pathological addiction

Such a straightforward request made Qu Baiyuan a little unprepared, even panicked.

The difficulty of controlling himself the night before had already given him the frustration of having his rhythm disrupted.

Pheromone is uncontrollable, and this kind of unreasonable thing will make people lose their minds.It is an extremely dangerous and anti-human design. It has always been difficult for him to understand why humans have evolved such a major physiological defect as glands.

All pheromone-induced relationships are unaesthetic, no different from animals in estrus.Just like his father and mother, the marriage maintained by pheromones finally collapsed.

Not only is it not aesthetically pleasing, but it is also unreliable.

Qu Boyuan is a perfectionist, he hopes that his brain, not his glands, controls his body.In his planned route, their tempo should be a little slower.He wants his Omega to fall in love with his soul first and foremost, pheromones are just a little fun.

This is very important, not putting the cart before the horse.

He gently pushed Lin Sheng's hand away. Originally, Lin Sheng didn't grab him too hard, but he let go during the few seconds he hesitated.

Lin Sheng looked very injured, the tip of his nose and the center of his brows were red, and there seemed to be mist in his eyes.

"I'm sorry," he said with a trembling voice, "Please ask Yan Leyan to bring me an inhibitor, thank you."

"Ah."

Qu Boyuan went out quickly, as quickly as if he was fleeing from the scene of a dangerous incident.

Lin Sheng heard the door open and close.He felt that he was simply a waste, a waste controlled by pheromones, begging for mercy to an Alpha he hadn't known for a day.

It is not sad to pray, but to be rejected is the saddest thing.

He threw himself on the bed in despair, imagining pulling his soul out, watching this body controlled by physical desire with cold eyes.

It didn't take long for Yan Leyan to come up, he pulled Lin Sheng up from the bed, Lin Sheng looked at him in a daze, as if he had to carefully identify the person in front of him for a while before he recognized who it was.

"Yan Leyan—" he dragged his voice and called out.

Yan Leyan asked him what happened.

He first took the inhibitor and injected it into himself, and after a moment of silence, he said with red eyes, "I dreamed about my mother."

Yan Leyan sighed, hooked his shoulders to let him lean on her, and said, "Come on, Dad, give me a hug."

Lin Sheng obediently leaned over, he was a little taller than Yan Leyan, he leaned forward a little aggrieved and bowed his back, after a while he said: "I was so ashamed just now."

"Yeah, it's a bit embarrassing to be caught by Qu Boyuan when you were in heat twice." Yan Leyan rubbed his messy hair, "Hey, did you do it on purpose? Why didn't you find out that you still have such scheming before?"

Lin Sheng straightened up and sat down, and complained: "My friend, is this your attitude when you encounter this kind of thing?"

Yan Leyan immediately changed his words: "No, no, no, I mean Qu Baiyuan is too scheming, every time you show up when you are in heat, what a green tea!"

"I just..." Lin Sheng sighed, hesitated for a while, and finally said, "I just asked Qu Boyuan for pheromone."

Yan Leyan was stunned for a moment, "What do you mean you asked him for pheromone?"

Lin Sheng looked into his eyes and said sadly: "I told him, 'Give me some of your pheromone, is that okay?'...then he rejected me."

Yan Leyan's eyeballs almost popped out, "No way, Lin Tiantian! Are you so ashamed?"

Lin Sheng immediately lost face, "That's right, you also feel very ashamed."

"No," Yan Leyan was a little confused about the situation, "You don't have this kind of style, do you? It's more like what I would say."

Lin Sheng fell back on the bed, covering his eyes with his arms, "I don't know what's wrong with me, I feel like I'm crazy."

"Lin Tiantian," Yan Leyan finally realized the seriousness of the problem, and he asked tentatively, "Could it be that you like him?"

"Ok?"

"Do you always miss him in your mind? When you don't see him, you really want to see him, but when you see him, you dare not look at him?"

Lin Sheng: "Do you want to see him? I don't really think about it in particular, I just want to smell his pheromones, does that count?"

"Fuck, it's exciting, you guys have developed to this point? Of course I like it."

Lin Sheng took off his arm and stared blankly at the ceiling, "Really? I like him?"

Yan Leyan shook his head, "That is to say, when you were in heat, you asked for pheromones from the person you liked, but he rejected you?"

"Hmm..." Lin Sheng nodded slowly.

Yan Leyan sighed: "Lin Tiantian, you are really miserable."

"I'm really miserable." Lin Sheng repeated to himself.

Qu Baiyuan didn't see Lin Sheng again throughout the afternoon, and Lin Sheng wasn't there at dinner.Bai Ji asked casually, and Yan Le said that Lin Sheng's family had returned to the urban area beforehand.

When he spoke, he was quite resentful, and he squinted at Qu Boyuan, as if Lin Sheng's family had trouble because of Qu Boyuan.

But Qu Boyuan was very calm, and didn't even ask a question.This made Yan Leyan even more convinced that he was an asshole - you don't have that intention, you don't have to flirt, and it would be very fucked to hang people irresponsibly after flirting.

Some people are like this, they appear in your life as if they want to hurt you on purpose.

It was already dark when Lin Sheng returned to the urban area from the mountain. He rode his bike into an old street in the city center and stopped in front of a three-story building whose outer wall had peeled off.

The boxing gym is on the first floor, and the children in the summer class are doing stretching after training.

Lin Sheng went in and threw the small bag of luggage in the coach's office.

Qin Tai was sitting alone on the rattan chair, with his legs up on the table, a pipe in his mouth, and watching videos with his mobile phone.

"Uncle Tai, where is my grandfather?"

Qin Tai showed his eyes from above the phone, "Isn't he outside? He was there just now."

While talking, Lin Sheng's grandfather Lin Dingnian came in.He took off the boxing bandages on his hands as he walked in, Lin Sheng called out: "Grandpa."

Lin Dingnian raised his eyelids to look at him, and nodded sullenly.

Ever since his mother passed away, Lin Sheng had rarely seen his grandfather smile, and he had never smiled at him. He only had two expressions of stern and more stern, as if no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't satisfy him.

"Does Grandpa still have classes tonight?"

"No more," Lin Dingnian glanced at him, "Go and change your clothes, I'll see if you've regressed recently."

"Oh." Lin Sheng agreed.

Qin Tai got up from the rattan chair, looking like he was enjoying the show, and gestured to Lin Sheng behind Lin Dingnian: Be careful, he is in a bad mood today.

Lin Sheng smiled wryly. When will grandpa be in a good mood?

On the octagonal boxing ring, Lin Dingnian only wore shorts and a pair of half-fingered gloves.Although he is over [-] years old, he is hale and hearty, and his gnarled muscles make people have to admire his self-discipline and hard work for decades.

Lin Sheng was wearing overalls and a tight black vest. His body looked much thinner than Lin Dingnian's. His muscles were slender and his lines were smooth. It is almost impossible for Omega to develop the same muscles as Lin Dingnian, Lin Sheng is already considered very good.

The students and coaches who were practicing freely around saw that the shelf was opened here, and they all gathered around.A few acquaintances recognized Lin Sheng as Lin Dingnian's grandson, and made noises beside him: "Jiao Lin, please show mercy to Omega!"

During this cry, Lin Sheng covered his head with his arms, barely blocking a fierce swinging punch, and then Lin Dingnian hit Lin Sheng in the abdomen with two consecutive blows.

Lin Sheng couldn't react, and could only hum the pain in his mouth.

Lin Dingnian was very dissatisfied with his slow reaction, and his moves became faster and faster.

Lin Sheng was actually very uncomfortable at this time, both physically and mentally.But he was not qualified to express his grievances in front of his grandfather, so he had to brace himself to fight.Just as he was retreating, Lin Dingnian suddenly kicked him in the face with a backward kick!

The left side of his face turned red all of a sudden, and it hurt hotly.Feeling liquid dripping from the corner of his mouth, Lin Sheng wiped it off with the back of his hand indifferently, and continued to assume an attacking posture.

"What were you doing just now!" Lin Dingnian shouted, his eyes widening, "Are you trash?!"

Lin Sheng swallowed the blood on his teeth from the inside of his cheek, and quickly punched out a combo of punches.But Lin Dingnian's dodge was too powerful, he didn't hit even once.

The surrounding spectators burst into applause, Lin Sheng felt a little anxious, and kicked him with all his might on his waist.As a result, the kick was easily caught by Lin Dingnian, and Lin Sheng cried out in his heart, it's too bad!

Sure enough, Lin Dingnian threw him heavily to the ground immediately after catching his leg.Lin Sheng only felt that his internal organs had all fallen out of place, and he was lying on the ground unable to get up for a while.

Grandpa snorted through his nose and looked down at him.Lin Sheng clearly felt that his left cheek was swollen, and his vision was a bit blurred.He heard his grandfather yelling at him, "Stand up! Don't be like your mother!"

One evening three days later.

When Qu Boyuan found the boxing gym, Lin Sheng was training with several six or seven-year-old boys.

This old street in the city center is narrow and crowded, and there is no place to park your car.He had no choice but to park the car outside and follow the mobile phone navigation for a long time.

Bai Ji asked Yan Leyan for the address, and Bai Ji told Yan Leyan that he wanted to find Lin Sheng to practice wrestling.And Yan Leyan was a brain that couldn't turn a corner, so he gave him the address without even thinking about it.

The mobile phone issued a notification sound for arriving at the destination. Standing across the street, Qu Baiyuan saw the silhouette of Lin Sheng who was in class in the boxing gym, but Lin Sheng did not see him.

Several children wearing a full set of fighting equipment lined up and took turns kicking the target in Lin Sheng's hands. Lin Sheng patiently guided each of them, squatting down from time to time to correct their movements with their hands.Look serious.

When he turned his head, Qu Boyuan saw that the other side of his face was a bit swollen, and there was a purple scar at the corner of his mouth, which looked shocking on his fair face.

Qu Boyuan held his breath for a few seconds, as if seeing some rare and famous painting, a complex emotion suddenly surged deep in his heart, which made him excited for no reason.He put his hands in his trouser pockets and walked across the street into the fight gym.