I really don't like you anymore

Yan Feihang's carefully arranged ceremony was disrupted by the sudden rainstorm.

——The dreamy stage that contrasted with the sunset is gone.The decent attire that matched the dreamy stage was gone.The well-prepared lines that match the decent attire have nowhere to play.

But even so, even if these things are gone, even if Yan Feihang is only wearing slippers and big pants that can be seen everywhere, even if he only has a few audio equipment with extremely ordinary sound effects, even if he sings tunes and lyrics that he has long been familiar with , even so... The impact Xi Xinghai received was almost devastating.

He choked up and could barely stand, so he could only run away in embarrassment.

Behind him, the half-sung song stopped abruptly, and the microphone fell to the ground with a sharp stabbing sound.

... Yan Feihang ran out after him.

Behind them, beside the almost forgotten old banyan tree and rattan chair, Chen Qianzhi smiled self-deprecatingly, got up and left.

Under the dim moonlight, in the luxuriant bushes, Xi Xing was running fast.He ran a long way in one breath.He didn't pay attention to the direction when he ran, and when he stopped, he realized that he had run to an unknown place.

There are many trees around, arranged high and low, and the shadows of the trees are dark, like ghosts.Xi Xinghai began to panic.

The tears on his face were not yet dry, Xi Xinghai raised his hand to wipe them off.

He thought he was still too impulsive, just a song, how powerful can it be, is it worth his gaffe?

This kind of impulsive running out will not only fail to solve the problem, but will become a victim of the rural headless case.

He didn't want to be the victim of a village headless case.He thought he should go back.

Before the ceremony was over, he still had a chance, he thought aimlessly, he could say the lines he had prepared in advance to Yan Feihang: 【Late love is worthless, didn’t I tell you long ago ?I have long since disliked you. 】

Just as he was about to turn around, there was a sound of dead branches breaking behind him.He was startled, like a frightened rabbit, his eyes widened and he turned around suddenly, and saw Yan Feihang walking towards him quickly, frowning his eyebrows.

...Under the light moonlight, Yan Feihang was tall and tall with fierce eyes.

Xi Xinghai's back stiffened, and he retreated subconsciously.

... Yan Feihang at this moment is much scarier than the village killer hiding in the dark.

"What are you doing here?!" He held his breath and shouted fiercely to Yan Feihang: "You go!"

He picked up a small stone and threw it at Yan Feihang, "Go away! Don't come here!"

He thought Yan Feihang was really funny.

When he likes him, he doesn't like himself.

Not only does he not like himself, he also regards himself as an abandoned son and discards him at will.

But now, I start to reflect, start to hesitate, start to waver, and start to wonder whether I should give up?He stuck up again.

...Treat yourself stickily, and make some kind of confession vigorously.

What is the use? !

Can he make up for those feelings he wasted?

Can he make up for the time he wasted?

No!

Useless!

No use at all!

Eating feces can't keep up with the hot ones, talking about people like Yan Feihang!

"I've said it a long time ago, I don't like you, I don't like you for a long time, what are you doing?!"

He threw mud on Yan Feihang.

"Think that I will be moved? Think that I will fall in love with you again? You have a beautiful idea!"

He threw stones at Yan Feihang.

"I tell you, it's impossible! Don't even think about it!"

He was tired and stood quietly.

The night wind blowing gently chased away the heat that diffused among them.Under the vast sky, they stood facing each other with a distance of two or three meters.The quiet moonlight shone on them, and Yan Feihang's voice was carried into Xi Xinghai's ears by the cool night wind.

His voice was calm, but his tone was extremely firm.

... Those nasty words seemed to have been lingering in his heart for a long time, and he didn't feel any effort at all when he said them.

He said, "...I'm sorry I didn't realize it until now, but I like you, Star, I like you, I've always liked you!"

"The first time I saw you, I liked you."

"In my freshman year, I only went back twice."

"Sophomore and junior, I went home every weekend."

"I stood by the window of my house and watched you secretly. Every time you came home from school, I could see you. At that time, you were only a teenager, thin and small, and looked like a tender bean sprout, but for some reason, seeing You and I are happy."

"When you cry, I feel worried. When you laugh, I seem to see the sun."

"I've done a lot of wrong things in the past, and I know it's useless to apologize now. I don't have any other purpose in doing this ceremony, I just want to tell you, Star, I like you. If you don't mind, I'm going to start courting you !"

Xi Xinghai: ...

Xi Xinghai's pupils trembled, and he was speechless for a long time.

He thought that Yan Feihang confessed to him because he discovered his feelings for him.

... He knows that he likes him, and it just so happens that he is also interested in him.He stood in front of himself with the attitude of a winner, giving himself a little love.

The so-called confession ceremony is just a formality, just a formality... After all, the outcome has already been determined.

[Xi Xinghai likes him so much, why is there any reason to reject him? 】

He didn't expect that Yan Feihang didn't know anything.

He didn't know that he missed him for so many years.

He didn't know that he had lied to him, and approached him maliciously, trying to bend him and take him as his own.

……

He doesn't know, he doesn't know anything.

He doesn't know anything, and he still rushes over here, doing some kind of confession ceremony... Isn't he afraid of being rejected?

After all, I... [I don’t like him for a long time].

But what did he mean by "I have liked it for a long time"?

He had liked him a long time ago, and he was already thinking about himself when he had just developed strange feelings for him, and before he understood that such thoughts meant liking?

If that's the case...if that's the case, what are the previous seven years?

There were too many problems, and they popped up one after another, gradually exceeding the limit that Xi Xinghai could bear.

He thought he shouldn't see Yan Feihang anymore, shouldn't see that face again, shouldn't hear any words from that mouth anymore.

He thought he should find a place now, be alone, quietly.

He thought he needed time to think slowly and sort things out slowly.

……

Xi Xinghai turned and left.

Yan Feihang was flustered and hurriedly raised his feet to chase after him.

Xi Xinghai quickened his pace, and Yan Feihang followed suit.

Xi Xinghai slowed down, and Yan Feihang slowed down accordingly.

When Xi Xinghai turned a corner, Yan Feihang followed him.

Xi Xinghai stopped, Yan Feihang: ...

He said, "Star!"

Xi Xinghai bent down again, this time he caught a lot of things: stones, mud, grass roots, maybe one or two snails, one or two earthworms.

He threw all these things at Yan Feihang.

Throwing one was not satisfying, so he threw the second one, and the third one... until Yan Feihang's hair, face, neck, T-shirt, shorts, legs... everything he threw was all mushy After staying, he shouted to Yan Feihang: "You are not allowed to follow me! I don't want to see you!"

He turned and ran away again. ...He wanted to get rid of Yan Feihang, so he spread his legs and ran fast on the ridge.

"Xi Xinghai! Stop quickly!" Yan Feihang shouted loudly behind him.

Xi Xinghai didn't stop.Xi Xinghai ran even faster.

Yan Feihang swears a curse word, speeds up his pace and chases after him, and while chasing, he shouts at Xi Xinghai's figure: "If you are angry, you are angry, if you are angry with me, just hit me, just like before, you hit me, You can hit me however you want, don’t run so fast, it’s dark, the road here is bad, be careful..."

Before he could finish speaking, Xi Xinghai stepped on the ground and fell into the rice field.