Peacock

There is a hotel called a swimming pool on the hillside of Peacock Mountain.

There is a kind of light tube in the double suite of the swimming pool hotel, which is blue, very rich blue. When you open the door and walk in, you will feel like you have entered the aquarium.

Landslides are common in Baima, and Tangling hasn't driven a car for a long time. For safety's sake, I suggested to go after the rain stopped tomorrow morning, so I dragged him here.

After opening the door, I followed Tangling to the bathroom to wash my hands. Later, Tangling felt that his body was sticky, so he turned around and turned on the shower. The giant pendant on his body probably didn't have a well-programmed way of observing words and expressions, and kept pulling him The arm, I have to say, is a bit cumbersome.

Tangling patted my forehead: "What are you doing?"

I didn't say anything, I still insisted, but in fact I did it, I never let go of his hand until I went to bed, I also showered with him in the shower, and I almost slipped into his collar to put on clothes.

The air conditioner was blowing loudly, it was really a bit cold, but it also made me retreat from the corner of the bed into his arms with peace of mind.

The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel is playing on TV, I don't know who ordered it, just turn on the power and that's it.

I said, "I've only seen The Great Gatsby."

After thinking about it, I asked again: "What is the relationship between the great Gatsby and the great Mrs. Maisel?"

Tang Ling replied, "They are all amazing."

I laughed and fell on the pillow, although I didn't know where the joke was: "Anyone who has a dream is amazing!"

I don't know if the structure of this house is reasonable. When someone knocks on the door outside, the whole room will be taken with it, like an aftershock under the sea.

I jumped out of bed to open the door, and immediately saw a dull face, it was a frail young girl standing at the door pushing her.

"Hello, is there any service you need?" The girl said coldly, and then handed me a plastic-coated list.

I thought that as a hotel, the so-called services provided were just instant noodles and mineral water, and at most a ham sausage could be added, but when I saw it, there were some drinks and western food that needed special preparation.

I felt strange, and subconsciously asked, "Is there any more?"

For some reason, the girl glanced at me in disgust, and then neatly took out a small card from the cart drawer and handed it to me.

What came into view was a pair of plump breasts, next to which was printed a black dildo sensually, and it also wrote "Hundreds of choices, let you choose".

I am happy, now it finally looks like a hotel.

I ordered two pineapple coladas, and the girl said she would deliver them later.

In fact, I don't really want to drink this thing, but I am just curious about the difference between Baima's pineapple colada and Philadelphia's.When I was twelve or three years old, I was addicted to drinking this, and once I drank the drug-enhanced version at the beverage station. Now that I think about it, the fat white man who tried to give it to me probably didn’t want to show me his Lego at home. Show me the ugly thing in his crotch.

Regardless of whether Tangling has drunk it or not, I want him to taste it, maybe he will understand me better this way.

Tang Ling sat by the bed and looked at her phone, her face turning pale.I walked over unsteadily, hugged him from behind, and rested my head under his wet locks of light hair, Tang Ling didn't hide anything, so I saw several missed call IDs, all of them were called by Chen Xing here.

"Why didn't you answer...Are you afraid that he will blame you?"

Tang Ling didn't answer, but said: "Everyone will think of starting over when they are helpless. It may be a change of job or environment, but Chen Wumian has done all these, and you have seen it. Is it useful?"

I stared blankly at Tang Ling's rational eyes.

"So choosing to start all over again may be a good thing for her." Tang Ling looked down at the screen, "Chen Xing has no right to blame anyone, he is the hand behind it."

"I thought you were sad because your friend left."

A feeling of hesitation appeared on Tang Ling's face, and after a while, he said again: "I just think that only normal people are allowed to live here, normal people who follow the rules."

"Then become a normal person."

"How to become a normal person?" Tang Ling said, "Then don't think about anything, just live. Anyway, any confusion should not appear on people."

The limbs holding Tangling began to turn cold, I leaned on his shoulder, and suddenly thought of what Old Xu had told me.

Chen Wumian matured earlier than other girls, and her plump body would make the school uniform full. In the early years, she was confident and flamboyant, so Lao Xu often heard those boys at the same level who had never met her whisper behind her back in Blue Lotus: You see her walk with her ass twisted, and her legs don't seem to close together when she stands, she must have been fucked.

Gradually, Chen Wumian became abnormally introverted, and she would get used to buying clothes two sizes too large, and finally she stopped studying at all. When she was working in Blue Lotus, she asked Lao Xu, why would she be pointed out about such things?She doesn't understand.

She often feels incomprehensible about many things that happen around her, but no one ever empathizes with her.

She thought it was just because Baima, who was closed and vulgar, was like this, so she went to Beijing.Although Old Xu said that Chen Wumian must have faced the same situation elsewhere, otherwise she would not have returned to Baima.

I began to realize that maybe Tangling and Chen Wumian were similar people, maybe they would make the same decision when they encountered similar situations.

The hands around Tangling tightened again, and after a long while, I said, "Tangling, I'm actually quite afraid of death."

Staring at the fish-shaped groove on the ceiling, I lost my mind: "Do you know that I came to Baima to jump into the sea? But I know I must not have the courage, otherwise why bother to come here, my family That canal at the door is enough to kill me a hundred times."

After a moment of silence, I said: "I can live for anyone in this world, but it seems that I can only die for one person."

In a dazzled blue, I looked into his eyes: "Could that person be you?"

In fact, I wasn't waiting for his answer, but the tightness in my heart made me a little unbearable, so I stretched out my hand to cover his eyes, feeling his thick eyelashes trembling over my palm.

"I can't control it." Tang Ling said softly, "I can't control your own affairs."

Tangling pulled down my hand and stroked the lines on my palm: "This matter is meaningless, don't waste time."

"I'm just kidding." I replied with a smile.

I widened my eyes, completely unaware that my expression might be a little ferocious now, I wanted to say something to Tang Ling, but my throat seemed to be glued together, and I could only make a hoarse sound.

As if aware of my strangeness, Tang Ling frowned: "Whether I will stay in Baima for the rest of my life or not, you will definitely leave. In truth, we are facing different things."

My brain seemed to stop spinning. I could not hear Tang Ling's jumping words, and only noticed the last sentence.My eyes were sore: "What's the difference?"

"In the past ten years or so, I have done nothing but play the violin, and I can't do anything."

I spread my left arm in front of him, and let him see the scar like a centipede crawling: "But Tangling, I can't play the piano anymore."

The same hypocrisy and cowardice, the same grabbing your head in the mud, I don't know what is different between us.

If there is, it is probably different from my selfishness. Tang Ling is a very kind person, so kind that she will always be indifferent to herself and others.

There was another knock on the door, as if I was escaping, I took all my eyes away and walked slowly to open the door.

This time it was no longer the girl who came here, and I was a little disappointed. I took two glasses of pineapple colada from the waiter. I drank a cup while I was there, and finally found that the taste was as good as I remembered.Sure enough, if we work together to build a global village, pineapple colada will taste just as good, and bad people can be found everywhere.

Then I walked towards Tangling, handed him the cup, and said, "I loved drinking this when I was young."

Tang Ling doesn't like to drink any sweet drinks, except soda, he just lowered his eyes and took a sip before returning the glass to me.

I didn't answer it at first, and then Tang Ling said: "I just took a sip, you can turn around and drink from that side."

There was no reply, and in his sight I turned the rim of the glass back and sucked the side he just drank.

I quickly drank another glass, and through the distorted glass wall, I saw Tang Ling's eyes that were too lazy to relate to the surrounding things, the tip of my heart seemed to be immersed in boiling water, I was nervous He smashed the cup against the corner of the table, and the fragments immediately flew, leaving only twisted cobwebs and sharp corners on the stem of the cup in his hand.

In fact, this little alcohol is really insignificant, and it is really immoral to attribute all my current actions to them. Maybe I am twisted like this.Thinking about it from this angle, it seems that everything is not without a trace. When I was very young, I firmly believed that what I wanted would eventually belong to me.

"Tang Ling, what's the difference between us?" I stepped on the shards of glass and walked towards him, and put the broken glass stem into his hands, "Then you can make me into a suitable shape. The one most like you look."

Soon, I saw the color welling up in Tang Ling's eyes, mostly irritability, and a little despair seemed to seep out of the irritability.

Suspecting that I was dazzled, I sat on his lap and took a closer look, and managed to catch some tails before the shallow emotion dissipated.I thought I would be afraid, but at that moment I became ecstatic, because I thought Tang Ling would never have such emotions towards life, at least not towards any bed partner.

"Are you starting to care about me?"

As if she couldn't understand my change at this time, Tang Ling looked at me coldly: "For the truth, there is no need to be cheap."

"I've been special since the beginning, right? You didn't date boys." I lay on his shoulder, "Anyway, compared to everyone before, you care about me the most now."

"You said to go to bed? As long as you like me, anyone can." Tang Ling said, "Didn't you know this from the beginning?"

I hurriedly took a few deep breaths, then stood up unsteadily, took the card that was just placed on the table, and entered the number on it into the phone.

Tang Ling said in a deep voice, "What are you doing?"

I said, "I'll find you a dick now and you fuck her in front of me so I'll believe what you say."

I never thought that the call would be connected so quickly, nor did I think that Tang Ling would just sit by the bed and look at me, doing nothing.

Hearing the ever-changing female voice over there, I quickly bit the bullet and answered "Yes", saying everything, and finally reported the room number in a daze.

The broken glass on the table reflects the free blue light of the swimming pool hotel, and casts it on the wall to become a moving bright spot, like bubbles in sea water.

Tang Ling seemed to smile a bit: "Finished?"

I got closer to him, and I said with a cold face: "I didn't pay attention to what I called, anyway, you have nothing to do with anyone..."

The remaining half of the word just got stuck in my throat, Tangling strangled my neck, and pushed me down on the dusty carpet with one hand. He didn't let go, so my brain began to be blocked The void of nothingness occupies, and malicious proliferation begins to invade my entire consciousness like crazy.

This reminded me suddenly that it seemed to be the same at Xingxing Bay that night, Tangling held me back like a fucking water ghost.I will suffocate, I will drown, I will die.We looked at each other in the gray-blue water, our eyeballs were swollen by the inexplicable violent water pressure, we just looked at each other like this, as if we could see the deepest part of each other that way.

After looking at him for a long time, I started to laugh excitedly, and even laughed hoarsely before I suffocated, and then raised my hands with all my strength to press down on Tangling's palm, not letting him relax a bit.

Tang Ling glanced at me sullenly, then broke free from me and let go of her hand.

"Leave it to yourself."

Immediately after the sound of closing the door, Tangling completely disappeared from my sight.