elopement alone

Si Yuchen suffered from insomnia that night.

Usually when Si Yuchen was in a bad mood, she would curl herself up under the quilt and sleep all day. After waking up, she could forget all the unhappy things, but today she couldn't fall asleep no matter what.

After talking on the phone with Chen Ningshu, Si Yuchen felt that she was quite shameless, and that the entanglement with Zhang Yan had nothing to do with Chen Ningshu, but she still wanted to involve Chen Ningshu. Whether it was intentional or not, Chen Ningshu never From this moment on, everyone will advance and retreat with her, won't they?

I am not afraid of public opinion, but I am afraid that Chen Ningshu will be criticized. I will not mention it for the past few years. There are always a few people scolding me under the comments every day. It is impossible to quit social networks completely. My own original brand But it still needs the medium of the Internet to promote it. If netizens agree that Chen Ningshu has connected to his and Zhang Yan's emotional life, then it will not be cleared at all.

Coupled with the navy hired by Zhang Yan's company, Chen Ningshu has no power to restrain the chicken at all, and can only sit and wait for death.

Si Yuchen clearly understands that she doesn't have a public relations team or agency behind her, and she doesn't have strong financial resources to support her, why don't she just quit the Internet...

But this can't stop Zhang Yan's company from picking up Chen Ningshu.

Could it be that the relationship of several years is not as good as Zhang Yan's love?

Is it because wanting to become popular can make people lose their conscience, or is it that Zhang Yan has always been such a person, but now he only recognizes her as a person.

Si Yuchen doesn't want to think too badly of Zhang Yan, but the people in this circle are too complicated, everyone makes friends with others with a utilitarian mind, and almost treats relationships for fun. She knows that she has So out of place.

Thinking of this, Si Yuchen got out of bed, turned on the computer and editing software, imported the material in the camera card, and concentrated on editing the video.

It is the material of the documentary filmed in Deben.

After returning from Deben, she never touched the camera, because there are too many memories of Chen Ningshu in this film, Si Yuchen didn't want to touch it, and she didn't dare to touch it. The reason why she dared to open these videos today is because She wanted to give herself a break.

You can no longer be willing to degenerate, you can't delay your life and work because of a person who doesn't love you, and you have to work hard to give yourself a better future, right?

It's the third cup of wine, maybe it's true that everyone gets drunk if they don't get drunk, Chen Ningshu was a little groggy, she staggered open the bedroom door, and staggered onto the bed.

An Jing turned over, and Chen Ningshu could just see her face.

With her hands on An Jing's waist and her head tucked in front of An Jing's chest, An Jing snorted and pulled Chen Ningshu into her arms, hugging her a little tighter.

The quiet breath sprinkled evenly on Chen Ningshu's forehead, suppressing the throbbing heart, Chen Ningshu was about to be overwhelmed by reason.

How to do it to get the best of both worlds is really a worldwide problem.

Misty also fell asleep, and it was morning when Chen Ningshu woke up again.

After washing up, I found An Jing was making breakfast in the kitchen.

Jing Jing seemed to have heard the movement here, looked away from the pot, looked at Chen Ningshu who was leaning against the wall, and smiled softly, "Are you up?"

Chen Ningshu nodded, walked over, put his face on Jing Jing's back, and wrapped his arms around her waist.

"What's wrong?" An Jing was a little strange to Chen Ningshu's behavior.

Chen Ningshu took a deep breath: "I really want to go on like this with you for the rest of my life."

Quietly smiled: "Then continue like this for the rest of your life."

Chen Ningshu didn't say a word, and the strength in his hand increased by two points, "How can I be able to win your favor?"

An Jing put the fried eggs on the plate, turned off the fire, turned around and hugged Chen Ningshu.

"I should be the one who said this. I have done so many things to be sorry to you in the past, but you can not let go of the past, continue to tolerate me and love me."

Quiet's chin rested on Chen Ningshu's forehead, Chen Ningshu's heart seemed to have knocked over a five-flavored bottle, and he didn't know what to say for a moment.

The words I wanted to speak were stuck in my throat, and I couldn't utter a single syllable.

If you trust me like this, if you know that I want to make you wronged and trample on your dignity and bottom line for other women and for yourself, will you still love me like you do now...

If I speak out about this matter, you will definitely support me [-]%, and you are willing to be wronged, but I don't want to, and I can't.

In the end, it shouldn't be said that I have no ability to protect you.

If I was stronger and dared to challenge Zhang Yan, then I wouldn't be so entangled.

"What's wrong with Ning Shu?" An Jing felt that something was wrong with the person in her arms, let go of her, and lifted her chin up, only to see Chen Ningshu's teary eyes.

"Why are you crying?" An Jing lowered her head, closed her eyes, and gently kissed Chen Ningshu's eyes.

"Thank you, thank you for loving me."

After Chen Ningshu finished speaking, he burst into tears.

An Jing was so scared that she quickly hugged her, "Why are you crying so early in the morning, don't cry, don't cry, do you have something to tell me?"

As he spoke, he walked to the living room with his arms around her and sat down on the sofa.

It took a while for Chen Ningshu to stop crying, and said with a sob, "It's okay, I just suddenly thought about our past."

An Jing gently wiped her face with a tissue, "It's over, everything is fine."

Chen Ningshu looked at Jing Jing's eyes full of love, and nodded firmly: "It will get better."

"Go and prepare breakfast, don't be late."

After An Jing returned to the kitchen, Chen Ningshu turned on his phone and sent a text message to Si Yuchen.

"At one o'clock at noon, I'll go to your house."

Si Yuchen finished roughly cutting the material and was about to turn off the phone and go to sleep when a message suddenly came from the phone.

Open it, it's Chen Ningshu's news.

I thought Chen Ningshu would think about it for a long time, but I didn't expect her to give me an answer so quickly.

"it is good."

Now I can sleep peacefully.

"Ning Shu, what's for lunch?" An Jing parked the car and turned to ask Chen Ningshu in the co-pilot.

"I have something to do with my friends at noon, so I won't eat with you."

"Oh... okay." An Jing lowered her head and was about to open the door when Chen Ningshu held her hand.

In the next second, Chen Ningshu had already pulled her into his arms, and Chen Ningshu's lips gently kissed his forehead.

The other party's gentle voice came from the ear: "I love you, be quiet."

Quiet anxiety is justified, her intuition has always been accurate.

At noon, Chen Ningshu was already sitting in the living room of Si Yuchen's house.

"What would you like to drink? Coffee or juice?"

"No, let's get down to business."

Si Yuchen nodded, motioning for her to continue.

Chen Ningshu was silent for a moment: "Is there no other solution to this matter?"

Si Yuchen was a little embarrassed, scratched his head, and said hesitantly, "I... can't think of any way now."

"If I pretend to be dating you, what else are you going to do besides posting it on Weibo?"

Si Yuchen opened his eyes wide and looked at Chen Ningshu in disbelief, "You...agreed?"

Chen Ningshu smiled bitterly, "Otherwise, what can I do? I can't imagine the result of my coming out. I don't have a penny income, and I depend on my family to support me. If my mother forces me to sever contact with An Jing, what can I do? "

Si Yuchen trembled and stood up, even unable to control her emotions, "You, is your mother's opinion that important?"

"That's my mother, how can you not care?" Chen Ningshu also stood up and looked at Si Yuchen.

Si Yuchen stared at her blankly.

"If I don't cooperate with you in pretending to be in a relationship, won't I be fleshed out? Didn't you call me because you wanted me to act with you?" Chen Ningshu asked back.

Si Yuchen smiled self-deprecatingly, "Yes, maybe I just consciously substituted your context. When we were together with Zhang Yan, Zhang Yan told me clearly that he would not stay with me for the rest of his life. She said that she would get married in the future. .”

Chen Ningshu didn't know how to persuade her for a while, so he could only let silence replace all answers.

Two people with their own concerns sat on both ends of the sofa, perhaps it had been a long time, and Chen Ningshu was already a little sleepy.

"Drink some wine?"

"Drink some wine?"

The two looked at each other and smiled, Si Yuchen got up and went to the kitchen to bring out a case of beer.

Opened a can and handed it to Chen Ningshu, as if talking to himself: "After breaking up with Zhang Yan, I drink a lot, and I always feel as if I have drunk all the wine in my life. This half case of beer is my last stock I hope I can forget about those painful things after drinking it."

Chen Ningshu took it and took a big sip, "I didn't drink when I broke up with Jing Jing, and I didn't drink when I met Jing Jing again. I didn't expect that because of this incident, I actually drank..."

"Probably because you really like quietness. You know, I don't like Zhang Yan anymore, but Zhang Yan still brings me pain. Why do you think this is?"

"Even if you don't love her anymore, your memories are still there."

Si Yuchen nodded, and when he raised his head, he had already swallowed half a can of beer, "Maybe."

"So you really want to open your relationship with me? What does Jing Jing say?"

Chen Ningshu was stunned for a moment, "Quiet, she doesn't know."

Si Yuchen was quite surprised: "You want to hide it from her?"

"I dare not tell her that I can't get over this hurdle in my heart. Not many people know about Jing Jing being with me, but I don't want her to be wronged..."

Chen Ningshu put down the beer, "This matter is our own fault. What's the matter with An Jing? Why should An Jing pay for my fault?"

"What's your fault? What's your fault?"

"If it wasn't for me traveling with you and being photographed, would you still be so entangled?"

"The wrong person is obviously Zhang Yan! What does it have to do with us?"

Chen Ningshu glanced at Si Yuchen, "Oh, yes, but is there really absolute fairness in this world? Even if the wrong person is Zhang Yan, it's still 'man is the knife, I'm the fish', right?"

"Have you ever thought about the consequences of quiet knowing about this?" Si Yuchen sighed heavily.

"I thought about it, I thought about An Jing breaking up with me because of it, because she no longer loves me, because she doesn't believe me, or because she is willing to forgive me regardless of the past, I thought about it."

"Then why do you still say that? Let's tell An Jing."

"Si Yuchen, why don't you understand? I don't have the face to tell Jing Jing, do you understand?!"

Chen Ningshu stood up abruptly, shouting hysterically.

"Why should I let my girlfriend be wronged, just because she loves me? The whole world thinks that I am with you, and only she knows that she is my girlfriend. How can I say such a shameful humiliation! "

"Why is it such a shame! Two people who love each other should tolerate and understand each other. You have no choice but to tell her what's wrong? She will understand!"

"Yes! She will understand, and she will definitely agree, but have you ever thought about how sad it is for Jing Jing to be alone at home in the dead of night, and I will accompany you to your various friends' gatherings? You can stand and talk without backache at all. !"

"I don't have a backache when I stand and talk?" Si Yuchen stood up, blushing, "Zhang Yan and Liang Letian slept so many times, I was kept in the dark, and in the end it was Liang Letian who told me the truth .But I can’t even beat Liang Letian, and now I’m threatened by Zhang Yan. Pretending to be in love with you is Zhang Yan’s first requirement. Do you know what the second point is? The second point is that I want Reconcile with her, do you think I have not compromised? People all over the world are compromising, do you think you, Chen Ningshu, are the only ones who are great?"

The beer that Chen Ningshu was about to raise stopped in the air, looking at Si Yuchen, "Zhang Yan and... Liang Letian are going to bed?"

Si Yuchen had already started to cry, "Yeah, I'm the biggest idiot! My girlfriend and the buddy I thought were friends with sex, and I was the last one to find out!"

The conversation has reached this point, and it seems that it can no longer continue.

Chen Ningshu patted her on the back in a timely manner, "Forget it, don't think about it, it's all over."

"It's over?" Si Yuchen looked up and smiled, but this smile was uglier than crying: "I still want to have an affair with Zhang Yan, why is it over? Who the hell am I provoking?"

"Perhaps, it's because of your long-term tolerance that she has been aggressive again and again. You should change your temper."

"I forbear in the past because I love her, but now I forbear because I love you."

Si Yuchen finally said the confession in her heart. Although she was a long time late, she finally said it.

But Chen Ningshu stood there in a daze, not daring to speak.

Things have developed to this point, and they are completely out of her control.

She knew that Si Yuchen liked her all along, but how could Si Yuchen confess his love at this time?

"I won't take advantage of others, don't worry." Si Yuchen seemed to guess what Chen Ningshu was thinking, and explained.

"How can you tell me now? Can't you never tell me!" Chen Ningshu shook her shoulder.

"The person I love is An Jing, but I want to hide from her to be with you, you still love me, you are making me unrighteous, do you understand?!"

Si Yuchen didn't speak for a while, "But I just love you!"

"Stop talking, this is the end of today's topic, you go tell Zhang Yan that I agree to pretend to be in love with you, that's all."

Chen Ningshu walked to the door, opened it and left Si Yuchen's house.