winter

Dong Sheng almost wanted to encourage Ling Nan to continue, but rationality made him restrain his excessive reaction. He tried his best to pick a normal expression, hesitating to express comfort and confusion, "It doesn't matter if the relationship is not good for a while. You are a close relative, no matter what you are their child, they will always forgive you."

Goosebumps appeared on the arms exposed to the air for no reason, Ling Nan shrank his shoulders reflexively, his stiff fingers could barely grasp the neatly folded clothes in his arms.He twitched the corners of his mouth and smiled at Dong Sheng, thanking him for his care and comfort, but he couldn't expand the arc no matter what.

Everyone was telling him that blood is thicker than water, and everyone was urging him to bow his head and admit his mistakes. The balance had been off from the beginning, and he was facing unfair accusations.

He had thought that his lover would fight with him, but he didn't realize that they knew how to reduce casualties better than he did.

No one told him to fight, so he could only run away.

"I used to have a boyfriend, my first love, who was my neighbor." Ling Nan touched his face, and a dry smile came from under his palm, "He is quite tall, 1.8 meters. Hey, let me tell you, don't look down on me 1.8 meters, we can grow 1.7 meters five is not bad..."

The rising tone floated in the room until it dissipated, and the pretended lightness did not get any response from the other party. Ling Nan swallowed, moved her legs, curled up, and put her knees against her head, "I'm with him We were caught by parents in less than three months, guess what?" He didn't raise his head, and didn't give Dong Sheng a chance to answer the conversation, he paused for less than two seconds, and continued on his own, "My parents gave me Beat me up and told me not to go back to that house until I got better. Hey, it’s quite vulgar, I thought it was quite turbulent at the time, after so many years, how can there be no turmoil?”

The radiator buzzed, interrupting Ling Nan's self-mockery. He was taken aback by the sudden sound, and his body trembled indistinctly. It was not until another source of warmth covered him that he was stripped from his inexplicable panic. come out.

Dong Sheng squinted his eyes, and the approaching action was completely instinctive, he threw his coat casually halfway, freeing both hands to hug his lover.He pieced together a rampant figure from Ling Nan's fragmented past, and he was a little interested in the stubborn lines in it, but these concerns were based on an unspeakable possessive desire.Compared with the sharing of memories, he cares more about the honesty and trust of both parties. Even though he is essentially a seducer, this does not conflict with his desire to be the only harbor for the other party.

He disdained the noble redemption, because the saint had long since perished, "This is not the reason why you escaped, Ling Nan, what are you afraid of?" He guided softly, and decided to completely break the opponent's defense.

The trembling that had almost disappeared in the embrace reappeared. Dong Sheng held his temper and comforted him over and over again, "Don't be afraid, I'm here. Don't be afraid..."

The strength of the pat on the back is not gentle, but it is better than patience. The soothing and soothing that is completely different from the soft voice of the young mother gave Ling Nan a different kind of cognition. A more powerful companion.

The □□ skin is close to each other, the familiar temperature is covered again before the greasy touch completely disappears, and the blessings are accumulated in the repeated calls.

"Ling Nan, don't be afraid, I will always be by your side, don't be afraid."

"...Take off your clothes."

"..."

The palms were hanging a few centimeters above the back, stiff for only a moment, Dong Sheng didn't ask the reason, and took off the clothes on the upper body that hadn't even been completely warmed for 5 minutes.

Many times he is a qualified lover, connivance and wit are his admirable advantages.

Dong Sheng took the pile of clothes from Ling Nan's huddled arms, he didn't force him to stretch his limbs, he just shook off the shapeless quilt, preventing the two of them from continuing to run naked in the heated room in winter.

He wanted to ask what's the matter, but the words seemed superfluous, Ling Nan seemed to no longer need consolation, God knows those impassioned but useless chicken soup his lover drank hundreds of cans, and listening to it would only make people sick.

Regret is like the germ of capitalism, which is bombarded by the Western powers as soon as it emerges. usefulness.

Even when everyone is sighing.

Dong Sheng kissed Ling Nan's hair, from the sideburns to the half-covered browbones, along the overlapping elbows to the drooping fingertips, and finally landed on the cold earbones.

His kiss didn't contain much sex, and there was no pattern at all, it seemed to be on a whim, and it seemed to have been planned long ago.Every kiss can directly reach Ling Nan's beating heart through the skin and bones, and use silence to drive away anxiety.

"I thought I was pretty stupid at the time. I didn't think about anything. I thought that I could win if I persisted. I thought that I could make everyone look at me. It turned out to be a fart. They turned their heads just because they wanted to see a joke. "Ling Nan squeezed into Dong Sheng's arms, the back of her head almost hit his chin.

"You said why I was so stupid at that time, like a mentally retarded person, more ridiculous than monkeys in the zoo." He still squeezed in, crossed his hands and hugged himself, his fingers pinched his shoulder blades tightly, in exchange for more Wide storage space.

"It's disgustingly stupid."

Ling Nan couldn't shrink herself anymore——Dong Sheng grabbed Ling Nan's two hands and raised them above his head, found a gap between the raised knees, and inserted a leg into it with brute force, forcing him to stretch his body curled up like a shrimp.He clamped Ling Nan's two wrists with one hand, and leaned out his upper body to observe the blood-oozing red marks on Ling Nan's back.

The current situation was somewhat beyond Dong Sheng's expectation. Although the misery with tears in his eyes was always within his consideration, he even planned a corresponding response plan for Ling Nan's various reactions.He carefully stroked the flushed skin with the pads of his thumbs, and his lips were almost drawn into a straight line, but this never included self-loathing.

In the beginning, the problem will not solve itself because of shelving. Too many creatures in the world are not equipped with self-destruction functions.

"Ling Nan," facing difficulties is not a good way, but it is a way after all.

"Are you repelling yourself?" He seemed to be greeted with a glistening look.

The sound of breathing suddenly became thicker in an instant, Dong Sheng suppressed the expected struggle, and used his forearm to restrain Ling Nan's throbbing hands. During this period, he was given a red seal for underestimating the enemy.

Ling Nan didn't expect to hit Dong Sheng, he hesitated for a while, and then he was overwhelmed by the disparity in strength.

He turned his head away, his intuition told him to continue to escape.The real rot in the depths of the memory was dug out by the person he trusted the most, but he cared about whether the other party was hurt despite the severe pain.This made him feel that all his hard work over the years had been deceiving himself, and that the passage of time had only taught him how to pretend to be striding forward by standing still.