I really don't like you anymore

After a short "ah—", Xi Xinghai fell headlong into the rice field.

... The paths in the fields are already extremely cramped, and it is common for there to be one or two gaps in the middle of the road, and one or two more potholes occasionally.Old farmers who are familiar with the road must be careful to avoid walking during the day, not to mention the strangers who are driving at night.

It is a miracle that Xi Xinghai ran so fast and fell down only now.

The water in the rice field was very cold, and the leaves of the rice were cut very hard. Xi Xinghai sat in the rice field with his face covered in mud and water.

After a while, he realized that tears welled up in his eyes.

... The wound on his left hand hasn't healed yet, and when he just fell off, he held on again, and now it hurts terribly.There was water under his ass, and the cold water soaked his shorts and underwear all at once.His ass is so cold.The rest of the skin on his body was cut by the rice leaves, and there was pain everywhere on his legs, face, and arms, and it was uncomfortable everywhere.

When Yan Feihang was out of breath and ran to the side of the rice field, Xi Xinghai was sitting in the rice field with his left hand raised and crying.

The moonlight was dim, the rice fields were dark, and Xi Xinghai's hair was covered with muddy water, hanging down wetly.His face was full of mud spots, where the tears flowed, the mud spots were washed away, leaving traces like two small streams.His T-shirt was also soaked, exposing his thin, thin back.

Yan Feihang's heart tightened suddenly.He hurried into the rice field and carried him out of the muddy water.

He put Xi Xinghai on the ground, wiped off the dirt on his face, and asked him if there was any discomfort?

Xi Xinghai cried and said that he was not feeling well, "Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow

Yan Feihang held his left hand in his palm and examined it carefully, "Blame me, blame me, blame me."

"It's your fault!" Xi Xinghai shouted at him: "I won't let you chase me! You insist on chasing me! Now I'm in the water! You're happy! You did it on purpose! Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ..."

Although the waterproof sticker on the left hand was fine, the wound inside had been torn, and a faint red color came out from inside, and the wound that had grown so easily was torn apart abruptly again, the pain was unimaginable.

Yan Feihang's heart suddenly became a ball.

What Xi Xinghai said was right, it was his fault, it was all his fault, a problem that could be solved with a simple sentence of liking, why did he have to hold a grand confession ceremony? !

...But he really didn't know that Xi Xinghai would have such a big reaction.

The scene he envisioned was: After watching the whole ceremony calmly, Xi Xinghai crossed his legs and looked at him mockingly.

He would ask himself what did he do long ago?

He would mock his belated affection for being worthless.

He would even tell himself...he already has someone he likes.

……

The best scenario he envisioned was that Xi Xinghai gave himself enough face, watched the whole ceremony quietly, and politely rejected him in private.

The worst scenario he imagined was that Xi Xinghai would embarrass himself in public, pointing at his nose in public and scolding him for being shameless. ... Returning all the words I gave him back then, without missing a word.

...Of course, he felt that the probability of the second event happening was very low.After all, considering the tolerance of uncle and aunt, he only planned to sing a song in front of them.

He planned to tell Xi Xinghai privately what he really wanted to say.

In any case, no matter what kind of scenario, he has thought of a solution. ... nothing more than a sincere apology, no matter how cheeky he is to say that he likes him, he will never give up on him.

As for the rest, the camera acts.

But he never expected that Xi Xinghai would react like this.

He has been unwilling to delve into some things, and he has been unwilling to face many problems.

But just like the milk tea you drink one mouthful at a time, it will always grow into the fat on your body and complete their revenge. Those dark pasts, those unbearable memories, and those things that were deliberately suppressed will eventually be released. Under the sun, a day to dry and dry.

... In the end, reality still pushed him into a corner.

How much did his words seven years ago hurt Xi Xinghai?

How big of a scar did those bayonet-like words leave on Xi Xinghai's chest?

In the past, he didn't think about it, he didn't want to delve into it, but now this scar is clearly placed in front of him, he can see it with his eyes, touch it with his hand... Only then did he realize that the scar was really deep, It was so deep that, even after seven long years, the scar still hadn't healed, couldn't heal, and it was a bloody pain when touched lightly.

(... Otherwise, how to explain Xi Xinghai's current behavior?)

The guilt spreading from his heart almost overwhelmed him, he wanted to bear it for Xi Xinghai, no matter if it was the injured hand, the cut skin, the unhealed wound or the broken heart.

... He hoped that the person sitting on the ground crying at this moment was himself, not the thin and small Xi Xinghai.

Throat tightened, he lowered his head, kissed the wound on his hand over and over again, and apologized to him over and over again: "It's my fault, it's all my fault..."

Xi Xinghai was still crying, "Who cares about your confession, I don't care at all... and your broken ceremony, if it weren't for your confession ceremony, I wouldn't have fallen into the water... "

Yan Feihang still apologized, "I was wrong, I was wrong, it was all my fault, I shouldn't have confessed, I shouldn't have done any ceremony, it's all my fault..."

"Your singing is so ugly, I don't want to hear it at all..." Xi Xinghai continued to cry.

"Okay, I won't sing anymore, I was wrong, don't cry, don't cry, I'm almost..." Yan Feihang raised his hand to wipe the tears on his face, and continued to apologize incoherently: "I, Let's go back now, it's all my fault, I shouldn't have confessed, I shouldn't have chased you, I...you, your wound needs to be re-bandaged, otherwise it may become infected after a long time. Don't cry, it's all my fault... "

Xi Xinghai was still crying, crying, crying, crying until his voice became hoarse, his throat became dry, and he could hardly cry out.

Yan Feihang has been overwhelmed by overwhelming guilt, and can do nothing but apologize.

After an unknown amount of time, Xi Xinghai was tired from crying and stopped slowly.

Yan Feihang wiped his tears for him, and said in a low voice: "...let's go back, we have to go back, if you stay any longer, you're going to catch a cold, your clothes are wet, your shoes are wet, and your hands need to be bandaged again... ..."

Xi Xinghai's brain is already empty. ... He seemed to have heard Yan Feihang's words, but he didn't seem to hear anything. He nodded towards Yan Feihang woodenly.

He put all his weight on Yan Feihang's body.Yan Feihang stood up with his back on his back.

The moonlight stretched their shadows very long and cast them in the grass on both sides of the road.

The sky is vast and boundless, like a cage of dark blue veil, gently wrapping the world.With Xi Xinghai on his back, Yan Feihang walked forward step by step.

Xi Xinghai was still a little choked up, his body, which had been crying for a long time, was out of human control, twitching like a malfunctioning machine.

Yan Feihang turned to him and said, "Don't cry, you will run out of water if you cry any more."

Xi Xinghai didn't want to cry either, "But my hand really hurts..."

Yan Feihang's heart ached, he lowered his head and speeded up his pace silently.

The entertainment facilities in rural areas are very limited. After nightfall, most people can only stay at home, watch TV, chat, and then sleep.

The sound equipment that Yan Feihang acquired so hard failed to play its original role, but it attracted the attention of many farmers who were tired of farm work and lay resting in bed.

They asked who was singing and got up from the bed.They walked out of the house, followed the source of the sound, and came to the drying yard of the uncle's house.

When Yan Feihang returned to the gate of his uncle's house with Xi Xinghai on his back, there was already a crowd of people around the drying ground.

After nightfall, the drying yard became an open-air KTV, and a projector came out of nowhere to project the accompaniment video on the computer screen on the mosaic-covered exterior wall of my uncle’s house.

The audience is [-] or [-] neighbors enjoying the cool air and eating melon seeds, and the performer is Pei Ruifan, the little prince of KTV.

The cousin played the accompaniment for Pei Ruifan, and the uncle and aunt sat in the auditorium eating melon seeds.

Xi Xinghai fell into the rice field and described himself as a mess.Yan Feihang was covered in mud, and he didn't give in.Afraid that they were worried, they quietly avoided the sight of everyone and sneaked back home.

Go upstairs, go back to Xi Xinghai's room, close the door, and they wash up separately.Xi Xinghai's left hand is inconvenient, and his right hand is not very dexterous either.Yan Feihang closed his eyes to help him undress, and closed his eyes to help him wipe his body.

When scrubbing the body, the skin inevitably touches... Yan Feihang's hand and Xi Xinghai's shoulder, Xi Xinghai's chest and Xi Xinghai's leg... Xi Xinghai blushed and his ears felt faintly hot.

Where he could see, Yan Feihang's face was red and his ears were hot.

Somewhere in Yan Feihang's body swelled so hard that he almost exploded.

They were all relieved to be dressed and the long, sweet ordeal was over.Yan Feihang went downstairs and asked his cousin for the van key, then he drove his cousin's van and took Xi Xinghai back to the town clinic.