warm pulse

The voice in my ear seemed to be separated by a layer of sea water, chaotic, distant and near, in the confusion, a person said: "He is dead..."

An Yang was taken aback, who?who diedHe strained his ears to figure out what happened, but he only heard a person yelling something in an unknown language, which An Yang couldn't understand. He wanted to ask what happened, but found himself Can't even make a sound...

The surrounding voices became farther and farther away, and his body became lighter and lighter. There was an invisible force constantly surging in the void, dragging his body upwards. An Yang rose higher and higher, and finally reached the ceiling He glanced down, and was surprised to find that the person below, surrounded by doctors and with tubes all over his body, looked exactly like himself, so strange...

He only had time to think so much, and he passed through the ceiling and came to a vast white space. The last trace of noisy sound disappeared in his ears, and An Yang felt the tranquility he had never had before...

There is no front and back, no up and down here, as if wherever you go, you are going forward. An Yang felt confused for a while, not knowing why he came here.

An Yang frowned slightly, feeling as if he had forgotten something very important. It seemed that he shouldn't be here, and there was someone waiting for him...

However, he couldn't remember who was waiting for him...

An Yang wandered aimlessly for a while, and suddenly a gorgeous door of light appeared in front of him. Thousands of voices behind the door uttered bewitching ravings, attracting him to approach slowly...but somehow, when he was about to approach the door of light, At that moment, An Yang suddenly felt a deep sadness in his heart. In the dark, he knew that if he passed through this door, something would be irreversible...

"Don't go any further."

An old voice sounded behind him. An Yang turned his head and saw a kind white-haired old man. He opened his mouth and exclaimed, "Grandma!"

Grandma smiled warmly, just like in memory, An Yang's nose was sour, and he held back his crying and said, "Grandma, I miss you so much!"

Grandma smiled and nodded, then looked up at Guangmen and said to him, "Let's go, you should go back."

"Go back...where to go?" An Yang was a little at a loss, although he vaguely knew that he shouldn't be here, but he didn't know where he should go back...

"Go back to the person waiting for you." Grandma said, stretching out her hand to push his chest, and he fell into the deep darkness again...

After a burst of loud noises, his body fell down suddenly and landed on a bed. The feeling of lightness disappeared, his limbs became heavy and uncontrollable, and the severe pain spread from his chest to his whole body. Someone was shouting something loudly, he thought Open your eyes, but there is no strength...

"Ah, so I was the one who was going to die just now..." he thought so...

After an unknown amount of time, An Yang finally broke free from the groggy darkness, as if someone called his name?An Yang opened his eyes with difficulty, and then saw Qin Chengqian's overly haggard face...

An Yang seemed to be in a dream, his mind was confused, he couldn't remember what happened, he just thought vaguely, why did Qin Chengqian lose so much weight, is he sick?Qin Chengqian was always calm and composed in front of him, never showing his vulnerable side, what's wrong now?Why do you look so helpless...

An Yang raised his hand humbly, wanting to touch Qin Chengqian's face, but he didn't have any strength in his body, that hand seemed to be filled with lead, it only moved a little, and then couldn't move anymore...

"Don't move," Qin Chengqian's voice was tense, maintaining his composure with the remaining rationality, then raised his hand and pressed the calling bell beside the bed, "I'll call the doctor to see you."

Not long after, a group of doctors in white coats rushed into the ward, led by Matthew.

An Yang frowned and looked around hard, only then did he realize that he was in the hospital, why was I in the hospital... Chaotic memories flowed back into his mind like a flood... The rainy weather, the black cat on the street , the abandoned factory building, Tong Kui!

An Yang had a splitting headache...

"I'm sorry..." He cried and apologized.

"What?" Qin Chengqian was at a loss, wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, leaned down nervously to his lips, and asked carefully, "What do you want?"

"I, I shouldn't have chased that cat, right... I'm sorry..." An Yang's voice was flimsy, and before he finished speaking, he lost consciousness weakly again.

Qin Chengqian suddenly raised his head to look at Matthew. Matthew was shaken by his employer's eyes, and forced himself to calm down: "Don't be nervous, he just fell asleep."

Qin Chengqian's eyes fell back on An Yang, motionless as if possessed.

A few days ago, he only walked away for a short while, really for a short while, and this man almost left him forever... He didn't dare anymore, really didn't dare anymore, didn't dare to let this People leave their sight, even for a second!

Although he woke up, An Yang's condition was still critical. The injury this time was too serious. His heart was at the end of its strength and might stop beating at any time.Matthew's opinion is to perform surgery as soon as possible, and turn the situation around before the situation deteriorates further.

Qin Chengqian was silent for a long time, and then asked: "What is the success rate?"

Matthew paused, did not make a promise, and only said: "If there is no operation, I can't guarantee that I can save him the next time he has an attack."

Qin Chengqian understands that the operation may not be successful, but An Yang will definitely not be able to survive without the operation...

The night before the operation, An Yang was rarely in good spirits. In the past few days, he has been sleeping more and less awake, and rarely stays awake for more than an hour like this.

Qin Chengqian wiped his face with a warm towel, then kissed him lightly on the forehead, telling him to sleep quickly.

An Yang looked at him with open eyes as if reluctant to part with him: "You can stay with me again, okay?"

Qin Chengqian pointed to the bed next to him: "I'm right here, I'm not going anywhere."

"I want you to sit here with me." There was a bit of begging in An Yang's voice, as if he was afraid of being rejected.

This was exactly what Qin Chengqian wanted. He sat down and stroked the bangs on An Yang's forehead: "Sleep, I'll stay with you here, you can see me when you open your eyes, don't be afraid."

An Yang nodded, but he didn't close his eyes, looking at Qin Chengqian as if he couldn't see enough.

Qin Chengqian forced a smile: "Go to sleep, I won't leave."

An Yang turned his gaze away and closed his eyes.

The room was quiet, only the sound of the equipment running. After a while, Qin Chengqian felt that An Yang should have fallen asleep, and wanted to get up to cover the quilt under his feet tightly, but before he moved, he heard that An Yang should have fallen asleep. The person suddenly said: "He never touched me."

Qin Chengqian was taken aback, he knew what An Yang was talking about...

"He's my stepfather, he's a disgusting person, he wants to treat me...to me..." An Yang couldn't continue, "I didn't let him succeed."

"I know," Qin Chengqian subconsciously didn't want to listen any more, "don't talk about it now, later..."

"I don't want it," An Yang said calmly, but he couldn't hide the hidden stubbornness, "I want to say it now."

Qin Chengqian was in a complicated mood and didn't stop him. He was afraid that a strong stop would make An Yang emotional, so he had to let him continue.

An Yang started when he was a child. He was diagnosed with congenital heart disease shortly after he was born, and the treatment cost a lot of money. His parents didn't want to spend the money, so they sent him to his grandmother in the country. There, another son was born.

If this disease does not receive treatment, it will be difficult to grow up. His parents sent him to the countryside, in fact, to let him fend for himself, but unexpectedly, under the careful care of his grandmother, he grew up miraculously.

But when he was 12 years old, his grandmother passed away, and he was forced to return to his parents.

Not long after, the father and mother divorced, and the father left with his youngest son, leaving An Yang with his mother Zhou Yun.

Zhou Yun felt that all the troubles in his life were brought about by him, so he was very indifferent to him, and would speak ill of him when he was in a bad mood.An Yang doesn't like going home. He likes school more. Only in school can he find a moment of peace in his heart, and he doesn't have to worry about his small actions will attract criticism. But the more he resists going home, the more Zhou Yun treats him. It gets worse...

What are you?When some students make mistakes in school, they are occasionally punished by the teacher to scoop up chewing gum sticking to the ground with a small shovel. It is disgusting and dirty. Probably in the hearts of parents, I am the piece of chewing gum sticking to the ground.

After living like this for almost a year, Zhou Yun met a small contractor, who was in good condition and was willing to spend money for Zhou Yun, showing great enthusiasm for her. Zhou Yun was worried that he would be kidnapped with his son. The foreman disliked it, but he didn't expect the contractor to say: "Zhou Zhou is your dearest person, so of course it's also my dearest person. How could I dislike it?" Zhou Yun was so moved that tears filled his eyes, and he took An Yang to marry him. , and changed An Yang's name from Lu Zhou to Tong Zhou...

That's right, that contractor is Tong Kui.

An Yang was a little tired, and he needed to take a break after speaking a few words. He tried his best to calmly narrate the nightmare-like days, as if he was telling someone else's story.

"He really never touched me." In the end, he looked at Qin Chengqian and said this sentence again, as if he was afraid that Qin Chengqian would dislike him...