I accompanied the flowers that year

Gradually, Xiao Yu calmed down, and the pillow fell to the ground, maybe because he was tired.

"Xiao Yu? Do you want to relieve your anger? If you don't relieve your anger, you can hit again."

After waiting for a while, there was no movement, so I thought maybe I would stop calling.

Although the weather is still relatively hot, the floor will still be very cold. I carefully carried Xiao Yu to the bed.

Unexpectedly, the situation suddenly got out of control again, Xiao Yu suddenly started to fuss, tearing the sheets on the bed, trying to get rid of my restraint, I pressed his shoulders to calm him down, unexpectedly, Xiao Yu struggled More ferocious, tears blurred my vision, what should I do?

I felt a pain in my heart, and suddenly seemed to understand something, forced myself to stabilize my emotions, and asked softly: "Xiao Yu? Good boy, do you not want to stay in bed?"

Xiaoyu bit my clothes like crazy, and didn't listen to me at all.

"Ah!" A piercing pain made me let go of Xiao Yu's hand.

I just noticed that this guy bit me again while I was not paying attention. This bite must have used a lot of strength, and the blood came out of the bite. A pair of bracelets, and they were all presented by Xiao Yu.

Taking advantage of the moment I let go, Xiao Yu escaped from under my arms. Han Lin blocked the door, Xiao Yu wanted to escape but couldn't. She looked around and curled up in the corner where she was at the beginning.

"Xiaoyu?" I wanted to go to Xiaoyu again. This time, I didn't approach Xiaoyu as successfully as the first time. Xiaoyu was like crazy. He picked up the pillow on the ground and started hitting me. "Does Xiaoyu not like that?" place? Then, let’s not go there, shall we?”

Is it possible that no one will answer me in the future?

Could it be that God despised me for being too late to repent?

I walked out of the room, Han Lin was waiting for me there, and asked anxiously, "What happened?"

I didn't answer Han Lin's question, but brought up what happened last year, "Do you remember what you asked me about last year?"

Han Lin asked suspiciously, "What's the matter?"

I was full of worries, "Tell me, what I'm asking is not whether you like men, but whether you like Xiaoyu."

Han Lin nodded.

I smiled wryly, and raised my head to hide the tears in my eyes, "Not only do I like it, I am obviously in love with him, he is different from the girl I used to get along with, neither his personality nor appearance overlaps with what I like at all. But I don’t know why, my heart is always controlled by him, I was afraid of my deformed relationship, afraid of my social reputation, and I also felt that I was confused for a while, in fact, I was timid , I have been avoiding this problem. When Xiaoyu confessed to me, I hit him. At that time, he was very stubborn and insisted on not admitting his mistake. Later, I shut him out. Xiaoyu was afraid that he would never see me again. I compromised in desperation. At that time, I didn't know how to answer you, but now I know, and I have made my answer clear, but is it too late? Tell me, what should I do?"

Han Lin sighed, "As long as you treat him well, it's not in vain that he's still alive after the accident. As long as he's alive, everything will turn around, isn't it?"

Yes, as long as he lives, everything is easy to say.

"I went down to get him something to eat. Up to now, I haven't eaten anything. I'm so thin that only a skeleton remains."

I nodded, and Han Lin went downstairs. Now there are only two of us in the room. In fact, this is a good opportunity to whisper. In the past, Xiaoyu especially liked to climb on my lap and talk to me when no one was around. There were a lot of words. At that time, I was busy with the matter at hand, so I just echoed a few times. Now, I want to hear it, but no one said it.

I tried a few more times and was finally able to get close to him.

I hugged him and sat on the sofa in the bedroom, Xiao Yu sat on my lap, dazed, I wiped the tears from my eyes, my voice trembled, "Xiao Yu, do you want to eat?"

Maybe I should take him to see a psychiatrist. If this goes on like this, I’m afraid I’ll go crazy. Only now do I understand that Xiao Yu’s influence on me has far exceeded my expectations. My heart has been calling, It's my reluctance to Xiao Yu. If Xiao Yu is like this all his life, I can't stick to my life like this.

Xiao Yu's emotions are really changeable, this is summed up in just these 2 minutes, now Xiao Yu has calmed down again, I don't know when the next outbreak will be.

Well, the ribs can be clearly felt, and the face has become thinner. It used to be very comfortable to pinch the flesh on the face, but now there is only a piece of skin left, and the eye sockets are sunken inwards, so I can't see it. A little cheer.

Xiaoyu struggled a little, but also a little scared, maybe because she was afraid of making me anxious.

Seeing that I hadn't moved much, Xiao Yu slowly began to calm down, curled up with her arms tightly hugged, lowered her head, and stared blankly at the floor.

"Qin Di?" Han Lin lowered his voice and waved to me outside the door. He was really reluctant to let Xiao Yu lie in my arms after a long time. How could he let go at this time, I am afraid that once I let go, I will never be able to hug again.

Xiao Yu quietly pressed against my chest, eyes closed, I don't know if he is still afraid, but he is like a crystal that will shatter at the touch of a touch, in the dazzling light all over the floor, people's sad laments are mixed.

I tightened my arms and shook my head at Hanlin, expressing that I really couldn't get away.

I promise you, even if the sky falls, I will not leave you a step, without you, my world collapses in an instant.

Seeing that Xiao Yu didn't respond, Han Lin took two steps forward. Xiao Yu still didn't respond, so he boldly walked in, holding steaming millet porridge in his hand.

Xiao Yu heard footsteps, opened her eyes suddenly, and looked at Han Lin vigilantly, her body became tense, like a little rabbit wary of a cheetah attacking.

Han Lin was also very embarrassed, didn't say anything, and went out after putting down the food, I can't say anything, after all, the Xiao Yu we used to know is gone forever.

I was holding the millet porridge, scooping it spoon by spoon, blowing it gently, Xiao Yu stared at my every move with big eyes, I suddenly remembered that summer, it was the same, Xiao Yu sat in my arms , I fed him spoonful by spoonful, he smiled and said to me, Di, delicious.

It's such a simple sentence, why do tears fill my eyes when I think of it now?

It's such a simple sentence, will I still have a chance to hear it in the future?

Xiao Yu hesitated for a moment, but still opened her mouth.