Imprisonment of indulgence
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Affection.At that time, he indulged, because it was in a dream, so he penetrated his brother again and again, dyeing him with his own taste.
"How did I become like this..." Painful sobs overflowed from Si Yan's mouth, and Si Yan buried his head between his arms, hiding his eyes full of pain and sorrow.
As time went by, the number of people in the classroom gradually increased.
When Wu Siyan entered the classroom, he saw Si Yan lying on the table by himself. He approached him briskly, with a mischievous light in his eyes: "Hey!"
Slapping Si Yan heavily with his palm, Wu Siyan laughed out loud, excited with the success of the prank: "Haha, are you scared?"
It's a pity that all the excitement turned into fear when seeing Si Yan who slowly raised his head.
Wu Siyan looked at the cold bloodshot eyes in front of him, like a ferocious beast, shining with cold and sharp light.
"Get lost!" After uttering the words coldly, Si Yan buried his head between his arms again.
After Si Ran came in, he saw such a strange scene. Wu Siyan stood blankly in front of his seat, while Si Yan buried his head and seemed to be sleeping.
Walking over to pat Wu Siyan, he saw his body shake violently, turned his head and his face was pale.
Si Ran: "..."
Is he so scary?
Wu Siyan saw Si Yan purse his lips, and his eyes immediately turned red: "Brother Si Ran."
"what happened?"
He looked at the wronged Wu Siyan in surprise, and then at his "sleeping" younger brother.
Had something happened to the two of them while he was away?
Wu Siyan opened his mouth: "I..."
The voice cut off abruptly, and Si Ran asked suspiciously, "What am I?"
"It's nothing." What made Si Ran even more puzzled was that Wu Siyan seemed to have seen something terrifying, and swallowed all the words in his mouth/"It's almost time for class, I'll take my seat first."
After speaking, he quickly returned to his seat.
Si Ran turned his head and looked at Si Yan in surprise, he still looked the same, nothing strange, why Wu Siyan seemed to have encountered some horrible scene.
What a strange kid.
If Wu Siyan knew that he was defined by his favorite brother Si Ran, he would definitely jump up in anger.If it wasn't for the crazy Si Yan staring at him with that terrifying look, he would have filed a complaint long ago!
It is too uncomfortable for him to feel wronged and unable to speak.
……
After school, Si Ran's eyes darkened when he saw his younger brother who quickly put away his schoolbag and left.
It seems that he has to have a good talk with Si Yan.
074 Can't Think That Way
After dinner, Si Yan went back to the room early. Zhao Qian looked at the eldest son who was eating soup slowly, and asked worriedly, "What happened to you two brothers?"
She is usually too busy and often away from home. She didn't expect to encounter two brothers arguing as soon as she came back.
"Did you quarrel?" Zhao Qian was a little curious about what caused the two brothers who were so good to quarrel. This was the first time in more than ten years.
When it comes to talking about the awkwardness of the past few days, how can that little fight compare to the current Cold War.
"Aren't you two brothers too good to wear a pair of pants? Why are you arguing? Could it be that you stole your brother's girlfriend!!"
"Pfft. Cough cough cough." Choked by Zhao Qian's words, Si Ran coughed a few times and put down the soup bowl, and said dumbfoundedly: "Mommy, what TV series are you watching again? Don't forget that your sons are only 13 age."
Zhao Qian said it with confidence, in the eyes of any mother, her own child is the best and the best, and no one else is worthy of it.
"By the way, baby, if you really have a girlfriend, don't hide it. Mommy is not such an unenlightened person. Take it back and have a look."
Si Ran: "..."
"Mum, I don't have a girlfriend, no. I'm only a little older now, how can I have a girlfriend."
What's more, in the eyes of a man in his 30s, the girls in the school are still little girls.Besides, he is gay, if he wants to look for a man, why would he look for a woman.
Thinking of this, Siran's mouth moved, but he hesitated to speak: "...Mommy."
"Huh? What's the matter? Why is there such an expression?" Zhao Qian's eyes were worried, because of the sudden sadness on the eldest son's face.
"No. Nothing."
The words reached his throat, but Si Ran swallowed silently.He originally wanted to talk about what to do if he liked a boy, but he couldn't tell when he saw his mother's face.
Let's talk to my mother when I grow up.
Si Ran couldn't help thinking that when he came out for Han Yu in his previous life, even though Mommy was sad, she secretly grabbed him when he left and said, "Whether the baby likes boys or girls, you are Mommy's good baby." Baby, if you are wronged, come back, and have Mommy here to support you."
It's a pity that he didn't know people clearly, and when he was wronged, he couldn't come back to complain to his mother.
Thinking of this, Siran's eyes turned red. He didn't know how his mother would feel after his death. Whenever he thought about it, he wanted to slap himself twice.
His unfilial son made his mother and father sad.
Fortunately, God is merciful, and everything is back to the starting point.
Once again, Si Ran will not trust anyone so blindly, except for his family, he doesn't trust anyone's feelings.
In this life, he will not die again.
Si Ran and Zhao Qian said a few more words, then went upstairs to their room.
He pushed open the bedroom door, and the room was dark, with only a small lamp turned on by the bedside.The place where the light did not touch was dim, and a figure beside the bed was surrounded by the dim light, rendered blurry and unreal.
"Why don't you turn on the lights brighter?"
Si Ran turned on the light as he spoke, and bright light flooded the room, illuminating Si Yan who was wrapped in the darkness extremely clearly, and he could also see clearly what he was holding in his hand.
It was a pink letter, a love letter.
"Yo, not bad, someone sent you a love letter." Si Ran smiled and walked over to pick up the love letter in his hand, teasing: "I didn't expect my younger brother to be so charming, to receive a love letter."
Unexpectedly, Si Yan's reaction was particularly strong, he stood up abruptly, and snatched the envelope away with a sullen face: "Don't look at it."
Siran froze for a moment, this was the first time he saw his younger brother's gloomy expression after his rebirth.
"What's the matter? What's the matter with showing the letter to my brother?"
Si Yan's eyes sank, and his tall body cast a faint shadow on the ground: "Haven't you read this letter?"
"How can I read your letter? Even if we are twins, I can't rummage through your things." Speaking of this, Si Ran also became angry. What does this kid mean? Is he so boring that he rummaged through his things?
"Brother, that's not what I meant." Si Yan's expression softened, seeing that his brother was really getting angry.Can't help feeling a little flustered.
"Forget it, I'm going to take a shower."
Si Ran turned and walked into the bathroom, leaving an annoyed Si Yan standing there in a daze.
The bathroom door closed with a "click", and after a while there was the sound of splashing water.
Listening to the voice from the bathroom, Si Yan's eyes fell on the pink envelope and became gloomy again.
He opened the envelope and took out the letter. The last name on it was Si Ran.
"Hmph." A cold hum was squeezed out from the nostrils, four eyes looked contemptuously at the love letter in his hand, and deep in the dark eyes were anger and jealousy.
Why can you confess your love to him openly, why my love can only sink in the bottom of my heart.
The slender fingers slowly tore up the letter paper bit by bit, the movements were elegant and slow.Seeing that the word "like" on the letter paper was torn to shreds, Si Yan's heart became as fragmented as this piece of paper, and he was in great pain.
Even if he tore up this love letter, so what, if he stopped this person, could he stop many people?Can he stop his brother from liking someone else?
Thinking that my brother will fall in love with someone in the future, smile at him, and rely on him.There was an undercurrent of rage in Si Yan's chest that wanted to destroy everything, and that current kept pulling his reason, clamoring to possess his brother and let him belong to him alone.
Si Yan's pitch-black eyes were deep and terrifying, and there was a touch of demonic madness in the depths of his eyes, and a cold and manic red light flickered faintly under the light.
"No...you can't think like that."
Suddenly, Si Yan's expression changed, and he became extremely painful.He stared blankly at the pieces of paper that were scattered all over the floor, as if he was in a daze, with a trace of sadness in his eyes.
Bright lights sprinkled on the body, and there was a deadly atmosphere around the body, quietly.
Slowly Si Yan moved, he knelt down and gently picked up the pieces and threw them into the trash can.
I can't let my brother know that I have flipped through his things, and I can't let my brother know that this letter is written to him.
He no longer knew what he was doing, and there was only one thought in his mind, which was not to let his brother discover his ugly thoughts, otherwise everything would be over.
Suddenly his movements stopped, his eyes softened, his fingertips rubbed the word Si Ran written on the piece of paper, gently as if touching a treasure, and a gentle smile appeared on his face.
"elder brother……"
He let himself sit on the ground, and the cold air from the cold floor passed through the joints.Si Yan clenched the piece of paper tightly, folded his hands around his chest and buried them between his arms.
"Brother. What should I do."
A mournful, crying voice resounded, rippling in the air, like the lamentation of a wounded beast, sad and painful.
When Si Ran came out of the shower, he saw the figure of his younger brother who was already asleep. His whole body was curled up on the bed, kicked aside by the quilt.
Feeling the temperature in the room, Si Ran furrowed his brows calmly.
He walked over and gently put the quilt on his younger brother, seeing that the corners of his eyes were a little red and there were still traces of tears, his heart suddenly softened.
Sure enough, I'm still a child...
Gentle fingers gently touched the red corners of the eyes, and the touch was cold, and Si Ran's frown became even tighter.
He couldn't help being a little annoyed, he was already with Si's man in his 30s, yet he still got angry with a child, it was really irrational.
Lying on the bed, Si Ran hugged his cold brother into his arms, using his own body temperature to warm his cold body.Seeing his younger brother subconsciously frowning and calling out to him in his sleep, Si Ran decided to reconcile with his younger brother tomorrow.
He moved his body to make his younger brother more comfortable in his arms. Hearing the gentle and long breathing from his ears, Si Ran's eyes fell on him.
In the early morning, Si Yan slowly opened his eyes, and what caught his eyes was a magnified delicate face.
Si Yan was not frightened in the slightest, but a little smile appeared in his eyes, and he stretched out his arms to hug Si Ran tightly.
Only at this time can he let the beast in his heart come out.Only at this time can he hug his beloved without any scruples.
Hearing the sound of breathing in his ear, Si Yan didn't dare to blink, for fear that he would miss such a good opportunity in the blink of an eye.How long has it been since he took a good look at his brother? Ever since he knew his feelings, Si Yan didn't dare to look at his brother for fear that he would find out what he was thinking.
Seeing his brother sleeping in his arms defenselessly now, Si Yan kept praying in his heart that there would be more time like this, more time.
075 The So-Called Rival
When Siran woke up, he found that he was being hugged tightly, his still-awake brain didn't react, and instead he rubbed against the warm embrace.
Feeling that the person hugging him stiffened for a moment, his dazed mind slowly regained consciousness.Siran blinked in confusion, obviously he was the one who hugged his younger brother before going to bed, why is it that his younger brother hugged him at this time?
"Brother, good morning." With a sleepy and lazy voice, Si Ran got out of his brother's arms.
"Good morning brother." Ignoring the momentary disappointment when his arms were empty, Si Yan collected his mood and got up.
Unexpectedly, Si Ran got up and didn't move, but sat down on the middle of the bed, looked up at Si Yan: "Brother, let's make up, let's not quarrel."
Si Yan was startled, and then heard his brother say softly, "I don't want to have a cold war with my brother, and I don't want to quarrel. Let's go back to the way we were before, okay?"
How could they go back to the past? It's impossible, brother...
Si Yan smiled bitterly, but still couldn't bear to disappoint those warm and bright eyes, nodded, and agreed: "Well, don't quarrel."
He will control himself and not let this ugly mind show a little.
He stared deeply at this brother, as if he wanted to squeeze his appearance deep into his soul, and only let him imagine it in the dead of night.
For a moment, Si Ran thought he was wrong, he stared blankly at the figure of his younger brother entering the bathroom, his eyes couldn't help but sink.
How could he see the love in his younger brother's eyes, it must be because he didn't wake up and his eyes were dazzled.
Although that look only lasted for a moment, Si Ran inexplicably put him in his heart, and watched him quietly all morning.
There was no result, and finally Si Ran breathed a sigh of relief, only thinking that the look in his eyes was because he was sleepy and misread.
Out of the corner of Si Yan's eyes, he sneaked a glimpse of his elder brother whose expression had returned to normal. The heartbeat in his throat slowly returned to calm, and a big rock fell down.
It seems that I have to be more careful in the future, my brother is too sensitive, and I was almost noticed with just a look.
After some adjustments in the morning, the two Si Ran brothers returned to their usual mode.
Seeing Si Yan who was the same as usual, Wu Siyan came over with peace of mind: "You finally reconciled, if you don't reconcile, it will be too much trouble."
Si Ran was amused: "If we don't get along, it's none of your business."
Wu Siyan moved his lips, and his eyes fell on Si Yan with a calm face: "It's not your brother, his face was really scary when you quarreled, can you scare the children to cry, okay?"
He was one of those who almost cried.
Si Yan narrowed his eyes: "Does my face look scary?"
"..."
Wu Siyan shuddered, silently shut his mouth and rolled away.
Si Ran smiled and said, "Okay, don't tease him anymore."
"Yeah." Si Yan, who always focused on his brother's words, nodded. He wanted to trouble Wu Siyan, but his brother said so, so forget it.
Wu Siyan, who ran away, felt a little cold for no reason.
Although the two reconciled, Si Ran always felt that Si Yan was hiding something from him, and the feeling was different from before.What was the difference, he didn't know.
At noon, Si Yan didn't know where he went. Si Ran searched for him for a long time but couldn't find him, and finally Wu Siyan dragged him to buy food.
Si Yan walked slowly to the first grade class, his unassuming black hair fluttering slightly in the air following his steps.His facial features are exquisite with sharp brows, and his eyes are cold and unwavering.A suit of casual casual clothes can't hide his temperament and the arrogance of being alone at all.
He stood still at the door, turned his head and said to the girl who had been silently watching him for a long time, "Are you a student in this class?"
The girl was a little flattered because this beautiful boy talked to herself: "Yes. Yes."
"Then is there someone named Wu Yanyan in your class?"
The girl nodded: "Yes, yes."
"Then can you please call him out for me?" Si Yan said flatly, his dark eyes were deep.
The girl who was dazed by Si Yan's appearance obediently went in to call someone, and after a while, she came out with a girl with a flushed face.
Si Yan approached her and saw that her face was blushing even more, and the depths of her eyes were icy cold: "Can you talk to me alone?"
"okay……"
The two came to a remote place, and neither of them spoke first, and the awkward atmosphere remained silent.
In the end, the girl felt too embarrassed and couldn't help asking, "Excuse me, what did you ask me to do?"
Si Yan stared straight at her, his eyes as dark as the night were cold: "Do you know who I am?"
The girl nodded: "I know, you are the younger brother of Senior Si Ran."
"Then you should know why I asked you to come out."
The blush on the girl's face faded, she bit her lips a little uneasy: "I know."
"Do you like my brother?" Si Yan asked closely, staring at the expression on her face.
"Ah."
Talking about the person he likes, a faint blush climbed up his cheeks, and the eyes that were a little restless and dim brightened a bit.
Si Yan noticed it, narrowed his eyes dangerously, and his low voice overflowed from his thin lips: "What do you like about my brother? Good-looking? Or his good family background?"
The girl was shocked, the blood on her face faded, and there was a faint mist in her eyes: "I am not like this. A superficial person."
"It's not such a superficial person, then tell me why you like my brother." Si Yan looked at her coldly, with imperceptible jealousy in his eyes.
It was this person who could confess his love to his brother in a fair manner, and stood beside him in a fair manner.
Why!Just because she is a woman!Just because she's an unrelated stranger?
He was unwilling, he was jealous, he was jealous that the girl in front of him could express her love to her brother.
But he was so sad that he could only hide the love in his heart, and he couldn't let his brother find out.Si Yan pursed his lips, and his thin lips formed a straight line, his dark pupils revealed an unbearable sadness and pain.
"Don't bother brother anymore, you are not the same kind of people at all."
The girl's eyes widened, and tears welled up in her eyes: "You simply can't make decisions for your brother."
"Of course I can't." Si Yan leaned down gently and approached the girl, twirled a strand of hair that fell down her cheek with his slender fingers, and gently breathed into her ear: "Look at me..."
The girl stared blankly at the handsome face enlarged in front of her eyes, her facial features were exquisite, and her jet-black eyes were so deep that they couldn't see the bottom, and a faint cool smell rushed towards her face.
The boy was so close to her, and the breaths of the close ones merged with each other, the boy's eyes blurred, and a faint blush appeared on his face.
A trace of disgust quickly flashed across Si Yan's eyes, he pulled away from his body, and returned to a cold look: "Look, what right do you have to like my brother."
After finishing speaking, he cast a contemptuous glance at the pale girl, turned around and left.
Yes, no one in this world loves his brother better than him, and none of them have the right to like him.
Si Yan only felt that he was too sinister. He obviously didn't want his brother to be taken away by others, so he just found this excuse to comfort himself.
But he didn't want his brother to fall in love with others, nor did he want others to fall in love with his brother.
What should he do...
The seemingly real and illusory sunlight shone on Si Yan's body, and the soft sunlight projected on him and elongated a slanted shadow on the ground, revealing a faint bleakness and loneliness inexplicably.
When Si Yan returned to the classroom, he happened to meet Si Ran talking to Wu Siyan. They didn't know what they were talking about, which made Si Ran laugh heartily.
That bright, flowery smile filled his face, his exquisite facial features became more colorful, and his jet-black eyes shone brightly, as if they were dotted with stars, so beautiful and eye-catching.
Si Yan was a little obsessed with watching, and the calm heartbeat in his heart began to beat violently, like a drum beating, as if it was about to burst into his chest.
"Bang, bang, bang."
Si Yan hesitantly raised his hand to cover his chest, the feelings that had been suppressed in his heart seemed to break through.
When Si Ran looked over, he turned his head in embarrassment, closed his eyes fiercely, and calmed down his restless mood.
"Si Yan?"
"What's the matter? Brother?" Si Yan regained his composure, a little smile appeared in his darkened eyes, and the tenderness in his eyes was drowning.
"Come here quickly and see that Wu Siyan just lost face."
Si Yan walked over with a smile on the corner of his mouth, he raised his hand and let go of his desire and desire to embrace his brother.
Seeing that his brother's face remained unchanged, Si Yan was relieved, and his stiff body relaxed.
"Tell me."
076 Summer Camp
"Just now Wu Siyan recognized the wrong person, and he dragged him away for a long time before realizing that he had recognized the wrong person. You said it was funny, isn't it?"
Si Yan's eyes were fixed on Si Ran's smiling face like a torch, and his eyes were blurred: "Yeah, it's funny."
"Right, let me just say, Wu Siyan, your IQ has been getting lower and lower recently."
The teasing words of the closest person made Wu Siyan blush, and he glared at Si Yan who followed suit.
Siran teased him for a few words and then stopped. Recently, Wu Siyan has been teasing him more and more casually. It would be bad if he made him cry.
"By the way, what are your plans for this summer vacation?"
"No arrangement, what's the matter?"
In a few days, they will usher in the senior high school entrance examination, and there is no homework for the summer vacation to play to their heart's content.
Wu Siyan suggested: "Let's go to a summer camp, I just haven't attended it."
Siran has never participated in it, neither in the previous life nor in this life.After thinking for a while, he was indeed aroused by Wu Siyan, and nodded, "That's fine, Si Yan, how about you?"
Si Yan is also thinking. Although he really wants to follow, his thoughts are too messy recently, so he has to calm down and think about his relationship with his brother.
"I won't go. Grandpa asked me to train in the army this year."
Hearing this, Siran remembered that because this kid was excellent in the army, he could go to training every summer vacation.Thinking of this and looking at his thin body, he didn't blame his grandfather for not letting him go. At that time, training him was just to make soy sauce, and those people didn't dare to do it to death.
Si Yan has rough skin and thick flesh, and has a good body, so he can stand through no matter how difficult the training is.But a few years ago, due to injuries, my body was relatively weak, and I would turn pale and dizzy after training for a long time.
Every time after the training, the younger brother silently carried himself back to the dormitory, and that time was considered the most embarrassing time for Si Ran.
Although he was very envious of Si Yan being able to go to training and build up his muscles, Si Ran still gave some good instructions: "Since you are going, you should pay attention to your health and don't be bullied by others. Pay special attention to that guy named Lei. man.
The man surnamed Lei's full name is Lei Zhan, and he was the one who trained Si Rantian and the others that summer.Not to mention his bad personality, his favorite thing is to bully people, and his greatest interest is to see others tired like dead dogs, which will satisfy his perverted psychology.
Knowing that his brother was worried about him, Si Yan felt a little better, and even the depressed mood that he heard that he was going to be separated from his brother during the summer vacation didn't affect him: "Well, I will."
After passing this exam, Si Ran and the others will face entering high school.High school is not as simple as junior high school, and the schoolwork is much more arduous than junior high school, not to mention the people you meet.
On the day of the exam, Si Ran woke up very early in the morning, preparing to cook a hearty breakfast for his younger brother.
He has learned this knowledge so he doesn't have to worry about the exam, and his younger brother skipped a grade, so he must be under a lot of pressure. He read the book very late last night.
Siran has cooked rice several times before, but after all, he seldom cooks rice, and the taste of the cooked rice is not very good.
Breakfast is very simple, just a boiled egg and a bowl of noodles.
When Si Yan finished washing and went downstairs, he saw his brother walking out of the kitchen wearing an apron and carrying a bowl of noodles.
Seeing him, Si Ran smiled and rolled his eyes into a beautiful crescent shape: "Try it soon, I cooked it."
Si Ran couldn't wait to let his younger brother taste his cooking, and this was the first time that his younger brother ate something he made.Putting down the bowl in his hand, he pulled his stunned younger brother to sit down, and then stuffed the chopsticks into his hand. "
"Try it."
"Did brother make this?" Si Yan looked flattered at the steaming noodles in front of him, and the aroma of the noodles permeated the nostrils with the white steam.
With dark eyes, he looked at his brother who was looking expectantly at the opposite side, and with his slender fingers, he picked up the chopsticks and picked up a noodle and sent it into his mouth.
"How is it? Is it delicious?" Si Ran stared at Si Yan's reaction without blinking, watching him pause after eating the noodles, and then fell silent.
The excitement in his mouth seemed to be drowned by a wave of cold water, Si Ran moved his lips, and asked cautiously: "...is it delicious?"
He tried to stir up a piece of noodles and put it into his mouth, didn't it have a strange taste?
"It's delicious." The hoarse voice sounded faintly, with imperceptible tremors in the voice.
Si Yan picked up another pile of noodles and put them into his mouth solemnly and cherishingly, as if what he was tasting was not an ordinary bowl of noodles but a treasured delicacy.
The two of them at the dinner table were relatively silent. Si Yan finished eating the noodles quietly and seriously, even drank the noodle soup.
"I'm done, it's delicious."
Si Ran looked at the bottom of the empty bowl, and the corners of his mouth twitched imperceptibly twice.
Could it be that what he made was so delicious?So delicious that you don’t even miss the soup?
Siran never knew that he still had this skill, he was thinking that if he was down and out in the future, he might just sell noodles for a living.
It has to be said that Si Ran found a sense of superiority with Si's younger brother's support, which made him extra confident in his craft.
After being praised by Si Yan's younger brother, Si Ran was keen on cooking noodles for a long time.All of a sudden, the Si family was living in dire straits, they ate noodles every now and then to the point where they felt like throwing up when they saw the noodles.
And every time Si Yan cooked noodles, no matter how big the bowl was, he would eat them clean, and he cherished them extremely.
This made Si Ran feel very satisfied, until Si Ran was about to leave home to attend the summer camp, and the Si family's noodle-eating life came to an end.
On the day when Si Ran was sent away, except for Si Yan who was reluctant to part with his brother, the rest of the people looked like they were seeing off.
Especially Zhao Qian, she finally came back for a few days, she thought she would accompany the baby well, but she didn't expect to be tortured by many heavens.
Zhao Qian couldn't help but support her baby's boiled noodles, and would tell her eldest son that it was delicious even if it was disgusting, God knows how much she wanted to eat rice and vegetables.
Zhao Qian took out the small mirror in her handbag and took a picture, and soon became excited. Her face has lost some weight after eating noodles these days, which just saved a lot of money for weight loss.
Si Yan looked at his brother who was carrying his luggage and was about to get into the car, and the reluctance and regret kept circling in his heart.The moment he saw the car was about to leave, Si Yan raised his foot and wanted to follow. He regretted it. He didn't want to leave his brother, and he also wanted to go to the summer camp.
As soon as he took a step, Si Xin called back his sanity in the next second.
Si Xin, who hadn't seen him for a long time, still had a cold look on his face. He glanced at his little son who was a little bit out of his wits with sharp eyes, and said rather coldly, "Pack up your things, and I'll send you to the army tomorrow."
Si Yan regained his composure, returned to his usual calm look, and nodded: "Yes, yes, father."
This is not the first time the two brothers have been separated, but the first time the two brothers have been separated for such a long time.
The summer camp lasted for one month, and Si Yan lay on the bed at night. It was the first time that he felt so cold and spacious in such a big bed.
Before it was a day, he missed his brother, wondering if his brother had enough to eat, what he was doing now, and whether his brother was missing him now.
The bone-piercing longing made him unable to sleep soundly. He tossed and turned in the middle of the night and finally fell asleep vaguely hugging his brother's pillow.
If he knew that what happened in this summer camp would make him regret for the rest of his life, then he would never let his brother leave.
And Si Ran, who was being missed by Si Yan, slept peacefully and soundly in his tent.
When I woke up, it was already daylight.Si Ran got out of the tent sleepily, and most of the people in the camp started to get up, washing their faces and brushing their teeth.
Most of the people who participated in the summer camp were teenagers and girls aged 67 to [-], and Si Ran and Wu Siyan were the youngest among them.
But Si Ran is young, but he doesn't speak like a child. Instead, he has the feeling of a little adult, especially stable.
On the first day, most of the people were not familiar with each other, so they seemed a little unfamiliar.Wu Siyan came over with his messy hair biting the steamed bun, and he stuffed the hot steamed bun into Si Ran's hand.
"Do you want milk? I brought milk."
Siran paused his hands, no matter whether his soul is in his 30s or not, he still hates milk very much in essence.
"Thank you, keep it for yourself and drink slowly."
After declining Wu Siyan's kindness, Si Ran took out the thermos from his pocket, which contained the sour plum soup that Si Yan cooked for him yesterday.
Wu Siyan nibbled on the milk straw obediently, and asked curiously: "Si Ran, you also brought sour plum soup, how lucky, my little uncle didn't prepare these for me, he only prepared milk for me."
077 First day
As if he had never heard of it, Si Ran poured out a cup of sour plum soup, ignoring Wu Siyan's sad eyes, took a sip and moistened his throat before saying, "Your little uncle is also doing it for your own good, milk is good for children's health, so that they can grow taller." Strong."
"But Siran, you are also short, why don't we change it."
Wu Siyan's innocent words ruthlessly poked at Si Ran's pain, everyone knew that his height was his pain point, this kid was really rude.
He pinched his tender and soft face in retaliation, and said, "Call me brother."
Because of growing up, Wu Siyan didn't like to call him brother as much as before.He felt that he had grown into a man and could not have such a milky name.
Wu Siyan moved his mouth, did not avoid Si Ran's hand, and muttered softly: "Obviously I am half a year older than you, so you should call me brother."
He was too young when he was young, and Si Ran was kind to save his life.So Wu Siyan always thought that Si Ran was his elder brother, but when he grew up, he realized that he was half a year older than Si Ran and Si Yan.
This made the child with strong self-esteem give up and call him by his name directly.
"..."
Siran cursed in his heart, he is over 30 years old, in terms of age, you should still call him uncle.
After breakfast, Si Ran put on a thin coat, and they are now in the mountains.It was still a bit cold in the morning, and he had goose bumps on his skin while standing outside talking with Wu Siyan.
Let Wu Siyan also wear a coat, and Si Ran and Wu Siyan walked to the gathering place.
There were only about [-] people in their group, and they were all sent by their families to suffer.
There are five adults in the entourage, and no one brings a group.As for the group members, they were all assigned to each other. Wu Siyan quietly held Si Ran's hand during the grouping.
"Si Ran, wait a minute for us to be in a team. The two of us must be in a team. You can't leave me behind."
The corner of Siran's mouth twitched twice, but in the end he still didn't take his hand out, and replied lightly: "En."
In the end, there were a few boys in their group. Fortunately, no girls were assigned to their group, and all the girls were in another group.
Boys have a bold personality, especially at this age, and they hardly have any thoughts, so after some self-introductions, they all began to call each other brothers.
The boy with the crew cut is called Zhang Geqian, and he has the most cheerful personality among them.And his thoughts are delicate, not as careless as other boys.
After several conversations, Si Ran felt that he still had some topics to talk about. He came to the summer camp this time first because he was curious, and second because he came to relax.
Since he was reborn, he has not been so leisurely. After so many years, the hatred in his previous life has gradually faded for him.Siran often thought about it at night, thinking about the past.
In his previous life, he was stupid enough to believe in people like Han Yu.He also has a certain responsibility for being betrayed, because he himself was betrayed because he believed in Han Yu too blindly.
Time is the best healing medicine, he can let his resentment slowly heal over time.Siran thought that even if Han Yu appeared in front of him now, he might not stir up many waves in his heart.
Hatred is not everything, and he couldn't waste it on hatred when he finally came back, it was too tiring and sad.
Si Ran will hate Han Yu, hate Han Yu, and make Han Yu feel better, but he is no longer the person who took hatred as everything in the beginning, now he has a younger brother, family, and friends, what he should do It's not hatred, but to live a good life. If he meets Han Yu, he won't blindly throw his heart on him.then he
"How did I become like this..." Painful sobs overflowed from Si Yan's mouth, and Si Yan buried his head between his arms, hiding his eyes full of pain and sorrow.
As time went by, the number of people in the classroom gradually increased.
When Wu Siyan entered the classroom, he saw Si Yan lying on the table by himself. He approached him briskly, with a mischievous light in his eyes: "Hey!"
Slapping Si Yan heavily with his palm, Wu Siyan laughed out loud, excited with the success of the prank: "Haha, are you scared?"
It's a pity that all the excitement turned into fear when seeing Si Yan who slowly raised his head.
Wu Siyan looked at the cold bloodshot eyes in front of him, like a ferocious beast, shining with cold and sharp light.
"Get lost!" After uttering the words coldly, Si Yan buried his head between his arms again.
After Si Ran came in, he saw such a strange scene. Wu Siyan stood blankly in front of his seat, while Si Yan buried his head and seemed to be sleeping.
Walking over to pat Wu Siyan, he saw his body shake violently, turned his head and his face was pale.
Si Ran: "..."
Is he so scary?
Wu Siyan saw Si Yan purse his lips, and his eyes immediately turned red: "Brother Si Ran."
"what happened?"
He looked at the wronged Wu Siyan in surprise, and then at his "sleeping" younger brother.
Had something happened to the two of them while he was away?
Wu Siyan opened his mouth: "I..."
The voice cut off abruptly, and Si Ran asked suspiciously, "What am I?"
"It's nothing." What made Si Ran even more puzzled was that Wu Siyan seemed to have seen something terrifying, and swallowed all the words in his mouth/"It's almost time for class, I'll take my seat first."
After speaking, he quickly returned to his seat.
Si Ran turned his head and looked at Si Yan in surprise, he still looked the same, nothing strange, why Wu Siyan seemed to have encountered some horrible scene.
What a strange kid.
If Wu Siyan knew that he was defined by his favorite brother Si Ran, he would definitely jump up in anger.If it wasn't for the crazy Si Yan staring at him with that terrifying look, he would have filed a complaint long ago!
It is too uncomfortable for him to feel wronged and unable to speak.
……
After school, Si Ran's eyes darkened when he saw his younger brother who quickly put away his schoolbag and left.
It seems that he has to have a good talk with Si Yan.
074 Can't Think That Way
After dinner, Si Yan went back to the room early. Zhao Qian looked at the eldest son who was eating soup slowly, and asked worriedly, "What happened to you two brothers?"
She is usually too busy and often away from home. She didn't expect to encounter two brothers arguing as soon as she came back.
"Did you quarrel?" Zhao Qian was a little curious about what caused the two brothers who were so good to quarrel. This was the first time in more than ten years.
When it comes to talking about the awkwardness of the past few days, how can that little fight compare to the current Cold War.
"Aren't you two brothers too good to wear a pair of pants? Why are you arguing? Could it be that you stole your brother's girlfriend!!"
"Pfft. Cough cough cough." Choked by Zhao Qian's words, Si Ran coughed a few times and put down the soup bowl, and said dumbfoundedly: "Mommy, what TV series are you watching again? Don't forget that your sons are only 13 age."
Zhao Qian said it with confidence, in the eyes of any mother, her own child is the best and the best, and no one else is worthy of it.
"By the way, baby, if you really have a girlfriend, don't hide it. Mommy is not such an unenlightened person. Take it back and have a look."
Si Ran: "..."
"Mum, I don't have a girlfriend, no. I'm only a little older now, how can I have a girlfriend."
What's more, in the eyes of a man in his 30s, the girls in the school are still little girls.Besides, he is gay, if he wants to look for a man, why would he look for a woman.
Thinking of this, Siran's mouth moved, but he hesitated to speak: "...Mommy."
"Huh? What's the matter? Why is there such an expression?" Zhao Qian's eyes were worried, because of the sudden sadness on the eldest son's face.
"No. Nothing."
The words reached his throat, but Si Ran swallowed silently.He originally wanted to talk about what to do if he liked a boy, but he couldn't tell when he saw his mother's face.
Let's talk to my mother when I grow up.
Si Ran couldn't help thinking that when he came out for Han Yu in his previous life, even though Mommy was sad, she secretly grabbed him when he left and said, "Whether the baby likes boys or girls, you are Mommy's good baby." Baby, if you are wronged, come back, and have Mommy here to support you."
It's a pity that he didn't know people clearly, and when he was wronged, he couldn't come back to complain to his mother.
Thinking of this, Siran's eyes turned red. He didn't know how his mother would feel after his death. Whenever he thought about it, he wanted to slap himself twice.
His unfilial son made his mother and father sad.
Fortunately, God is merciful, and everything is back to the starting point.
Once again, Si Ran will not trust anyone so blindly, except for his family, he doesn't trust anyone's feelings.
In this life, he will not die again.
Si Ran and Zhao Qian said a few more words, then went upstairs to their room.
He pushed open the bedroom door, and the room was dark, with only a small lamp turned on by the bedside.The place where the light did not touch was dim, and a figure beside the bed was surrounded by the dim light, rendered blurry and unreal.
"Why don't you turn on the lights brighter?"
Si Ran turned on the light as he spoke, and bright light flooded the room, illuminating Si Yan who was wrapped in the darkness extremely clearly, and he could also see clearly what he was holding in his hand.
It was a pink letter, a love letter.
"Yo, not bad, someone sent you a love letter." Si Ran smiled and walked over to pick up the love letter in his hand, teasing: "I didn't expect my younger brother to be so charming, to receive a love letter."
Unexpectedly, Si Yan's reaction was particularly strong, he stood up abruptly, and snatched the envelope away with a sullen face: "Don't look at it."
Siran froze for a moment, this was the first time he saw his younger brother's gloomy expression after his rebirth.
"What's the matter? What's the matter with showing the letter to my brother?"
Si Yan's eyes sank, and his tall body cast a faint shadow on the ground: "Haven't you read this letter?"
"How can I read your letter? Even if we are twins, I can't rummage through your things." Speaking of this, Si Ran also became angry. What does this kid mean? Is he so boring that he rummaged through his things?
"Brother, that's not what I meant." Si Yan's expression softened, seeing that his brother was really getting angry.Can't help feeling a little flustered.
"Forget it, I'm going to take a shower."
Si Ran turned and walked into the bathroom, leaving an annoyed Si Yan standing there in a daze.
The bathroom door closed with a "click", and after a while there was the sound of splashing water.
Listening to the voice from the bathroom, Si Yan's eyes fell on the pink envelope and became gloomy again.
He opened the envelope and took out the letter. The last name on it was Si Ran.
"Hmph." A cold hum was squeezed out from the nostrils, four eyes looked contemptuously at the love letter in his hand, and deep in the dark eyes were anger and jealousy.
Why can you confess your love to him openly, why my love can only sink in the bottom of my heart.
The slender fingers slowly tore up the letter paper bit by bit, the movements were elegant and slow.Seeing that the word "like" on the letter paper was torn to shreds, Si Yan's heart became as fragmented as this piece of paper, and he was in great pain.
Even if he tore up this love letter, so what, if he stopped this person, could he stop many people?Can he stop his brother from liking someone else?
Thinking that my brother will fall in love with someone in the future, smile at him, and rely on him.There was an undercurrent of rage in Si Yan's chest that wanted to destroy everything, and that current kept pulling his reason, clamoring to possess his brother and let him belong to him alone.
Si Yan's pitch-black eyes were deep and terrifying, and there was a touch of demonic madness in the depths of his eyes, and a cold and manic red light flickered faintly under the light.
"No...you can't think like that."
Suddenly, Si Yan's expression changed, and he became extremely painful.He stared blankly at the pieces of paper that were scattered all over the floor, as if he was in a daze, with a trace of sadness in his eyes.
Bright lights sprinkled on the body, and there was a deadly atmosphere around the body, quietly.
Slowly Si Yan moved, he knelt down and gently picked up the pieces and threw them into the trash can.
I can't let my brother know that I have flipped through his things, and I can't let my brother know that this letter is written to him.
He no longer knew what he was doing, and there was only one thought in his mind, which was not to let his brother discover his ugly thoughts, otherwise everything would be over.
Suddenly his movements stopped, his eyes softened, his fingertips rubbed the word Si Ran written on the piece of paper, gently as if touching a treasure, and a gentle smile appeared on his face.
"elder brother……"
He let himself sit on the ground, and the cold air from the cold floor passed through the joints.Si Yan clenched the piece of paper tightly, folded his hands around his chest and buried them between his arms.
"Brother. What should I do."
A mournful, crying voice resounded, rippling in the air, like the lamentation of a wounded beast, sad and painful.
When Si Ran came out of the shower, he saw the figure of his younger brother who was already asleep. His whole body was curled up on the bed, kicked aside by the quilt.
Feeling the temperature in the room, Si Ran furrowed his brows calmly.
He walked over and gently put the quilt on his younger brother, seeing that the corners of his eyes were a little red and there were still traces of tears, his heart suddenly softened.
Sure enough, I'm still a child...
Gentle fingers gently touched the red corners of the eyes, and the touch was cold, and Si Ran's frown became even tighter.
He couldn't help being a little annoyed, he was already with Si's man in his 30s, yet he still got angry with a child, it was really irrational.
Lying on the bed, Si Ran hugged his cold brother into his arms, using his own body temperature to warm his cold body.Seeing his younger brother subconsciously frowning and calling out to him in his sleep, Si Ran decided to reconcile with his younger brother tomorrow.
He moved his body to make his younger brother more comfortable in his arms. Hearing the gentle and long breathing from his ears, Si Ran's eyes fell on him.
In the early morning, Si Yan slowly opened his eyes, and what caught his eyes was a magnified delicate face.
Si Yan was not frightened in the slightest, but a little smile appeared in his eyes, and he stretched out his arms to hug Si Ran tightly.
Only at this time can he let the beast in his heart come out.Only at this time can he hug his beloved without any scruples.
Hearing the sound of breathing in his ear, Si Yan didn't dare to blink, for fear that he would miss such a good opportunity in the blink of an eye.How long has it been since he took a good look at his brother? Ever since he knew his feelings, Si Yan didn't dare to look at his brother for fear that he would find out what he was thinking.
Seeing his brother sleeping in his arms defenselessly now, Si Yan kept praying in his heart that there would be more time like this, more time.
075 The So-Called Rival
When Siran woke up, he found that he was being hugged tightly, his still-awake brain didn't react, and instead he rubbed against the warm embrace.
Feeling that the person hugging him stiffened for a moment, his dazed mind slowly regained consciousness.Siran blinked in confusion, obviously he was the one who hugged his younger brother before going to bed, why is it that his younger brother hugged him at this time?
"Brother, good morning." With a sleepy and lazy voice, Si Ran got out of his brother's arms.
"Good morning brother." Ignoring the momentary disappointment when his arms were empty, Si Yan collected his mood and got up.
Unexpectedly, Si Ran got up and didn't move, but sat down on the middle of the bed, looked up at Si Yan: "Brother, let's make up, let's not quarrel."
Si Yan was startled, and then heard his brother say softly, "I don't want to have a cold war with my brother, and I don't want to quarrel. Let's go back to the way we were before, okay?"
How could they go back to the past? It's impossible, brother...
Si Yan smiled bitterly, but still couldn't bear to disappoint those warm and bright eyes, nodded, and agreed: "Well, don't quarrel."
He will control himself and not let this ugly mind show a little.
He stared deeply at this brother, as if he wanted to squeeze his appearance deep into his soul, and only let him imagine it in the dead of night.
For a moment, Si Ran thought he was wrong, he stared blankly at the figure of his younger brother entering the bathroom, his eyes couldn't help but sink.
How could he see the love in his younger brother's eyes, it must be because he didn't wake up and his eyes were dazzled.
Although that look only lasted for a moment, Si Ran inexplicably put him in his heart, and watched him quietly all morning.
There was no result, and finally Si Ran breathed a sigh of relief, only thinking that the look in his eyes was because he was sleepy and misread.
Out of the corner of Si Yan's eyes, he sneaked a glimpse of his elder brother whose expression had returned to normal. The heartbeat in his throat slowly returned to calm, and a big rock fell down.
It seems that I have to be more careful in the future, my brother is too sensitive, and I was almost noticed with just a look.
After some adjustments in the morning, the two Si Ran brothers returned to their usual mode.
Seeing Si Yan who was the same as usual, Wu Siyan came over with peace of mind: "You finally reconciled, if you don't reconcile, it will be too much trouble."
Si Ran was amused: "If we don't get along, it's none of your business."
Wu Siyan moved his lips, and his eyes fell on Si Yan with a calm face: "It's not your brother, his face was really scary when you quarreled, can you scare the children to cry, okay?"
He was one of those who almost cried.
Si Yan narrowed his eyes: "Does my face look scary?"
"..."
Wu Siyan shuddered, silently shut his mouth and rolled away.
Si Ran smiled and said, "Okay, don't tease him anymore."
"Yeah." Si Yan, who always focused on his brother's words, nodded. He wanted to trouble Wu Siyan, but his brother said so, so forget it.
Wu Siyan, who ran away, felt a little cold for no reason.
Although the two reconciled, Si Ran always felt that Si Yan was hiding something from him, and the feeling was different from before.What was the difference, he didn't know.
At noon, Si Yan didn't know where he went. Si Ran searched for him for a long time but couldn't find him, and finally Wu Siyan dragged him to buy food.
Si Yan walked slowly to the first grade class, his unassuming black hair fluttering slightly in the air following his steps.His facial features are exquisite with sharp brows, and his eyes are cold and unwavering.A suit of casual casual clothes can't hide his temperament and the arrogance of being alone at all.
He stood still at the door, turned his head and said to the girl who had been silently watching him for a long time, "Are you a student in this class?"
The girl was a little flattered because this beautiful boy talked to herself: "Yes. Yes."
"Then is there someone named Wu Yanyan in your class?"
The girl nodded: "Yes, yes."
"Then can you please call him out for me?" Si Yan said flatly, his dark eyes were deep.
The girl who was dazed by Si Yan's appearance obediently went in to call someone, and after a while, she came out with a girl with a flushed face.
Si Yan approached her and saw that her face was blushing even more, and the depths of her eyes were icy cold: "Can you talk to me alone?"
"okay……"
The two came to a remote place, and neither of them spoke first, and the awkward atmosphere remained silent.
In the end, the girl felt too embarrassed and couldn't help asking, "Excuse me, what did you ask me to do?"
Si Yan stared straight at her, his eyes as dark as the night were cold: "Do you know who I am?"
The girl nodded: "I know, you are the younger brother of Senior Si Ran."
"Then you should know why I asked you to come out."
The blush on the girl's face faded, she bit her lips a little uneasy: "I know."
"Do you like my brother?" Si Yan asked closely, staring at the expression on her face.
"Ah."
Talking about the person he likes, a faint blush climbed up his cheeks, and the eyes that were a little restless and dim brightened a bit.
Si Yan noticed it, narrowed his eyes dangerously, and his low voice overflowed from his thin lips: "What do you like about my brother? Good-looking? Or his good family background?"
The girl was shocked, the blood on her face faded, and there was a faint mist in her eyes: "I am not like this. A superficial person."
"It's not such a superficial person, then tell me why you like my brother." Si Yan looked at her coldly, with imperceptible jealousy in his eyes.
It was this person who could confess his love to his brother in a fair manner, and stood beside him in a fair manner.
Why!Just because she is a woman!Just because she's an unrelated stranger?
He was unwilling, he was jealous, he was jealous that the girl in front of him could express her love to her brother.
But he was so sad that he could only hide the love in his heart, and he couldn't let his brother find out.Si Yan pursed his lips, and his thin lips formed a straight line, his dark pupils revealed an unbearable sadness and pain.
"Don't bother brother anymore, you are not the same kind of people at all."
The girl's eyes widened, and tears welled up in her eyes: "You simply can't make decisions for your brother."
"Of course I can't." Si Yan leaned down gently and approached the girl, twirled a strand of hair that fell down her cheek with his slender fingers, and gently breathed into her ear: "Look at me..."
The girl stared blankly at the handsome face enlarged in front of her eyes, her facial features were exquisite, and her jet-black eyes were so deep that they couldn't see the bottom, and a faint cool smell rushed towards her face.
The boy was so close to her, and the breaths of the close ones merged with each other, the boy's eyes blurred, and a faint blush appeared on his face.
A trace of disgust quickly flashed across Si Yan's eyes, he pulled away from his body, and returned to a cold look: "Look, what right do you have to like my brother."
After finishing speaking, he cast a contemptuous glance at the pale girl, turned around and left.
Yes, no one in this world loves his brother better than him, and none of them have the right to like him.
Si Yan only felt that he was too sinister. He obviously didn't want his brother to be taken away by others, so he just found this excuse to comfort himself.
But he didn't want his brother to fall in love with others, nor did he want others to fall in love with his brother.
What should he do...
The seemingly real and illusory sunlight shone on Si Yan's body, and the soft sunlight projected on him and elongated a slanted shadow on the ground, revealing a faint bleakness and loneliness inexplicably.
When Si Yan returned to the classroom, he happened to meet Si Ran talking to Wu Siyan. They didn't know what they were talking about, which made Si Ran laugh heartily.
That bright, flowery smile filled his face, his exquisite facial features became more colorful, and his jet-black eyes shone brightly, as if they were dotted with stars, so beautiful and eye-catching.
Si Yan was a little obsessed with watching, and the calm heartbeat in his heart began to beat violently, like a drum beating, as if it was about to burst into his chest.
"Bang, bang, bang."
Si Yan hesitantly raised his hand to cover his chest, the feelings that had been suppressed in his heart seemed to break through.
When Si Ran looked over, he turned his head in embarrassment, closed his eyes fiercely, and calmed down his restless mood.
"Si Yan?"
"What's the matter? Brother?" Si Yan regained his composure, a little smile appeared in his darkened eyes, and the tenderness in his eyes was drowning.
"Come here quickly and see that Wu Siyan just lost face."
Si Yan walked over with a smile on the corner of his mouth, he raised his hand and let go of his desire and desire to embrace his brother.
Seeing that his brother's face remained unchanged, Si Yan was relieved, and his stiff body relaxed.
"Tell me."
076 Summer Camp
"Just now Wu Siyan recognized the wrong person, and he dragged him away for a long time before realizing that he had recognized the wrong person. You said it was funny, isn't it?"
Si Yan's eyes were fixed on Si Ran's smiling face like a torch, and his eyes were blurred: "Yeah, it's funny."
"Right, let me just say, Wu Siyan, your IQ has been getting lower and lower recently."
The teasing words of the closest person made Wu Siyan blush, and he glared at Si Yan who followed suit.
Siran teased him for a few words and then stopped. Recently, Wu Siyan has been teasing him more and more casually. It would be bad if he made him cry.
"By the way, what are your plans for this summer vacation?"
"No arrangement, what's the matter?"
In a few days, they will usher in the senior high school entrance examination, and there is no homework for the summer vacation to play to their heart's content.
Wu Siyan suggested: "Let's go to a summer camp, I just haven't attended it."
Siran has never participated in it, neither in the previous life nor in this life.After thinking for a while, he was indeed aroused by Wu Siyan, and nodded, "That's fine, Si Yan, how about you?"
Si Yan is also thinking. Although he really wants to follow, his thoughts are too messy recently, so he has to calm down and think about his relationship with his brother.
"I won't go. Grandpa asked me to train in the army this year."
Hearing this, Siran remembered that because this kid was excellent in the army, he could go to training every summer vacation.Thinking of this and looking at his thin body, he didn't blame his grandfather for not letting him go. At that time, training him was just to make soy sauce, and those people didn't dare to do it to death.
Si Yan has rough skin and thick flesh, and has a good body, so he can stand through no matter how difficult the training is.But a few years ago, due to injuries, my body was relatively weak, and I would turn pale and dizzy after training for a long time.
Every time after the training, the younger brother silently carried himself back to the dormitory, and that time was considered the most embarrassing time for Si Ran.
Although he was very envious of Si Yan being able to go to training and build up his muscles, Si Ran still gave some good instructions: "Since you are going, you should pay attention to your health and don't be bullied by others. Pay special attention to that guy named Lei. man.
The man surnamed Lei's full name is Lei Zhan, and he was the one who trained Si Rantian and the others that summer.Not to mention his bad personality, his favorite thing is to bully people, and his greatest interest is to see others tired like dead dogs, which will satisfy his perverted psychology.
Knowing that his brother was worried about him, Si Yan felt a little better, and even the depressed mood that he heard that he was going to be separated from his brother during the summer vacation didn't affect him: "Well, I will."
After passing this exam, Si Ran and the others will face entering high school.High school is not as simple as junior high school, and the schoolwork is much more arduous than junior high school, not to mention the people you meet.
On the day of the exam, Si Ran woke up very early in the morning, preparing to cook a hearty breakfast for his younger brother.
He has learned this knowledge so he doesn't have to worry about the exam, and his younger brother skipped a grade, so he must be under a lot of pressure. He read the book very late last night.
Siran has cooked rice several times before, but after all, he seldom cooks rice, and the taste of the cooked rice is not very good.
Breakfast is very simple, just a boiled egg and a bowl of noodles.
When Si Yan finished washing and went downstairs, he saw his brother walking out of the kitchen wearing an apron and carrying a bowl of noodles.
Seeing him, Si Ran smiled and rolled his eyes into a beautiful crescent shape: "Try it soon, I cooked it."
Si Ran couldn't wait to let his younger brother taste his cooking, and this was the first time that his younger brother ate something he made.Putting down the bowl in his hand, he pulled his stunned younger brother to sit down, and then stuffed the chopsticks into his hand. "
"Try it."
"Did brother make this?" Si Yan looked flattered at the steaming noodles in front of him, and the aroma of the noodles permeated the nostrils with the white steam.
With dark eyes, he looked at his brother who was looking expectantly at the opposite side, and with his slender fingers, he picked up the chopsticks and picked up a noodle and sent it into his mouth.
"How is it? Is it delicious?" Si Ran stared at Si Yan's reaction without blinking, watching him pause after eating the noodles, and then fell silent.
The excitement in his mouth seemed to be drowned by a wave of cold water, Si Ran moved his lips, and asked cautiously: "...is it delicious?"
He tried to stir up a piece of noodles and put it into his mouth, didn't it have a strange taste?
"It's delicious." The hoarse voice sounded faintly, with imperceptible tremors in the voice.
Si Yan picked up another pile of noodles and put them into his mouth solemnly and cherishingly, as if what he was tasting was not an ordinary bowl of noodles but a treasured delicacy.
The two of them at the dinner table were relatively silent. Si Yan finished eating the noodles quietly and seriously, even drank the noodle soup.
"I'm done, it's delicious."
Si Ran looked at the bottom of the empty bowl, and the corners of his mouth twitched imperceptibly twice.
Could it be that what he made was so delicious?So delicious that you don’t even miss the soup?
Siran never knew that he still had this skill, he was thinking that if he was down and out in the future, he might just sell noodles for a living.
It has to be said that Si Ran found a sense of superiority with Si's younger brother's support, which made him extra confident in his craft.
After being praised by Si Yan's younger brother, Si Ran was keen on cooking noodles for a long time.All of a sudden, the Si family was living in dire straits, they ate noodles every now and then to the point where they felt like throwing up when they saw the noodles.
And every time Si Yan cooked noodles, no matter how big the bowl was, he would eat them clean, and he cherished them extremely.
This made Si Ran feel very satisfied, until Si Ran was about to leave home to attend the summer camp, and the Si family's noodle-eating life came to an end.
On the day when Si Ran was sent away, except for Si Yan who was reluctant to part with his brother, the rest of the people looked like they were seeing off.
Especially Zhao Qian, she finally came back for a few days, she thought she would accompany the baby well, but she didn't expect to be tortured by many heavens.
Zhao Qian couldn't help but support her baby's boiled noodles, and would tell her eldest son that it was delicious even if it was disgusting, God knows how much she wanted to eat rice and vegetables.
Zhao Qian took out the small mirror in her handbag and took a picture, and soon became excited. Her face has lost some weight after eating noodles these days, which just saved a lot of money for weight loss.
Si Yan looked at his brother who was carrying his luggage and was about to get into the car, and the reluctance and regret kept circling in his heart.The moment he saw the car was about to leave, Si Yan raised his foot and wanted to follow. He regretted it. He didn't want to leave his brother, and he also wanted to go to the summer camp.
As soon as he took a step, Si Xin called back his sanity in the next second.
Si Xin, who hadn't seen him for a long time, still had a cold look on his face. He glanced at his little son who was a little bit out of his wits with sharp eyes, and said rather coldly, "Pack up your things, and I'll send you to the army tomorrow."
Si Yan regained his composure, returned to his usual calm look, and nodded: "Yes, yes, father."
This is not the first time the two brothers have been separated, but the first time the two brothers have been separated for such a long time.
The summer camp lasted for one month, and Si Yan lay on the bed at night. It was the first time that he felt so cold and spacious in such a big bed.
Before it was a day, he missed his brother, wondering if his brother had enough to eat, what he was doing now, and whether his brother was missing him now.
The bone-piercing longing made him unable to sleep soundly. He tossed and turned in the middle of the night and finally fell asleep vaguely hugging his brother's pillow.
If he knew that what happened in this summer camp would make him regret for the rest of his life, then he would never let his brother leave.
And Si Ran, who was being missed by Si Yan, slept peacefully and soundly in his tent.
When I woke up, it was already daylight.Si Ran got out of the tent sleepily, and most of the people in the camp started to get up, washing their faces and brushing their teeth.
Most of the people who participated in the summer camp were teenagers and girls aged 67 to [-], and Si Ran and Wu Siyan were the youngest among them.
But Si Ran is young, but he doesn't speak like a child. Instead, he has the feeling of a little adult, especially stable.
On the first day, most of the people were not familiar with each other, so they seemed a little unfamiliar.Wu Siyan came over with his messy hair biting the steamed bun, and he stuffed the hot steamed bun into Si Ran's hand.
"Do you want milk? I brought milk."
Siran paused his hands, no matter whether his soul is in his 30s or not, he still hates milk very much in essence.
"Thank you, keep it for yourself and drink slowly."
After declining Wu Siyan's kindness, Si Ran took out the thermos from his pocket, which contained the sour plum soup that Si Yan cooked for him yesterday.
Wu Siyan nibbled on the milk straw obediently, and asked curiously: "Si Ran, you also brought sour plum soup, how lucky, my little uncle didn't prepare these for me, he only prepared milk for me."
077 First day
As if he had never heard of it, Si Ran poured out a cup of sour plum soup, ignoring Wu Siyan's sad eyes, took a sip and moistened his throat before saying, "Your little uncle is also doing it for your own good, milk is good for children's health, so that they can grow taller." Strong."
"But Siran, you are also short, why don't we change it."
Wu Siyan's innocent words ruthlessly poked at Si Ran's pain, everyone knew that his height was his pain point, this kid was really rude.
He pinched his tender and soft face in retaliation, and said, "Call me brother."
Because of growing up, Wu Siyan didn't like to call him brother as much as before.He felt that he had grown into a man and could not have such a milky name.
Wu Siyan moved his mouth, did not avoid Si Ran's hand, and muttered softly: "Obviously I am half a year older than you, so you should call me brother."
He was too young when he was young, and Si Ran was kind to save his life.So Wu Siyan always thought that Si Ran was his elder brother, but when he grew up, he realized that he was half a year older than Si Ran and Si Yan.
This made the child with strong self-esteem give up and call him by his name directly.
"..."
Siran cursed in his heart, he is over 30 years old, in terms of age, you should still call him uncle.
After breakfast, Si Ran put on a thin coat, and they are now in the mountains.It was still a bit cold in the morning, and he had goose bumps on his skin while standing outside talking with Wu Siyan.
Let Wu Siyan also wear a coat, and Si Ran and Wu Siyan walked to the gathering place.
There were only about [-] people in their group, and they were all sent by their families to suffer.
There are five adults in the entourage, and no one brings a group.As for the group members, they were all assigned to each other. Wu Siyan quietly held Si Ran's hand during the grouping.
"Si Ran, wait a minute for us to be in a team. The two of us must be in a team. You can't leave me behind."
The corner of Siran's mouth twitched twice, but in the end he still didn't take his hand out, and replied lightly: "En."
In the end, there were a few boys in their group. Fortunately, no girls were assigned to their group, and all the girls were in another group.
Boys have a bold personality, especially at this age, and they hardly have any thoughts, so after some self-introductions, they all began to call each other brothers.
The boy with the crew cut is called Zhang Geqian, and he has the most cheerful personality among them.And his thoughts are delicate, not as careless as other boys.
After several conversations, Si Ran felt that he still had some topics to talk about. He came to the summer camp this time first because he was curious, and second because he came to relax.
Since he was reborn, he has not been so leisurely. After so many years, the hatred in his previous life has gradually faded for him.Siran often thought about it at night, thinking about the past.
In his previous life, he was stupid enough to believe in people like Han Yu.He also has a certain responsibility for being betrayed, because he himself was betrayed because he believed in Han Yu too blindly.
Time is the best healing medicine, he can let his resentment slowly heal over time.Siran thought that even if Han Yu appeared in front of him now, he might not stir up many waves in his heart.
Hatred is not everything, and he couldn't waste it on hatred when he finally came back, it was too tiring and sad.
Si Ran will hate Han Yu, hate Han Yu, and make Han Yu feel better, but he is no longer the person who took hatred as everything in the beginning, now he has a younger brother, family, and friends, what he should do It's not hatred, but to live a good life. If he meets Han Yu, he won't blindly throw his heart on him.then he
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