I accompanied the flowers that year

Han Lin didn't continue to ask, obviously he had already guessed eight or nine points, and he must know the seriousness of the matter.

"Me," I looked at Xiao Yu who was shaking his head in the car with a sluggish face, feeling sad, "Let's take one step at a time, I don't know how long we can last."

Han Lin patted me on the shoulder, "I don't know how to comfort people, but if you want to help, in a word, I'm willing to do anything."

I nodded.

I told Han Lin some precautions, and told him that if Xiaoyu behaved abnormally, he must notify me immediately, and never stimulate him, but medicine does not mean that stimulation can awaken some people deep in their hearts. memory?However, I am reluctant, nothing is certain, what if I collapse, then I will lose Xiaoyu forever, and in that case, my life will be meaningless.

I told Han Lin that it is best to let him rest for a while, since he seems to be afraid of contact with people.

It was inconvenient for Han Lin to stay for a long time. Looking at Han Lin's back, it was difficult to explain the complicated emotions in his heart.

When I returned to my aunt’s house, it was still dark, and I was like a thief. I took advantage of the night to return to my room. My mother was sleeping soundly, and didn’t notice me coming back. It’s just that when I opened the door of the room, it happened to wake up at night. Taotao, I was taken aback.

"Uncle, did you go to the toilet too?" Taotao rubbed his sleepy eyes.

"Yes... yes." I was a little nervous, I didn't want people to know what I did just now, and I didn't know why I wanted to hide it, but I just didn't want to say it.

"Why are you still wearing clothes?" Tao Tao finally found out that something was wrong with me.

"Oh, it's a bit hot tonight, I went to sit on the room for a while."

A child is a child, and you can coax it with just a few words. After watching Taotao return to my room, I was relieved. I went to the next door to see my sleeping mother. What happened after returning to my room? I can't calm down, what should I do in the future, the behavior just now is not my impulse, even if I calm down now, I will still do this, give me ten chances to choose, and the result is the same every time, but , I really don't know what to do in the days to come.

I didn't sleep well all night, I kept thinking about how I should face Xiao Yu, what should I do, should I contact a doctor or something, what is Xiao Yu doing at Han Lin's place now?By the way, I forgot to ask Han Lin to cook something, picked up the phone and wanted to make a call, but felt ridiculous. It is now in the middle of the night, and I also fed Xiao Yu something before, besides, Han Lin is not a sloppy person. Too flustered.

However, I am worried about what level Xiao Yu's current mental state belongs to?It's just that the closure of my heart because of this incident has been completely... I dare not think about it, I am not sure if he can still remember the summer we spent together, our memories are pitifully small, the only All that remains is the summer we lived together. If he can't remember, then I, in his eyes, may be nothing.

Early the next morning, I packed up my luggage, took advantage of the cooler weather, and left with my mother after breakfast. My aunt took us to the entrance of the village and told me to be careful when I was alone outside. What did you say, young man? It's not too small. If you are interested, you can introduce someone to me.

I politely declined, I thought maybe I am no longer interested in getting married, at least it sounds boring now, because my heart has been taken away by another person, maybe I will never come back after taking it away He gave up his whole life and was willing to pay for him.

Time really flies by in the blink of an eye, thinking that I am still that arrogant young master, and in a blink of an eye, I have become no different from ordinary people in order to live, and in a blink of an eye, I am used to this ordinary life, and in a blink of an eye In the blink of an eye, I fell in love with a boy who was like me, and I walked forward without looking back.

After returning to the residence, I settled my mother first, and then went to Han Lin to pick up Xiaoyu.

"Is he alright?" I almost ran into Han Lin's house, because there was always a feeling of uneasiness, fearing every minute that Xiao Yu would leave me.

"This..." Seeing that Han Lin hesitated, my heart almost stopped. I pushed him away, rushed into the living room, and shouted, "Xiaoyu? Where's Xiaoyu?"

"In my room."

When I rushed into the room, I finally understood why it was so difficult for Han Lin to answer my question. Yes, there was nothing to answer my question. What happened to Xiao Yu? The scene when we get along.

But now, his eyes are filled with panic and fear, as well as the strangeness that makes me feel the most painful.

Barefoot, Xiaoyu huddled in the corner of Han Lin's bedroom, hugging the pillow on the bed. Han Lin told me that since last night, Xiaoyu not only didn't say a word, but also resisted being approached by others, and hugged him out of the car. When he was in bed, he bit Han Lin's wrist. Han Lin's mother wanted Xiao Yu to eat, but Xiao Yu beat Han Lin's mother away with a pillow.

I feel very guilty for involving my aunt, but my mind is all on Xiaoyu. Now Xiaoyu is so helpless, curled up there, every time I take a step forward, Xiaoyu's nerves tense , the body became more tense, the pillow became tighter and tighter, the eyes widened, and the body trembled accordingly, as if guarding against me all the time.

I whispered tremblingly, "Xiao Yu, it's me, I'm Di."

Why, why can't I remember again, the condition worsened?When you come out of the village, isn't it quiet for a while?

I walked slowly towards him while I was trying, and he took the pillow and started to slam it wildly, slapping my arm one after another. His pillow was not lethal, and it didn't hurt when it hit me, but my heart was still the same. Dashing across, bleeding slowly, even so, I have to bear it, I don't want him to be stimulated again, or in my heart, I hope Xiaoyu can accept me.

What surprised me was that although Xiao Yu was hitting me, he didn't say a word. I suddenly realized that since we met, he hadn't spoken, to be precise, he had never spoken.

"Xiaoyu." I bent down and hugged Xiaoyu gently, wishing to turn back time, let me go back to that summer, let time never leave again, I will never let you go again, even if you bear infamy I won't let you go, but you are so fragile now that I dare not use force.

It was I who failed your trust in me, so, Xiao Yu, wake up quickly, in this case, if you hit me, hit me, I will not complain, I will never hit you again, I am willing to accept your Love, no, I hope you can accept my love, I beg you, wake up, and return the pain I caused to you thousands of times.