Cheating, but not quite

Cang Xingyi was silent for a moment, then stretched out his hand and hugged Bu Han into his arms.

"No, it's not your fault." He stroked Buhan's back and said warmly, "Love and pain have always been interdependent."

His embrace was unusually warm, with a faint fragrance, which instantly made one feel at ease.Jian Han buried his face in his arms in a daze, and couldn't think of pushing him away for a while.

"Human nature is to desire to be loved and understood. Different experiences and different living environments will create different ways of thinking and understanding abilities in people. Therefore, people are inherently incapable of fully understanding each other. "

Cang Xingyi said slowly.

His voice is soft and sweet, like the white catkins in the warm spring sun, or the clear and silent stream in the deep forest.When he speaks, the listener is like sitting on the window sill of the study with a cup of hot coffee in the afternoon, turning over the yellowed pages and listening to the elegant and soothing melody of classical music flowing by his ears.

Tranquil and beautiful, it has the magic power to make people settle down instantly.

"If you desire to be loved, be prepared to suffer from misplaced love for you. If you desire to be understood, be prepared to suffer from the inability of others to understand your thoughts. Most people live in this world, and this existence exists in the soul. The contradictions and pains in the world are long-lasting and doomed to be irresolvable.”

The warm breath is close to Bu Han's ear, like a feather kissing lightly on the tip of the ear.

"But as I said, you can tell me no matter what kind of pain you have or what entanglement you have in your heart." Cang Xingyi said softly, "I can't promise that I can empathize with you [-]%, but I can assure you that I will do my best to understand you and comfort your sorrow."

"My dear, you are excellent and strong enough. I always believe that you deserve everything and you can get the life you want."

Seeing Han whispered: "Thank you for your comfort."

"Although I shouldn't have said these words originally..." Cang Xingyi's voice seemed a little helpless, "But since your boyfriend is not by your side now, let me do it for now, I hope you don't feel I'm overstepping. I don't know if this will make you feel a little bit better."

Bu Jianhan said sullenly: "My boyfriend seldom says such things to me. Or should I say, such topics are almost never discussed between him and me."

Cang Xingyi didn't seem surprised, he patted the hand behind Jian Han's back: "Alpha doesn't like to talk about emotional topics, that's normal. If you're looking for an Omega boyfriend... Well, let me boast What? Especially, if you find an emotionally sensitive Omega boyfriend like me, he will be very keenly aware of your emotional changes, and will care and comfort you in due course."

He said something joking, Jian Han slowly raised his hand, his arm froze in mid-air and hesitated for a while, finally reached out and hugged Cang Xingyi.

"Can I..." He was a little nervous, even he didn't know whether he was overwhelmed by the momentary depression, wanted to be comforted, or wanted to test something, "Just now, Treat you as my real boyfriend, hold you for a while?"

Cang Xingyi seemed a little surprised and didn't answer right away.

As soon as the words were spoken, I regretted seeing Han.Although it is true that he and Cang Xingyi have gotten closer over the past few days, in the final analysis, the essential relationship between them is just ordinary friends.Cang Xingyi was willing to comfort him, already very gentle, what he said was really inappropriate.

He was about to explain to Cang Xingyi that he was just saying it casually, jokingly, but Cang Xingyi suddenly pressed his hand tightly, pressing him tightly in his arms.

"Of course." He couldn't see Cang Xingyi's expression, but he heard Cang Xingyi's voice, tolerant and soft, with a real pampering that would only be revealed unconsciously when facing a lover, "I'm not Have you said it long ago? At least now, here, you have to treat me as your true lover."

Seeing Han let out a long breath, breathing in the warm and light aroma of Cang Xing's clothes.

The pheromones of Omega made him feel at ease, which was a feeling that the antagonistic Alpha pheromones had never given him.He felt very relaxed and comfortable, and his body felt light as if some kind of burden had been lifted.But at the same time, somewhere deep in his heart, there seemed to be a needle that kept pricking his heart, making him sore and his conscience restless.

It's okay, it's okay.

He tried to convince himself.

I'm not really sorry for Bian Qiu.

It was Bian Qiu who was indifferent to his private affairs and failed to go back to his hometown with him.It was also because Bian Qiu failed to take care of his feelings as a lover, and was not by his side to comfort him when he was most emotionally broken and painful.

Cang Xingyi was just out of friendship, seeing him sad, gave him a hug, this couldn't be more normal.They also pretended to be a couple for a short period of time just out of necessity.As long as he doesn't tell, Cang Xingyi doesn't tell, Bian Qiu will never know what happened in these few days.

So, just for a short while, a little bit of indulgence is fine.

No matter whether Bu Duping's operation is successful or not, his relationship with Cang Xingyi will end when they get on the train back.After these short days, the relationship between him and Cang Xingyi will return to innocence, and the relationship will be simple and clean.

From now on, they are still ordinary friends.Even after these few days, he and Cang Xingyi may not have a chance to see each other again.

He will return to his lover and live the same life as before, studying, receiving orders, finding a job after graduation, and spending a peaceful life with his enemies.He will gradually forget about this person, and even if he is mentioned in the future, he will only recall it for a moment, and then smile and say that he is a very gentle and considerate friend.

And Cang Xingyi will end his exchange and study, return to the place where he should have been, and continue to wait for his deep and hopeless unrequited love.For an excellent Omega like him, there must be countless suitors, and he may not even remember the name of this Alpha who once pretended to be his lover for a few days.

Everything will be back on track, as if such a secret and shameful agreement had never been made between them.

In this gentle embrace, Jian Han silently grasped the clothes on the back of Cang Xingyi

And in this world, no second person will ever know.

At this moment, the love and attachment he had really produced, as well as his wavering heart.