tired spring return

If you want to say who lovesickness looks like, shallow lovers don't know.

Pei Minzhi felt that the thin pen that kept falling was actually a sharp knife, cutting open his bloody chest bit by bit, trying to dig out his heart and execute him publicly.

It seemed to be plucking the most tense string in my heart.Forcing him to confide in the depths of his heart, those secret thoughts that quietly took root behind his reason, grew and swelled secretly, and those secret thoughts that he realized but never faced calmly.

Could it be that someone really had a pair of piercing eyes and an exquisite heart, and could see it earlier and more clearly than he himself felt?

Or, he really still heard that sentence!

Pei Min thought anxiously, no matter what, he had to stop him from talking.According to Brother Yun's personality, the next step is either to draw a line with him, or to make the decision he is most worried about.Maybe, in a blink of an eye, the person in front of him will disappear from his eyes again like last time.

Pei Minzhi eagerly reached out and grabbed the brush in Brother Yun's hand, preventing him from continuing to write.The tip of the pen scratched heavily across the paper, leaving a group of black ink marks abruptly between the rows of handsome boys.

Brother Yun raised his head to look at him in bewilderment, no matter how many times he had seen his snow-white face, it was still amazing.

"Brother Yun, I, I just want to give this back to you!"

Pei Minzhi hurriedly took out the folded willow wooden bracelet from his bosom, and wanted to put it on for him with his own hands, but worried that Brother Yun would refuse such an intimate gesture, so he handed it to Brother Yun very preciously.

Unexpectedly, Brother Yun only glanced lightly, then turned his head away.Not only did he not show any expression of surprise, he didn't even intend to reach out for the bracelet at all.

"My lord, in fact, it was because of this wooden bracelet that you rescued him in the first place, wasn't it?" Brother Yun regained control of the writing brush in his hand.

Until now, Pei Minzhi had no choice but to let go of all worries, and said frankly:

"Brother Yun, everything really started because of this wooden bracelet. But I definitely didn't intend to deceive..."

Brother Yun buried his head in writing without waiting for him to finish speaking. When he lowered his eyes, his weak and anxious expression was reflected in Pei Minzhi's eyes for a long time, until his eyes were sore and reddish.

"I knew a long time ago that there are no good things without a reason in the world. For people like me, there will not be such a pure and true good person around me for no reason. It turns out that everything is for this bracelet.

Forgive me for being stupid, I finally figured it out until now.There was no so-called chance encounter at all that day. It was because of this bracelet that you worked so hard to find me in the graveyard in the middle of the night.It's just that I was delirious and deaf at the time, so I didn't understand what you said at that time.You must be asking me about the bracelet, right?After that, I was rescued by you for the second time from the gate of hell. In the final analysis, it was thanks to it.Does this wooden bracelet mean a lot to you?What is your relationship with it? "

Brother Yun was writing hard, his body almost lying on the table, and it took him a long time to raise his head to breathe slightly.He looked deeply at Pei Minzhi, his glass-like pupils were so clear that there was nowhere to hide any deception.

"Brother Yun, you are actually smarter than I thought." Pei Minzhi smiled apprehensively. He had imagined countless situations where he would tell Brother Yun frankly, but he never thought that it would be Brother Yun himself who revealed the truth to his face. all the truth.

"Young Master Pei is absurd, can you please tell me, what is the reason for all this? If you fancy this bracelet, why bother to take it away casually. I have no hands Can you still stop you, a sick and drowsy child? Even if you are a gentleman and don't want to do these villainous behaviors, even if you miss the opportunity again and again by mistake, you will still have a lot to do when we get along every day in the future. But why, you never mentioned it after that, but took good care of me? Now that the child gave it to you, you don’t have to tell me at all, why did you give it back to me? ?”

"Because, I made this bracelet myself when I was young."

Brother Yun's eyes widened in surprise, his bloodless lips opened and closed slightly.Although he didn't make any sound, Pei Minzhi followed his wishes as always and continued talking.

"In order to give it to the only friend I ever had, it took me several days to finally finish it. I polished and carved it day and night, made several cuts in my hands, and broke several carving knives. root, and caused me to be scolded by the housekeeper. But none of these can compare to the sadness in my heart, because my friend will leave me forever. Many times, I am crying, but smiling. Because I I just want to carve the good blessings deeply. I can only carve a small section of willow, but I long to carve the whole spring to be with him for the rest of his life.

The day I met you, I saw this wooden bracelet at a glance, so I kept chasing after you, and I had to figure it out.Although I soon found out that you were not him, this bracelet was my only clue to Ah Cheng's whereabouts, and I did not intend to give up.

After you woke up, I didn't ask about the wooden bracelet right away, because I was worried that you might be wary of me and didn't want to tell the truth.I thought there would be plenty of time to get in touch with you slowly, looking for the best opportunity, but I didn't expect that there would be so many changes after that for no reason.What was even more unexpected was that the biggest variable came from my own heart.

I don't know when it started, I have regarded you as my friend.I am a wandering and helpless person, and I am used to being indifferent. After all, I have only had a friend like Ah Cheng in my life.Others taught me that friend means loyalty and guardianship.But in the end, just because of my weakness and incompetence, I still lost him.

This time, you have unknowingly occupied the most cherished position in my heart. I can't help but want to do my best to maintain this relationship and keep the person I want to protect.

Because I understand your sensitivity and the hurt you have suffered, I am always careful.I would even rather give up the news about Ah Cheng than let you be misunderstood and hurt because of the original incident.

Now that this folded willow wooden bracelet belongs to you, it guides me in the dark and saves you twice.I believe this is fate.

That's how the whole thing came about.I did hide something at the beginning, and my desire to save people was not pure, so whether you can accept my explanation or not, I don’t blame you.It's still the same sentence as before, if you don't want me to participate in the future you decide, I have nothing to say, only fulfillment. "

Pei Minzhi wished he could cut his whole heart out so that Brother Yun could see clearly.At this moment, I just feel exhausted physically and mentally, like fish on the chopping board, being slaughtered by others, and discouraged.

"Young master is so confused, spring is like morning dew, how can it last for a lifetime?"

Hearing Brother Yun's words, Pei Minzhi was dumbfounded.I spoke from the bottom of my heart, and my mood was agitated.This person was so casual, talking about other things, he couldn't help asking, frowning,

"What did you say?"

"Ah Cheng, he's dead."

"Ah Cheng is dead." Pei Minzhi murmured and repeated, as if struck by five thunders.