"I miss you too."

As Jiang Weichi walked towards the tea room, he couldn't help imagining Shi Xun's reaction when he saw the news.

I will definitely complain that he, a southerner, still likes to use these words that look written and serious.

It doesn't matter, Jiang Weichi thought, as long as what Shi Xun denies is not "yes", it doesn't matter.

Jiang Weichi has never felt much about the annual meeting.

In the past, Shi Xun was always there, and would drag him to participate in messy games.Now he just sat on the side, and when it was his turn, he raised a glass of wine, joking and serious, "We will enter two LPL playoffs in the new year."

Naturally, everyone laughed and echoed.

In other parts, such as e-sports death song, I can't guess which hero you draw, and some purely funny games, Jiang Weichi is still as dignified as his most widely circulated emoji.

It probably means, "You guys are all mentally handicapped."

In previous years, Xun would ask him to help draw the lottery, after all, Jiang Weichi is a recognized Ouhuang.Occasionally live broadcast other games during the holidays. Many people like to watch him unboxing, just to feel what kind of experience it is.

He felt that the happiest experience brought by his own face was still happy when he saw Shi Xun.

Shi Xun finally got out of the hospital and went to the airport to pick up his mother.

Obviously, he is useless. Shi Xun's mother's English and Russian are both at a level that Shi Xun can use as long as he brushes 666 wine next to him.

"The leader has worked hard all the way here." Shi Xun took the box and began to peel.

My mother raised her eyebrows, "What can you do? Take it back."

"Hey, come on, you can train me when you meet, I have consolidated well recently, let me show you."

After laughing and scolding his son, his mother let Shi Xun go.

Fu Mingge drove Shi Xun to the airport, but didn't go in, so he boldly let Shi Xun practice his learning results.

When Shi Xun knocked on the window of the car, he saw that Shi Xun had picked up someone. He quickly buckled up the notebook and threw it to the passenger, and opened the door to greet Shi Xun's mother.

At this time, Jiang Weichi also settled down in Japan.

The quiet boy in his junior high school group sat with him on both sides of the kotatsu, watching the lights under the courtyard porch illuminate the falling snow.

"You finally have time to come to Japan." Qiu Wanghe handed Jiang Weichi a cup of hot tea, and poured himself a cup in his palm.

Jiang Weichi still looked at Xue, and smiled softly, "Being professional is beyond your control, there is no freedom."

The two of them were silent for a while, and Jiang Weichi breathed a sigh of relief, "Actually, there's nothing wrong with it. When playing games, there are always people who have expectations of me. I also have goals, or it can be regarded as a dream." He took a sip of tea, "If To go to school and work step by step, I don't have the courage like you."

Qiu Wanghe smiled, "You just didn't try. You can like him for so many years, and you are more persistent than I want to die. Courage is a relative concept."

"I didn't expect you to inherit the family business in the end."

Jiang Weichi remembered that Qiu Wanghe came to pick him up at the airport, surrounded by some people in suits but still showing some tattoos, all with their heads down, very respectful.

Qiu Wanghe shrugged nonchalantly, "It's not like he didn't die."

He joked again, "Shall I make a handicap for your team next year?"

Jiang Weichi kicked him in the quilt, "I've learned to be rude."

Despite the time difference, Jiang Weichi and Shi Xun still heard the New Year's bell in the live broadcast.

Jiang Weichi sent a blessing to Shi Xun, and wrote a very candid sentence, "I will miss you more in the new year."

Shi Xun's news came at the same time, a very simple sentence should be a group message, "I hope you have a happy New Year."

Looking at the fireworks set off by Qiu Wanghe's subordinates, Jiang Weichi suddenly said, "I must live well."

Qiu Wanghe looked over, and the little Jiang Weichi was reflected in his eyes accompanied by a brilliant color, "You have to do what you say, and you can love him only if you live."

The author says:

Have you seen any small easter eggs in Nakano?It doesn't matter if you haven't seen anything, I will talk about w later.