Mr. Chen doesn't love me

At five o'clock in the morning, a few birds chirped crisply outside the window, which was shrouded in a veil-like mist.

I sat motionless on the sofa.I feel like I've been groggy all night, but not asleep.

There was a rustling sound in my room, and I got up and walked over.Maybe Chen Yi woke up.

He sat up on the bed, looking a little shocked.

I don't think he remembers what happened last night.I found his clothes from the closet.Fortunately, I didn't throw it away after returning home.

"You drank too much last night, go to sleep again."

His face was not very good, and he nodded slowly.

"Sorry, Mr. Su, for causing you trouble."

I still want to say something to him.But I looked at the urn on the table and I held back.

I was about to turn around and leave when he suddenly spoke.

"I kind of don't remember. Did I say anything to embarrass you last night?"

"No." I shook my head and went to the kitchen to make breakfast.

He just talked a lot of crap last night.

He refused to sleep last night.He hugged me tightly all the time, yelling that I should not leave him.

He also said something inexplicable.He said he was not good enough for me.

Humans are so weird.He dared to speak nonsense when he was drunk.

It took me a lot of effort to put him to sleep last night.

You see, some people are mild and gentle on the surface, but they are mentally retarded children when they are drunk.

I'm wearing an apron, busy in the kitchen, I want to cook a good meal.I can cope with eating by myself, and I even ate expired bread when I was confused.But what Chen Yi ate and used was good.

I warned myself that this is not about unrequited love, but the basic etiquette for treating guests.

I made two wanton noodles, served with two fried eggs, and a plate of stir-fried vegetables.After I was done, I found Chen Yi sitting at the dining table watching me for an unknown amount of time.

"Why don't you sleep?" I put the dishes on the table.

He helped me carry the dishes and said with a smile, "I've had a good rest."

I looked at his black and bloodshot eyes and thought he was lying.

There was an eerie silence at the dining table.

After a while, he put a vegetable in the bowl for me.I didn't touch the greens.It's interesting now.He must know that our relationship is over, why is he pretending to be confused?

"When will Mr. Chen return to Country M?"

This sentence means: When will you leave my house.

He slowly put down his chopsticks, took out a tissue to wipe his fingers, hooked the corners of his mouth, and said, "I'm not going back."

My eyes widened, I didn't understand a bit.

"The company in country M went bankrupt, and I will be in China from now on." He said with a smile.

It's the first time I've seen someone say he's broke so lightly.

This time I was really stunned.

His domestic company is not big. The company in country M is his main source of financial resources. I used a calculator to secretly calculate that he should be considered a rich man in the upper class in country M.

This time I remembered what he said last night.He said, "Mr. Su, I, Chen Yi, are not good enough for you."

Now that the explanation is clear, it may be that he lost his property for a while and felt lonely, so he said such nonsense.

I want to comfort him who is broke.But seeing Chen Yi's calm and composed appearance, I still swallowed my words.

After eating, he took the bowl and chopsticks from my hand.He patted my shoulder and said, "Let me come. It's six o'clock, you should go to school."

I noticed that when he took the plate, his hands were shaking a little.I was still a little worried before going out, so I poked my head out secretly at the door.

He was washing dishes slowly in the kitchen, with his sleeves only a little rolled up.Vaguely, I saw gauze wrapped around his left hand.

No matter how much I resent him now, my heart is still pierced seeing this scene.

Chen Yi's sudden appearance last night made me absent-minded all day.He still gets along with me in the same way as before, as if we are still together.

I squeezed my inner thigh hard, and I swear to myself.If he does it again, I'll just tell him we've broken up.

Chen Yi coming to my house is very annoying.

Another very annoying thing is that I have to find an owner for the golden retriever brought back from country M.I don't want to see that golden retriever.So it lived in Teacher Li's house during this time.

When I see it, I think of Yuan Bao, the clumsy Yuan Bao, and the man I love so heartbreakingly, Chen Yi who hides his cold blood with tenderness.

I have been busy all day from morning to night, and I don't want to go home after get off work in the evening.I'm afraid that Chen Yi is still at my house, and I dare not see him.

I blame him, but I also love him, I'm afraid I can't control myself.

After Mr. Li took in the dog, he decided to take me in.I bought daily necessities at the convenience store, and brought the teaching uniforms I kept in the office back to Mr. Li's home.

Seriously, I even want to live in his house.

That strange number called me again that night, but I didn't answer.I remembered what he said when he was drunk. I was afraid that he was really worried, so I texted him back: live at a friend's house.

He never got back to me.

I just stayed at Mr. Li's house for a week.It wasn't until Friday night that I decided to go home, Chen Yi is definitely gone now.

After get off work, I received a text message from Wang Zhao, saying that he had returned to China, and I made an appointment for dinner with him.

We haven't seen each other for a long time, and we both drank some wine.I can't drink very much, and after drinking a little, I feel drowsy and a little delirious.He took my hand and asked, "Su Qing, are you still with that Chen Yi?"

My right hand holding the wine glass trembled, and I stretched out my left hand to cover my chest. I shook my head at him and said sadly, "We are separated."

"Ah, have you two been together for a long time?"

"Well, we have been together for more than three years. Wang Zhao, I have never loved anyone, but I really love Chen Yi."

"Hey, think about it, it's good to divide it up. We ordinary people should keep a distance from these too rich people."

"Yeah. There's no need to keep it, we already have a distance." I hiccupped.

Wang Zhao is a chatterbox and keeps talking.

"That's right, that's the thing, I laughed so hard, that person is not a good person at first sight hahahaha... By the way, Su Qing, I feel that Chen Yi is not a good person either."

I put my head close to him, I feel like I've had too much to drink. "Student Wang, you are really good at predicting things, how do you know?"

"Do you remember that time you were being harassed by a bastard? Let me tell you, hiccup, that man went to jail, and it was miserable in prison. I saw the boss of UG later, and he said it must be Chen Yi's." Handwriting. I think he is quite ruthless!"

My mind was befuddled, but I still heard the sentence clearly.

I remembered the day he hugged me when he was drunk and said "don't leave me", and I remembered his nonsense.

"I was standing at the door yesterday. If something happens to you in front of me, that man will disappear. And I will also become a wanted criminal in the country. If he dares to touch you, everyone will have a hard time."

I may have had too much to drink.At this moment, I suddenly felt that Chen Yi should love me a little bit.

Wang Zhao sent me to a taxi and asked me to tell him when I got home.

I opened the window in the car to blow the air, the night outside was sultry, the clear moon hung in the sky, and the bright neon lights changed complicatedly.The evening wind messed up my hair, and my mind became clearer.

Even sober, I still doubt that Chen Yi may really love me.

I went upstairs slowly and reported Wang Zhao's safety in the corridor.When the anti-theft door was opened, I was so frightened that I dropped the key in my hand on the ground, making a crisp sound.

Chen Yi stood at the door with his arms folded, his expression not very good-looking.He was in house clothes, looking down at me.

The trash can at the door was already full, with takeaway boxes piled up.There are still meals on the table, which should have been cold, but there is my favorite fried meat.

It suddenly occurred to me that he did not have the key to this rental house, and my scalp was a little numb.

"You... why are you still here?"

He slowly lowered the arm on his chest, showing a slightly bitter smile, "Wait for you to go home, Teacher Su."

I stare at the takeout boxes in the trash.

"Haven't you been out?"

He stepped forward to take the bag in my hand, and said apologetically, "I don't have a key, so I can't come in after I go out."

I was dumbfounded.

To be honest, I thought it was beautiful.If he does this again, I'll shoot him with words like "we broke up" and "we're done" and tear his decency to pieces.

But this time I will lean on the sofa and drink the honey water he prepared for me.

"Who did you go drinking with?"

"And Wang Zhao, he has also returned to China."

He sat on the armchair next to me and nodded.The living room fell into silence.

I squeezed my fingers on the sofa, and still broke the tranquility.

"Why are you waiting for me?"

"Just want to wait and wait."

He sat upright on the single sofa, even wearing home clothes could not conceal his temperament.I stared at him for a while, and I thought he had lost weight too.

Only then did I realize that there was a collar on the coffee table, which looked familiar.

It's ingots.

"You forgot to take it when you left."

I stare at the collar on the coffee table.In my mind is the cold corpse in the refrigerator.My shoulders trembled uncontrollably, my hands gradually clenched into fists, and my nails pressed hard against my palm.

I look up at him.

From this angle I can see my face from the mirror in the living room, my eyes are red and my lips are biting tightly.

It was a face of hatred and resentment.As if give me a pack of dynamite and I'll die with him.

He wanted to reach out to touch my head, but he stopped in mid-air.

"Mr. Su, do you really hate me?"

I want to say that you are hard-hearted, cruel, and a cold-blooded animal in human skin.

But I didn't say it.

Because I saw his slightly wrinkled brows and dim eyes.

In the end, my brain got hot, and I even scolded him with a nonsensical remark.

I bit my lip and said, "You vicious capitalist!"

He smiled.