pathological addiction

Even after many years, whenever Qu Boyuan recalled that scene again, he would be terrified.

He remembered how he ran into the hospital holding Lin Sheng covered in blood, how anxiously he waited outside the emergency room, how he guarded the intensive care unit all night.When Lin Sheng was out of danger, he notified Yan Leyan and left quietly.

That was the most cowardly moment in his life, he didn't even dare to say goodbye in front of Lin Sheng.

After Lin Sheng woke up, he saw Yan Leyan and Bai Ji making love to each other beside his hospital bed. He stared at them blankly for 5 minutes before he realized it.

"Wake up!" Yan Leyan violently pushed Bai Ji away, as if the one making out with him was Lin Sheng's boyfriend.

Lin Sheng turned his eyes around the faces of the two of them, and asked, "Where's Qu Baiyuan?"

Yan Leyan thought that Qu Boyuan had caused him to be like this, and immediately said indignantly: "He's gone, does he still have the face here?"

Lin Sheng looked at Bai Ji again, and Bai Ji smiled at him: "Don't worry, he won't come to you again." Lin Sheng nodded, showing no expression on his face.

Yan Leyan said again: "I have contacted Professor Li, and he arranged for someone to pick you up tomorrow and transfer you to City A to recuperate."

"it is good."

Lin Sheng stared at the snow-white ceiling, thinking, are we breaking up?Thinking of Qu Boyuan crying, his chest hurts a lot. That kind of pain is not from the wound, but slowly crawls out from a deep, untouchable place, and the pain of the wound is magnified infinitely.He had never seen anyone cry so contagiously.

The nurse came in with a trolley to change his dressing.Before Qu Baiyuan left, he told the doctor that the injured person was an addict. The nurse saw that he was in such a miserable state when he came, so he took special care of his emotions at this time.After changing the medicine, he handed him a small glass bottle, "This is the liquid pheromone extracted from that Alpha's blood. It should be enough for you to go back to City A. Is there someone there to help you treat it?"

"Well," Lin Sheng took the bottle, "Thank you."

A label is attached to the glass bottle with Alpha's name and date of extraction.It was yesterday.

The efficiency of extracting pheromone from blood is only [-]%. Qu Boyuan gave him [-] milliliters of pheromone, that is to say, he drew a thousand milliliters of blood.This is the limit of blood loss that an adult Alpha can bear.

Lin Sheng stared at the net weight figure and asked the nurse, "How is he?"

"Who?" The nurse was stunned for a moment, and then followed his gaze to the small glass bottle, "Oh, it's okay. He stayed in the hospital for observation all night and left this morning."

The nurse didn't say any more, and pushed the cart out.

Bai Ji couldn't bear to say something nice for his brother, and just started saying "Qu Baiyuan, he yesterday..." Yan Leyan pinched him severely and warned him not to speak for Qu Baiyuan.

When Bai Ji left, Lin Sheng was about to ask Yan Leyan what was going on with the two of them, when Yan's mother, Qin Tai and Chu Liang came to see him again.

Lin Sheng asked Yan Leyan to help conceal the details of the injury, only saying that it was caused by addiction.

When Qin Tai heard that the disease was a hereditary disease, thinking of Lin Sheng's mother's situation, he couldn't help but sigh, "It would be great if it was found to be a disease at that time, and Lao Lin wouldn't have made such a mess with your mother."

Lin Sheng smiled wryly, "At that time, there was no way to find out, and there was no medicine to cure it, so I could only take a tranquilizer every time an attack occurred."

Mother Yan often shed tears after learning about Lin Sheng's illness. She always blamed herself and felt that Lin Sheng's mother's early death had something to do with her, because she helped find the black clinic where the operation was performed.At this time, I couldn't help but choked up again: "That's better than...it's better than removing the glands..."

"The time when she was free was the happiest," Lin Sheng said. "If it were me, I would do the same."

Mother Yan cried, "You can't do such a stupid thing."

"I know, I'll be cured."

"Okay, Mom, stop crying," Yan Le coaxed, "Those who don't know think that Lin Tiantian has some terminal illness."

Lin Sheng also pulled out a sincere smile, "Don't worry, I'm really fine."

Several people talked for a while.Chu Liang said that he would wait for him on the boxing ring when he got better, and Qu Baiyuan's expression of disapproval immediately appeared in his mind, and then he remembered that they had broken up, just like Bai Ji said, Qu Baiyuan would not come to him anymore, Suddenly it became even more depressed.

Seeing that he was sleepy, Yan Leyan coaxed the adults out, saying that Lin Sheng was going to sleep, and she stayed with him.

Lin Sheng was really sleepy at this moment, but he still couldn't help asking him: "What's going on with you and Bai Ji?"

Yan Leyan sat on the edge of the bed, and said indifferently: "Just kidding around, he wants to tease me, I'm idle anyway."

"Don't you say he is the king of the sea?"

"It's not real, it's just fooling around, and it's not in love."

Lin Sheng disapproved of his sloppy attitude, but then remembered that he was not much better, and asked Qu Baiyuan for pheromones just after meeting him.Thinking of the past, I felt a little funny, and couldn't help but raise the corners of my mouth, a smile was not in place, and the sadness in my heart floated up to suppress that smile.

At eight o'clock in the morning the next day, a doctor brought by Li Yongge came to help Lin Sheng complete the transfer procedures. At 10:30, Lin Sheng boarded the plane to City A with a small bottle of liquid pheromone in his hand, and he never came back for many years.

After the college entrance examination, Yan Leyan went to City A to find Lin Sheng to play.Lin Sheng has been successfully admitted to H Provincial Medical University, and because he joined Li Yongge's National Key Laboratory, he also got the privilege of staying in school during the summer.

Lin Sheng is in good condition, but the side effects of detoxification drugs always torment him, such as lethargy, muscle aches, loss of appetite, and often hallucinations.For example, now, when he was standing at the school gate waiting for Yan Leyan, he saw a man who looked like Qu Baiyuan on the other side of the road, but he couldn't see him again when he carefully distinguished.

He often felt that he saw Qu Baiyuan, sometimes on the road, sometimes on campus, sometimes downstairs in the dormitory.Li Yongge said that it is normal to have hallucinations, after all, the medicine directly acts on the central nervous system, besides hallucinations, it may also cause memory loss.

He didn't feel that his memory had diminished, and sometimes he was troubled by the fact that his memory was abnormally clear.When I was doing something, a previous experience would suddenly pop up, the experience of being with Qu Baiyuan.Or when encountering any problems, he would involuntarily think of how Qu Baiyuan solved these problems in the past.

Li Yongge confiscated his liquid pheromone because it would interfere with the efficacy of the medicine, and Lin Sheng couldn't help feeling sorry for Qu Baiyuan's [-]ml of blood.But regarding Lin Sheng's behavior of drinking a cup of black tea latte every day, he didn't comment, he just told him to control his sugar intake.

Feeling bitter enough, Lin Sheng still had to control sugar, so Lin Sheng had no choice but to choose tobacco as the next best thing.Cigarettes are addictive but not immediately fatal, and they give you enough time to quit, you can stop at any time.Lin Sheng was already very good at coping with withdrawal reactions.

He lit the lighter, lowered his head and lit a cigarette, and when he raised his head again, he felt that the person opposite him looked like Qu Boyuan, and before he could see the truth, he was rushed from behind.

"Lin Tiantian!" Yan Leyan's voice was so loud that half the street could hear this silly nickname.

Lin Sheng's former tablemate Qiu Zian came with Yan Leyan.Qiu Zian also passed the test in City A, so he came here early to familiarize himself with the environment.Lin Sheng was very happy. He had no friends in City A, and all the people he knew were from the laboratory.Everyone was very busy, and he was much older than him, so he couldn't find anyone to accompany him if he wanted to go out for a hot pot meal.Qiu Zian finally had an extra playmate when he came.

However, Qiu Zian's appearance made someone very unhappy.