I accompanied the flowers that year

After dinner, I have to go to the store. I was supposed to stay in the store at noon. Noon is when there are many customers. Although I have already gone to the company, but no one in the store has taken over, I will temporarily open it again. For a while, however, I really want to see Xiaoyu, and I hope that Xiaoyu can go to the store with me as before, so that I don't have to stay at home every day, and I can take better care of him.

However, I went out to the store today and had to go to the company to handle some business. It would be inconvenient to bring Xiao Yu with me, so I had to go by myself.

After dinner, I took Xiaoyu back to the house, and I also had a few picture books I brought back from the store. I was afraid that Xiaoyu would feel bored.If you've had enough naps, you can still watch this for entertainment, but I don't know if he will watch it.

The next afternoon, I took Qin Yue to my shop for a walk.

I'm a little flattered that this person who has always been picky about his words is full of praise for my shop.

Around six o'clock in the afternoon is a peak period. After this peak period, I closed the store early. Today, I don't know why, when I was taking Qin Yue for a casual stroll, my aunt just called me and asked me where I was. Is everything going well? The phone call was snatched by Qin Yue halfway through. The two women were chatting happily together, so I didn’t interrupt. However, I seemed to hear Xiaoyu’s name on the way. When Qin Yue put down the phone, I also asked, but she acted like you were talking about something, and denied it flatly, saying that I was too nervous, and everything could be heard as light rain.

I do not deny this point. In the few days when I brought Xiaoyu back, I even felt that everyone on the street was the murderer of Xiaoyu. I even felt that they looked at us differently. I knew it was me. I'm too nervous, but I just can't change it.

After Qin Yue said, I thought, maybe I really thought too much, so I didn't care too much.

After Qin Yue left, this afternoon, I couldn't forget about it. The more I thought about it, the more something went wrong. How could Qin Yue give up on such an ignorant child? What's more, what I heard at the beginning was not Xiao Yu, but Mu Tianyu!

I have never said Xiao Yu's name in front of Qin Yue!

In this case, as expected, Qin Yue is investigating Xiao Yu without telling me!

I called my mother and said that I would not go to work today, and my mother would not ask any questions, so I put down the phone and rushed home.

When I rushed home, Qin Yue was no longer there, and opened the door with a "bang", Xiao Yu was reading a book there, and was startled when she heard the sound.

I ran forward and hugged Xiao Yu, muttering in my mouth: "Scared me to death, but fortunately, you are still here."

Seeing Xiao Yu who was safe and sound, my chaotic heart calmed down.

I kissed Xiao Yu's cheek lightly.

Xiao Yu was taken aback for a moment, then lowered his head, I didn't see his expression, but I think he didn't struggle, so he probably didn't refuse.

When my mother came back in the evening, Qin Yue still didn't come back. I asked my mother if she knew about it, and my mother said that Qin Yue came back in the afternoon and went to my room to talk to Xiao Yu for a while, but she didn't know what she said specifically. I got it, I went out after that, and said I didn't come back until two days later.

"Talk? Xiao Yu answered her?" Well, I admit, the focus of my listening is on Xiao Yu.

In fact, after I asked this sentence, I was very conflicted. On the one hand, I hoped that Xiaoyu would react, but on the other hand, I didn’t want to, because I have been with Xiaoyu for so long. I hope that if he really recovers, the first I should be the one speaking, not anyone else.

Mother shook her head, "I don't know, I'll go to the company after that."

This is also in my expectation.

When I went back to the room, Xiaoyu was reading the picture album, and when she saw me coming in, she hurriedly threw the picture album on the table, and ran back to the bed barefoot.

After so long, will you still be afraid of me?

A dull pain in my heart.

Wasn't it all right just now?

"Xiao Yu, it's getting late, it's time to go to bed," I pulled off the quilt and covered him, and I also changed into the quilt.

Xiao Yu struggled for a while, and finally obediently let her go.

I am also very sleepy. After a day of tossing, I have no strength and just want to close my eyes and sleep.

Just as I was about to close my eyes, Xiao Yu suddenly shook my arm.

"Xiao Yu? What's the matter?" I felt a little strange. Xiao Yu seemed a little strange today, but I couldn't tell where it was. It wasn't just because he asked me to bring food.Seems to start responding to me a bit, but every time I feel hopeful, he stops again.

Although I don't feel that Xiao Yu can speak, I'm still waiting, waiting for whether today will be a brand new day.

We just kept staring at each other.

Just when I was about to say something, Xiao Yu closed her eyes and fell asleep.

Well, I just have to live with it.

But what is the situation?Is it a stage of recovery?Or is it an early warning of serious illness?I looked at Xiaoyu's face carefully, wondering if he had really fallen asleep, there was a peaceful sleeping expression beside his handsome face, I kissed his little mouth, closed my eyes and fell asleep.

I don’t know if it’s my illusion, but in the next two days I felt that Xiao Yu was acting weird, as if she had something to say to me, but every time at the end, she always said nothing, no matter how I induced it, or tricked her I can't speak.

Maybe it's starting to get better, I comfort myself like this.

But the suspicion in my heart began to slowly magnify.

I must take him to see a psychiatrist in two days, otherwise I am really worried.

In the past few days when Qin Yue was away, the family returned to the original tranquility. The woman who said that the wind is the rain disappeared all of a sudden. I don't know where she went. Xiao Yu's "abnormal" state did not last long. If it wasn't for his insistence on not speaking, I even thought that he had recovered his sanity.

A few days later, I took Xiao Yu to the psychiatrist, who was one of the doctors who treated Xiao Yu, because Xiao Yu did not reject him, so if there was a problem, I would bring Xiao Yu here, but Xiao Yu I didn't say a word about what I experienced, only that I didn't know it, and that he was already like this when I found him.

However, what puzzles me is why I have to be dismissed every time I have treatment. Maybe it is a professional need, but I am a little unhappy in my heart.

Today too, I was arranged to wait outside.

There is heavy snow falling outside the window, just like my mood. I don’t know when it will be sunny. I squint my eyes and raise my head. Snowflakes fall on my face one by one, and then turn into water, slide down my cheeks, leaving a trail of water Mark, as if God is crying for me.

When I came here, I was not optimistic about the weather forecast, and it started to snow halfway, so I had to buy an umbrella casually to solve the problem.