Imprisonment of indulgence

In my ears, my mother complained in a crying voice: "Why is your baby so thin, and it's so dark, it's like a coal ball. Mommy shouldn't have promised your grandpa to let you go to the army, my beautiful baby us."

Si Ran: "..."

Everyone: "..."

The sinful Mr. Si's eyes fell on Si Ran's arm. Under the light, his fair skin exuded a faint halo, as white as ceramics.

Is this also called black into briquettes?Did he get Alzheimer's, when did the briquettes turn white?

His mouth squirmed a few times, and just as he was about to say something, someone bumped his arm.look over.Si Xin shook his head disapprovingly: "Dad, just let her go for a while."

Mr. Si looked at his daughter-in-law who was hugging the two boys, and after thinking about it, he let her go.

Mr. Si looks very capable and young, but his age is there after all.After basking in the sun for a while, he felt a little tired, said hello to his son and wife, got in the car and left.

Si Yan noticed the sweat on his brother's face, and stepped forward to pull away the excited mother: "Mommy, let's go back and have a rest first, I'm a little tired."

Looking at her youngest son who has changed so much, Zhao Qian still felt a little uncomfortable, and it took her a while to react, and she nodded again and again: "Well, okay, let's go."

Regardless of his brother's protest, Si Yan took the luggage from his hand, nodded with Si Xin and walked into the house.

They lived in the army for more than two months, and when they returned to this comfortable home, their tense bodies relaxed.

As soon as Siran entered the room, he spread out on the bed, not moving.

Si Yan put away his luggage and took a look, then frowned.He sat down on the bed, stretched out his hand and put Si Ran's hand on his thigh and began to massage gently.

Pressing with neither light nor heavy force made Si Ran extremely comfortable, and couldn't help but let out a few thin groans.

"Hmm. Not bad, let's focus on..."

Si Yan's eyes darkened, and his pitch-black pupils were a little bottomless.He subconsciously looked at Siran's mouth, watching him make a pleasant sound as he opened and closed.He still remembers the feeling there, because he would kiss his brother while he was asleep every night.

Suddenly Si Ran's voice stopped, Si Yan looked over and saw that his brother had fallen asleep.

Tired, he was snoring slightly, Si Yan stared deeply at Si Ran's sleeping face, and slowly approached him.

Little by little, the distance between the two gradually narrowed.

In the end, Si Yan paused, and his lips stopped when they were half a centimeter away from Si Ran's lips.

He stood up, gently shook Si Ran awake, and subconsciously softened his voice: "Brother, wake up."

070 First meeting

"Hmm~~ don't make noise." Si Ran murmured, raised his hand and waved it like chasing flies, then turned over and continued to sleep.

Si Yan was a little helpless, and stood up: "Then let me make the bath water for you first, and you can wash it later."

"Well, good." Si Ran replied vaguely, opened his eyes a little, and said coquettishly: "Brother, if I leave you in the future, how will I live?"

He is reluctant to give such a good brother to his future sister-in-law. How well he has raised him all these years.You can go up to the living room and go down to the kitchen.

leave him?

Si Yan just thought about it in his mind, and his brows were frowned tightly.

He was silent for two seconds and said, "Then just don't leave."

"But when we grow up, we will always be separated." Seemingly extremely sleepy, Si Ran's voice became smaller and smaller in the end, and even his eyes were completely closed.

Si Yan pondered for a while, and said: "If my brother leaves me in the future, I will arrest him and bring him back. If I leave my brother, my brother can also arrest me."

Swept by sleepiness, Si Ran's head was already a mess, he didn't know what he was talking about, he just muttered a word in a low voice.

"Then we've made a deal. Brother." What Si Ran, who was already asleep, didn't see was the extremely deep and serious eyes of his younger brother.

After putting away the bath water, Si Yan walked out of the bathroom with a dense heat.Seeing his elder brother who was already sound asleep, he sighed helplessly, walked over to pick him up by the waist, and walked to the bathroom.

Ever since Si Yan became taller, his strength has also increased a lot.Holding my brother like this won't be tiring at all. Instead, I squeezed Si Ran's slender waist with my hands, and frowned.

It seems that I have to make up for my brother in the future, and the meat that was so hard to raise has lost weight again.

Si Yan gently took off Si Ran's clothes, and carried his brother into the overflowing hot tub.The warm hot water invaded his chest at once, and the warm temperature made Si Ran's tired body relax slowly, dispelling the weariness, and unconsciously let out a comfortable moan from his mouth.

There was a smile in Si Yan's eyes, and he rolled up his sleeves to his elbows, picked up the handkerchief and began to bathe Si Ran.

Inch by inch, his movements are gentle and delicate, no one knows his brother's body better than him.

Si Yan suddenly remembered what he saw that night.

In a daze, the figure of the man overlapped with that of his brother, Si Yan took a heavy breath, his eyes fell on Si Ran's fair skin and he couldn't move away.

They have been together since birth and have never been separated.Obviously he has seen the body countless times, but he has never been as overwhelmed as today.

The soft light shone on Si Ran's body, his exquisite face was sleeping peacefully at the moment, a faint halo reflected on his face, the contour lines were soft, the white skin seemed transparent, even the tiny fluff was clearly visible.

The exposed skin has a moist luster, is delicate and smooth.The crystal water drops slid over the fair skin, outlining beautiful lines, and the slender white legs were looming in the water.

Si Yan's eyes darkened, and he felt his chest vibrate like thunder, and the bottom of his heart was agitated, as if something was about to burst open and his chest was about to overflow.

Such unfamiliar emotions overwhelmed him. He wanted to look away, but his eyes were glued to Si Ran's body, and he couldn't look away at all.

The line of sight is a piece of white flowers, as warm and white as jade.

The dense hot air curled up, and the breath was filled with a touch of hot air.Si Yan panted repressedly, as if someone had strangled his throat, which made his breathing a bit constricted.

The temperature of the whole body began to heat up slowly as if being dyed by heat, and the sweat from the forehead wet the hair, sticking to the forehead one by one, in a state of embarrassment.

Suddenly, Si Yan's whole body shook, and he came back from his thoughts. The handkerchief in his hand had already sunk to the bottom of the water.

He actually imagined that man as his elder brother just now!

He was so shocked that he was stunned on the spot for several seconds, and when he came to his senses, he stood up in a panic, and strode out of the bathroom door covered in moisture.

The cold air rushing towards his face relieved a little of the heat around him, and then Si Yan's muddy brain began to work slowly.He took the remote control of the air conditioner, turned the temperature of the room to the lowest, blowing cold air, and Si Yan slowly calmed down.

He looked at his hands stained with water, and his dark eyes showed confusion and bewilderment.

"What's wrong with me."

……

Si Ran recently discovered that his younger brother has changed, he is not as clingy to himself as before, and recently he likes to look at him inexplicably.

Every time he looked over, the younger brother quickly looked away, pretending to be nonchalant.

Siran wants to have a good talk with his younger brother, but there are always some things that prevent him from carrying out this idea.Besides, they are already in the third grade of junior high school, and their homework is gradually increasing.

Once when Si Ran was browsing the web, he suddenly saw a piece of news about how to educate adolescent children.

The doubts that have been entrenched in my heart are solved at this moment, and I will be 14 years old in a few months.

Ordinary children began to usher in the rebellious period when they entered the first grade of junior high school, but the younger brother remained silent because of the reasons he often instilled to be good and his age.

Over time, Si Ran ignored that his younger brother was a real child and had puberty.

And his soul is a 30-year-old man, and the rebellious period has long been unsuitable for him. Of course, he has naturally ignored the problem that his younger brother will have a rebellious period.

On this day, the school organized mock exams, and those who finished the exams early left school early.

In the afternoon, when the weather was almost the hottest, Si Yan leaned under the big tree in front of the school and waited for his brother who was delayed by the incident.

Si Yan is tall and not bulky, but looks very slender.A head of fine black hair is very soft, and his facial features are exquisite and cold, without the roughness of other boys.

A white T-shirt and jeans, a pair of canvas shoes on the feet.Such a casual attire, but it brings out the unique temperament of a young man, the arrogance of being alone like a lonely eagle, which makes people's eyes shine.

Such a delicate boy caused many girls to look around frequently, but he didn't seem to have heard of it.

The dappled sunlight penetrated through the gaps in the branches and sprinkled on him. The bright light made Si Yan narrow his eyes slightly.

Suddenly there was a slight noise next to him, making him look over vigilantly.

"Who!"

Two months of training allowed him to exercise vigilance that is different from ordinary people.

I saw a boy with slightly dark skin coming out of the corner.The boy was wearing clothes and trousers that had been washed gray and old, and it was easy to see the handsome outline of his thin face from the eyebrows.

The boy walked up to Si Yan and stood still, he seemed a little nervous, his breathing was disordered and heavy.Those black eyes shone with a strange light, which was astonishingly bright.

"That...that."

Si Yan noticed that the shoes on the boy's feet were damaged in many places, and he looked malnourished.

He raised his hand and looked at the watch on his wrist. It had been half an hour and his brother hadn't come out yet.Si Yan frowned slightly, which made the young man who had been observing him stagnate and his face turned pale.

"Is there anything you need?"

The young man pursed his lips nervously, and a few traces of struggle appeared in the depths of his eyes.In the end, as if desperate, she blushed and said, "Si Ran, I have money, and I will return the money to you. May I ask if you can make friends with me?"

"..."

As soon as Si Yan heard the word Si Ran, he knew that this person had made a mistake.But when he heard that he was making friends, his eyes, which were as dark as the night, shone a light strangely.

"Tell me. Do you want to make friends with me?" The very soft voice was inexplicably cold in this hot summer day.

"Um!!"

The young man thought there was something going on, and looked at him in surprise, the brilliance in his excited eyes became brighter and brighter.

"is it okay?"

Si Yan pursed his lips and remained silent, even he didn't know why when he saw this man's eyes, a sense of irritability swirled wantonly in his heart.

He thought that if he hadn't bumped into him today, then this young man would look at his brother with such eyes.

The irritability hovering in my heart became more and more restless.

"What's your name?" He asked bluntly.

"what?"

The young man was stunned for a moment, and it took Si Yan to repeat it impatiently before he realized it.

"My name is Han Yu, would you like to be my friend?"

071 reject

"By the way, this is the money you lent me last time. You said that I will pay you back when I have money, and I will pay you back now."

Si Yan glanced lightly at the crumpled tissue that Han Yu had pinched, and then looked at the whitewashed clothes on his body, and said, "I don't want your money, you can go."

Obviously I am in such a difficult situation, but I still come to pay back the money to my brother, I must have bad intentions for my brother.

Thinking of this, Si Yan's eyes became even more unfriendly: "The money is yours if it is given to you, so don't come to me next time."

After all, he turned and left mercilessly.He was afraid that he would stay here again, and he couldn't suppress the restlessness in his heart more and more.

As soon as he walked to the school gate, he saw his brother walking from inside. Si Yan looked back at the person under the tree, quickly stepped forward to take the things in his brother's hand, and blocked that side with a calm expression.

"Who were you talking to earlier?"

From a long distance, Siran saw his younger brother talking to someone, but unfortunately, the sunlight was so dazzling that he couldn't see clearly at all.

As Si Ran spoke, he turned his head to look behind Si Yan, but was blocked by Si Yan.

"Brother, go home, I'm hot."

After finishing speaking, Si Yan wiped his forehead with his hand, and showed the sweat beads on the back of his hand to Si Ran to see.

"It's really hot, so let's go out, it's bad if you get heatstroke." Si Ran thought about it, he just left the classroom, and his back was sweating from the heat.

"Look if my back is wet, it's really hot."

"En." Si Yan replied vaguely, and looked under the tree out of the corner of his eye. There was no one there, and he breathed a sigh of relief.

"It's wet a lot, let's go home quickly."

Si Yan, who was relieved, suddenly became a little worried. His brother's health was not good, and the coolness dispelled the heat, allowing Si Ran to breathe comfortably.

Even Si Yan's brows relaxed a bit, he leaned back on the chair, and asked casually, "Did brother lend money to others?"

Siran said in surprise: "No, why would you ask such a question?"

"Really not? Think again."

Si Ran tilted his head and thought for a while, and suddenly a flash came to his mind, and he immediately remembered: "You borrowed what you said, but it's not a loan."

"Oh?" Si Yan narrowed his eyes, and said meaningfully, "Why is it not a loan?"

Si Ran said: "Because the man was stealing at the time, he looked young, and I couldn't ignore it in the presence of so many people. So I paid for him and saw that he was poorly dressed, so I gave him 100 yuan. Yuan money. But how do you know that I borrowed money? I don’t remember telling you.”

Si Yan pursed his lips, and confessed everything just now: "Someone came to pay back the money just now, maybe they recognized me as you, but I didn't ask for the money, brother, do you want to know his name? What he just said .”

After finishing speaking, those dark eyes stared at Si Ran without blinking, focused and deep.

"Forget it, it doesn't have much money anyway. If you're right, that person seems quite difficult." Si Ran said indifferently, to him, that person was just a passer-by he helped.

What he didn't see was that Si Yan breathed a sigh of relief after hearing these words, his slightly furrowed eyebrows relaxed, and the deepness in his eyes dissipated.

"Well, that's fine."

Si Yan was very satisfied with his brother's indifference, but in his heart he was attracted to the boy named Han Yu.

He always felt that he had to care about that person, and Si Yan attributed all his weird thoughts to the fact that the person's eyes made him feel extremely uncomfortable before he noticed him.

But I have to make my brother aware of some problems.

"Brother, if he started stealing at such a young age, then he must not be a good person when he grows up. If you see such a thing in the future, don't meddle in your own business, okay?"

Si Ran: "..."

Sao Nian, don't you think that when you say this, you have completely forgotten the teacher's teaching that we should help others and care for others?

but……

When Si Ran knows that a good deed he did unconsciously is the man who betrayed him in his previous life, what kind of expression should he have?

……

Not long after the car carrying Si Yan and Si Ran drove away, a figure came out of the corner silently, staring at the car with gloomy eyes.

Behind him is the clear and gloating voice of the young man.

"I just said that I will definitely not be friends with you, you are such a dirty person."

An Qiyu felt that he made the right decision to come here this time, otherwise how could he see the scene where Han Yu was ruthlessly rejected.

He slowly approached Han Yu who was thinking about something with his head down, and his slender arms climbed onto his shoulders: "I am the one who is in the same world as you, the outside world is not suitable for you at all, go back with me Well, that's where we should be."

"Look at the money you have worked so hard to pick up bottles for so many days. He doesn't even care about it. It's more likely that he has already forgotten you. The outside world is like this, and no one will ever remember us , no one will ever be our friend."

An Qiyu said mockingly, the corners of his eyes raised a hint of sarcasm.That delicate little face was full of schadenfreude, which spoiled her delicacy a bit: "So, I'm the only friend you have, and I'm the only one who won't dislike you."

"Have you said enough?"

The icy voice rippled through the air and reached An Qiyu's ears with incomparable clarity.

Han Yu raised his head, his cold eyes filtered through the fine strands of hair: "If I hear you say another word, I will push you into the traffic, believe it or not."

"..."

Shocked, An Qiyu involuntarily took a step back, being swept by that icy gaze, a chill crawled up from the soles of his feet.Like a cold, slimy snake, it brings a cold chill wherever it goes.

What he said is true!

He really would push him into traffic, he really dared!

An Qiyu was scared, he was jealous that Han Yu was still protecting that person at this moment, and what was even more jealous was that he grew up with Han Yu but he never cared about him.

Jealousy and fear slowly took over his heart, and the brows began to twist slowly.

An Qiyu bit his lips tightly, his broken lips soon stained his white teeth red.He wanted to yell angrily, but Han Yu's previous warning was still in his ears, so he didn't dare.

So he is jealous, so he is angry.

The two returned to that place in silence all the way, the dirty area in the afternoon looked lifeless, no one wanted to go out on such a hot day.

When An Qiyu returned to the alley, he immediately ran back to his room, and the door slammed loudly.Han Yu opened the room without hearing it, and the door closed slowly to block the light outside.

A big battle was going on in the house at the moment, and the sound was several loud in this small room.

As the voice gradually increased, Han Yu only heard the man roar, and everything calmed down again.

Ignoring the two who were talking sweetly, Han Yu just stayed in the living room for a while before entering the room.

His room was extremely small, separated by a partition, and the windowless room was only illuminated by a dim yellow light.

Han Yu saw the books placed beside the bed at a glance, and he would read them every day. Except for those words he didn't understand, he almost knew the rest by heart.

Walking over to pick up the book, his rough fingers slowly rubbed against the smooth writing.

Under the hazy yellow light, Han Yu's eyes were extremely deep.Suddenly his face changed, and he tore the book in half forcefully and kept tearing it into pieces before stopping.

Looking at the debris all over the floor, Han Yu narrowed his eyes, and a dangerous light filtered out from the gap between his eyelashes.

"Why don't you want to call me friends." He said softly, biting the words, his voice was extremely soft, like a lover's whisper, but without the sweetness of a lover, it made people feel chills inexplicably.

The room was silent.

After a long while, Han Yu slowly squatted down, began to pick up the fragments on the ground little by little, and then started to glue them together with adhesive tape little by little.

Time passed by little by little, and only Han Yu's inaudible breathing and the rustling of rubbing books could be heard in the quiet room.

It was completely dark, Han Yu looked at the book he had mended, and suddenly smiled: "If you can't make friends this time, go next time, take your time, I'm not in a hurry."

He is obsessed with that warmth, which was given to him when he was at his worst.No matter how many people are friendly to him in the future, they will not be able to match this unique warmth.

He was born in this place, this place of filth and filth.

That warmth was equivalent to the first ray of light in his dark life, and he wanted to get closer and grab it.

072 dream

After the incident of borrowing money last time, Si Yan returned to his usual appearance.Sticking to Si Ran and taking care of Si Ran every day, even more than before.

The students in the third grade of junior high school have a lot of homework, but Si Ran is fine. After all, they have learned it before, and they only need to review it to pass the exam.But Si Yan was different, he followed Si Ran to jump a grade, and he put in much more effort than Si Ran, so he was basically reviewing when the exam was approaching.

Wu Siyan has made quite a few friends since he was promoted to the third grade of junior high school. He has a more forthright temper. Although he likes to cry a little, many people inevitably like this arrogant little brother.

Every time Siran saw Wu Siyan having fun with a bunch of boys, he couldn't help but sigh, if only his younger brother had his communication skills.

This kind of thinking was even worse when he saw Si Yan who was following him closely.

The exam was approaching, and in order to prevent the two brothers from getting worse, Aunt Li picked up the cooking that was usually taken away by Si Yan.Si Ran doesn't know whether he is healthy or not, but he knows that he has gained a lot of meat by eating too much recently.

Siran pinched the fleshy belly, it was soft.Looking at his younger brother's bronze-colored muscles, he became even more indignant: "Why don't you gain weight?"

Because I wake up every morning and run.

Si Yan moved his mouth, but still swallowed the words rolling down his throat.

Because even if he said it, it would only cause his brother to stare. It's not like he doesn't know that his brother likes to sleep in so much.Asking my brother to get up early in the morning for a run every day, even if my brother is willing, he is not willing.

The weather is too hot recently, even the sun in the morning is very poisonous.Besides, if you run more times, you will get the same tan as him.

Si Yan's gaze fell on Si Ran's exposed arm. The fair skin was delicate and smooth, and it was also very tactile. This was something he couldn't put it down every night.

Si Yan felt as if he was sick, having a condition called skin hunger.Every time he sees his brother's fair and moist skin, he can't take his eyes away, and he really wants to go up and touch it, and he can't put it down.

As it is now, Si Yan tilted his head just in time to bump into the picture of Si Ran looking up.

Bright light shone on Si Ran's face, and the soft profile of his face was graceful.The color of the eyebrows is very light, and it seems to be thinking about something at the moment, and it is slightly frowned.The slender eyelashes trembled with the light blinking of the eyelids, trembling in a graceful arc, covering the pair of dark and moist eyes.

The light and shadow projected from the window left a light blue silhouette under the eyelids through the thick eyelashes, illuminating the delicate face, making the skin whiter than snow, and the fine hairs were clearly visible under the soft halo.The mouth is slightly opened to reveal the white teeth, gently biting the pen holder.

Si Yan's breath was stagnant, and his dark eyes stared straight at Si Ran's lips. There seemed to be a light shining in his eyes, with hot and inexplicable emotions.

As if feeling something, Si Ran turned his head, and his warm eyes met the dull ones.

Slightly stunned for a moment, her thin lips parted slightly, and her lowered voice revealed a trace of confusion and doubt: "What's wrong? Why are you in a daze?"

The sudden question brought Si Yan back to his senses, and he hurriedly looked away.At this moment, he didn't know why, he didn't dare to meet his brother's eyes, and he felt a little guilty.

Si Ran looked at Si Yan who was seriously taking notes with his head down, with a hint of puzzlement in his eyes.

What's the fuss about again?

Maybe Si Yan's mood changes in recent days are too puzzling, and he had a dream that night.

in a dream...

He caressed a person's white chest with both hands, and the smooth touch made him unable to put it down.The man couldn't see his face clearly, it was vague, but he could see a slender figure.Si Yan's breathing became heavier, and he couldn't wait to kiss the mouth that made people drool, blocking all the exclamation in the man's mouth.

The delicious taste made him feel buoyant, and he stroked the smooth and warm skin with the palm of his hand.

Si Yan only felt a flame burning all over his body, and the burning made him extremely uncomfortable, and his sanity disappeared little by little.

Suddenly he was startled and opened his eyes in confusion.

The soft light made his eyes hurt, and Si Yan faced the bright light suddenly, his eyes hurt.After finally getting used to the light, Si Yan realized that his brother was looking at him with embarrassment.

He slowly raised himself up, for some reason, his body was very tired today, and it seemed that there was still a trace of satisfaction left.

"what happened?"

The voice at the exit was hoarse, as if it had been rolled over by gravel.Such a voice startled him, and his bewildered rationality came to his senses. Si Yan sat on the bed with deep confusion in his eyes.

"What's wrong with me?"

Turning his gaze to his elder brother, he realized that there was something on his hands and clothes.

"What is this?" Curiously, he raised his brother's hand and began to observe. What he didn't see was his brother's blushing and embarrassing face.

Si Yan's gaze slowly moved down, and finally stopped on his own body.

Something flashed through his mind, and he seemed to understand, and his face immediately flushed.

"me."

He actually soiled his brother's hands and clothes! !

Si Ran saw his younger brother getting more and more flustered, knowing that this was the child's first wet dream, he began to slowly enlighten him: "Don't be afraid, this is a normal phenomenon."

Seeing his younger brother's blushing ears, the embarrassment left in Si Ran's heart immediately disappeared: "This is normal, you should know it in physiology class, it's called nocturnal emission, and only by having a nocturnal emission can you prove that you have grown up."

Si Yan, who was thinking about something with his head down, didn't answer anything, looking as if he was terrified.

What's more, he was not the only one who was frightened, who was doing well at night, but unexpectedly, the younger brother next to him suddenly became like a big stove, emitting heat all over his body.

The temperature made the space that was already very hot in summer even more heated, and Si Ran was woken up by his younger brother's random movements.

As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw his younger brother rubbing around in pain. At first, he didn't understand what kind of illness his younger brother had. When he turned on the light, the scene he saw made him, who had lived a new life, stunned. up.

The disordered breathing, and the uncomfortable look on the flushed face, all these signs made Si Ran understand that his brother had grown up.

Then he was a little melancholy, his brother has grown up.

073 What should I do

After Si Ran fell asleep, Si Yan, who had been motionless all this time, slowly put on his pants and got out of bed.

He took a clean suit and went into the bathroom. His clothes were dirty, especially the pants.

Taking off his pants and putting the dirty pants aside, Si Yan looked at his body through the bright light.

Si Yan stared at it for a long time, his dark eyes full of deep meaning.

He turned on the hot water and slowly washed his body. The hot air filled the bathroom, and his dark eyes seemed to be covered with a thin layer of mist, making it hard to see the emotions in it clearly.

Si Yan stood barefoot under the shower, allowing the hot water from his head to pour down and hit him.

The surrounding sounds were blocked by the water, Si Yan was soaked for a long time, and seemed to be thinking about something.

He didn't turn off the water and put on his clothes until his skin was wrinkled, and the cold air in the bathroom immediately dissipated the heat from his body.

Si Yan walked to the bed and quietly looked at his sleeping brother.The sharp-edged silhouette softened some of the sharpness under the soft light, and the wet hair glowed with a crystal luster.A drop of cold water dripped down along the hair, just right on Si Ran's face.

The coldness on his face made Si Ran frowned in his sleep, Si Yan paused, and took a step back.

His dark eyes stared at Si Ran's bare arms, and his gaze stayed on those long, white fingers.The dark eyes were deep, and there seemed to be something dark in the depths of the eyes, which was reflected by the soft light, making it unpredictable.

As long as he thought of his brother's hand holding his place, Si Yan's breathing became heavy, and his body, which was cooled by the air conditioner, became hot again.

He suppressed the boredom and restlessness in his heart, and blew the cold wind under the air conditioner for a long time before suppressing the strong emotion.

Blowing his cold body into the warm quilt took away some heat, Si Yan turned off the light, got under the quilt and turned sideways facing Si Ran.

After hesitating for a while, Si Yan slowly moved closer to Si Ran, and then stretched out his arms to hug him.When the cold arm touched the warm skin, Si Ran frowned and flinched in his sleep from the cold.

Si Yan pursed his lips, and hugged Si Ran more domineeringly and forcefully, bringing him closer to him, and imprisoned him in his arms like a soldering iron.

After Si Yan's cold body slowly returned to warmth, Si Ran curled up in Si Yan's arms obediently and fell asleep.

Si Ran's height is a head and a half shorter than Si Yan's, and Si Yan can easily wrap Si Ran in his arms.Just hugging her in her arms, her lips can touch Si Ran's forehead as soon as she lowers her head.

In the darkness, Si Yan's dark eyes were shining brightly, a trace of struggle flashed in his eyes, and then he lowered his head and touched Si Ran's slightly opened mouth.

The tongue was gently poked in, this kiss was different from the usual night kiss.Xu is in a different mood, but Si Yan only feels that the taste is more delicious and people can't stop.

His lips just stuck together, and after a while he retracted his tongue and raised his head, the struggle and pain in his eyes slowly overflowed.

The breathing of the two of them in the quiet room was inaudible, only the whistling of the air conditioner blowing cold wind.

After an unknown amount of time, there was a sudden sound in the darkness.

"What the hell should I do"

……

Si Ran found that Si Yan was playing hide-and-seek with him again. He sat on the dining table and took a bite of toast, and made a crisp sound when he took a dry bite.

His eyes lingered on the face of the younger brother opposite him, and he saw him avoiding his eyes and eating the bread quickly, picked up the schoolbag next to him and said "I'll go first", and all the people disappeared immediately.

Looking at the closed door, Si Ran frowned slightly.

Is it necessary to be so shy?

Si Ran, who attributed his younger brother's changes to what happened last night, began to feel uncomfortable. Originally, he treated his younger brother as a physiology class yesterday, but his younger brother's evasive attitude made Si Ran feel embarrassed stand up.

Didn't it just help?There will be more times when I grow up.

Si Ran didn't know if his younger brother would help others when he grew up, but Si Yan's dodging behavior displeased Si Ran.

He took a bite of the bread heavily, as if biting the bread like a younger brother, the bread made a crunchy sound overwhelmed.

It's still twins, the younger brother is really not cute!

The two brothers began to return to the way they were hiding from each other a few days ago. They staggered their commute to and from school every time. Except for sleeping together at night, the two had little communication during the rest of the time.

The members of the Si family were the first to notice that something was wrong with them, but they attributed the abnormality of the two children to the rebellious stage. According to the stickiness of the two brothers, they should be able to reconcile soon.

Si Yan walked into the classroom agitatedly. It's not like he didn't know that the relationship between him and his brother had been weakening a little recently, but he could only let it go.

If he was with his brother again, his dirty mind would be noticed.

Thinking that his brother might look at him with that disgusting gaze, Si Yan's face turned pale. He would rather the two of them be strangers than his brother loathe him.

He understood the cause of the flustered and irritable mood not long ago, but Si Yan would rather not understand, so that he would not be so painful.

He had never hated himself so much before, and he clearly said that he wanted to take good care of his brother, but how could he deserve to take care of his brother if he thought so much about him.

He was timid, he backed away, and Si Yan, who was only 13 years old, was at a loss and at a loss.

He didn't know how he should face his brother, nor how he should face such a dirty self.

How could he fall in love with his own brother, that is his twin brother.

Obviously at the beginning, I really wanted to take care of my brother, when did my mind become like this.

Is it the despair you saw when you were three years old when you saw your brother covered in blood?Or did it come from the meticulous care of my brother over the years?

Si Yan didn't even know the reason for his thoughts.

He was afraid of being discovered by his brother, and whenever he got close to his brother, the irritating desire to let his brother belong to him became stronger and stronger.

In order not to let himself do something he regretted, Si Yan ran away shamelessly.

Thinking of last night in the dream that I suppressed my brother and started the thing I dreamed of