Mr. Chen doesn't love me

September.

The petals on the branches are fluttering down, and the campus is filled with snowflakes.

I stepped on the soft petals in a daze.

"Mr. Su!"

I turned around and saw Teacher Li waving at me.I was on a business trip with Mr. Li last week, and I learned that his cat got sick and passed away.I lost my ingot, and I was in a bad mood.The two of us had a drink together and soon became "drinking friends".

"Ms. Su, do you want to go to the movies together tomorrow?"

I smiled and nodded.

This movie is about pets.

It's just that my movie with Teacher Li didn't go well.

A child knocked over a Coke when he was leaving, and it just spilled on Mr. Li's pants.Even worse were the white trousers he was wearing.

I squatted on the ground and laughed.

Teacher Li hid in the toilet because of a puddle of Coke on his pants.He has a thin skin.

I laughed so hard that my stomach hurt, so I quickly took off my coat and wrapped it around his waist, just enough to cover it.But Teacher Li thinks that wearing a jacket around the waist is a fancy dress.

I dragged him back to my house.My house is very close to the cinema.

When I got home, I made him a cup of tea. Mr. Li taught history, but he was so old-fashioned at a young age.I chatted with him about the interesting things in school.It just happened to be about a student who wrote a very funny answer on the big question at the beginning of the school exam.

At this time, my mobile phone rang, it was an unfamiliar number, and I said with a smile: "Hello? Who is it?"

It was strange that there was no sound from the opposite side for a long time.

I hung up.

I chatted with Teacher Li for a long time, and we discussed going to the movies next time.Two people's teachers who have been working for several years can't afford a car for the time being, so I sent him to the nearest subway station to my home.

On the way back from the subway station, I passed a bar decorated in the style of M country.

I am reminded of an old incident.

When I was with Chen Yi, I didn't know there was anyone outside him.

One time, Wang Zhao and I went to the bar again, the one that Chen Yi and I met for the first time, called UG.

In the bar, because I drank too much fruit tea, I went to the toilet frequently.As a result, at the door of the toilet, I met a man who looked like a man in a suit and leather shoes.

This man blocked my way in the toilet, and even reached out to touch my body, and this man was very strong.

He took off my pants.

I was so scared at the time that I called for help in English in the toilet.Fortunately, Wang Zhao was reliable. He rushed to the toilet and kicked away the man who wanted to rape me.

I was almost about to meet this dog-like man in the court of country M.

Chen Yi's driver drove to pick us up that night.Chen Yi sat in the co-pilot and read the contract.

Wang Zhao was terrified that day. He talked loudly about the danger just now in the car, and he also said that he would never bring me to the bar again.He described the situation just now as particularly thrilling, and I think he exaggerated a bit.Fortunately, I didn't get caught by that or anything.

I twisted his thigh to shut him up.

I looked up at Chen Yi who was sitting in the co-pilot. He flipped through the documents, smiled at me, and said, "Be careful next time."

Then he looked at his watch and continued to look at the document in his hand.

I was quite lost.

I made a lot of excuses for myself.It may be that what Wang Zhao said was too false, he didn't believe it.It may also be that I acted too calmly, and he didn't even know that I was actually scared.

In fact, this kind of excuse is quite ridiculous.Now that I think about it, he doesn't love me.

But at the time I believed all these bullshit excuses.Because our fragile love lives on my excuses.

I smiled wryly and walked home slowly.

The next day off, I bought boxes of cut pineapples at the nearby supermarket.

I happened to see the aunt in the security booth working.

"Aunt! Do you want to eat pineapple?"

"Don't make trouble, Mr. Su, I want to check the monitoring."

"Have thieves entered the neighborhood?"

"No, the Teddy you raised across the street got lost."

I took the pineapple into the security room and gave my aunt a fork.She bit a pineapple and stared at the monitor, and suddenly grabbed my arm.

"Your friend is back!"

My heart skipped a beat, and I quickly sat beside her, staring at the monitor.

It really was Chen Yi.

He actually returned home.

I was very surprised.The paper cup my aunt gave me was full of water, and I drank it slowly to suppress my shock.

During the monitoring, Teacher Li and I entered the community, like two children fighting.

Followed by a man in a black shirt is Chen Yi.

I led Teacher Li into my house. Teacher Li pulled the coat wrapped around his trousers and held my arm tightly.We both looked pretty wretched.

After the door of my house was slowly closed, Chen Yi appeared at the door, and he stood there for a while.Then he stared at the door, took out his cell phone and made a call.

I guess he may have made the phone call yesterday.

He hung up and stuffed the phone into his suit pants pocket.

Then he took a step forward, put his hands on both sides of the door frame, and put his head on the door.

I squirted out a mouthful of water, didn't hold the paper cup firmly, and spilled a lot of water.

My aunt gave me a slap on the shoulder, took out a tissue for me, and complained to me: "A good-looking teacher can leak out of his mouth after drinking water!"

I slowly wiped my pants.It's really not my mouth, this monitoring has a strong impact.

A man who is neatly dressed, has a gentle manner, writes calligraphy all day long and drives a Bentley.He leaned against the door and eavesdropped on the corner of my house.

It's like Zhang Fei in the Three Kingdoms throwing a handkerchief at you while still muttering.

Watching this surveillance, my head is about to explode.

First of all, Chen Yi has returned to China.Second, he was sneaky and eavesdropping on my doorstep.

I thought about it carefully, and I haven't contacted him for almost two months.He went home and saw that the two dogs were gone, and my luggage was gone, so he must have known that we were goodbye.

He didn't mention our funeral for two months, and I always felt that he tacitly agreed that we broke up.

But I don't know why he eavesdropped, he still cares about me, doesn't he?

I was very confused that night.After closing my eyes, there will be a picture of Chen Yi sitting upright on the sofa reading a book for a while, and a picture of me opening the refrigerator and a golden retriever dog lying in the refrigerator.

Half asleep, half awake, I heard someone knocking on the door, or rather knocking on the door.I looked at the doorway in a daze.

In an instant, I was sober.

Chen Yi stood at the door with a thin cigarette in one hand, and the other in the pocket of his black trousers.

I hesitated for a while, then opened the door.

He stood at the door with his back straight, his tall figure covering the corridor lights.He slowly copied back the bangs on his forehead, his hair was a little long.

"Teacher Su, long time no see." His voice was still soft.

"Mr. Chen, what's the matter?" I lowered my head, not looking at his charming face.

He took a step forward, and at this time I smelled a strong smell of alcohol on his body, a bit like foreign wine.

"It's nothing, I'll come and see you." He turned sideways, leaning against the door frame of my house.

I looked up into his eyes, his eyes were a little blurred, and his cheeks were very red.

He may be drunk.

I was a bit at a loss, he used to drink, but very little, just a few glasses of red wine.I've never seen him drunk.

"You drank too much." I tugged on his shirt sleeve, trying to push him out.

As a result, Chen Yi suddenly pushed me back, dragged my body with one hand, and closed the door of my house vigorously with the other.

This person not only eavesdropped on the corner of the wall to invade the privacy of others, but also committed the crime of illegal intrusion into the house.

He held my face and kissed it, to be precise, bit my lip.He pressed the back of my head and kissed me, moving his hands back and forth between my waist and buttocks.I tasted strong liquor in his mouth.

Well, now he's charged with obscenity.

It took a lot of strength for me to push him away.He can't kiss me, as soon as he kisses me, I react, I can't control it.

I pushed him hard into the room, he walked unsteadily, put his arms around my shoulders, and kept staring at my face.

I also stared into his eyes.

At this time, he suddenly pushed me onto the sofa, propped up one arm, and slowly moved his face closer to mine.

I thought he was going to kiss me again, so I quickly turned my face away and avoided it.

In the end, unexpectedly, he didn't want to kiss me. He stroked my face with his slender fingers, carefully.

"Miss Su, you've lost weight."

He touched it so gently that I couldn't help it.I grabbed his hand suddenly and stared at his pair of eyes overflowing with tenderness.

"You called me yesterday? Is there anything you can do for me?"

He smiled breathlessly and leaned his head on my shoulder. His hair was so soft that it made my shoulder itch.

"Mr. Su, why do you take a man home casually? There are many bad people in this world."

"There are no bad people in this world, but good people go astray." I said angrily.

I also want to say that there are no bad people in this world, if I have to say one, it is you, Chen Yi.

A cold-blooded villain who put the remains of my two-year-old dog in the freezer.

"Mr. Su, you always have idealism and optimism in mind."

I don't understand why he suddenly said this. He never said that I was an idealist before. I didn't expect that I, with such low self-esteem, would be an optimistic person in his eyes.

"So why are you calling me?"

He wrapped his arms around my shoulders and held me tight.

"I am afraid that you will be cheated, and that you will not be safe."

I suddenly remembered the accident I had in a bar a long time ago.I pursed my lips, and still asked, "If I'm really not safe, will you feel uncomfortable?"

He suddenly held my face and kept staring into my eyes.

His expression made me think that what he said next should be the truth.

"I was standing at the door yesterday. If something happens to you in front of me, that man will disappear. And I will also become a wanted criminal in the country. If he dares to touch you, everyone will have a hard time."

I was stunned.

He kissed my forehead and continued to say softly: "So, that phone call was my last chance with that man."