tired spring return

How can you be as good as you want, but be worthy of your heart.

"What happened!? Brother Yun, how did you know Ah Cheng?"

In a hurry, Pei Min clasped Brother Yun's arms tightly with both hands, and straightened his body, forcing him to raise his head to face her.

Brother Yun's eye sockets were a little red, but he was always ruthless to himself.Disordered breathing, scorching tears, and uncontrollable sadness were all disguised by him in a blink of an eye, leaving only a hollow and delicate body facing the vast world indifferently.

He hooked the corners of his mouth, as if he was smiling, and said slowly with his lips:

"Master, forgot, I am a mute?"

You look like this, how can I give you an answer?

Whether it was the momentary glimpse when he revealed his true feelings just now, or the current daze, Pei Minzhi found it difficult to face.

He let go of his hand dejectedly, letting Brother Yun go free.

Brother Yun laid out a brand new piece of rice paper, and picked up his pen with a solemn expression.What is blurred line by line is his past, which is darker than this ink.He who has always been silent seems to have a long, long story to tell at this moment.

"My lord really wants to hear it, so I will tell you the truth. It's just that there are some things, it's better to know nothing than to know them.

Of course, Ah Cheng and I met in the Elephant Girl House.Brother Ah Cheng was already there when I was sold inside.The two of us, and several other children who are about the same age, are forced to accept the training of the turtle every day.Although I was also hungry and often beaten and scolded by others, maybe because I was born petite and fit the appetite of the guest officials, Mr. Gui took a higher fancy to me than others.As a result, other young men were excluded and made things difficult.

At that time, I was alone and helpless, and only brother Ah Cheng was willing to talk to me and help me.When my bread was taken away, he gave me half of himself.The door was shut out on purpose in the winter, and when he was about to faint from the cold, he pulled me and huddled with him on a straw mat to keep warm.

He is good in everything, but he is very verbose. He dragged me to talk about this and that all day long, and all he talked about was the deeds of a little prince he had served before.According to him, that young master is beautiful and kind, and treats him extremely well, and he is a fairy-like figure that people like us can't imagine in our dreams.

I didn't want to believe him at first, but then...

Later, as his body gradually developed, Ah Cheng became taller and stronger.Mr. Gui thinks he is thick-handed and thick-footed, and his attitude towards him is getting worse day by day.Mr. Gui scolded him for not being a young lady, and punished him to do the hardest and most tiring work, but he was still happy all day long.No matter how hard or tired, it is better than selling your body.Because his son told him to be strong.

Sometimes, even though he himself was beaten and scolded the most, he was still foolishly willing to help me.He said it was because his son told him that he must be kind.

One day, a drunken objective deliberately provoked trouble, but Ah Cheng ran into him.The old guy was pulling with Ah Cheng in the corridor on the second floor.It is very common for the guest officer to teach the young man a lesson, everyone saw that he was rich and powerful, no one was willing to step forward to persuade him.Unexpectedly, not long after, the man went crazy and pushed Brother Ah Cheng down from the upstairs.Brother Ah Cheng fell heavily from the railing, knocking his head on the steps.

When I heard the news, I ran over to see him. He was already lying in a pool of blood, but he was still conscious.He told me not to cry, that it was better to die than to be forced to do dirty things.Because his son told him to be a clean and honest man.

With his last strength, he took off the wooden bracelet on his wrist and put it on my hand.Said that this is the most precious thing in his life, let me keep it as a thought.He said that the wood is dead, but the carved willow is alive, which means spring.He told me to live well, because his son said that even dead wood can meet spring again.He said that he has already met the spring, so leave this bracelet to me, and I will definitely meet it too.

At that time, I was finally willing to believe him, and I was willing to continue to listen to him talk about that fairy boy, but he died. "

After listening to the story, Pei Minzhi's tears were also shed.In his hazy eyes, he saw the tiger-headed little Ah Cheng again, with curious eyes open, swaying from side to side and asking questions non-stop.

"My lord, is this bracelet really meant for me?"

"My lord, what does the wicker carved on it mean?"

"My lord, take a rest, be careful not to hurt your hand. I think it looks very good, why are you still engraving?"

"Acheng, you don't understand. This is a broken willow, which means spring. I want to carve it more vividly, so that even if we are separated in the future, my thoughts and blessings will always be with you.

"My lord, even if we separate, Ah Cheng will always think of you for a while."

Little Ah Cheng's innocent smiling face gradually faded away, and Pei Minzhi stroked the thin wicker and curved willow leaves on the wooden bracelet over and over again.Mumbling and repeating over and over again.

"Thousands of carvings are carved, and the dead wood is in spring again."

"That's it!"

Brother Yun eagerly touched Pei Minzhi's arm, and quickly wrote,

"That young master taught Brother Ah Cheng that sentence!"

Ah Cheng's figure completely disappeared, and Brother Yun's extremely beautiful and indifferent eyes returned to Pei Minzhi's sanity.Because there was a rare look of surprise in those eyes that were used to indifference.

"I didn't expect that you are the fairy boy he talked about all day long!

Ah Cheng's fairy son, such a good person, was actually met by me. "

"Son of a fairy? A good man? But I can't even protect him. I can only watch him being taken away and sent to die... I keep saying that I miss him, but after wasting so much time, I still don't have the ability Find him! Tell me, what kind of fairy boy would be as cowardly and incompetent as me?"

Pei Minzhi couldn't write any more, not because his fingers were shaking badly, but because a cold, firm touch helped him share the panic in his heart.It was Brother Yun's slender and pale fingers that covered the back of his hand with bulging veins.

Firm strength was revealed from the fingertips, and the temperature of the two people flowed between the tightly bonded skins, comforting each other.

This is the first time he has actively touched Brother Yun since he met him.

Pei Minzhi's tears dripped down, blurring the handwriting.

Brother Yun simply took his pen.

"I understand that it's not the son's fault. In this world, every step is difficult. It's not easy for a person to live, let alone protect other people? For example, I, let alone a living person, even this little one A bracelet can't protect it."

When Pei Minzhi heard this, she tightly held Brother Yun's slender fingers.

"Brother Yun... If Cheng knows that this bracelet has helped you in the most hopeless moment, he must be gratified."

"Sir, I'm sorry, I don't know what trust is. I've grown up trying to beware of everyone. But if you hadn't been so soft-hearted at the beginning and tried to press me about Ah Cheng, maybe we would have saved so many stumbling blocks. Suspicion and misunderstanding."

"As the saying goes, good things take time, as long as you are willing to believe, I think it's worth it."

"Brother Yun, are you willing to try to trust me?"

Brother Yun's eyelashes trembled slightly, and his foggy eyes looked straight into Pei Minzhi's heart.

"If it's you, I'd like to try..."

Seeing the words he wrote, Pei Minzhi felt that most of the grief pent up in his chest had been dispelled, so he couldn't help standing up excitedly.

Unexpectedly, before he could stand still, he felt dizzy and dizzy, and his stomach turned violently.

In desperation, Pei Minzhi pushed away Brother Yun who hurriedly stepped forward to help him, stumbled out of the room, and vomited in a daze.