There are no couples on the road

Shi Xun spent the Spring Festival in the hospital for the first time.

In fact, on Chinese New Year’s Day, the United States is also very lively. From the courtyard of the hospital, you can see the lights in the distance are all Chinese red and yellow, and there are constantly blooming fireworks.

It's another year.

Shi Xun and his mother were standing on the roof terrace of the hospital. He held his mother's shoulders, and when he heard the bell in the live broadcast, he unconsciously used some strength in his hands.

Today seems to be no different from the New Year's Eve every year, except that the first day of the new year arrives more than ten hours earlier.

But it seems that there are many differences. For example, my mother did not say the phrase "I wish my baby son wins the championship", and Shi Xun's expectation for the new year has become to be able to return to the game.

And Jiang Weichi, his little assistant had blatantly expressed his feelings to him during the New Year for the first time this year.

Of course, my mother could feel Shi Xun's expectation, loss, and even a little bit of panic.

If not, what kind of life will Shi Xun start?Will I be able to find such a field in the future that I love so much and can do my best to fight for it.This kind of helpless exit is the most unrecoverable and the most inexcusable farewell.

"Shi Xun, don't think so much. You will have a lot of time to think about the future. Now, if you want something, go for it."

Shi Xun turned his head and looked at his mother's pupils which lit up momentarily because of the flickering fireworks, and suddenly there seemed to be no traces of being washed away by the flow of time.

"I...I want to go back to the arena." Shi Xun solemnly told his mother this idea for the first time.

Shi Xun thought that he would definitely get some more emotional responses, but he didn't.It's been a long time since I saw my mother smile so gently, "I know. If you care, just go."

Shi Xun was a little hesitant, and he also thought about it, don't let his mother be so worried and sad.When recovering these days, my mother couldn't see her eyes and still endured it, and she came back with red eye circles several times.

It's not that he doesn't understand that his current situation can only be said to be reluctant.

"I know that if I do this, I may have to go through another operation. Maybe the next operation and recovery will not be so lucky, but..." Shi Xun paused, and sighed after a while, "You are right."

"I should go back, I must go back."

The mother returned to her usual appearance, and said with a smile, "Virtue."

The two of them stood for a while longer, seeing the lights returning to their usual colors one by one.

Just when Shi Xun wanted to say go back, he heard a familiar but different blessing amidst the fading sound of fireworks.

"My precious son will definitely win the championship, it's not a requirement, mom hopes you can realize your wish."

Jiang Weichi was played with by Qiu Wanghe in Japan.

Qiu Wanghe said that he hadn't seen him for a long time, and he missed him very much. Every year, he had to send invitations to Jiang Weichi several times.When Jiang Weichi really came, he brought him along to paralyze.

Jiang Weichi felt very comfortable.

He likes to travel, and he is not very interested in what to see or play. The most common thing he does is to find a suitable place to sleep.

The side effects of the recent dose increase have passed, and the number of times he took Laura has also decreased, and he has gradually regained his previous enthusiasm for sleeping. He studies with Qiu Wanghe every day which room in his several houses is the most comfortable to sleep in.

It was rare for Qiu Wanghe to really have fun, and the two of them quickly tried out the room.

"You started training and competing again after you got back?" Qiu Wanghe lay on the bedding that had just been arranged, with Japanese-style pajamas hanging loosely on his body, and was told by Jiang Weichi that he looked like an oiran.

"There are still a few tough battles to be fought. Anyway, it is impossible to ask for leave like before. The team's performance can no longer be lost."

Jiang Weichi thought about the upcoming schedule and the current standings, and sighed again, "It's difficult."

"You and... what are your names, twenty, what state are you in now?"

Jiang Weichi also lay down, "It doesn't seem like any status is counted, it may be that there is no fate in the first place, it's all because I can't let go of my hands."

"I always feel that there is actually something going on. Think about it. Generally, in this situation, you will either break up your relationship or alienate you. He is still so kind to you. It is meaningless and unrealistic."

Jiang Weichi snorted, "It would be great if this is the case, it's great that he is really a simple person."

"If it's true, it's really good enough to do charity for you." Qiu Wanghe started to be serious.

Jiang Weichi swallowed the medicine, "When I think that the shortest treatment period is one year, I feel like it will take a very long time."

"It's okay, look at how many years I have been, and I am still alive and kicking."

"...I didn't see you skip it. Didn't you even take physical education?" Jiang Weichi didn't give any face.

Qiu Wanghe rolled his eyes, "Do you understand rhetoric? Besides, my family has forced me to practice martial arts since I was a child."

The time of a vacation was wasted by Jiang Weichi leisurely like this.

Apart from replying to messages and checking notifications, he basically didn't use his mobile phone. He played leisurely with Qiu Wanghe every day, and went out leisurely and freely as he wanted.It is rare for him to be able to break away from the game and rhythm, and perhaps the only thing he still misses is Shi Xun.

Especially when I received Xuan's reply, but after a few days, the content was like a manga about to be cut in half. Hard work is what really works.

"My hand injury is a bit serious. I kept it from Zhou Zhi. I was afraid that he would ask me to leave the field."

"I'm afraid he's too worried about me."

Two days passed.

"It's over, I, I seem to like Zhou Zhi..."

"What should I do? He definitely won't like me, he's so straight, but I'm really, I'm too dull."

A few more days passed.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Zhou Zhi is the sweetest in the world!"

"He seems to accept it...I'm not sure. But! Yes! I'm telling you, fuck, fuck! He kissed my forehead!"

"I always feel uneasy, because we are almost like this at ordinary times. Do you think he will like me a little bit?"

"I can't do it...I want to stamp him immediately!"

"I am complete."

"Zhou Zhi said he liked me."

"It's Zhou Zhi..."

"He said he liked me too!"

"Happy New Year, Chi Zai. This year you and your [-]th will be successful. I wish you a new year to be brave and find your way."

Jiang Weichi flipped through the conversation with Xuan, no matter how he looked at it, it was a matter of course and logical.

Looking back and thinking about myself and Shi Xun, it seems that they are all detours, detours, evasions, scruples, and mutual understanding, and they have reached the ending that is difficult to unravel now.

Could it be that he should have been braver and tougher in the past, trying to fight instead of giving in, would it be different now?

What now?Is it too late.

But since he himself realized that he likes Shi Xun, the two of them went different ways.

Winning the championship is always the first priority for Shi Xun, and he gradually blurred the difference between dreams and Shi Xun.

This is not acceptable.

Why did Shi Xun have to turn his head all the time to see him in the shadow?Creation should be for two people, the bottom lane is a two-man lane, not an ADC and his exclusive pendant for shields and blood.

If you can't see the same arena as Shi Xun, and see a deeper and more distant level, how can you match him and say you like it?

Jiang Weichi found that his vision and situation were slowly shrinking, not the overall view of a certain game, but his understanding of the whole game and his expectations.

He is too limited, he always puts Shi Xun as the first priority in his eyes and mind, and everything should be done around Shi Xun.

Shi Xun is the well-deserved core of CRE, but it is precisely because of this that Jiang Weichi finally found out what gave birth to the ever-increasing sense of disobedience——

He, and others at CRE, are exacerbating this core tilt.

It is involuntary and unconscious, but deadly.

This excessive pressure and tactical bias brought Shi Xun's career to an end this season.Let CRE always fail to win the cup as he wishes in the World Championship.It made Jiang Weichi ignore more possibilities and creativity.

A strong team shouldn't be like this. If they leave the core c position and replace with new players, they will completely lose their due level. This can indeed happen, but it shouldn't be normal.

Jiang Weichi walked slowly to the edge of the snow-covered pool in the courtyard, and the white breath from his mouth drifted in front of his eyes.

It's really too late to realize it now.

Even if he didn't figure out this joint, he gave up his right to retire.Now that he understood the problem, Jiang Weichi didn't allow himself to escape even more.

Shi Xun will make up for the time wasted by him, and he will go all out for the results he didn't get.Only in this way, never give up, clarify your pursuit, no matter how many times you fail, you will not bow your head.

Only in this way can he be regarded as someone who can stand by Shi Xun's side, and only then can he finally find his way and courage as Xuan Qi said.

Jiang Weichi's left hand that was holding the phone was already stiff with the cold, but he squeezed it hard again, as if he was holding something tightly in his palm.

He looked at the snow on the top of the mountain in the distance, and remembered the snow he stepped on during the Chinese New Year at Shi Xun's house.

It was still early at that time, and the street was deserted and quiet, which was different from the Spring Festival decorations everywhere.Only Shi Xun and him left two pairs of footprints on the flat snow.The snow was still falling, and there was a creaking sound of stepping on the snow under his feet. The snowflakes continued to fall along the gap between his open fingers. After all, a few pieces still fell on his palm.

It would be great if we could go on like this forever, Jiang Weichi remembered thinking at that time.

He slightly raised the corners of his lips, missing another person who was far away across the ocean in a foreign country.

Jiang Weichi thought, "Shi Xun, wait for me, and walk with me for a while."

I won't let you down again.

Before the Lantern Festival in China, Fu Mingge left the hospital because of some things.

Shi Xun reported the progress of his rehabilitation to him every day, and the doctors also sent Fu Mingge the follow-up examination results, and the two sides discussed the next treatment plan together.

Shi Xun knew that he wasn't the best recovery case, but he wasn't the worst one either.

Regardless, it's hard for him to remember a year when his hands were in better shape than they are now.

After another period of time like this, Shi Xun finally got the news that he could be discharged from the hospital.

He first dialed Fu Mingge's facetime.

"I am in this situation, can I go back to training and competition?"

Fu Mingge was silent for a while at the other end of the video, as if he had made up his mind, "Yes, I agree."

Shi Xun sensed that Fu Mingge still had something to say, so he asked with a smile, "Does Doctor Fu have anything else to tell me?"

Fu Mingge sighed and smiled, "For two years, you continued to work hard towards the championship. Two years later, you came to see me with your hands up."

Looking down at his right hand, he unconsciously clenched his fist and opened it again. Shi Xun had mixed feelings for a moment, and he only thanked Fu Minge from the bottom of his heart.

Fu Mingge shook his head, "Don't thank me, you have to put your heart into it. Don't let me see you again in advance."

"I'll go to your World Championship finals, that doesn't count."

After hanging up the video call, Shi Xun slowed down for a while before he felt the truth.

He picked up his cell phone and called Ji Linxi.

The author says:

Yesterday's easter egg, you all remember the small details of Nakano so clearly 233333. Love you www.