elopement alone

After leaving Si Yuchen's house, Chen Ningshu didn't go to work, and stayed in the coffee shop all afternoon in a daze.

Not wanting to communicate with the outside world, he just called Jing Jing and said that he had something to do at school and shut down the phone.

The coffee in his hand was already cold, but he didn't take a sip.

I don't know if he drank too much today, but Chen Ningshu, who only had breakfast, didn't feel hungry at all.

If I could be braver and tell Jing Jing the truth, it would be even more painful.

Or do you simply not accept being gay?

My heart is still afraid of the three words homosexuality?

I am afraid of being criticized, afraid of other people's eyes, afraid of questioning from my parents?

Three questions swirled in Chen Ningshu's mind, and Chen Ningshu felt that his brain was about to explode.

Is such a self really worthy of quiet love?

Is it worthy of your unprincipled trust?

Before he knew it, it was six o'clock in the afternoon, Jing Jing couldn't contact Chen Ningshu at all, he walked around the office in a hurry, and finally called Ji Yufei to the stairwell in desperation.

"I can't get in touch with Ning Shu, do you know where she is?"

Ji Yufei tried to dial Chen Ningshu's mobile phone, but there was no surprise that "the number you dialed has been turned off" came from the receiver.

"When was the last time she contacted you?" Ji Yufei asked An Jing with the mobile phone open to her ear.

"It was around two o'clock in the afternoon. She said she had something to do at school and asked me to leave. I wanted to pick her up just now, only to find that no one answered her cell phone."

"School? Let me ask my classmates."

After Ji Yufei contacted the class committee and roommates one by one, she said with a puzzled face: "No one has heard that there is something wrong with the school, and Chen Ningshu has never contacted them."

Seeing An Jing constantly pacing in place, Ji Yufei comforted her: "It's okay, it might be a temporary situation, don't worry. You go home and wait for her, I'm in the dormitory, and I'll tell you as soon as I get news about her."

Quiet thought for a while, then nodded, "That's the only way."

It was ten o'clock in the middle of the night when Chen Ningshu returned home.

She didn't take a car after coming out of the coffee shop, and walked for more than two hours before returning home.

An Jing noticed that there was movement at the door, and hurried to open the door. The moment the door was opened, Chen Ningshu collapsed in her arms.

Hugging her quietly, "Ning Shu, what's wrong?"

I touched her forehead with the back of my hand, it was so hot!

"Why do you have a fever? Go to the hospital quickly."

Chen Ningshu shook his head with a smile, "No need, just take some medicine."

"It's so hot that you have to force it?" An Jing stopped talking, took out her coat and put it on Chen Ningshu, and carried her directly downstairs.

Registered and sent to the outpatient clinic, "39 degrees, why is the fever so severe?"

"Then what should I do? Need an injection?" An Jing asked anxiously.

"Let's do a penicillin skin test first, and get an injection if you don't have an allergic reaction."

Chen Ningshu hung up the bottle and lay on the bed.

Jing Jing really wanted to ask her where she went in the afternoon, but she swallowed the words again. Seeing Chen Ningshu's appearance, she must be very uncomfortable. It's better to wait for her to recover from her illness before asking her.

An Jing and Chen Ningshu came out of the hospital and sat in the driver's seat.

After thinking about it, I still asked, "Ning Shu, where did you go this afternoon?"

"A schoolgirl was shooting a micro-movie and was short of props, so I helped to buy them." Chen Ningshu's voice was still a little unsteady, probably because the fever hadn't gone away.

An Jing still wanted to ask again, but seeing Chen Ningshu's sickly look, she couldn't bear to let Chen Ningshu talk again, "Next time you have something to do, don't turn off the phone, I'm worried that I won't be able to contact you."

An Jing took Chen Ningshu's hand on his lap, and clenched it tightly, "I'm really anxious to death this afternoon. I thought something happened to you, and I'm really afraid of losing you again."

Chen Ningshu looked back at Jing Jing, opened his mouth but didn't speak, and after two seconds: "It won't happen in the future, it won't make you unable to contact me."

"Ah!" An Jing suddenly remembered that she hadn't reported to Ji Yufei, and immediately took out her mobile phone, "Ning Shu came back and said that he went to help buy props for senior sister, it's all right, you don't need to look for it."

"Senior sister buys props? Well, then you guys should go to rest early."

Ji Yufei put the phone back next to the pillow, and said to herself: "Is any of our seniors making a movie recently? Why don't I know?"

On the way home for Chen Ningshu and An Jing, Si Yuchen posted a Weibo, officially announcing his relationship with Chen Ningshu.

Si Yuchen's Weibo became popular in domestic cheer circles.

"There is a saying in the film industry: Can you help me take a long shot? It lasts a lifetime, no montage is needed. The moment I met you, I knew that my past was just to prove that you are my true love. "

Attached below is a picture of Chen Ningshu's back, with the market in Deben in the background.

Chen Ningshu opened Weibo while taking a quiet bath, and the tweets kept coming.

The latest status was almost all comments from Si Yuchen's fans.

"Are you Si Yuchen's new girlfriend?"

"I wish you happiness!"

"Little San? Intervene in Zhang Yan Si Yuchen's feelings?"

It is nothing more than these three types of messages.

The moment he was about to press the button to turn off the phone, he let go and opened WeChat.

"Si Yuchen, is this considered public?"

The other side quickly replied: Yes, you will accompany me to the bar in a few days, meet people in the circle, and confirm the news.

"Can you not go? I'm already very sorry for Jing Jing."

"It's come to this point, I can only continue acting, don't worry, I'll just break up peacefully after a while. I won't disturb your relationship."

Chen Ningshu put the phone on the table, lowered his head, and grabbed the roots of his hair with both hands.

Will it really not disturb our relationship?

Really won't let Jing Jing find out?

An Jing came out of the shower, saw Chen Ningshu was still sitting on the sofa in the living room, walked over, and hugged her in her arms.

Water dripped from the ends of her hair onto the pajamas, quickly soaking the fabric around her neck.

Chen Ningshu's head was just stuck in Quiet's abdomen, and the warmth of his lover came from his abdomen, making Chen Ningshu temporarily forget about his troubles, hugging him quietly, closing his eyes, really wanting to be with you like this all the time, No unhappy things or people.

"What are you thinking about?" An Jing touched Chen Ningshu's forehead while talking, "The fever is gone, you, don't run around next time, look, doesn't this make you sick?"

Chen Ningshu nodded slightly, and replied in a low voice: "Understood."

"That... I have something to ask you."

Chen Ningshu pulled An Jing to sit beside him, looking at her solemnly.

"what happened?"

"Do you trust me? Do you believe that I love you?"

"Of course I believe you, what's the matter?"

Chen Ningshu's mouth was already aligned, but the truth of the matter was stuck in his throat, and he could no longer move up half an inch.

Mouth opened and closed, closed and opened, repeated many times, Chen Ningshu tried to organize a sentence in her mind that could best restore the truth without hurting An Jing, but she still didn't know how to describe this matter that seemed to her Something absurd.

"I'm just afraid that you will listen to some inexplicable public opinion and speech."

Jing Jing smiled faintly, "What am I supposed to do? I'm not afraid of people saying that you are being taken care of by me, or intervening in my relationship with Liu Zehan. It's you, don't be told to shrink back."

Chen Ningshu was full of doubts, Liu Zehan?

An Jing cleared her throat, and then continued: "The people in the TV station just like to gossip, and they like to do things like gossip. People who don't count entertainment circles still want to fuck the paparazzi. It's really full. Okay. Since they won't say it in front of our faces, as for how we were spread, I have a good idea."

Chen Ningshu didn't speak, and lowered his head, his long hair was vertical to the floor and sprinkled on his chest.

I still can't pass this test, and I dare not tell you what I did. How can I, who is so selfish and greedy, be lucky enough to be loved by you?

Although An Jing hugged her to sleep, Chen Ningshu still suffered from insomnia every night these days.

After waking up and sleeping, sleeping and waking up, going back and forth several times a night, it didn't take long for Chen Ningshu to have dark circles under his eyeballs.

An Jing supported Chen Ningshu's cheeks, observed her face carefully, and sighed incessantly, "Hey, why did you have dark circles under your eyes? Could it be that I didn't take good care of you?"

"Maybe I'm coming to my aunt soon. I'm in a bad mood and my sleep has become worse." Chen Ningshu explained weakly.

Si Yuchen was still sleeping when Zhang Yan came to find Si Yuchen.

"Why is it so late?" Si Yuchen rubbed his eyes, looking at his well-dressed ex-girlfriend.

Zhang Yan walked in with ease, put down his bag, changed his shoes, and responded with a smile, "Why, as your girlfriend, can't I come over to accompany you?"

"You should know..." Si Yuchen's voice became smaller and smaller, but Zhang Yan knew what she was going to say.

"I should know that you like Chen Ningshu. You did this to cooperate with her." Zhang Yan wrapped his arms around Si Yuchen's waist and blocked her against the wall.

"But you should also know that if you do this, Chen Ningshu won't remember you at all, and will think that you are taking advantage of others, so if you want to make a good impression on her, you can only fall in love with me and let her She completely let go of her guard against you."

Si Yuchen lowered his head and looked at Zhang Yan's face. The once familiar facial features became more and more unfamiliar.

"You weren't like this before, is it so important to be a star?"

Zhang Yan sneered: "If you don't become a star, what will you do to support you? Si Yuchen, other people don't know you, don't I? If you are really rich, why bother to sell clothes online? Your little fame is just like a fringe star .”

"Yes, I don't have much fame and money, but I am poor and ambitious. I am confident that Chen Ningshu can live a better life."

"Bundled sales again? Pull Chen Ningshu to sell clothes with you? Play the rest of the set you played with me?"

"Can you pay attention to what you say, what is pulling her to sell clothes with me, I won't force her to do this kind of thing."

Zhang Yan still had a cold face, and there was still a trace of sneer on the corner of his mouth, "Yo Yo Yo, if you have the ability to confess to her, what's the matter with me? And your Weibo, you write so affectionately , I got goosebumps when I saw it, I don’t know if your Chen Ningshu will be moved to tears? You are quite protective, so you only put the back on it?”

Si Yuchen pushed Zhang Yan away, "Don't worry about our affairs!"

Zhang Yan didn't speak. After a while, he suddenly laughed: "Heh! How funny! One of my conditions is to let you fall in love with me. Are you going to violate the rules? Are all previous efforts wasted?"

Si Yuchen stared at Zhang Yan, and after a long time, his back suddenly leaned against the wall and collapsed to the ground, "You won, Zhang Yan, you destroyed my feelings and my principles, You made me the kind of person I hated the most."

"Isn't it good to be like this? Be as honest as before and be cheated by others? How many times have I slept with Liang Letian and you are still kept in the dark? It hurts me to see it, you know? The person I love actually Trust a scumbag so much!"

Si Yuchen raised his head and looked at Zhang Yan, "I trust you because one of you is my brother and the other is my girlfriend. I didn't expect to cheat me together. You are not ashamed but proud? And you call me stupid? Zhang Yan, I don't know when you became like this! Or you have always been like this! Do you love me? What is your so-called love? You love me and hurt me to sleep with others? love yourself!"

Zhang Yan raised his hand and slapped Si Yuchen, his eyes were red with anger: "No matter what I do, I will love you! Do you think I would like to sleep with Liang Letian! If he didn't threaten me with my video , How could I agree! Si Yuchen! You are only willing to believe what you want to believe, you are the selfish person! I am with Dayang, did you ask me why? I slept with Liang Letian, you asked Did you ask me why? You are a coward at all, you are afraid that the answer you will hear is that I don't love you, so you dare not ask!"

Si Yuchen interrupted her: "Enough! The person I love is Chen Ningshu! Don't be so sentimental!"

Zhang Yan grabbed Si Yuchen's shirt skirt and lifted her up, pressing her against the wall and kissing her forcefully.

"I'm self-indulgent? You still loved me when you didn't know Chen Ningshu. Now you say you don't love me?! I don't believe you can change so fast! The relationship of several years is not worth the few months of your acquaintance ?”