Ambiguous boundaries

Before Jiang Yi went out, he wanted to take his teammates with him, but it turned out that except for a short vacation for him as a graduate who just finished the college entrance examination, everyone else had to train as usual.

"Where's Xiao Qi?" Song Yuan looked around the living room before leaving.

"Didn't he ask for leave before dinner to go out today? I feel that he has a lot of family affairs recently, so he came back and left." Zheng Yaoxing patted Song Yuan on the back, "Let's go, go to class."

After the three left, Jiang Yi casually put on a hat and mask and went out.

There were no people on the street in the middle of the week, and he walked and ate alone on the road, and took some footage when he remembered.It's been a long time since he had such a leisurely time, no spotlights, no illegitimate children, no scenes where others want to slap their faces.

After wandering around for a long time, he felt that he had almost walked through City C on foot today, and also visited many places that he had basically never been to.When it was getting dark, Cui Li called him and told him that he was outside and asked him to buy some ingredients for tonight's hot pot.

Jiang Yi didn't know where he had been shopping, so he felt a bit out of the way. He opened the map and looked at the nearest supermarket, but he was attracted by the name of the neighborhood near the supermarket.

——Qi Zhen said that he lived here.

Jiang Yi just glanced into the neighborhood next to him, and felt that the overall neighborhood was a mid-to-high-end neighborhood. He was quite vulgar, and remembering Qi Zhen said that his family was in business, he thought it was that kind of luxurious villa.

He reckoned to buy a lot in the supermarket by himself. Fortunately, there were no people in the supermarket. Although he was used to the camera, it was a bit embarrassing for him to talk with a camera outside by himself.From time to time, Jiang Yi would talk to the camera about which teammate likes to eat and what to eat. When he saw the blood flourishing, he didn't know whether Qi Zhen would come back to eat tonight, so he hesitated when he stretched out his hand.

When Jiang Yi finished paying and came out, it was still dark, but a few street lights had been turned on sporadically.

He went downhill to take a taxi back, but just as he turned the corner, he heard someone talking, one was a shrill female voice, and the other was all too familiar to him.

"Do you think it's useful for you to provoke me here?" Qi Zhen's voice was calm.

Jiang Yi paused and stopped at the corner.

"My mother is not legally your mother? What are you pretending to be?" Another female voice was full of bitterness, "If my parents didn't raise you, you grew up drinking northwest wind? Being a star really takes yourself too seriously .”

"How dare I fucking take myself seriously?" Qi Zhen seemed to be amused by this sentence, "Is it serious to raise such a big man to be used?"

Jiang Yi moved a little closer, pretending to be leaning against the corner to play with his mobile phone. Qi Zhen happened to have his back turned to him. When Jiang Yi turned his head, he saw that the girl named Qi Key had similar features to Qi Zhen. She was very pretty. Very hideous.

"Who the hell took advantage of you Qi Zhen?" Qi Key's voice was gnashing his teeth, "My mother is still lying in bed with uterine cancer, and my father's business is not doing well right now. Letting you share is called taking advantage of you? Being a celebrity earns so much money, isn't it? Cultivated for you at home?"

"What? Have you never eaten a meal at home, or have you never used a penny at home? Now it is called taking advantage of you to give back a little bit? No wonder you were beaten so badly at home that day. Shouldn't your money be used to help the family?"

"Help? Help your mother treat your illness? Help your father's business help the poor or help you study abroad with such poor grades?" Qi Zhen felt that it was too absurd and even laughed out loud.

"You're laughing so hard, Qi Zhen, don't make it sound like your mother's family depends on you to live alone. Why didn't you get beaten to death that day? What else are you planning to cut off ties when you become an adult? Go ahead and make your big dream come true."

When Qi Zhen spoke again, his tone was no less sarcastic than Qi Key.

"Yeah, I want to die too. If I die, I don't have to be sucked blood by idiots."

When Jiang Yi heard Qi Zhen's words, his heart skipped a beat.

"Shall I fuck you—Qi Zhen." Qi Key was obviously irritated by this sentence, and even wanted to do it.

Jiang Yi thinks that Qi Key is obviously the kind of girl who is young and very arrogant in her words and deeds.He remembered that Qi Zhen had mentioned that his sister hated him, but he didn't expect that he would be so vicious that he would curse him to death.

He didn't think that if it was Xiaosan's daughter, she could be so arrogant, and he didn't think that if it was just the family background that Qi Zhen told him at that time, a girl would target him so much.

Qi Zhen didn't respond, and after a while, he finally spoke up: "Forget it, argue with me here if you have time, why don't you go and see your mother. Don't be too jumpy when you are a freshman in high school, the end of the term is coming soon, why don't you shit yourself first?" The results are brought up."

Qi Key's expression was very exciting, but it quickly turned from anger to sarcasm: "Don't act like you have good grades, by the way, the brother you like so much has returned from the college entrance examination, but he doesn't seem to be Forget about you......"

"Brother, why do you think you are always so disgusting? You were born unloved, and after a long time, someone paid attention to you, and you were alienated inexplicably."

"Is it because you, like your mother, are born to be unloved?"

Qi Key's tone was a little regretful. When Jiang Yi heard this passage, his heart began to beat uncontrollably, as if every word in it could be inserted into his heart.

"...Did you look at my phone?" Qi Zhen had already gritted his teeth when he spoke again.

"You put it on the table and forgot to lock the screen. If I saw it, do you blame me?" Qi Key shrugged, "But you are really a good elementary school student, and you have to record your liking in the memo. Who would do this these days? "

"You are so innocent. Not only did you write these yourself, but you turned from dependence to liking. Should you say how much you lack love, and fall in love at a straw?"

Qi Key continued on his own: "However... You said that if everyone knows that the idol of the popular boy group is actually a gay who likes his teammate, will it be very exciting... Brother?"

When Jiang Yi heard the word homosexuality, Jiang Yi squeezed the phone so tightly that his palms started to sweat.He vaguely guessed about Qi Zhen's liking, and also chose to distance himself because he was too ambiguous to distinguish the boundaries, but when he really heard the exact answer from others, he had a feeling that he couldn't tell.

"You don't want to be exposed, do you?" Qi Key looked at Qi Zhen's silence, and showed a victorious smile, "So it doesn't matter if you are properly 'blood-sucked' by the family, my brother."

Qi Zhen's fists were already tightly clenched, and after a long time, when Jiang Yi thought they would stop talking like this, Qi Zhen opened his mouth, his voice obviously filled with unbearable anger.

"What do you think? It's just that I like him, and it has nothing to do with him."

"I didn't say that I have something to do with him, so don't worry." Qi Key patted Qi Zhen's shoulder, "I don't care that you are unloved."

...............

What was said later, Jiang Yi didn't listen carefully any more, the amount of information in these conversations was too much, whether it was Qi Zhen's family or his feelings for himself, it made it difficult for him to swallow these for a while, so that Qi Key He didn't know when he left.

But when he really heard Qi Zhen admit it with his own ears, he realized what the indescribable feeling was just now, as if someone had stamped the official seal on their relationship, more like fear than fear. It's a relief.

Because he clearly knew that after going back this time, he would no longer choose to alienate.Not because of liking, but more like to prove that Qi Zhen is not alone.

It was never that no one loved him.

Whether it was confusion, confusion, distress, or indistinguishable feelings at that time, it doesn't matter.

He only knows that both ascending and descending want to be with Qi Zhen.

The author says:

I just want to show Jiang Yi's psychological transitions, I don't know if he has shown it 55555 (he doesn't really like him now, it's just that he's psychologically afraid that his brother likes him so much that he doesn't care if he likes him, because I don’t want to see his distress alone, similar to the kind of relationship I don’t have with you, but I accept your likes because I care and feel distressed. I don’t know if everyone can get what I mean 5555555