I accompanied the flowers that year

I went back to my aunt with the gifts I bought. Xiaoyu didn’t go out to see me off when I left, but I saw his expectant eyes from the window. Although I couldn’t see them very clearly, I think he must be crying. , he is really a crying child, he has cried many times in front of me, but, from now on, I will never be able to wipe away your tears, maybe it is cruel, but when you are alone, you must Learn to be strong, learn to face, learn to face the ups and downs of this society alone, when you grow up, you will know that everything I do is for your own good.

My aunt cooked some dishes and waited for me. Taotao jumped into my arms happily, which made me unable to respond to this enthusiasm. Lest I avoid it, it is really rare for my aunt to help me like this.

I paid back my aunt's money, even a little more than before, even for the care of my mother, and my own gratitude. My mother's spirit is much better, and she can talk to me a few words, and she is basically normal now. Yes, although I have heard it from my aunt before, it still made me very happy. I told my mother about my current situation, and my mother smiled and said nothing. Compared with before, she became silent, maybe it was She has not come out of the shadow of this disaster, or maybe she is thinking about other things, the more she keeps silent, the more strange she will become to me.

When I came back this time, I originally wanted to take my mother to live there. Unexpectedly, before I opened my mouth, my mother proposed that I wanted to stay in the country for a while. She said that the air in the country is fresh, and I can breathe the atmosphere of fighting in the city for a long time. It's better to change the fresh air in the countryside.I know that she is just a little tired. After so many years in the mall, it is rare to have such a chance to relax. In fact, I agree with her idea very much in my heart, so I didn't refute it. It would be good to let her take a rest. I'll come back and pick her up when I'm done over there.

Occasionally, my mother chatted with my aunt or neighbors in the street, and took a walk on the country road after dinner. She took off the coat of a strong woman, and she was like an ordinary rural woman, living a comfortable and comfortable life.

I didn't stay at my aunt's house for long, because there are still a lot of things waiting for me to deal with. In addition, it is the season when students start school. Only when the store is open can I make money. I can't miss the opportunity to make money. There are still a lot of foreign debts. I went to return, I stayed at my aunt's house for a day, and left in a hurry. When I left, I didn't go to see Xiaoyu.

I don't know how I should face him now, and I don't know if I have the courage to refuse him if he says he wants to go with me again... I really want to hug him now.

When passing the bridge at the head of the village, I suddenly went back to a month ago, but this time, you who asked me if I could see a big tiger in the city were gone, and when I got on the round trip again, I was without you The cheerful voice, I can't see your drooling expression when staring at Roujiamo, I feel empty in my heart, it's just a short month, why, I can't do without your bright black eyes?

Xiao Yu - I miss you.

Back in the store, I tried my best to put my body and mind into work, and divided my store into many sections, fashion, animation, romance... I bought some things that kept up with the trend, and there were some nostalgic versions. Popular with classmates, the girl who has been here has been here many times, but since Xiaoyu is gone, the number of visits has decreased significantly. Every time she comes, she will ask, where did Xiaoyu go, and when will she come back?

Yes, where did Xiaoyu go? Why am I guarding here alone? By the way, it was me. I sent him back to my home. I obviously didn’t want to do this. Why did I do this? I want to forget, but fate, isn’t my loneliness enough, and I need to send someone to remind me from time to time?It reminds me that there was a person named Xiao Yu in my life, and later, he left, but he took my heart with him.

However, there is no shortage of patronage in the store, especially when there are many people, and it is overcrowded. Only at this time, when I am busy dealing with customers, can I temporarily forget about the little elf that lives in my mind.

However, the paralysis of the nerves is only temporary. Every late night after that, I miss the tenderness by my side, the figure huddled in my arms, and the sound of "頔", why, it's just a short time Why do I have such feelings for a month?

I am a normal person.

probably.

I turned around and looked at the empty half of the bed beside me, feeling uneasy.

In the days to come, Li Xiao and the others will come less often. After school starts, there are still many things that need to be done. It is normal if I don’t have time to come, because I told them when I sent Xiao Yu off, so Xiao Yu is not here. I wasn't too surprised, except that after Li Xiao and Han Lin mentioned it once or twice, it was as if Xiao Yu had never appeared before. It didn't leave much disturbance to people, and no one specifically remembered it. But, I was the only one. can not forget.

I can't forget, Xiaoyu's tears when I was self-willed occasionally, the smile she showed me when I ate for the first time, and the seriousness when helping me take care of the store... Every little rain is circling in my mind, no matter Whether it was crying, laughing, or even angry, every scene was reluctant to leave.

I even sometimes look up how people of the same sex get along with each other on the Internet, whether they are incompatible with the world, and I have learned a lot. At least, it turns out that gay is so common, and many of them have dared to admit it blatantly, of course not. There are many, but I am also very sure that I don't like other men. No matter how handsome they are, all kinds of men can't arouse my interest, and when I look at the pictures of girls, no matter how delicate or hot they are , I didn't feel anything anymore, and the only thing in my mind was the small and cute face covered with tears.

Sometimes I would go to my aunt's house, not many, and usually just stay for a day before leaving, and I didn't bother to ask about Xiao Yu's condition. .

Many times, I would regret not being able to make a decisive decision back then, regretting my indecision, regretting my self-righteous decision, if it wasn't for me, then Xiaoyu wouldn't suffer like that.