warm pulse

Qin Chengqian was silent for a while, then shook his hand suddenly, and said, "I'm sorry."

"What?" An Yang was taken aback, wondering why Qin Chengqian suddenly wanted to apologize.

"Yangyang, you've worked hard. If I had found you earlier, you wouldn't have been bullied by these people...I'm useless and made you suffer. Does Yangyang blame me?"

An Yang could have remained calm at first, but now he couldn't help but choked up.

"Don't cry." Qin Chengqian hastily wiped away his tears.

After a while, An Yang calmed down and said in a low voice, "I want you to hug me...can you hug me?"

Qin Chengqian hesitated for a moment, then bent down, avoiding those intricate pipelines, carefully pulled him into his arms, and then maintained this position for a long time.

"I like you so much," An Yang said in Qin Chengqian's ear, "I really like you, since you went to the flower shop to buy flowers, the first time I saw you, I have liked you."

This was the first time that An Yang took the initiative to say that he liked Qin Chengqian, but Qin Chengqian felt very sad and scared... The words An Yang said seemed to be saying goodbye, as if he was afraid that he would not have the opportunity to say these words in the future... …

Qin Chengqian restrained the fear in his heart, kissed An Yang's forehead, and said, "I like you too, very much..."

"I know..." An Yang gently rubbed his side face, "That's great, thank you."

Thanks for what?thanks do i like you

Qin Chengqian felt a crack in his heart...it should be me thanking you...

"It's not too late for you to show up. Don't say you're sorry. I'm very satisfied that you can show up. Or, it should be me... I'm lucky enough to meet you." An Yang raised his head Put one hand on Qin Chengqian's back and pat lightly, "I am very happy to be with you, really... I am content, and I have no regrets..."

Qin Chengqian only felt a buzzing in his head, and couldn't bear the emotion in his heart anymore, so he interrupted him with a hoarse voice: "What do you want to say?"

An Yang paused before continuing: "If tomorrow's result is not good, I hope you won't be too sad. Everyone will go to another world, but maybe I will be a little earlier than you..."

"I don't allow it!"

Qin Chengqian held up his arms around An Yang restrainedly, straightened up, revealing a pair of scarlet eyes: "Don't think about leaving me, I'll go wherever you go!"

An Yang was stunned by his reaction, and subconsciously pulled his hand: "Brother, I..."

"Didn't you ask me why I have a portrait of you before?" Qin Chengqian interrupted him, smiling sadly, "It's not because of any dream, it's because we were together in the previous life...but I didn't protect it well then you you you……"

Qin Chengqian couldn't continue, bitter tears welled up in his eyes: "So I followed you into this world, I exist because of you, without you, my existence is meaningless, so if you leave, I will I will definitely destroy this world, and go with you again, regardless of whether God will give me another chance..."

"Brother..." An Yang choked up his voice and wanted to say something, but he moved his lips, but he couldn't say anything.

"Don't cry," Qin Chengqian gently wiped An Yang's tears away, "Don't be afraid, no matter what, I will go wherever you go, I will always be with you, you don't have to be afraid of anything, just wait for me I'm going to find you."

Qin Chengqian's words were like the ravings of a madman, confused, stubborn, desperate...

An Yang's tears flowed more and more. He suddenly realized that his weight in Qin Chengqian's heart seemed to be much more important than he imagined, but now that he found this, he felt extremely heavy in his heart. If he really couldn't wake up, What should Qin Chengqian do?

No... no!

Gotta get better!

Get well and stay with him!

You can't leave him alone!

The operation was scheduled at nine o'clock in the morning. Unlike the madness and chaos last night, the two people who woke up in the morning were too calm, and they didn't even have much communication. They seemed to be restraining something, and they wanted to treat this as the most ordinary morning.

Qin Chengqian has been silently by An Yang's side all the time, time passed by, and it was getting closer and closer to nine o'clock. Before entering the operating room, An Yang suddenly held Qin Chengqian's hand and said, "Brother, give me a kiss." , okay?"

Qin Chengqian's cheeks tightened unnaturally, and a few seconds later, he pulled out his hand and said calmly, "Go in, I'll wait for you here, and when you come out, I'll give you whatever you want."

The door of the operating room was open, and the wheels under the hospital bed made an unpleasant sound of rubbing against the ground. An Yang raised his head with difficulty, as if he wanted to take another look at him...

Qin Chengqian sat motionless on the bench outside the operating room, as if he had become a stone statue. The operation lasted for a long time, but he couldn't remember exactly how long it was. …

He thought about a lot of things. In his previous life, An Yang blocked a shot for him and almost died. He was sitting outside the operating room and waiting like this, with this man's blood on his body. How dangerous was that time? The critical illness notification was issued next time, but this person has survived?So this time it will definitely be fine...

I also thought that after this man was shot and left the hospital, he gave himself the small mahogany sword. Now I know that it is an amulet left to him by his grandmother, but at that time I still thought he was fooling me with a cheap handicraft...

How stupid!Why do you think he doesn't like me...

I also thought of An Yang hanging his head and saying that we should separate...why should we separate?Oh, maybe I didn't treat him well enough, obviously I like him so much, why didn't I treat him well? !

Thinking of that abandoned factory again, the cold body...

Thinking of Liang Yi, thinking of Tong Kui... thinking of An Yang's childhood, thinking of the years when he first came to this world and frantically looking for An Yang, why couldn't he find it?Because at that time his name was not An Yang, but Lu Zhou, Tong Zhou...

What have you been doing in your last life? !You don't even know your lover's name, how dare you keep saying you love him?

Thinking of Li Xiangming, Li Changlin...why did they all come to bully him? !

In the past and present life, scenes and scenes appeared in his mind intertwined, causing Qin Chengqian's chest to ache, and the time became infinitely long...

The time outside the operating room is like a sharp sword with barbs, cutting terrifying bloodstains on Qin Chengqian's heart as it flows, every minute and every second is torture, torture!

The second hand needs to jump sixty times in one revolution...

cluck... cluck... cluck...

It turns out that 1 minute takes so long...

Yangyang, if you are not here, how can I face the endless 1 minute of the rest of my life? !

I can't survive alone, I can't survive...

don't leave me!Yangyang, please, don't leave me...

I don't know how many such a long minute passed, the lights in the operating room went dark, and Matthew walked out against the light, like an ancient savior: "Mr. Qin, the operation was successful."

The stiff back suddenly collapsed, Qin Chengqian bent down, covered his face with both hands, and cried silently...

When An Yang woke up, Qin Chengqian was looking at him, he moved his lips and made a sound.

"What?" Qin Chengqian didn't hear clearly, so he frowned and leaned closer to listen.

An Yang bent his eyes: "Now...can you kiss me?"

Qin Chengqian's mind roared, this fool, in his previous life he could block a gun for him, but in this life he woke up from a narrow escape, all he knew was to ask him for a kiss...

"You...why are you crying?" An Yang was at a loss, trying to raise his hand to wipe his tears, but was held by Qin Chengqian...

Qin Chengqian held his hand with tears in his eyes, kissed it reverently, and said softly, "Fool..."