pathological addiction

"Just kidding, how could there be such a disease," Lin Sheng smiled miserably, as if crying, and said, "I'll go back first."

Yan Leyan pulled him back, "Thinking carefully, did you become a different person after you met Qu Baiyuan? When you transferred to another school, you told me that you couldn't be separated from him for a day, and you only wanted him if you were separated for a few days. Die. You were not like this before, don't you think there is something wrong in your heart?"

"How is it possible?" Lin Sheng broke away from his hand, "It's just too ridiculous, I'm going home."

Yan Leyan became anxious and grabbed his arm with all his strength.Lin Sheng felt a sharp pain, as if his arm was about to be torn off, and couldn't help but yelled.Yan Leyan let go, Lin Sheng turned around and ran to the side of the road, and jumped into a taxi amidst his yelling.

The uncontrollable longing for Qu Boyuan almost made him collapse. From head to toe, every cell in his body was howling with hunger.

The world has become extremely blurred, everything has disappeared, all sounds have been silenced, all smells have dissipated, leaving only the longing for Qu Baiyuan, which is real and profound.He felt a little difficult to breathe, and opened the car window to gasp for air.

The taxi driver saw in the rearview mirror his red eye sockets and the bulging veins on his neck due to respiratory arrest. He was so frightened that he immediately pulled over and asked him, "Are you okay? Do you want to go back to the hospital?" ?”

Lin Sheng opened the car door and rushed down, squatting on the side of the road and retching.A taxi behind also stopped, Yan Leyan got out of the car, paid for the two cars first, and ran over to hold his arm.

It took him a long time to recover, Yan Leyan frowned at him, "Go back to the hospital."

Lin Sheng still said, "I won't go."

The two stalemate in silence for a while, and Yan Leyan suddenly asked him: "Your mother...is she like this too?"

In fact, from the time he came out of the hospital just now, Lin Sheng's mother's pain has been flashing in his mind.But he was too young at that time to remember clearly, and the most impressive thing was the small room with blood on the wall.

He knew intellectually that what the doctor said might be right, but he refused to accept the result in his heart.

Grandpa never forgave his mother until his death. He didn't expect this to be a disease.

What did Lin Dingnian hate all his life?He scolded Lin Sheng countless times, don't be like your mother.Ironically, the disease is hereditary.Now Lin Sheng, like his mother, has become an O who would not be able to live without Alpha, and can only escape by death in the end.

But that was Qu Boyuan, who would not be freed from death ten thousand times.

How could she be forced to fall in love with him?How could it be deceitful love?Even if he was madly ill, he would never doubt his feelings for Qu Boyuan.

Lin Sheng suddenly remembered the day they kissed for the first time, Qu Baiyuan said, I like you has nothing to do with pheromones, I hope you do the same.He also said that if you are judged by pheromones, you have to remember that you like me very much.

How did you answer him then?Can't remember anymore.

What would Qu Boyuan think if he knew?He hated the pheromone-induced relationship so much, and the relationship between them happened to be the deadliest kind.

Lin Sheng remembered that summer day a year ago, the city was sunny and the hibiscus flowers on both sides of the road were in full bloom, just like the emotion that surged in his heart when he saw Qu Baiyuan for the first time.

City C is lifeless in winter, and the sky seems to be covered with a layer of gray paper.

The cold wind passed through the bare hibiscus trees and penetrated into his body. Lin Sheng shivered, hugged himself with both hands, and said to Yan Leyan, "Let's go to the hospital."

Yan Leyan hailed a taxi again and shoved him into the car, who was shivering from the cold.

Qu Boyuan had been busy all day, and when he returned to the hotel at night, he saw a message from Lin Sheng: "I'm sick."

He immediately called, but it took a long time to answer. Lin Sheng's voice sounded very low, as if he was sleeping, "Qu Baiyuan," he called softly.

"what happened to you?"

"...I just fell asleep."

"What's wrong?"

Lin Sheng became quiet and said after a long time, "I miss you very much."

Qu Boyuan panicked for no reason, "What's wrong with you?"

"Come back and talk about it, I miss you very much."

"What's the matter?" Qu Baiyuan asked again with a more serious tone.

Lin Sheng suddenly didn't dare to confess to him. After thinking for a long time how to tell him, he finally chose to hide it: "I have a cold."

Qu Boyuan breathed a sigh of relief, his tone softened, "Have you taken your medicine? Are you feeling better now?"

"I've taken the medicine, and I'm much better." When he spoke, he had a nasal voice, and asked stickily, "When are you coming back?"

"It will take a few more days, things are a bit difficult," Qu Boyuan sighed for a long time, lying on his back on the bed, his voice was tired but gentle: "I miss you very much, very, very much."

Lin Sheng choked up, and begged, "Talk to me a little about love, I want you, now."

Qu Boyuan turned on the hands-free phone and put it on the pillow, raised his left arm to cover his forehead, closed his eyes and said, "I want you too, I want to kiss you, I want to bite the back of your neck, I want to give you all the pheromones." .”

Lin Sheng turned over on the bed in the bedroom, picked up Qu Boyuan's coat and covered his face, sobbing softly, "I want to kiss you too, I want to kiss your neck and chest, your belly, and your belly. under……"

Lin Sheng was afraid that he would hear him cry, so he didn't dare to put the phone to his ear, and also turned on the speakerphone. The suppressed sobbing sounded like an emotional voice.Qu Boyuan stretched his hand into his pants uncontrollably, "I want to kiss you and fuck you at the same time, I want you very deeply."

Lin Sheng cried so hard that he couldn't speak.

Qu Boyuan's voice came from the phone far away and hoarsely, "I want to enter your body and let your smell mix with mine."

"I still want to bite your toes and kiss you inch by inch from the tip of your toes."

"I want you to smell like me all over."

"I want you to melt with me."

Lin Sheng buried her face in the pillow and cried louder and louder. This movement was transmitted to Qu Baiyuan, but it was a signal that she couldn't control herself.His breathing became heavier and heavier, and his low voice was seductive: "Has Sheng Zhicai opened for me?"

Lin Sheng responded to him in a low voice with a weeping tone, "Mmm..."

Then while crying, he heard Qu Boyuan's rapid breathing and an uncontrollable moan coming from the phone.

When things calmed down, Lin Sheng said to the phone, "Qu Baiyuan, I really love you."

Qu Boyuan didn't speak, there was a rustling voice on the phone, after a while, Qu Boyuan replied: "I love you very much too."

After hanging up the phone, Lin Sheng hugged his clothes and wept bitterly.

"I love that you have nothing to do with pheromones, and I hope you do too."

I'm afraid I can't, sorry.