I accompanied the flowers that year

I leaned on the bench and looked at the window sill. When the snow was close to the window, it would turn into water. The water droplets flowing from the glass formed watermarks, which were then covered by another watermark. I couldn’t see the original traces. Everything is quiet in this season. , leaving behind the brilliance like the setting sun, struggling in this cold.

Under the gloomy sky, I can't see hope. I don't know when this day will end, and my spirit is about to collapse. Maybe, I also need to see a psychiatrist.

It was really boring, so I walked around the hospital alone under an umbrella.

After Xiaoyu goes in, it usually takes a long time to come out.

Is it the weather?Feeling so helpless.

I enjoy the peace and comfort brought by this environment with peace of mind. It has been a long time since I walked into the snow like this. When did it start?It seems that I also like the right and wrong of material things. I spend more time on eating, drinking and having fun, and now I have suffered retribution.

I put the umbrella under the corridor and walked into the snow. I want to let the tears of nature heal the wounds of my soul. I am so tired. From all aspects, it is the maintenance of life and the continuation of feelings. , Xiaoyu's spirit...

The snow fell so hard this time, my feet made a creaking sound when I stepped on the snow, and my two lines of footprints were left on the seamless white carpet, like scars, very ugly, a white future, imprinted In my eyes, I still couldn't find a way out because it was too bright.

I can't find the strength to persevere, I am very scared, afraid of how I will go on the next road...

If only I were just a plant, without thoughts and without worries.

The snow was so fierce that in just a few minutes, the shoulders of the clothes were wet.

"Ha!" It's so cold, I rubbed my nose and shrunk my body, looked at my watch, it was getting late, I started to walk back, and Xiao Yu's place should be over soon.

I got my umbrella back and was about to go upstairs.

"Qin Di?"

I didn't expect to hear this voice, this long-lost voice, but I didn't miss it.

"It really was you, I thought I had made a mistake." Jiang Zhen'er ran up to me in small steps, "We haven't seen each other since you left school." The language is so familiar that there is no trace at all. embarrassment.

Jiang Zhen'er, my college girlfriend, is also one of the most beautiful women in school. Back then, I spent a lot of effort chasing her. After the accident at home, we had no contact with each other. Obviously, she I don't care about a person who is worthless. Coming here now is nothing more than seeing something in the newspaper and wanting to make an investment bet.

If it was me, I would have avoided her when I met her, and I would definitely not come over to say hello like her.Not scared, just embarrassed.

"What a coincidence," I smiled awkwardly, and asked out of words, "Why are you here?"

"I'm here to see my classmates, how about you?" She didn't seem to notice the awkward atmosphere at all.

I faltered and said: "It's okay, just wander around." I really wanted to get out of here quickly.

She asked me a lot of questions after that, but I couldn’t remember them all. I just remembered that she gave me a note saying it was her new contact number, and then she left. I smiled and stuffed the note into my pocket , and then forgot about it.

Xiaoyu's side also ended, the doctor called me aside and said to me: "Actually, Mu Tianyu's condition has improved a lot, but he still refuses to talk. If he can find ways to make him talk, maybe he can solve his problem." Knot."

Isn't this nonsense, if I can let him talk, why should I ask you?

While I was talking to the doctor, Xiaoyu ran to the yard and squatted there to play with the snow.

I walked in and saw that it was drawing, but I couldn't understand what the painting was. It seemed to be a few big circles and messy lines, and I couldn't tell what kind of pattern it was.

"Is it cold?" I held his hand that was drawing, my index finger was red and cold, I held his hand, let out a breath, rubbed it together until it was warmer, and then let him put it in his pocket .

Xiaoyu looked at me quietly, a flash of light flashed in his eyes, although I caught it, but I didn't know what it meant. After I sent Xiaoyu home, I went to the store to have a look again. I didn't see it until 06:30. go home.

When I got home, I suddenly felt that the atmosphere in the house was very strange. As soon as I entered the door, I heard Qin Yue's high-pitched voice, shouting so unpleasantly, "You can count yourself back. It just so happens that the whole family is complete. You should have an explanation."

I was taken aback by what Qin Yue said, and I changed my shoes and asked casually, "What are you talking about?"

"I didn't ask you at the beginning because I didn't know these things. I have nothing to say if you are willing to stay here, but if you are such a person, staying here will bring Qin Di a lot. Troublesome. You have to think clearly, this paper cannot keep the fire, your current low temperature is different from before, you have to consider the impact."

I?

Who is she talking to?

Who will give me trouble?

I stopped changing my shoes, took a step forward quietly, and walked around the coat rack by the door.

I was shocked when I saw the picture in front of me.

Xiao Yu was actually kneeling on the ground!

"What are you doing?" I ran over angrily and helped Xiaoyu up, "Why do you treat him like this? Do you think you can do whatever you want because you are my sister?" I didn't have the ability to think at all in my mind. Just believe what you see.

I held Xiao Yu into my arms, and gently patted the dirt on my knees, "It's okay, it's okay." I comforted Xiao Yu gently, but when I lowered my head, I found that Xiao Yu's face was covered with tears.

"What are you doing? You have been telling my people what to do when you came back. If you are like this, why don't you come back, anyway, this family doesn't welcome you!" I regret that what I said was too messy, but there is no way to take it back.

"What did you say?" Qin Yue, who had been silent all this time, screamed in disbelief and jumped up from the sofa, "Qin Di, you are too old or young, I am your sister, and now you are accusing me for an outsider. ?”

"That's right," my mother was always beside me, "You don't talk like that, Xiaoyue is also doing it for your own good."

"Mom, you don't understand." I don't want to drag my mother into this war, "Qin Yue, if you have the ability, you can speak clearly today. Why do you treat Xiao Yu like this while I'm not around? If you can't say it, leave this place Anyway, I don't care about anyone except Xiao Yu."

As soon as the words came out, I saw my mother's sad eyes. I couldn't bear it, so I had to turn my head and try not to pay attention.

"I started to suspect the day I came here. What is the relationship between you and Xiao Yu? Don't you have a girlfriend? If you bring such a child with you, your girlfriend will also dislike you." Qin Yue pushed me to a dead end.