Don't Hide From Me!

Ye Yao returned to his room, sat down and made himself a cup of tea.

The fragrance of tea is elegant, Ye Yao smells the fragrance of tea, sorting out his low but somewhat strange mood.

Lu Xun's departure was within his expectations. He and Lu Xun had been friends for so many years, and the relationship ended here. It was impossible to say that he was not sad at all.

But at the same time, there is also a sense of relief that all the dust has settled.

He no longer has to rack his brains to alienate Lu Xun, and he no longer needs to step on a tightrope to move forward carefully, always worrying about thunderstorms.

Before entering the examination room for the college entrance examination, he told himself that he should not be too nervous when encountering questions that he could not solve, because he tried his best to study, so even if he failed, he did not need to blame himself or be too depressed.

Now everything between him and Lu Xun is over, and he has tried his best to preserve this friendship.

Ye Yao drank the tea in one gulp.

Go to sleep, wake up tomorrow is a new day, the sun will still rise as usual.

When Lu Xun ran out, his mind was almost blank, only what Ye Yao said to him was floating back and forth.

I like being the next one, I like being the next one, I like being the next one.

This sentence is more powerful than Tang Sanzang's incantation at this moment, and it circulates continuously, until Lu Xun came downstairs and was blown all over the face by the chilly spring breeze, and then he suddenly woke up.

In the room at that time, when Ye Yao said that sentence, the zero protagonist on the phone happened to make a thousand twists and turns.At that moment, he had a vision of Ye Yao lying on the bed.

Ye Yao was wearing soft beige pajamas, her cheeks were slightly red because the quilt covered her was warm enough.Ye Yao watched him smile, stretched out his hand, and touched his Adam's apple.

Ye Yao didn't really touch Lu Xun's Adam's apple, after all, this part would not be touched casually in daily life.But he just imagined it, and his whole scalp was numb.

Ye Yao like this...is too different from usual.

How could he fantasize about Ye Yao so much?Thinking of Ye Yao in this way, what is the difference from those bastards who insulted Ye Yao for wanting a man?

In the past, what he hated the most was that others thought of Ye Yao that way, but now he has become such a person.

This imagination that should not have appeared prompted Lu Xun to run away and not face Ye Yao face to face.

Now Lu Xun is walking downstairs, going around the building again and again.He was full of energy, and he still didn't feel tired at all after walking a few laps at a super fast speed. Instead, some kind of flame was burning in his heart, and his mind was in a mess.

As a homosexual, Ye Yao likes to be below, not above as he subconsciously thought.

How to do?

Ye Yao is different from what he thought, how could it be different, it is different!

Lu Xun walked downstairs for countless times, and suddenly woke up.

He left Ye Yao and ran away without saying a word. Would Ye Yao misunderstand and think that he disgusted him and looked down on him down there?

Cold sweat broke out on Lu Xun's back. He quickly took the elevator up to the living floor, took a deep breath before and after the door, tidied his clothes, and opened the door carefully.

The room was quiet, but Ye Yao was not inside.

Lost, Lu Xun went into the room and picked up his phone to check. During the time he was away, Ye Yao didn't send him a message, saying that he went back first.

The mobile phone is full of spam messages pushed by various apps, and there is not a single message or phone call that Ye Yao may have sent him.

……not good.

Thinking that Ye Yao might be angry because of this, Lu Xun quickly clicked on the chat box with Ye Yao.But pressing his fingers on the keyboard, Lu Xun found that he didn't know what to say.

How would he explain it to Ye Yao?

Running out not because of nausea, but because he fantasized about some weird plot?

Lu Xun failed to organize the language, and finally chose for a long time, and chose a very cute emoji to send over.

A small shark with a round head and a round brain poked half of its head out from behind the wall, with the words: [Is there a cutie at home? 】

Lu Xun waited for a while, but did not wait for Ye Yao's reply.

Lu Xun frowned, he walked around the house a few more times, and finally went out to the door of Ye Yao's house.

He was downstairs all the time, and he didn't see Ye Yao go out, so Ye Yao must be in the house, and he should be able to call Ye Yao out just by knocking on the door.

Lu Xun raised his hand to knock on the door, but paused again.

After Ye Yao came out, what would he say?

Lu Xun's mind was in turmoil, he had received too much impact today, leaving him from Ye Yuan was not because he hated him, but because he liked men.From Ye Yao confessing to him that he was below, to his sinful fantasies about Ye Yao, one wave after another impacted his various cognitions and concepts.

Looking for Ye Yao now, if he can't explain clearly, it will cause more trouble.

Lu Xun finally did not knock on the door, he slowly turned back to the room, sitting on the sofa thinking.

He needs someone to help him sort out his thoughts.

Lu Xun turned on his phone and found his dog-headed military division.

Because he didn't know if the dog-headed military division was still blocking him, Lu Xun called directly.

After waiting for a while, the call was connected.

There was a lot of noise in the background from Lu Ming's side, and after Lu Ming's side picked it up, he said, "Hello? I'm watching a concert, and I'll contact you later if I have anything to do."

"I have a relationship question and want to ask you." Lu Xun said.

"I was at the rock concert to analyze relationship issues with you?" Lu Ming couldn't believe it. "Is this what I'm doing on this occasion? I'll call you after the concert."

"Your previous guess was correct," Lu Xun said, "Ye Yao is indeed crooked. He told me that he has been crooked since he went to college."

Lu Ming was shocked, looked left and right, and evacuated from the viewing booth.

Analyzing emotional issues at a rock concert, this is true punk action!So artistic!

Although now knowing that Ye Yao is crooked, Lu Ming has no intention of persuading him to stay away from Lu Xun at all. The pink sweater that Lu Xun knitted back then is still in his mind, impacting his worldview all the time.

While walking to a quieter place outside, Lu Ming said to Lu Xun, "He's bent, isn't it just right for you?"

Anyway, Lu Xun is not very straightforward.

What did Lu Xun want him to analyze when he called, how could two men fall in love more sweetly?

"What's right?" Lu Xun frowned, "How could he be right to me when he bends?"

Lu Ming: "..."

Lu Ming, a gay expert, finally couldn't help showing an expression as if he had eaten shit.

What does this mean, oh my god, Lu Xun doesn't think he is a straight man of steel, does he?

"So, you're a straight guy, and you find him crooked, but you still want to be friends with him, but you don't know how to get along?"

"Almost." Lu Xun said, "Otherwise, if I find out that he is crooked, I will leave? The relationship for several years will be broken if it is broken? I don't do things that extreme."

Lu Ming: "...you fart."

"In the past, Fa Xiao, who liked you, cried and told you that you grew up together and knew each other for so many years, let alone ignore him, what did you say?" Lu Ming mercilessly exposed a certain Personal double-standard behavior, "You said you don't care about human feelings, so I don't give you this set, it's useless to know you for 100 years, heh."

Lu Xun was dissatisfied: "How could he compare with Ye Yao?"

Lu Ming: "...OK, say what you like."

"There's no reason why straight men can't make friends with gays." Lu Xun said again.

Lu Ming complained expressionlessly: "You said before that you are not sick, and you are entangled with a gay."

Lu Xun was silent.

Lu Ming was also silent.

Didn't Lu Xun think clearly about this, and still want to continue to be friends with Ye Yao, why did he call and ask him?

There must be something different from what Lu Xun imagined.

Lu Ming thought for a while: "He confessed to you, you don't know how to respond?"

"No." Lu Xun subconsciously clenched his phone and walked around the room a few times.

He realized a problem. Although he was shocked because Ye Yao was below and couldn't figure out what he was thinking, whether Ye Yao was above or below was completely Ye Yao's privacy. Without Ye Yao's permission, he should not tell others.

He didn't tell Lu Ming the reason, and Lu Ming couldn't help him out.

Forget it, he still analyzes it by himself.

Lu Xun said a few words casually and was about to hang up the phone when Lu Ming on the other end stopped him.

"I don't know what you think, but if you are still friends with him and get along with him in the usual way, then I advise you not to do that." Lu Ming said seriously.

Lu Xun stopped hanging up the phone.

"Even if he doesn't like you now, can you continue to knit sweaters like before, take him to play everywhere, and hold hands while walking? Forget it, it's okay if you two are straight men, Now he is bent, and you say you are straight, if he is tempted by you, what will you do?"

Lu Xun's pupils shrank slightly.

What if... Ye Yao fell in love with him?

His head seemed to explode, and his blood boiled like he was sprinting at a speed of 180 mph. This was a kind of subconscious tension, and Lu Xun's heart was pounding.

Lu Ming couldn't see Lu Xun's expression on the other end of the phone, so he continued: "Should we break up with him and go back to the bridge, or continue to get along with him as usual, but just don't accept him and just be friends with him?"

Lu Xun could not accept either of the two options.

Separate, that is absolutely impossible, unless he dies.

Ignoring Ye Yao's mood and continuing to be friends, how sad should Ye Yao be?How can such a person be worthy of being Ye Yao's friend?

Lu Ming finally said: "If you don't want such a thing to happen, I advise you to keep a certain distance from him. Before approaching each time, think about whether you can bear such consequences."

After speaking, Lu Ming hung up the phone and snorted disdainfully.

Lu Xun even said that he is straight.

He is no longer the fool who was easily deceived by Lu Xun.

Lu Xun is a straight man, he took his head off and kicked it like a football!

Two gays who hold hands every day, let's hurry up and get together!If you don't stimulate it, do you really think you are straight?

Lu Xun started walking around the room again.

Unexplainable emotions filled his body, making him unable to stop at all.

His relationship with Ye Yao...what will become?

In the past 20 years of his life, Lu Xun has never doubted his sexual orientation, let alone doubted that he is not a straight man.

He absolutely can't accept kissing a man, just thinking about it will make him feel sick.

But if it's Ye Yao...

Lu Xun swallowed subconsciously.

Before, he would never imagine those scenes of disrespect for Ye Yao, even when they took a bath together, he would deliberately keep his eyes away from Ye Yao's back and waist.

But if the object of the kiss is replaced by Ye Yao, it doesn't seem disgusting.

After all, it is Ye Yao, no matter where it is, it is fragrant to him.

What would Ye Yao's lips taste like?

Lu Xun speeded up and turned around in the room.

Ye Yao clearly told him that it was located below.

If Ye Yao fell in love with him, would he accept sleeping with Ye Yao?

That image appeared again in Lu Xun's mind,

Ye Yao lay on the bed, stretched out his hand, and touched his Adam's apple.

……

Does he want to keep a certain distance from Ye Yao?

Because he is a straight man, he should keep a proper distance. Ye Yao will not fall in love with him, so he can maintain a long-term friendship with Ye Yao and become a suitable friend who will not cross the line?

When Ye Yao woke up the next day, he saw the emoji that Lu Xun had sent him.

Ye Yao: "?"

Looking at the time when the emoji was sent, Lu Xun came back quite early?

Lu Xun's ability to accept was beyond Ye Yao's expectation. Ye Yao thought about it, but didn't reply.

From this point of view, Lu Xun still wants to continue to be friends with him, but since Lu Xun didn't knock on his door or call him last night, he should be hesitating.

Hesitant to know whether to continue with him, the gay man below, the number one best friend in the world.

It's good to let it fade naturally.

Ye Yao started a new day of make-up work, during this day, he did not see Lu Xun.

Ye Yao was not surprised at all. In fact, Lu Xun maintained the current relationship with him. He would say hello when they met, and he would not be too clingy to him at ordinary times. This was the best distance he wanted to achieve. Unexpectedly, it happened by accident. achieved.

Thinking about it this way makes me even happier.

Ye Yao calmly finished the day's remedial work, and when the remedial class was over in the evening, he and Wang Xue went out together.

Wang Xue was going home after class, while he was going back to the dormitory by car.

Wang Xue talked to Ye Yao while walking: "Brother Yao, I'm not bragging, you and I are good, you can do whatever job you want, you don't have to work hard for life, just do what you like Things. How wonderful, this kind of condition can't be given by ordinary people."

"Study hard, don't be distracted by such things—" Ye Yao opened the door of the room, and stopped in the middle of speaking.

In the corridor between the door of his house and the elevator, a familiar figure crouched there.

That figure had long hands and legs, and a face full of vigor and unruliness, but now he was squatting aggrieved outside his door, not knowing what he was thinking.

After seeing Ye Yao, Lu Xun quickly stood up and straightened his clothes. He glanced at Ye Yao's face, then quickly looked away, staring at Ye Yao's clothes.

"Go back to school together?" Lu Xun asked in a dull voice.

Ye Yao couldn't believe it: "You waited for me here on purpose?"

He thought they were gentlemen now, but Lu Xun was still waiting for him to go back to school together?

"Brother Yao, who is this person?" Wang Xue called out vigilantly.

"...my friend." Ye Yao said.

Lu Xun snorted, inexplicably upset.

Friends, their relationship, a simple friendship is over?

And this high school student, what is his name, Brother Yao, the name Yao Brother can be called by this damn high school student?What a scheming plan, not only called Ye Yao by his more affectionate first name instead of his last name, but also added an honorific title after his name to make Ye Yao happy.

Lu Xun intends to think about what to do next during this period of time, and what kind of distance between him and Ye Yao is the best.

Before he can fully think it over, he wants to maintain a state of being respectful and respectful to each other in the most error-free way, so as not to hurt Ye Yao in the future.

But he didn't expect that after a face-to-face meeting, he was about to break his defense!

Why is the distance between this damn male high school student and Ye Yao closer than the distance between him and Ye Yao!Isn't this person just an ordinary make-up student!

Lu Xun took a big stride forward. He looked at Ye Yao's backpack, wondering if he should grab the bag and carry it on his back like before.

Lu Xun endured it, but first chose a polite attitude: "You have too many things, may I help you get some?"

Ye Yao shook his head: "No, let's go."

Lu Xun was rejected tragically, and followed Ye Yao into the elevator with a blank expression.

The elevator wall is so bright that it can be used as a mirror. When Lu Xun saw Ye Yao's hand hanging down next to his hand, he could hold it as long as he raised it a little.

Lu Xun's fingertips were itchy, and he clenched his hands into fists, so as not to hold Ye Yao against his will while he was not paying attention, and it would ruin a big deal.

But he hasn't had close contact with Ye Yao for a long time.

Ye Yao didn't take the initiative to touch him either.

Of course Ye Yao would not take the initiative to touch him.

Ye Yao must be angry when he did that last night.

Lu Xun's mood was extremely bored, he clenched his hands and then loosened them, then clenched them again.

Lu Xun struggled, waited for the taxi to return to school, and when he and Ye Yao were walking alone on the campus path, he quickly apologized.

"Last night...sorry, I shouldn't have run away like that." Lu Xun said, "You can punish me and scold me however you want."

Ye Yao didn't even realize what Lu Xun was talking about for a while, and when he thought about it, he said dumbfoundedly: "I'm not angry, you ran very well."

If Lu Xun doesn't run away, he will be in trouble later.

Presumably Lu Xun has already figured it out, very good, the distance he gets along with now makes him very comfortable.

Lu Xun was a little puzzled, but seeing Ye Yao not angry, he was a little relieved.

The evening wind blows and the leaves rustle.

In the past, when he and Ye Yao walked this campus path, either he put his arms around Ye Yao's shoulders, or he held Ye Yao's hand.

But now he can do nothing.

It's so uncomfortable, my heart is empty and uncomfortable.

He longed for any contact with Ye Yao... as long as he could get closer.

Under the current situation, the only time he can get closer to Ye Yao is probably when he is sleeping in the dormitory.

Although he can no longer sleep in the same bed, at least he can still face Ye Yao head to head, and he can see Ye Yao's sleeping silhouette in the dark.

This is the only nectar that supports him.

After returning to the dormitory to wash, Lu Xun tiredly climbed into bed.

Soon, soon, head to head with Ye Yao...

Lu Xun, who climbed onto the bed, saw the scene that made his breathing stop suddenly - Ye Yao moved the pillow to the other side of the bed, and now he was reading a book far away from him.

"What are you doing?" Lu Xun asked in shock.

"Ah?" Hearing the voice, Ye Yao looked away from the book, "I didn't do anything? I just changed the pillow."

Ye Yao looked at Lu Xun's suddenly gloomy face, and raised his eyebrows: "Do you still think I will sleep like before? The matter has been said so far, let's give up the illusions that shouldn't be there, Lu Xun."