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Everything seems to have gradually become clear, but Mu Lingche's heart hurts as if being gouged out with a knife. An Jinfeng turned out to be his first love. Mu Lingche wanted to laugh but found that even though she was too big I couldn't laugh out loud, and something seemed to slip from the corner of my eye, and when I lowered my head, what turned into tears actually slipped into my mouth, it was bitter...

He remembered that he once said to An Jinfeng, let him remember the taste of tears, because that will be the taste he will taste for the rest of his life.Now that he has tasted it, how bitter it is, he regrets it...Why did he treat him so cruelly? At this moment, any revenge is no longer what he wants to consider. As long as he and An Jinfeng can return to the past when they loved each other Well...just, it seems like there's no chance...

"Why didn't he tell me..." Mu Lingche felt that he was being stupid for asking this question. With An Jinfeng's understanding of him, how could he tell him?

"An Jinfeng is a fool. He thinks about everything for you. On the one hand, he expects you to know that he is your first love and love each other as before, but on the other hand, he is afraid that you will know that he is your so-called enemy. The person I love turned out to be my enemy. This kind of blow is not something ordinary people can bear, so he is struggling in such a contradiction..." Lin Feichen answered without waiting for Li Mulun to speak. , although he didn't get along with An Jinfeng for a long time, judging from his tolerance for Mu Lingche, it's not difficult to see that he puts Mu Lingche first in everything.

"Mu Lingche, it's too early for you to regret it now...I believe you will be more willing to listen to the next words!" Li Mulun said with a bit of sinister, a bit of gloating, and a bit of contempt.He went to England and basically did nothing.I only know about the car accident that year.Knowing the truth about the car accident, his only thought was to kill Mu Lingche.

Mu Lingche subconsciously wanted to avoid what Li Mulun wanted to say next. He knew that not only would he regret what Li Mulun said, but also that there would be no chance between him and An Jinfeng. He was afraid... But he still wants to feel the heart-piercing painstakingly, and take it as a punishment for himself...

"That car accident...wasn't caused by An Jinfeng at all!" Li Mulun said the results of his investigation. There was no particularly ups and downs in his voice that made him look calm, but he just put it on the table and held it tightly. His fists betrayed his heart, he hated Mu Lingche. "In that car accident, your parents' car was tampered with. An Jinfeng just became a scapegoat, and even paid for his parents in the car accident! For so many years, he always thought that he was the one who harmed your parents. He hurt you and hurt his parents, so he punished himself, making his already weak body weaker, he promised us not to commit suicide again, but he didn't stop punishing himself!"

Mu Lingche stood up.No, it shouldn't be like this.The truth shouldn't be like this!He wanted to escape from this place. The truth hit him too hard, it was no longer heart-piercing. Thinking of all the things he had done to An Jinfeng with this as an excuse, Mu Lingche looked at his hands and It's just an executioner, cruelly killing an innocent person.

Why did he never think of re-investigating the car accident that year, why did he selfishly believe that it was his fault when he recovered his memory and only saw An Jinfeng driving the car staggering towards him, why did Qin Mo say Did you believe his words so easily when you came out?After all, you are too selfish, aren't you?How could he not be able to find out what Li Mulun could find out, but his own self-righteousness made him and An Jinfeng lose the last chance.Originally, he wanted to use his not to care about to redeem the heart that loves him, but what bargaining chip does he have now?

Mu Lingche only felt the world spinning, and there was darkness in front of his eyes.

He saw that An Jinfeng was stopped by a girl of the same level, and that girl actually gave her a confession letter on the school road, An Jinfeng just stood there in a daze, with a dazed expression on her face .He suddenly felt a surge of anger, and he pushed An Jinfeng away from the crowd of onlookers, and taught An Jinfeng a lesson while walking, "An Jinfeng, let me tell you, be more honest. , you are mine, and you still hesitate when that woman confesses to you, why, you don’t have the self-awareness of being mine!"

Along the way, passers-by were watching and pointing, but he didn't care about anything, and his heart was already full of anger by the scene he just saw.

"Ling, wait a minute, slow down!" An Jinfeng, who was being dragged away inexplicably, followed him forward with messy steps.An Jinfeng's protest did not have any effect at all, he just shut up and An Jinfeng could only be dragged to the rooftop by him.After standing still, An Jinfeng could only watch himself gasping for breath, as if waiting for him to speak.

"Do you know what's wrong with you?" Seeing An Jinfeng looking at him like a naive bunny, he was even more furious. Is this guy really stupid or just pretending to be stupid!

An Jinfeng squinted at him who was standing against the light, his brows gradually wrinkled, and he thought seriously about what was wrong with him.Seeing An Jinfeng's innocent appearance, he could only reach out and knock An Jinfeng on the head, without mercy, "Who do you think you are?"

"Whose?" 16-year-old An Jinfeng has never experienced any love, nor has anyone he likes, so how could he answer this question.

He really lamented that he fell in love with such a little idiot, who had already asked such a clear question, yet still gave him such a bunny expression, staring at the lips that still wanted to continue asking, the corners of his mouth raised With a wicked smile, he grabbed the back of An Jinfeng's neck and covered his lips.

"Hmm!" An Jinfeng was taken aback by his sudden movement, and the warm touch from his lips made him want to stop. He opened his eyes and saw an unnatural blush on An Jinfeng's face, and then struggled, pressing his hands together. On Ah's chest, he wanted to push him away, but he couldn't do what he wanted.

The hand holding An Jinfeng's back neck was even harder, and the lips of the two of them stuck together even tighter.Feeling the person in his arms gradually becoming obedient from struggling, the corners of his eyes finally raised.Stretch out the tip of her tongue to lick An Jinfeng's lip line, causing An Jinfeng to shudder before letting go of An Jinfeng.asked panting. "Now...do you know who you are?"

An Jinfeng who was let go couldn't care less about answering his question.He stretched out his hand to caress his own lips, licked his lips casually, the corners of his mouth still raised slightly although it was not obvious, "It turned out to be really sweet..."

An Jinfeng didn't know that her lip licking action was provocative in his eyes, but she was afraid of being frightened. This guy who was thinking about experiencing his first kiss didn't do anything excessive to him, even though he didn't Thinking those actions were excessive, she curled her mouth, "An Jinfeng, remember, you are mine, don't be a flirt in the future, let me kiss you once I see it!"

At that time, An Jinfeng raised his head and asked why, but he didn't answer, he just said to him, "If you don't understand, just think for yourself, I've told you everything, how do you still study? Also, remember, you will be My exclusive, from now on will be my exclusive title. Do you know the meaning of exclusive?"

Since then, An Jinfeng seems to have gained a bit of self-awareness as his person, and politely refuses those women who come to confess to him.They came together as if it was a natural thing. At that time, after class, he took An Jinfeng around, taught him kissing, taught him what love is, and slowly watched An Jinfeng's changes. He knew that he was An Jinfeng already occupied a different position in his heart, and of course he knew that An Jinfeng's position in his heart was different.

Then one day, he brought An Jinfeng to that rooftop.

"Please..." He looked at the person in front of him and didn't know what to say, finally he sighed and said, "I'm going abroad, my parents' career focus will be shifted to the United States, we may not have a chance in the future We met, let's break up, find someone who likes you and loves you..."

"Why?" An Jinfeng's eyes turned red all of a sudden. He didn't know the meaning of the breakup, but he knew that once Mu Lingche went to the United States, they wouldn't be able to see each other. He didn't want such a thing to happen.

"I'm leaving...Jin, forget it..." Touching An Jinfeng's hair, his heart felt as if he was twisting. He brought this into the world of love, but now he ruthlessly asks him to forget it. He can't even imagine how cruel he is, but if he doesn't let him forget now, it will only make him sink deeper. He is only 16 years old and has his own beautiful life. He doesn't want him to spend his future in sadness .

Ignoring An Jinfeng's obstruction, she went downstairs and got into her parents' car.

On the highway to the airport, my parents' car lost control and spun on the road.

"Little Che, someone has tampered with our car. You need to open the car door and jump down, or none of us will be able to escape!" Father tried his best to control the car, while pointing at Mu Mu who was sitting in the back seat. Ling Che said.

At this moment, Mu Lingche could not hear what his father said. His eyes were fixed on the car in front of him. The driver was none other than An Jinfeng. He saw the panic on his face and the panic in his hands. , "Be careful, be careful!"

The moment they collided, Mu Lingche yelled out these few words heart-piercingly, followed by the deafening crash and the darkness that struck instantly.

When Mu Lingche opened his eyes again, he saw a snow-white wall, and he knew it was a hospital.I stretched out my hand to cover my chest, and it didn't hurt here... I pulled the corner of my mouth, it must be numb... In a car accident, except for my parents, I was the only one who knew about it, and I actually forgot to say such an important thing, Torturing the person he should have put in his hands and cared for, I beg...in the end it was I who pushed you away...

He got up and pulled the infusion needle in his hand, letting a small stream of blood flow out, he wanted to see An Jinfeng, he wanted to see his Jin, even if he didn't have the chance, he at least had to tell him that he was not the culprit, so that he wouldn't be the culprit again. Live with self-blame and self-harm.

"You have someone to take revenge on, and so do I, but it just happens to be the same body..." That day he questioned An Jinfeng why he abused himself, what An Jinfeng said still echoed in his ears, he was always blaming himself Here, his parents, his parents, are all the reasons for him to take revenge on himself, but I can't see his sadness and still want to sprinkle salt on his wounds, and use filming to take revenge on him in the crew, Mu Lingche, you deserve it Now it hurts to suffocate!

After asking, he walked to the door of An Jinfeng's hospital bed. Through the glass on the door, he saw Lin Feichen sitting beside the hospital bed, stroking An Jinfeng's cheek in practice, and seemed to be talking.Greedily looking at the person lying on the bed, the familiar face, but the unfamiliar paleness, it's all because of him, maybe An Jinfeng would live a better life without him... But how could he just give up like this he...

"Get lost!" When Li Mulun walked back to An Jinfeng's ward with the medical case, he saw Mu Lingche looking in through the glass. He could clearly see the sadness pervading his body, but it didn't mean that He would have spared him so easily, walked forward quickly, pulled Mu Lingche's body and punched Mu Lingche's stomach, watched blood well up from the corner of his mouth, and then slowly slid on the ground.

"Please, let me see him..." Mu Lingche really didn't have the strength to get up, so he could only sit on the ground leaning against the wall, feeling Li Mulun's footsteps wanting to leave, he could only stretch out his hand and hold Li Mulun tightly. trousers, the words that came out of his mouth were extremely humble.

How could Li Mulun relieve his anger, stretched out the other foot that was not held by Mu Lingche, and kicked Mu Lingche's chest, and then kicked him in the stomach, watching him indifferently, holding back the moan and falling to the ground , but he was unwilling to let go of his hands.

"Li Mulun, let him in...Feng is awake..." Lin Feichen heard the movement outside, got up and came out to see this scene, he sighed and stopped Li Mulun's movements, if Killing him can make An Jinfeng get better, he will be merciless.

Li Mulun glanced sharply at Mu Lingche, who was lying on the ground, lifted his foot to break away from Mu Lingche's hand, and strode into the ward. Lin Feichen only glanced at Mu Lingche, turned and walked in.