pathological addiction

Two days later, Qu Boyuan discovered that Lin Sheng's phone number had been canceled, and all social platforms had also been suspended.

Only at this time did he discover that they were separated by two places, and their relationship with each other was only maintained by a series of numbers. If this series of numbers failed, people lost contact.

He made countless phone calls to Yan Leyan as if grasping at straws, but Yan Leyan kept prevaricating him, telling him that he didn't know where Lin Sheng was.

It wasn't until Bai Ji was in danger that he was ordered to go downstairs to Yan Leyan's house to block him, that he confessed: "Lin Sheng is ill, I told Qu Boyuan not to look for him, Lin Sheng will not get well with him."

But he kept silent about Lin Sheng's illness and where he was being treated.Bai Ji threatened and lured him without asking, and was so angry that he almost pushed him against the wall and kissed him forcefully.

Qu Boyuan was about to go crazy, but he was caught in the company's affairs and couldn't get away.His father's secretary, An Qiuyang, took the time to find someone to check Lin Sheng's real name track, only found that he took a flight to City A in Province H the day before, and there was no record after that.

The hospital's real-name registration was not connected to the Internet, so Qu Boyuan missed the specific information about his illness.He originally thought that, like in the eight o'clock episode, Lin Sheng had some terminal illness, and he was afraid that he would be sad, so he went to another place to recuperate alone.But Yan Leyan's words didn't seem to mean that.

A week later, Qu Baiyuan's father, Qu Ruishi, was taken away by the police.This one-week tug of war bought Muyin Group time to come back to life.Qu Ruizhi is worthy of being a great entrepreneur with great courage and insight. He balanced the situation in just a few days and bought a way out for the group at the cost of his own freedom.

The case was about to enter a lengthy trial procedure, and Qu Baiyuan and An Qiuyang also returned to City C.

The group headquarters was in chaos, and with the help of An Qiuyang, Qu Baiyuan slowly learned how to manage the company.He is too young to convince the crowd, and there are still several major shareholders eyeing him. The beginning of this hell can be described as difficult.Lin Sheng took away the only bit of tenderness in his heart, and this young owner of Muyin Group will gradually grow into a resolute and iron-blooded businessman in the next ten years.

But now Qu Baiyuan is all about finding Lin Sheng at all costs.He asked people to search door-to-door in all the hospitals and nursing homes in City A. Half a month passed, but there was no news.

Until the end of the vacation, Qu Baiyuan was told that Lin Sheng had transferred to the High School Attached to H Provincial Medical University.He threw the company that had just gotten back on track to An Qiuyang, and went to City A by himself.

There are thousands of students in the High School Attached to Medical University. Qu Baiyuan guarded the school gate for three days, and finally saw that familiar figure on Friday afternoon.

Lin Sheng had lost a lot of weight, and his blue and white school uniform looked wide and big, and his face, which had managed to gain some flesh, showed a clear jaw line, and even the schoolbag on his shoulders looked sturdier than him.Qu Boyuan saw him walk out of the school gate with a boy, broke up at the intersection, and then walked slowly towards the medical university diagonally opposite.

Qu Boyuan ran across the crosswalk when the green light was flashing, passed through the crowd after school, and hugged the thin body from behind.

Lin Sheng froze for a moment, and then what he was most familiar with and missed most, the aura that made him tremble covered him again.

Neither of them spoke, just hugged silently on the busy street, and the students in the uniforms of the High School Affiliated to Medical University turned to look at them.Lin Sheng held his breath first, and then exhaled slowly, as if he was afraid of getting the smell of Qu Boyuan into his lungs, he inhaled very lightly.

Qu Boyuan didn't give him a chance to dodge carefully, he pulled his sharp chin with two fingers, and kissed his lips.

Qu Boyuan's lips were hot and dry, with the feeling of waiting in the cold wind for an hour.He licked Lin Sheng's lips as before, trying to pry open his teeth with the tip of his tongue, but this time Lin Sheng didn't cooperate with him.

Lin Sheng pushed him away, and when he looked up at him, his eyes were red, and the tears formed a shiny ring, just looking at him with his whole body collapsed.

Qu Boyuan was full of pain. After more than half a month of anxiety, impatience, and worry, he thought he would lose his temper with Lin Sheng and condemn him for his recklessness and irresponsibility.But Lin Sheng stood in front of him precariously, but he couldn't say a single serious word.

"How are you?" he asked.

Lin Sheng frowned and held back his tears, as if he had endured a lot of pain, he held back a little, and when he took a look at Qu Boyuan, more of them would come up.He bit his lower lip hard, put his hands in his pockets, turned around and walked towards the gate of the medical university.

Qu Boyuan followed behind him, and the two of them walked into an old postgraduate dormitory one after the other.

"A professor at the Medical University invited me to come and participate in their experimental project." Lin Sheng calmed down, and whispered to Qu Baiyuan as he went upstairs, "There is a drug under development that has not yet been marketed...it needs to be checked every day. This process will be very long. Professor Li helped me transfer here, so that the experiment will be more convenient."

Hearing what he said, Qu Boyuan went through all the names of the rare diseases in fear, not knowing what had happened to Lin Sheng, his chest was clenched into a ball, and the pain made him almost unable to hold on.

Lin Sheng took out the key and opened a light yellow wooden door. It was a small single room, only big enough to fit a single bed and a small desk.Some books and some clothes were scattered on the bed, and Qu Boyuan recognized one of the clothes as his own.

"Sit down." Lin Sheng moved the things on the bed to make a place for Qu Baiyuan to sit, and then sat himself on the chair in front of the desk.

Qu Boyuan felt that something had changed, it was different from before.This change made him flustered, and he felt that something he couldn't grasp was leaving him.

Lin Sheng didn't dare to look at him, put his hands on the desk, picked up a pen and twirled it between his fingers, and began to explain his whereabouts for more than half a month.

The psychiatrist in City C recommended him to Professor Li Yongge of Medical University in H Province to participate in the experiment as a volunteer.

He just finished his first sentence when Qu Boyuan interrupted him: "Psychiatry?"

I can't hide it anymore, I have to confess... Lin Sheng heard his heart beating fast, pounding in his chest, which made his mouth full of bloody smell, "Um... it's a mental illness. "

"What disease?"

Lin Sheng swallowed the surging smell of blood, and opened his mouth a few times before saying: "Pheromone addiction."

"Addiction."

Qu Boyuan had heard about this disease, and had seen a detailed explanation of it in a certain issue of a scientific journal.His precise and rigorous brain immediately extracted the keywords of addiction: specific alpha pheromones, compulsive cravings, deceitful love, heredity...

Silence spread in the small room, tightening bit by bit.Lin Sheng felt that the silence was about to break on his head, breaking a rift between him and Qu Baiyuan.

Qu Boyuan broke the silence first: "When did it start?"

The pen between his fingers fell on the table, and there was a soft click, Lin Sheng opened his mouth slightly, and he didn't know when it started, his barren language messily organized this period of cruel reality.Qu Boyuan didn't wait for his answer, he nodded himself and said: "The first day, the first day you met me, at the homestay in Xishan—I happened to bump into you when you were in heat that night."

"The next day you asked me if I could give you a little pheromone, and I said no."

Lin Sheng had never been as embarrassed as he was at this moment. He covered his face with his hands, as if he was naked in front of Qu Baiyuan.

Qu Boyuan continued: "Then there is your acute heat reaction."

"Later we were together, and I marked you." His voice was bitter, and the clues that had been ignored were clear and connected, mocking his self-righteous affection.

Lin Sheng covered his face and sobbed softly, "I'm sorry."

"What does it feel like when it happens? Does it hurt?"

"sorry."

Lin Sheng started to cry, Qu Boyuan stood up and walked in front of him, hugging him, "It's hard, isn't it? How did you live when I left?"

Lin Sheng didn't answer, there was only the sound of unbearable crying in the small space.

"I'm sorry..." He kept apologizing, but Qu Boyuan just hugged him and rubbed his hair with his hands.

Qu Boyuan knew that it was useless to ask anything now. He was a patient, and his brain had gone wrong.His errant brain is now telling him that he loves himself enough that he needs his pheromones like they have been together for over a year.

The unreliable and unaesthetic pheromone sent Lin Sheng to his side, made him fall in love with him fiercely in a pathological way, and punished his dependence with extreme pain.

Lin Sheng left his arms, rummaged in the drawer for a while, took out a stack of documents and handed them to him, "I am now participating in their new drug research experiment, it is a kind of detoxification drug, it may take a long time Time, but I heard from Professor Li that it can be cured."

Qu Boyuan frowned and looked at the statement of responsibility for volunteering to participate in the experiment, each of which was full of shocking adverse reactions.

Holding the document, he asked Lin Sheng, "Why?"

"Because I want to cure this disease." Lin Sheng only said the first half of the sentence, but he omitted the second half: because I don't want to be your burden.

Qu Boyuan pointed to the content of the experiment on the document and said: "This research has just begun, and it is far from the time when it can be used for clinical trials. They are illegal human experiments! You cannot participate!"

Lin Sheng argued, "It's legal, with the approval of the O League."

"No, you can't participate," Qu Boyuan pulled him up and held him in his arms, "Come back with me, I won't leave you in the future, okay?"

"...I want to stay and cure the disease. Don't come to me in the future, I will make the medicine invalid if I touch you."

"You don't need to treat it, I promise you, from today onwards, I will not be separated from you for a moment." Qu Baiyuan even prayed in his tone: "Come back with me, all my love and pheromones are yours , will not be separated for another day."

Lin Sheng was hugged by him, leaning against him with his eyes closed, thinking in his heart, it is precisely because of this that I want to love you without any flaws.I don't want you to see me and remember that I'm with you because of pheromones, I want to love you soberly and freely as you do to me.If I can't, I'd rather leave you.

Qu Baiyuan deserves the best.

Lin Sheng stole the last bit of body temperature from him and put it in his chest, then pushed him away, "Go, if you don't go, my medicine will expire, and I won't be able to control myself."

"Then disable it."

Qu Boyuan kissed him forcefully, and held him tightly to prevent him from escaping.

The detoxification drugs in the preliminary research and development stage have many side effects, including loss of muscle strength. Lin Sheng is no longer Qu Baiyuan's opponent.

Kissing is like fighting.

The black tea-flavored pheromones engulfed him overwhelmingly.

The sleeping glands began to revive, at first it was just a slight, needle-like pain, and then the desire temporarily suppressed by the drug rose from the limbs, like a thick combustible gas meeting sparks, in a small space It exploded suddenly, making Lin Sheng go limp all over.

The scent of milk gradually became stronger, the loose school uniform was pulled to the knees, the coat was thrown on the desk, and the top was pulled up to the chest.Qu Boyuan picked him up and threw him on the bed, the scattered books hurt his thin spine.

Qu Boyuan went crazy, he didn't want Lin Sheng to take medicine, he didn't want him to be a guinea pig for some kind of experiment, he wanted to get back his clingy Omega.

You can't live without me, and I just can't live without you, and we die together.

This thought entangled Qu Boyuan, burned his reason to ashes, and made him deaf to crying.

"Don't... um..." Qu Baiyuan swallowed the begging for mercy, and Omega's long-starved body began to emit a strong desire.

The medicine failed, and Professor Li Yongge's experimental data had to be overturned and repeated.

"Say you want me," Qu Boyuan grabbed his chin and said viciously, "Say you want me!"

Lin Sheng bit her lower lip, turned her face to the side, and avoided his kiss.

Qu Boyuan turned him over and pressed him from behind.He buried his face in the bed sheet and cried bitterly, and the crying was mixed with joy, these two extremes drove him to the verge of collapse.

Lin Sheng felt the strength in Sheng Zhi's cavity and the fiery breath spraying on the back of his neck, and suddenly realized what he was going to do, and struggled in horror, "No! Please! Qu Baiyuan!!"

The sound insulation of the dormitory building is not good, Lin Sheng didn't dare to make too much noise.However, the screaming under his throat was not deterrent, and Qu Boyuan blocked his lips with his lips again.

Kissing is like a fight, and making love is like a fight.