winter

"You shouldn't."

He seems to have heard a sigh, but he is so stubborn that he refuses to look back, "The grace of nurturing", "Family Harbour", "They are all for your own good"...

He could even predict the direction of the next conversation, the sympathy of a person with a happy family for another emotionally handicapped person, a long-winded speech that he thought was "seeing things from the other side's point of view".

Everyone likes to stand on the commanding heights of morality and boast, and persuade people to stick to the vacant house with four walls based on the rule that they would rather demolish ten temples than destroy one marriage.

Oh, this is who I love.

Ling Nan thought maliciously.

"You shouldn't take all the blame on yourself."

Ling Nan's eyes widened suddenly, and the speed of turning his head was comparable to that of a bumblebee changing cars.

"It's not your fault at all, what do you hate yourself for?"

Dong Sheng's face was directly above Ling Nan, covering most of the light like a dark cloud. He frowned and wondered about Ling Nan's weird self-evasion mechanism. In order to create a serious atmosphere, he distanced himself by an arm's length.

This distance is not too far, and Ling Nan can touch it as soon as he stretches out his hand, but his hands are still being suppressed, and there is an obvious difference in strength between them, and unexplained actions will only lead to more comprehensive confinement, so he He didn't think about breaking free, but relied on his own flexibility to raise his chest and head up to pursue that lip that was still attractive even though it had no curvature.

It was the first time he had encountered such a love of Pilates as a college elective.

The words of consolation are still in the process of composing words and sentences. An unexpected kiss made Dong Sheng simply give up those permutations and combinations in Chinese. He tentatively let go of his arms, and after hanging in the air for three seconds, changed to holding the person's neck to relieve Ling Nan's burden. .

He had doubts about this kiss, but his instinct made him accept it.

"You don't have to take all the mistakes on your own shoulders", this is not the first time Ling Nan has heard similar words in so many years.

The first one is a psychiatrist, a kind and gentle middle-aged woman, and the second one is a man who left him an ambiguous trace under the eyes of his parents while he was drunk.

The psychiatrist said what he wanted to hear the most, but he wondered whether it was just because of the other party's good professional ethics - persuading the patient to give up his obsessive extremes, wrapping sweet words in professional vocabulary to let the other party take off guard and convince him The beauty in life, looking forward to every tomorrow's sun.

Then the grateful patients will send beautifully packaged flower baskets the next day, and those who are more excited will send specially customized pennants to thank him for saving his life.Then there is word of mouth fame, and a steady stream of money.

Everyone takes what they need and is happy.

His youthful experience made him unable to use malice to speculate on interpersonal relationships. For a while, the principle of the supremacy of interests floated high above his head. He believed that there is no love for no reason in this world, and he also believed in the so-called cycle of cause and effect. Parents tied you Being around is just for your future support.

He despises love, even if there are only so few fragments in his life related to it.But when those lingering things inevitably appeared around him, he couldn't help wondering whether he was the only one who was not favored by love.He admits the longing in his heart, but he dare not cross half a step because of a chasm that would make him fall to pieces. He can only shrink in the circle he drew for himself day by day, only revealing a pair of glasses to pursue the cheerful figure of others.

He thought he would stay in the circle for the rest of his life, but he didn't expect that one day someone would reach out and pull him.And the Redeemer now unilaterally declares him innocent, abandoning common sense and choosing to believe unconditionally.

This was the last vine he was holding on to on the cliff, and he would not let go even if the rhizome burst the next moment. If he was destined to fall into the abyss, he would never be alone.