Don't Hide From Me!

The distance between Ye Yao and him was so far, and his voice was so determined. Lu Xunban sat on the bed, with blue veins on the back of his hand holding the bedside railing.

What does it mean to give up fantasies that shouldn't be there?

All the nerves were clamoring to pull Ye Yao, who was far away from him, into his arms, and restore everything to how it was before.

But he can't do that now.

"Come to sleep." Lu Xun's voice was deep.

Ye Yao didn't speak, just looked at Lu Xun quietly.

Lu Xun took two breaths and slowed down his voice: "I won't do anything, you see, we used to sleep like this when we were in different beds, and I didn't bother you."

Ye Yao pursed his lips, looked under the bed, and glanced at other members of the dormitory.

Xiaopang and Wenke are actually in the dormitory, but they are playing games with headphones on, talking about the line from time to time, looking very focused.

Looking back, since he went out to live on weekends and returned to the dormitory, the frequency of Xiaopang and Wen Ke wearing earphones has increased significantly, as if they were afraid of hearing some terrible secret news.

Ye Yao looked at Lu Xun again, and Lu Xun looked at him without blinking. The cruel words he said before did not make Lu Xun think of retreating at all.

Ye Yao sighed, instead of lying down and talking to Lu Xun, he sat up and moved to the end of the bed where he was close to Lu Xun.

Lu Xun's voice was tense: "Now I don't share the same bed with you, but I just want to sleep head to head in two beds. Is it a fantasy?"

Ye Yao lowered his voice and tried to reason with Lu Xun calmly: "Lu Xun, I like men, you already know about it."

"So what?" Lu Xun quickly asked in a low voice.

"So sleeping so close is not good for you or me." Ye Yao said slowly, "You should think better than me about this."

Lu Xun looked at Ye Yao gravely, his fingertips were turning white as he grasped the railing at the head of the bed.

"Knowing that you are homophobic, it was my fault for concealing that you had so much physical contact with you before. I apologize for that. With our current identities, many contacts are not allowed." Ye Yao said bluntly. To be honest, if he had to rack his brains to think of all kinds of excuses before, now he can say it frankly.

Lu Xun's expression was stiff, and Ye Yao couldn't see his inner thoughts.

Probably because he was reluctant to part with this friendship, and was entangled and unhappy because of the difference in sexual orientation between them.

"Don't apologize to me, you..." Lu Xun took a deep breath, and Ye Yao's apology touched his nerves more deeply than the previous words.

Many people said in a joking tone that wives can do no wrong. If there are any mistakes, please review the regulations that wives can do no wrong.

But as far as Lu Xun is concerned, he seriously believes that Ye Yao can't be wrong. If it seems wrong on the surface, it must be someone else's fault.

For example, it must be his fault now.

Lu Xun scratched his hair, he suddenly became depressed, "It's my fault, I used to do that kind of thing all the time, and even said that gay men are disgusting in front of you, just scold me."

Ye Yao softened his voice: "You didn't know about this before, now that we've made the truth clear, you should go to sleep on the other side too, Lu Xun, it's not good for me to point my feet at you."

Ye Yao's gentle persuasion also didn't work, after so much reasoning, Lu Xun refused without hesitation: "No, I've slept here for two years, why do you let me go over there? I'm going to sleep here."

"..." Ye Yao said, "...you can do whatever you want, I can't force you."

Ye Yao watched Lu Xun lie down in this direction, stretched out his hand, and pulled the curtain hanging at the end of the bed.

There are always curtains on his bed, and the ones that are pulled up at night on weekdays are the outside curtains, so that no matter if he is on the opposite bed or under the desk, he can't see what he is doing, which can guarantee a certain degree of personal privacy.

And the area where his bed and Lu Xun's bed meet, although there is also a bed curtain, but the bed curtain is basically only for decoration, and it has never been drawn before.

Now, Ye Yao closed the small bed curtain.

"You pulled the bed curtain?" Lu Xun who was on the other side of the bed curtain was shocked.

"Then I can't really let you look up and see my feet. I feel really sorry." Ye Yao said.

"I don't even care what you care about?" Lu Xun said anxiously, "Pull the bed curtain away."

"Of course I care, I'm not used to doing bad things." Ye Yao was not moved, "Don't sneak up my bed curtain in the middle of the night, I made a mark here."

Lu Xun didn't speak any more, and Ye Yao lay down on the bed again.

In the dormitory, only the occasional sounds of Wen Ke and Xiaopang playing games were left. After lying down for a while, Ye Yao took out his mobile phone and saw the message Lu Xun sent him.

Lu Xun didn't say anything angry about breaking up with him, but sent him an emoji he had used before.

It was still the round-headed little shark poking its head out from the wall, with the words: [Is there a cutie at home? 】

Ye Yao looked at it for a while, then moved his fingers and replied: 【Good night, go to bed early. 】

At twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, the lights in the dormitory were turned off, and Ye Yao, who was sleeping, opened his eyes.

His bed was cut off from the outside world by a curtain, preventing him from seeing the outside world.

Ye Yao got up slowly without making any sound. He switched the positions of his head and feet, and lay down in a position similar to Lu Xun's. Through a thin bed curtain, they were head to head again.

Ye Yao closed his eyes.

He is indeed not used to doing bad things, even if the opposite is a stranger, he can't point his feet at someone's head, let alone Lu Xun is his best friend.

Forget it, anyway, Lu Xun won't know, so be it.

At 02:30 in the middle of the night, most of the people in the dormitory fell asleep.

Except for one person.

Lu Xun quietly rolled over and got out of bed.

He knew that Ye Yao's sleep time was very regular, and it was impossible for him to be awake now.

He can't sleep.

He wanted to take a look, just a look.

There was a mark on the bed curtain near Ye Yao and him, and there must be no mark on the bed curtain on the outside.

Lu Xun walked to Ye Yao's bed quietly like a thief, and carefully opened the bed curtain to look inside.

The light at night is very poor, only the dim light from the corridor lights outside shines faintly into the dormitory through the glass above the door.Lu Xun couldn't see clearly for a while, so he squinted his eyes carefully.

...Why doesn't it seem right, the head, there is no head.

Did Ye Yao bury his whole head in the quilt?

Lu Xun thought that this is not good, there is no fresh air to breathe, so he reached out to get some of Ye Yao's quilt off.

Lu Xun moved the quilt very carefully, but he still didn't see Ye Yao's head, but saw something vague like toes.

Ye Yao didn't sleep here.

The moment this thought flashed through Lu Xun's mind, his heart beat wildly.

Lu Xun put down the bed curtain on one side and quickly went to the other side. This time he saw what he wanted to see.

Ye Yao fell asleep peacefully, even if it was just a silhouette, it carried the power to make Lu Xun joyful and excited.

Lu Xun always felt that the man would not flick his tears lightly, but when he saw Ye Yao quietly change direction, his eye sockets were still uncontrollably swollen.

He was prone to mood swings because of Ye Yao, but now his whole heart seems to have collapsed.

How can there be such a person who is so soft-hearted towards a villain like him.

Lu Xun didn't reach out to touch Ye Yao's face or hair, just watched quietly.After a while, Lu Xun found Ye Yao's hand resting on the edge of the bed.

So he slowly moved over and pressed his forehead against the back of Ye Yao's hand.

Like a vicious dog, kissing the fingertips of its master.

Life and study are carried on as usual, because all-round development of morality, intelligence, physique and beauty is required, so there are no shortage of various sports activities.

The basketball game, which is the favorite entertainment of male college students, has started again. Due to someone's secret operation, this time it is still an entertainment game between finance and law.

The weather is not as cold as it was in winter, everyone is wearing thinner clothes, and spring is such a vibrant season, this basketball game can be said to be played in full swing.

By the end of the game, everyone was sweating profusely.

Ye Yao came here in a hurry after writing a few questions after class. He didn't have time to buy water. He wiped his sweat and planned to buy a bottle of water from the canteen outside the gymnasium.

An unfamiliar voice came from behind Ye Yao: "Ye Yao, didn't you bring any water? Let me give you this bottle of water, I haven't drunk it before."

Ye Yao turned around and saw a somewhat familiar person. Ye Yao frowned slightly and thought about it, vaguely remembering that this person had played basketball with him before.Because he helped this person by the way, this person invited him to a milk tea shop for a cup of milk tea and chatted casually.

Later, Lu Xun came over and told him that this person was chasing him.

"You probably don't remember me, my name is Yan Xing." Yan Xing said with a smile, "I rushed here when I heard that you played. Last time I played with you, I felt that your skills are good. This time you are here Looking at it, it really is top-notch technology!"

"Thank you." Ye Yao said, "There is no need for water, I will buy it outside later."

Yan Xing continued to smile and said, "Why are you being so polite? You don't have much money for a bottle of water, so it doesn't matter if you accept it."

Ye Yao: "..."

Before Ye Yao could figure out how to refuse, his arm was poked suddenly, and another bottle of water was handed to him.

Ye Yao looked along the bottle of water and saw Lu Xun who was also sweating profusely.

Ye Yao didn't answer, so Lu Xun handed it to him again.

"It's unopened." Lu Xun said in a low voice, "I haven't drunk it."

For Lu Xun, this is really a rare explanation.

Ye Yao still remembered that the last time someone brought him water, Lu Xun interrupted the process of others bringing him water in the same way, everything was similar but not similar.

The last time Lu Xun stuffed him with water, it was a half-drinked bottle of water. The two of them used to drink the same bottle. This kind of behavior can only be regarded as the behavior of good brothers in daily life.

But this time, Lu Xun gave him an unopened bottle of water.

When drinking from the same bottle, they are close friends.They are friends at the right distance when sharing a bottle alone.

"Have you drank?" Ye Yao asked.

"Of course I've had other drinks." Lu Xun replied.

Ye Yao didn't believe it. Lu Xun's teammates were all drinking the same brand of mineral water. This water should be distributed by Lu Xun's team, and each person only had one bottle.

But Lu Xun came later than him, and he didn't have anything in his hand when he came.

Lu Xun also only had a bottle of water.

Just after playing basketball, when everyone was so thirsty that they were about to smoke, Lu Xun didn't drink the bottle of water, he didn't even open it, and handed the bottle of water to him directly.

Maybe it's because he's afraid that after opening, he won't drink it.

"There's only one bottle, you can drink it." Ye Yao lowered his eyes, "I can tell that you haven't drunk it yet."

Lu Xun was silent for a while and then said: "Then I will go to the store with you to buy water."

Ye Yao didn't refuse this time, he nodded to Yan Xing and left.

Of course, Lu Xun followed Ye Yao closely, Yan Xing's obtrusive figure disappeared from Lu Xun's eyes, and his hand that was clenched on the bottle finally relaxed a little.

The man who pursued Ye Yao.

This is the man who pursues Ye Yao on the premise that Ye Yao likes men.

... so annoying.

In the middle of the night in the quiet dormitory, Lu Xun got up again and secretly looked at Ye Yao's blurred outline.

Ye Yao was very quiet when he was sleeping, Lu Xun looked at it for a long time, and in a daze, he recalled the scent in his memory.

That was the scent of shower gel that he could smell on Ye Yao when he held Ye Yao to sleep.

It stands to reason that this is not such a rare and alluring fragrance, but when it appears on Ye Yao, it will make him intoxicated.

This must be the best smell in the world, and he used to be the only person in the world who could smell the fragrance of Ye Yao's body when Ye Yao was sleeping soundly at night.

Lu Xun thought of the man who handed Ye Yao water on the court today.

Will other men smell this fragrance in the future?

Lu Xun has been avoiding this question subconsciously. The high school students who make up classes are too young to pose a threat, but the appearance of Yan Xing today completely sounded the alarm.

As a lover, Ye Yao will be held hands and hugged by other men, and they can do many things that he cannot do now.

...Just like the movie he watched with Ye Yao not long ago.

Ye Yao would touch that person's cheek and touch that person's Adam's apple.

Ye Yao, who he had never seen before, would be admired by a man, and it would be amazingly beautiful.

That person must not be him who still wants to continue to be friends.

As if his heart was being pulled tight, Lu Xun had difficulty breathing and put his head against the cold iron railing, sucking in small mouthfuls of air.

He is thinking about a lot of things, and many things have impacted his concepts since he was a child, so he dare not make judgments lightly.

But at this moment, it can be easily discovered that every bit of his life with Ye Yao has been replaced by another man. For him... it is the collapse of the whole world.