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The lights in the emergency room were always on, and Lin Feichen and Mu Lingche stood guard at the door of the emergency room, one on the left and the other on the right. The two hearts were equally disturbed, but they dared not say a word in the end, for fear of breaking the tension of this moment. calm.

Time passed by, and finally after three hours of surgery, the operating light was turned off, and the door of the operating room was slowly opened. Li Mulun walked out rubbing his sore shoulders. Lin Feichen and Mu Ling Che and the two immediately got up and rushed over, "How is Feng (Jin)?"

The two people were holding Li Mulun's arm from left to right. Originally, Li Mulun rushed back overnight, and he was dizzy and dizzy after undergoing such a long operation after returning.A moment of impatience welled up in his eyes, and he was too lazy to answer the two people's questions. He shook his shoulders to get rid of the restraint of the two people, and said to the nurse behind who pushed An Jinfeng out, "send him to the ward" feet forward.

Lin Feichen and Mu Lingche saw An Jinfeng coming out, and they were about to accompany An Jinfeng to the ward on the bed.Li Mulun, who was walking in front, stopped suddenly, "You two, please be quiet now and let him have a good rest. If you have any questions, come with me to the office. I also have a lot to say to you two!" Listen to this It was hard for Lin Feichen and Mu Lingche to refute. After all, the two of them knew almost nothing about An Jinfeng's situation. Stand still and watch the hospital bed push in front of you.

Mu Lingche's gaze stayed on An Jinfeng's face all the time, that face that was still a little rosy was now so pale that it almost caught up with the sheet covering him, if he had known this was the result.If I had known earlier that I would feel pain in the face of such a result.If he knew that facing An Jinfeng like this earlier, he would feel ashamed with remorse.He will definitely not do so many things that hurt him, but is it too late to regret it now?

Following Li Mulun to his office, Li Mulun waved his hand casually to signal the two of them to sit down, while he himself put his elbows on the desk behind the desk and pressed his temples that had already been warned with both hands.

"Li Mulun, how is Feng's condition?" Lin Feichen was already anxious, thinking that Li Mulun would immediately tell them about An Jinfeng's condition when he called them over, but seeing him looking leisurely now is really very pleasant. It's hard to bear it any longer, even though he knows that Li Mulun's current appearance shows that An Jinfeng has nothing to do for the time being based on how much he cares about An Jinfeng.But he still wanted to know what it was like. "He's fine. Fortunately, he was discovered early, otherwise I can't help it." Li Mulun sighed. He always couldn't show that kind of coldness when facing Lin Feichen, but when his eyes fell on Mu Lingche, There was no need for him to put on that friendly gesture, "What he needs now is ample rest. If you have nothing else important to do, you might as well listen to me tell a story!"

When Li Mulun said that he was fine, it meant that he was fine. Lin Feichen still trusted Li Mulun's medical skills.As for Mu Lingche, there was nothing he could do if he didn't believe it.After all, An Jinfeng's life now rests in this person's hands.

"Seven years ago, I was still in high school and I was about to face the college entrance examination." Li Mulun's opening made Mu Lingche confused. He always thought that what Li Mulun was going to say should be about An Jinfeng, but why did he talk about his college days? I don't understand but I have no other choice but to wait for Li Mulun's next words.

Li Mulun glanced at the two people sitting in front of him, "At that time, my mother came to City A purely for official business, but when she returned, there was an extra person, you should have guessed that that person was An Jinfeng, Lin Feichen already knew about my relationship with An Jinfeng, but you shouldn't know, otherwise you wouldn't react so much when I hugged him. I am An Jinfeng's brother, and my mother is his aunt."…

Li Mulun's targeted words made Mu Lingche freeze in place. He never thought that the relationship between the two of them would be like this. He even used his closeness with Li Mulun to humiliate and hurt Jin. Now it seems that everything is his own. Measure the heart of a gentleman with the heart of a villain, Mu Lingche, thinking about how many things will shock you today, Mu Lingche actually has the urge to escape.

Li Mulun's eyes were covered with icicles, and he looked coldly at Mu Lingche, whose expression had begun to change, and felt contempt in his heart. If he loved him, he would not only think about the harm he had done to him when he found out the truth. People are not worthy of An Jinfeng's liking, nor are they worthy of liking An Jinfeng!Now that it's started, don't blame me for being ruthless!Mu Lingche, it was you who were ruthless to him first, so don't blame me for being ruthless to you!

"At that time, I was just a kid who didn't know what to do. After I saw him, I decided to study medicine regardless of whether my parents objected or not. I wanted to save him and treat him." In his own memories, he knew that the world was cruel when he saw An Jinfeng's appearance at that time. Such a beautiful boy was almost beyond recognition in a car accident and was struggling on the verge of death.

"He was struggling on the verge of death, and the doctor tried his best to save him. I watched the journey and became more determined to take care of him. My brother, whom I have never seen before, so easily touched my heart. Even So does my younger sister, it seems that he really has magical powers!" Li Mulun said with a proud smile on his face, An Jinfeng's charm is rarely resisted by anyone, and he already knew that When I was in the hospital, countless doctors and nurses ran to the ward every day just to see this angelic boy.

But thinking of what happened later, Li Mulun's face darkened, and he looked straight at Mu Lingche with sharp eyes, all because of this person!And Mu Mulingche was also frightened by Li Mulun's eyes that suddenly turned cold. He never knew the hatred contained in those eyes, and he didn't know why.

Although Lin Feichen watched Li Mulun's changes, his thoughts had already drifted away. He later thought about when he had fallen in love with An Jinfeng, and he was sure it wasn't when the two met for the first time. It should be when Qin Mo showed him An Jinfeng's photo for the first time.There was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth in that photo.The boy sitting under the tree and reading a book gives people a peaceful and refreshing feeling.As if what he was looking at was not a person but a landscape, it turned out that this angelic boy had already lived in his heart at that time.

"After returning from the hospital, we all thought he was fine, so we are gradually returning to normal life and work. My parents are very busy at work, and my sister is still in school. Only I have more time at that time. So the responsibility to accompany and take care of him naturally falls on me." The sudden extra burden cannot be called a burden at all.An Jinfeng is too quiet and well-behaved. Sometimes if you don't pay attention, you don't even think that there is such a person. He spends most of his time in the study, never talking much, let alone deliberately disturbing others.

Li Mulun closed his eyes, and now he still has lingering fears whenever he thinks about that period of time, "He is very well-behaved, I always thought he was fine, but the only time I didn't take him to class in college, that day makes me regret even thinking about it now On that day in my life, when I returned home, I saw him lying in the bath covered in blood, and the water in the bath was dyed a shocking red. He actually cut his wrist and committed suicide!"

The four words made Mu Lingche and Lin Feichen suddenly froze, committing suicide?An Jinfeng was only 16 years old seven years ago.It was a beautiful period of youth, what exactly happened that made him want to commit suicide to escape from this world?They have many questions in their hearts, but they dare not ask them. They are afraid of the person they are about to face with a dark side in their hearts. They are afraid that their unintentional actions or words will become poison that stimulates his dark side.

"Since that time, he has committed suicide several times in a row. He was always on the verge of life and death when we were defenseless, making his already not very good body weaker, and even hurt himself. It’s because he swallowed too many sleeping pills.” Li Mulun’s eyes filled with mist. The boy cared about the whole family’s heart, lost the parents who loved him, and lost the motivation to live. At that time, no matter what he No matter how hard I questioned, I couldn't find out why he committed suicide.

"Why did he commit suicide?" It was Lin Feichen who asked the question. In the car, he heard Li Mulun and An Jinfeng talking about the scar on his wrist, but he didn't know why a 16-year-old man committed suicide several times. ?

Looking at Lin Feichen, Li Mulun lowered his head, "We didn't know at first, and he didn't say anything when we asked him. After being caught, he just sat blankly after returning, not like before, as if he didn't want to do anything. , didn’t think about anything until later, we had no choice but to hire a hypnotist to hypnotize him, because of one person!”

When Li Mulun mentioned a person, his eyes stayed on Mu Lingche, yes, it was because of this person!If it wasn't for him, how could An Jinfeng choose to commit suicide?How could he be depressed if he wasn't guilty of this person?If it wasn't for loving this person, how could he return to this place and be by his side to suffer the harm he shouldn't have suffered? !

Mu Lingche is not a fool, when Li Mulun said it, he could guess that the person was because of him, but he didn't remember the details of the two of them, why did An Jinfeng commit suicide because of himself?Is it because of the car accident?

"You probably don't know, baby Feng's first love is you, and your first love is also him!" Li Mulun had a mocking smile on his lips, what qualifications does this person deserve An Jinfeng's liking!

Li Mulun's words struck Mu Lingche like lightning, and everything seemed to be in chaos. He believed Li Mulun's words, but his world was still in chaos. Since Qin Mo knew An Jinfeng, An Jinfeng was his first love. Why did Qin Mo hide it from herself and pretend to be her first love?It turns out that the familiarity with An Jinfeng has been accumulated for a long time. What did he do?

"I never knew who Ling was. When I met you and knew your name, I realized that when I was in England, the person he always said he loved and felt guilty about was you!"