Mr. Chen doesn't love me

"Chen Yi, put down that stack of books, how many times have I told you, I'll just collect them!"

The tall man standing by the bookshelf ignored my words again.

My lips are almost dry.Not only do I have to educate students in school, but I also have a 30-year-old man in my family who needs education.

I followed his ass and taught him a lesson.I have let myself go in the past few days, and I often use my posture in class to train him.

One student in my class was particularly annoying.He always writes homework for other subjects during class.As soon as I said him, he smiled softly at me, making me embarrassed to scold him.Then I will make the mistake I should have made next time, and I still say obediently: "Teacher, I'm sorry, don't be angry."

Chen Yi was exactly like him.

He still helped me move the pile of political exercises to the bookshelf, and rubbed my hair after finishing the work: "Don't lose your temper, Mr. Su."

After Chen Yi finished moving the books, he ran to the living room to tidy up the tea table.It used to be like this. Once he returned to China, all the objects in my house were neatly arranged.

I really don't want him to work.Because I know his injury will heal soon, and I don't want his injury to heal so quickly.

His injury is healed, and I have no excuse to lie to myself to get along with him.

Sometimes I am really afraid of something.

At dinner time.

Chen Yi said to me while holding vegetables for me: "Mr. Su, it's normal for my wounds to crack. Don't take it too seriously. Now the wound is healed, and I can go to the hospital to remove the gauze tomorrow."

I wanted to cover my ears as if I didn't hear it, but it was too late.I know he is afraid that I will blame myself, so I want to heal my injury as soon as possible.

You see, what should come will always come.

All wounds have a day of healing.

I have been thinking about the matter between him and me for many days without sleep.

I love him very much, but I don't want to be with him anymore.

It is indeed because of Yuanbao.I can understand that he traded civet cats for the prince, his original intention was to make me feel sad.If I were him, I might do the same, because I am afraid that he will be sad, which is better than the condemnation of my own conscience.

I can also understand that he doesn't have time to feed it because he's in the hospital.But I can't figure out why he didn't hire someone to take care of Yuan Bao in the first place since he has no time to take care of it?

Yuan Bao's tragedy, I still blame him.

I don't want to be with him anymore.Another reason is that I really don't want to be a shady lover anymore.I also want to be free to meet his friends and get in his car.

So I will definitely separate from him.

Even though I love him very much.

At the dinner table, I slowly closed my eyes, and I knew he was looking at me now.If I look into his tender eyes, I can't say parting words.

I closed my eyes and said softly: "Chen Yi, since your injury is healed, pack up your things tomorrow and move out from here."

There was no sound at the table.

After dinner, he washes the dishes in the kitchen.I was lying on the sofa reading a book with headphones in my ears.

In the earphones is the song "Fragrant Life" by Mao Buyi, which is just right for the line: "The secret path is engraved with traces of past love..."

I looked up at my former lover who was washing the dishes, and hurriedly took off the earphones.

Listening to a song makes me feel uncomfortable.

I lay in bed at night, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep.A while ago he insisted on sleeping on the sofa, I disagree.At night, he was already lying down on the sofa.I really had no choice but to compromise.

I stare at the ceiling.

The door creaked, and there were light footsteps.

I hastily closed my eyes.

His breathing was very shallow, and he stopped in place without moving.I knew he was looking at me, I could even feel his gaze.

I couldn't pretend anymore and opened my eyes.

"Why haven't you slept yet?"

He leaned against the door frame, looking at me with piercing eyes, those eyes were like stars in the dark.

He didn't answer me.I sat up from the bed, "Why don't I sleep on the sofa..."

He stepped forward and held me down.

"Just sleep on the bed."

He gently pressed my shoulders onto the bed, tucked in the quilt for me, and sat by my window staring at me.

To be honest, I can feel the burning sight even with my eyes closed.

My little temper is ready to move, I don't want to teach him a lesson, but I can't help it.I lost my temper with Chen Yi, only zero times and countless times.

"Don't go to bed so late? What do you want to do? Go to bed quickly!"

He reached out and touched my cheek, his hand was so cold that I trembled all over.

"Teacher Su, I want to kiss you."

I sat up in bed.I looked at his charming face and smelled the faint smell of tobacco on his body.

I took his face and kissed it.

His lips and tongue were immediately intertwined, and the tip of his tongue lightly brushed my palate, and I let out a muffled snort.

His hand stroked my waist, very light and soft, this kind of touch felt a bit scratchy, and it immediately aroused my lust.

His cold fingers reached for my thigh, and my leg trembled slightly.He didn't let go of my tongue, and kept pestering me. The bedroom echoed with my soft panting.

It didn't take long for his hands touching my thighs to become warm, and I knew that my skin was too hot.

I don't know how long it has passed, but I am already a little out of breath. When I intertwine with his lips, I am always not very good at breathing.I put my arms around his neck and lay on his chest panting.The smell of tobacco on him satisfies me.

It's just that his hands were not idle. He slowly extended his hand from my thigh to the inner thigh, and gently rubbed my buttocks with the other hand.

He touched it so lightly that I felt hot all over.I buried myself in his chest with an "um", I knew I was hard.

I slowly withdrew from his arms and got off the bed.

He sat on the bed and looked at me. I slowly unbuttoned my pajamas and pulled down my pants.I was wearing white underwear and knelt directly between his legs.

Through the home pants, I reached out and touched him, and he became hard.I moved between his legs in the dark and pulled his pants down.His stick was so energetic that it popped out immediately and twitched my cheek.

I rubbed his two balls gently with one hand while pumping up and down the roots with the other.I moved my face closer and swiped the top of his tongue with the tip of my tongue.

Then, I took his huge thing into my mouth and sucked slowly.

I gradually heard his heavy breathing.

I speeded up, let his whole root go into my mouth, resisted my mouth, and moved my hand quickly at the root.

He didn't disarm in my mouth until my mouth was numb.

I wanted to close my mouth gently, but he stretched out two fingers to pry open my teeth, stirring my tongue.

He got out what was in my mouth and put it in his palm.

"Hey, don't swallow." His voice was a little hoarse.

He pulled me down on the bed and sucked my neck with his lips. It was wet and itchy, and I couldn't help but let out a small gasp.

He followed my collarbone all the way down, put his lips on the pink spots on my chest, and gently rubbed the pink spots on the other side with his other hand.

He put one of my legs on his shoulder.He reached between my buttocks with the hand that was sticky with his white juice and my saliva.

The cool fingertips spun around the entrance of my hole, which made my heart itch.I was panting louder and louder, my legs were trembling slightly, and even my little hole was saying welcome, but his fingers didn't enter the hole for a long time.

What made me even more unbearable was that he put his mouth around the pillar between my crotch.Although his hands were cold, his mouth was hot.

His hand caressed me gently, I couldn't bear it anymore, panting, and said to him: "Chen Yi, you can—ah, be rough with me."

These words seemed to undo his seal, and his hand that was spinning around the entrance of my hole suddenly inserted two of them.

"what!"

I haven't done it with him for a long time, and there is a sense of satisfaction that I haven't seen for a long time at this moment.

His fingers didn't go in and out, but stirred and turned in the hole.I heard the sound of "guji" coming from my hole, it was the sound of fingers flipping against the fleshy wall.

I no longer panted, but called out directly.

His fingers churned more and more violently.After I asked him to be rough, he no longer touched my hand gently, but pinched my buttocks hard, and I felt that the flesh on my buttocks was probably red from his pinching.

I haven't done it for a long time, and two fingers have already made me want to.

"Ah! Ha...Chen Yi, come in directly."

"Mr. Su, do you still have a condo at home?"

"No, just come in!"

He kissed my lower abdomen and said, "I'll use my hands."

I sat up suddenly on the bed, wrapped my arms around his neck, and straddled his lap.

"I think it will be now. I said, you can be rough with me, I'm all right."

He rubbed my hair with that clean hand, and whispered in my ear: "Mr. Su, you said this, don't regret it."

His voice is like this, like a ball of cotton, it makes my legs go weak after hearing it.

"I won't regret it."

He suddenly grabbed my hands with his right hand, fixed me on the bed, and bit my collarbone with his teeth. The bite was deep and painful.

He stretched my legs as far as possible, and quickly touched Optimus Prime under his body with the right hand that had stained his descendants.

This is the first time I know that it can be lubricated in this way, and it is very strange to see it.

I have never seen this scene before. Both of us have prepared everything well before.He is careful and fastidious, so I have never seen him so anxious.

He held his own, pointed at my hole, and went straight in.

What happened next was even more bizarre.

For example, he violently broke my legs, and pushed my hips very hard.For example, he hugged me to the sofa, grabbed my waist and moved it vigorously up and down, and even squeezed my waist with both hands.Another example is that he pressed my head on the bed, and covered my mouth when he entered from behind, preventing me from screaming.

If time could come back, I would tell him: "I regret it."

When I woke up the next day, my waist and buttocks were sore, I had some red marks on my body, and my voice was very hoarse.

After finishing last night, I was unconscious.I just remember him cleaning me up and giving me a goodnight kiss.

I stood up with difficulty and looked around the room.

The suit in the closet has disappeared, the laptop on the coffee table has disappeared, and the oversized leather shoes at the door have disappeared without a trace.

he's gone.

There was a faint smell of tobacco in the air.I took a deep breath, but the smell seemed to dissipate.

I slowly crouched in the living room.The objects on the coffee table were still neatly arranged.

Obviously I let him go, but I still feel very uncomfortable.

My nose is sore, but I have to bear it.I cleaned myself up in a daze, and I knew I couldn't be idle.

I will miss him when I am free.

I went to school with my bag on my back. Although today is a holiday, there will be students who love to study and stay at school for self-study.

I got to school, sat on a chair in the office and made myself a cup of tea.A few girls came to the office to look for me with papers, but the questions they asked were very simple. You can just ask your classmates this kind of question.However, I also talked to them slowly.

To my surprise, the student I was particularly annoying was also studying at school.

When I met him, he smiled softly at me: "Mr. Su, I wrote a math homework in your class last time. I'm sorry. I hope you don't mind."

His smile was the same as Chen Yi's, and I was suddenly in a daze.

I should say a few words to him at this meeting, and then warn him not to allow it next time.

But images of last night flashed through my mind.That seemingly gentle and gentle man looks like a ferocious beast.

It's just a bunch of guys who like to hide themselves.

I grabbed the child's arm and said to him in a low voice, "What do you want? Tell me what you want and I'll listen. I won't scold you."

He lowered his head and hesitated for a long time.A few minutes later, he said: "Mr. Su, I don't like liberal arts, I want to transfer to science classes."

He wanted to transfer, and I wanted to vomit blood.

It's almost the third year of high school, this kid can really make a fuss.

But things have to be resolved. I discussed it with some teachers and called his parents to talk.In the end, in desperation, I helped him transfer.

When I held the class meeting that day, I warned other children: "If you have any thoughts, you should tell Teacher Su immediately. Communicate with each other in time, and don't wait until things are irreversible to wake up."

This is also admonishing myself.

In the short life of human beings, the only thing that can be called particularly precious is time. When time runs out, people become old.

Each of us has an end to our time.Never stay where you are, living in pain indefinitely.This is not infatuation, but entanglement and waste.

So in order not to think about Chen Yi anymore, I tried my best to keep myself busy.My love is indeed worthless waste, but I am not a useless person.At least I am using my work to create value for society.

A week passed in a trance like this.

This Saturday, I made an appointment with someone to meet at a milk tea shop near the school.

This person I met on the Internet, she is my new owner for the golden retriever.It's the one I brought back from country M.

I went to Teacher Li's house to take the dog away, and took it to the milk tea shop slowly.

When I got to the store, I saw a man in a suit sitting on a chair outside.He held a thin cigarette between his fingertips, and sat upright, like a European sculpture.

It's Chen Yi.

He smiled and waved to me.There is a cup of coconut milk tea on the table. I like it very much, but he doesn't like it.

I took a deep breath and asked calmly, "Why are you here?"

He stubs out his cigarette and takes one look at the bouncing dog I'm leading.

I have a bad feeling.

"Chen Yi, that little witch Chen Mengmeng on the Internet, can't it be you?"

He nodded.

I was thunderstruck.

I recalled my chat records with her, I really never doubted that she was a man.She always said "Okay", "Yeah, so cute" and "Let's go eat, bye".

I looked at the man in suit and leather shoes in front of me, his sideburns were shaved cleanly.I know it still smells like aftershave if you get anywhere near it.

Tsk, people cannot be judged by their appearance.

Ever since I saw him eavesdropping on my door on the surveillance camera, his image of a polite and noble son has slowly collapsed in my heart.

To this day, the image of this gentle and mature man has been destroyed by Chen Yi himself, crushed into powder, and blown away by a gust of evil wind.

I scratched my head and sat down on the chair helplessly.

He pushed the milk tea in front of me, and I took a quick sip, trying to calm myself down.

A few minutes later, my milk tea ran out and he finished another cigarette. We sat silently, neither of us talking.

I couldn't sit still anymore, bit the straw for a while, cleared my throat, and said, "Chen Yi, you don't want to keep this dog at all."

He stared into my eyes and said softly, "Mr. Su, I'm serious."

ha!Chen Yi's desire to raise a dog is the funniest joke I've heard this year.

"Don't be kidding, you don't want to have a dog at all, and you are not suitable for a dog."

"I will take good care of it, can Teacher Su trust me again?"

I held the milk tea cup tightly, and the paper cup was deformed by me.

I tried to make my tone sound calm, and asked him in a hoarse voice: "Chen Yi, tell the truth, did you feel a little sad when Yuan Bao died?"

He glanced down at the golden retriever beside me.

"Su Qing, I feel very sorry for Yuan Bao's death. But at that time, I really didn't feel sad. I'm sorry."

You see, I know it.

Even though I knew he wouldn't be sad, I still felt very angry when he said that.

"Chen Yi, do you have a heart? How could you not feel sad from the beginning to the end?"

I'm a little out of control.

"Chen Yi, I really suspect that you are a cold-blooded animal in human skin."

People always say the cruelest things to those closest to them.I finally said the most hurtful thing ever.

In the days that followed, I often thought of this day.Every time I think about it, I especially regret that I said this sentence today.It hurts so much.

At this time, Chen Yi's shoulders trembled after hearing this, and his expression was a little slack.

I crushed the milk tea cup in my hand.I know that my words hurt him, but I am not happy, he is uncomfortable, and I am also uncomfortable.

He slowly raised his hand and grabbed mine tentatively.

His palms were slippery and his temperature was very cold.I regret even more now that he was a cold-blooded animal.

He gradually tightened his grip and gripped my hand tightly.

"Su Qing, I'm sorry. I really can't be sad about the death of a dog. But I'm also sad."

I also held his hand, trying to pass the temperature of my palm to him.

He paused for a while, then continued to say: "I'm very sad, Su Qing, and I'm also very sad. It's like my heart has been pulled out."

"You... Didn't you say that you are not sad?"

"I really won't be sad because of the death of an animal. But, I will be sad because of you. I also want to be a cold-blooded animal without worries. But when I see you cry, my heart feels out of control .”

He let out a breath slowly, and said: "Su Qing, if I have a heart, I will hurt, because of you."

I shuddered after hearing this.

He didn't say it, he didn't say it at all.

I always feel that he doesn't care about me, and I always feel that my superior Mr. Chen doesn't love me.

I seem to be wrong.

If only he had said this three years ago.

My nose is very sour, and I feel like my eye sockets are getting wet.At this time, a gust of wind blew, and the wind brought a faint smell of tobacco on him.

I used to be fascinated by this smell. This smell is the most beautiful flower in the flowers, attracting me, a humble and weak butterfly.

But now that I smell this smell, I feel a little relieved, like a rudderless boat has found a harbor.

I squeezed his cold hand tightly.

I suddenly had a bizarre idea.I want to hold this hand tightly all my life.

At this time, I felt a hard object in the palm of my hand.I looked down and saw a ring on his ring finger.

diamond ring.

If it was before, I was humble and cautious, and now I would definitely ask: Are you getting married?

But now I look at his piercing eyes, and his brows are slightly furrowed, as if he is still immersed in the hurt of my loss of words just now.

I think I might hurt him by asking that.

I decided to take a gamble.

I reached out to touch the ring on his ring finger and stroked it slowly.

"Where's my ring?"

I asked him with a smile.The attitude is very casual, very careless.It's like asking him "Have you eaten yet?"

With a smile, he took out a box from his suit pocket and opened it slowly.The ring inside gleamed.

He held my hand carefully and slowly helped me put the ring on my ring finger.The corners of his mouth were wide open, and his white teeth could even be seen.

"Here is yours," he said softly.

In my life, there have been countless exams, big and small, and I have had too many multiple-choice questions, and I have never bet on the correct answer once.

But right now.

I know, I bet right.