Peach blossom love is true and false

Running and stopping all the way, panting heavily and choking with sobs, Li Fanqing ran to the gate of the community, bent down with a brake and punched himself in the chest, feeling extremely uncomfortable.The ability to think in the moment of pause also gradually returned.Li Fanqing swallowed vigorously, then calmed down and looked around to see if there were any acquaintances around.

Fortunately, there were no familiar figures.It doesn't matter if the parents haven't come back yet.Only then did Li Fanqing relax a little, and while soothing his heartbeat, he helped him up the stairs of the unit.Enter the door and close the door and rush to the bathroom to wash your face.

The mobile phone that was thrown on the cabinet after entering the door vibrated with the ringtone, and the number set for this music sound was my mother.Li Fanqing took out a towel and roughly wiped his face, opened his eyes, went to the counter to answer the phone, and took the phone to transfer to the bathroom.

Looking at himself in the mirror, Li Fanqing felt that his mother's voice was much closer than usual, like a child acting like a baby with his mother who was about to come back from get off work. "Mom, I want to eat oranges, I want to eat pears..." The mother on the phone laughed and said, why don't you buy it yourself on the way home, and you are still poor with me when you grow up.

Li Fanqing curled his lips to let his mother hear her sigh.Mom couldn't stand it, so she said in a helpless tone, okay, I'll go to the fruit supermarket and pick some for you to take home.You must eat it after you buy it back!

Li Fanqing whispered, humming and chirping.Li Fanqing slid the phone from his ear before hanging up after listening to it. When he was talking on the phone, he looked at himself in the mirror, as if he couldn't help crying at any time.But that's not possible, so Li Fanqing's eyes wandered down the white washbasin, the water dripping from the faucet was in a daze, and he focused on listening to his mother's voice.Find something called a sense of security from it.

The sound fell, the drops of water fell, and the phone was closed and placed on the table.Li Fanqing looked at the mirror again, propped his arms on the table, his eyes couldn't escape their fate, and they were wet with tears gushing from their eyes, blurring their vision.Li Fanqing went to thump and rub the mirror, put both hands together, and stopped for a while.Clutching his eyes and closing his eyelids, he leaned forward against the pool platform, whimpering and weeping sparsely.

In fact, it wasn't that there were too many tears that couldn't be stopped, it was that the emotions were too sour and uncomfortable, and the corners of the mouth were bent and the eyes were wet.This period of grievance welled up in my heart, and the tears would stop after it passed.The cold water from the faucet flushed my face and I became more awake.The past is over, Li Fanqing said to himself to forget about it for the time being, the most important thing now is to lead mother home happily.The family has a good meal and talks, and there are many things to talk to mom and dad today.

Li Fanqing's mother bought fruit and other surprises for her daughter, and knocked on the door when she arrived.Li Fanqing hopped to open the door, Yan Ran looked as heartless as usual, when she opened the door, Li Fanqing's snow-white face covered with a mask surprised Li's mother, "You naughty girl! It's still like this... ...."

Li Fanqing took the plastic bag and said, "There are pears, peaches, and mangoes!" Li's mother took the door and changed her shoes and said, "I didn't buy oranges. There are not many oranges in this season. It's not a season of natural production. It's still sour." Go to work. Mom sees that the mangoes are beautiful and strong. If you buy the hard ones, you can store them for two or three days. You can eat the soft ones later. And the peaches, your dad loves them. The crispy peaches are sweet and fresh. You can eat too."

After taking things to the kitchen, Li Fanqing quickly helped the loose mask to make the mask stick to the skin.Then I took the empty fruit transparent basin and the iron stand and picked some fruit compartments, and tied the other bags tightly to the ground and wiped them with a rag and put them in the fresh-keeping room of the refrigerator.

Mother Li went to the bathroom to wash her hands, and saw a bunch of grapes on the dining table in the living room, "Qingqing, the grapes you bought?"

Li Fanqing thought about it and turned his head: "Oh. You said that the grapes on the table were bought near the bus stop when I got off work with my colleagues. We took the bus together and she insisted on sending me a bunch of them to bring back to eat. I can't shirk it. Thank her. Bring it back."

Mother Li dried her hands with a hand towel, and went to the dining table to try two grapes: "Qingqing, come and eat, I tasted good. It's very sweet and has a succulent taste. What's the name of these grapes?" The green ones are called Brazilian agate grapes, right?"

Li Fanqing stood up: "It's just crystal grapes. The next time you look at the small green oblong grapes, they are crystal grapes, also called crystal agate."

Mother Li was working in the kitchen. By the way, Li Fanqing, who was in a daze with his mobile phone in the living room, still had a mask on his face. Let Li Fanqing take it off when he was almost ready. When Father Li came back, he would have to scare Father Li. ?Li Fanqing snickered and said how could she be so badass, she couldn't bear to scare her parents.Grinding lips with my mother, the mask loosened as soon as I smiled and talked dishonestly, trying to fall off. After time passed, Li Fanqing simply went to the bedroom to clean up his face.

In front of the dressing table that was newly bought to replace the desk not long after work, Li Fanqing sat on the stool next to the table and looked into his own eyes.It's still a little red, and it's obviously swollen from crying when you look down in the blink of an eye.Li Fanqing opened the drawer, trying to find a way to deal with it.

Later in the evening, Father Li took out the key to open the door when he came back.Hearing the sound, Li Fanqing came out of the study to greet his father with small steps.Sweetly shouted: "Dad, welcome home!" Then he handed over the slippers.Father Li smiled, commenting on nothing to be courteous, he must be looking for something.

Li Fanqing pinched his waist in disappointment, saying that his heart was hurt.It's too chilling to say that the father actually looks at his daughter with a worldly perspective, and that the daughter's love for her father has to be weighed to measure it.Mother Li washed a peach by herself, and asked Li Fanqing's father to wash his hands and eat it.They will have dinner later.

Li Fanqing wandered around the house wearing flat glasses that prevent fatigue and radiation when using computers.During the conversation between his father and his mother, he rushed to the study to operate the computer.

She thought of a few questions that she wanted to figure out, and she would use the Internet to look them up when no one was around.But now the sliding door of the study is open, and it is suspicious to close it, and both parents may see her computer page at any time in the living room.Both parents are professionals in resources, finance and trade, and the careful habits naturally formed can be seen everywhere in life.

Li Fanqing thought it would be safer and more private to check on his mobile phone.Just use the computer in the study to look up the qualification information first, which is what she originally wanted to look up.

It was time for dinner and Li Fanqing closed his online account in time, leaving a professional forum page on the screen, and the music player played the songs that Li Fanqing had planned to loop.The warm family dinner begins.

At the dining table, Li Fanqing's mother said, "Why don't you feel uncomfortable eating with glasses? Go down and eat."

Li Fanqing pretended to have forgotten: "Ah, I forgot to wear it because it is comfortable. Forget it, I will use the computer anyway after dinner, so I will take it with me."

Mother Li laughed and was speechless, "Say the child's father, who said the child is like me? Look who is more and more like me now?"

Father Li put the other end of his chopsticks in front of his chin, complacently: "It is necessary to be like me, my wisdom must be inherited by my daughter. That means I am excellent."

Mother Li sarcastically: "I see clearly that sometimes narcissism is inherited from you. Do you really think that your charm is the same as back then? As far as I am concerned, I was the one who reluctantly fell in love with you at the beginning and would accept you. You can try someone else." Try, can it be so comfortable for you to live?"

Li Fanqing was curious to see his parents mentioning the past when they were young, so he focused on opening his eyes and ears to listen without interruption, and he was eating normally on the surface.

Father Li complained for himself: "There were many people who were infatuated with me back then. I didn't say that, but now there are still many people who admire me in the company. You should be gentle, or be careful that one day my heart will fly away." It’s gone. You won’t be able to cry even if you cry.”

Li Fanqing tilted his head to look at his mother again, and saw that his mother straightened her neck and compared her suitors gracefully with her father: "You guys can't compare to the number of fans in my department, and you can easily overwhelm you. Let me tell you You are still contacting me with xxx now, you can give me gifts and blessings, and you are also very concerned about Qingqing. Do you think you can compare to me? En?"

Things have turned eighty degrees.Father Li directly put up his cards: "I don't allow you to keep in touch with him! It's okay to keep in touch occasionally, but you can't keep seeing him so often. Are you careless? Children know about this. If you don't believe me, you can ask clearly. Know!"

Dad asked Li Fanqing to turn his head, which obviously meant that she should be on his team.With chopsticks in his mouth, Li Fanqing looked at the two people's eyeballs from time to time, "Uh... let me tell you. Actually, this and that, dad is right, it's better not to be with the person who likes you." It's too close, after all, it's better for that person to pay attention to avoid suspicion."

Li Fanqing was talking, and Li's father nodded and agreed.Mother Li chewed the vegetables leisurely by herself, to see how well the two of them could sing and harmonize.After swallowing the food, he said leisurely: "It's really narrow-minded. That guy hasn't seen me again for many years. According to the gossip in my boudoir circle, it seems that he has remarried. He hasn't asked about me again in the past three years. Here's the news, I said it on purpose to make you feel a sense of crisis, Mr. Li."

Father Li yelled: "That brat should have settled down a long time ago. He is quite old. I meet you every now and then and give Qingqing Doll as a birthday present. I don't like it and have no reason to say anything. You are too, why don't you be ruthless early Treat him a little better, so that he can think about marrying a second time and starting a family."

Li Fanqing's meal was particularly meaningful, and there were such little stories about her parents' past that she never knew.She silently went to the computer in the study to change a song that was gentle and warm, and slowly introduced it to the living room.Sit down with your legs crossed and listen to the love and hardships of their youth.It's a pity that my mother didn't want to reveal too much, and my father was too embarrassed to say this.

I just heard my mother's reply to my father's sentence, with pity for the man who had missed her for many years: "Do you think I don't want to, of course I know what to do. He got married soon after we got married, but it's a pity not In the second year, something happened and he was the only one left. We live together, but he is alone again. I can’t get out of that cruel heart. He saw me later and just wanted to see me and didn’t do anything. I know you care, just sit at the dining table with him, drink tea and hold Qingqing to see him. I see him once a year or two, and every time I persuade him to find the right person to start marriage again. Now he has finally met When it comes to the second person, I feel relieved after breaking off contact. At least I don’t have any guilt or regret.”

Father Li brought food to his wife, and Mother Li murmured: "I'm full." Father Li: "Then you didn't tell me earlier, you knew I cared, and you didn't explain your thoughts."

Li's mother looked at her daughter, Li Fanqing immediately lowered her head and pretended to eat seriously and didn't know anything, "I am a transparent person, you continue..."

Mother Li laughed at her husband again: "No matter how majestic you were back then, you would become cautious and suspicious in front of me. I know, I don't know how to choose you to marry you. Look at your virtue. Those who are so young You just got promoted in [-], and you are very busy. I don’t have the time to tell you about that. As long as we are together, the three of us will be happy together, and the trifles don’t matter. And I also know that you actually trust me Yes, I also know that the truth is just your temperament."

For a moment, there was something different between the atmosphere and eyes of Li's father and Li's mother.Li Fanqing was very conscious, and greeted him lightly and politely: "I'll go back to the house first when I'm full." He took his own bowls and chopsticks and put them in the kitchen sink.

She went to the bathroom to rinse her mouth and wash her hands, and then took a tender and round peach to wash, scrub and slip into her boudoir.Father Li followed behind: "Don't you want to eat any more?"

Li's mother called: "Qingqing, the computer in your study is not turned off..."

Li Fanqing replied two at a time: "I'm full, Dad, you can eat with Mom. Anyone who wants to use the computer in the study can use it, and if you don't need it, please turn it off again! I'll go to sleep soon!"

When Li Fanqing heard his mother's last confession, he could not take a bath or eat peaches immediately after eating.But Li Fan, who was inside the door, took off his coat and put on a set of underwear, and sat in front of the mirror of the dressing table to eat peaches. He could take a shower later, but he couldn't eat peaches later.Where did she wait for a big peach to be held in front of her and resist touching it?

Peach Beard lay on the table top with tissue paper.Li Fanqing was using her mobile phone to search the Internet for the information she wanted to know.

The two fathers outside have entered middle age, and they will not show their love in a hurry like young people. Instead, the man asks to wash the dishes, and the woman laughs and looks at it, and finally can't stand it and take it and do it herself.The result is fast and clean with high efficiency.They talked about some things quietly, sometimes accompanied by laughter, telling each other embarrassing things about each other, but in the end they all looked at each other and sighed deeply.This home, and their parents.And their old friends back then, chatting and turning off the lights in the living room, turning off the music that was still playing on the computer, and going to the bedroom to watch TV programs.Rock-paper-scissors who showers first.

Li Fanqing took a shower in his own room and scrubbed his underwear. The clean set of underwear he put on was given to her by Ba Duan.Li Fanqing wanted to divert her will, do what she should do, and ignore those things she shouldn't bother with.

She checked a lot of information, and the reasons for her crying and pain were confirmed.Homosexuality is mostly born, it is nature.Even if you are with a girl once or twice, it doesn't mean anything, and you still tend to be of the same sex subconsciously.The rest may not be truly gay, bisexual or just for fun.

In the few years Tian Yuan was with her, he had only touched her twice.Although both parties are very conservative and shy, they have always understood this way.But when you start to believe in a kind of thinking, there will be many small points that seem to cater to this thinking.Li Fanqing speculates that Tian Yuan is congenitally gay, and after a few years of being heterosexual with her, he managed to get by, but in the end he couldn't hold back his instincts and returned to the realm of homosexuality.

It is very possible that Tian Yuan never loved her at all.

Li Fanqing's pain from this incident is exactly the same. When his first love dies, he dies, and the past is the past.In fact, to be more realistic, Li Fanqing didn't feel much anymore.It is not so painful at all, what is painful for her is that even the love before death may be fake.When she thought about it, she was so angry, complaining and violent.

"What I regret is that I shouldn't have pulled you in in the first place...."

Li Fanqing could hear this sentence clearly. During the time of separation, Li Fanqing finally cooled down and recovered his emotional intelligence on some thinking issues. In addition to what he experienced with Baduan, he understood a lot.A lot of reality.Growing up is so cruel, Li Fanqing realized it at that time.As a result, I already guessed that the sophomore was not bad.

It was not only Li Fanqing's first love that died, but also those years related to each other, all of which were rendered ashamed by fake things, even those years were fake.

Thank you for your insights, Li Fanqing is no longer in a hurry, but his heart no longer dares to choose who to face easily.

The bedroom on the parents' side also became quiet and there was no sound from the TV. Li Fanqing lay on the bed in his own room, breathing evenly.Baduan still sends her good night text messages every night.Li Fanqing said you too, good night.

Li Fanqing closed her eyes and was too lazy to think about other things, as long as someone missed her, it would be fine to protect those who couldn't do without her.That's it.Nightmare came.