Cheating, but not quite

"It may be difficult for you to answer for a while. But it doesn't matter, you still have time to think clearly before Bianqiu finds out all this."

Mu Ci said to Jian Han.

"If you decide to choose the enemy, draw a clear line with Cang Xingyi as soon as possible. At this time, don't be embarrassed, and don't be soft-hearted, otherwise the clown will be yourself. If you decide to choose Cang Xingyi, I will I won't say anything about you, after all, this is your own choice. But you have to deal with the side and the enemy. Explain the things that should be explained, and admit the mistakes that should be admitted. Make corresponding compensations, and the two parties will be treated well. damage is minimized."

"However, from my personal point of view, I really don't recommend you to choose Cang Xingyi. He has a very high level, and you can't play him. The most important thing is that none of us can figure out what he is. He can compete with him today. You are ambiguous, you can also get entangled with others tomorrow, are you sure that being with this kind of person is what you want?"

"Okay, I understand..." Jian Buhan said, "I will seriously consider it. Anyway, thank you for your reminder."

"You're welcome, who told you that you are my friend? May the Lord of Silly White Sweet and the God of HE bless your love journey smoothly!"

After saying goodbye to Mu Ci, Jian Han held the phone, sat on the subway, and took a deep breath.

After talking so much with Muci, there was one sentence that woke him up instantly.

Why did you fall in love with Bian Qiu in the first place?

The answer to this question, for Jian Han, is that—Bian Qiu is special.

Since he was a child, his understanding of human relationships has been very strange.The world in his eyes is strictly divided into many grids. He himself stands in the central grid, relatives are placed in one grid, classmates are placed in another grid, and netizens are placed in another grid.

The people in these grids have their own grids under their feet, which is the world around them.They usually stay in their own grids, and occasionally come out and walk around, taking their own grids to visit other people's grids.Whenever he sees this kind of thing happen, Jian Han will feel very envious—because no one has ever visited the huge grid that belongs to him under his own feet.

He carefully dresses up his own world, and tries his best to express it with his wonderful fantasies and the pen in his hand, so that one day he can attract passers-by from afar.But he kept waiting and waiting, but he never waited until such a person could understand his perspective on the world.

Buduping was often troubled by his eccentricity, and advised him over and over again that you should get along with your peers, think the same as them, be able to play with them, live in harmony with them, and become a popular person.It is difficult for Jian Han to explain to Bu Duping why he cannot become heart-to-heart friends with the like-minded people around him. After all, there is only a pale "I am not from the same world as them".

Every time Bu Duping heard this sentence, he would find it funny.Don't you see that Han's family background is too poor or too rich, and his growth environment doesn't resonate with others?Are you a child whose intelligence is far beyond your age, or are you so disabled that it is difficult to communicate with others, or are you not a human being, but an alien?Where is it "not a person of the same world"?

He didn't know that in the world seen by Bu Han's eyes, there was a hazy barrier between everyone and him.This barrier makes it difficult for Jianhan to become interested in entertainment and popular topics that his peers like. At the same time, it also makes it impossible for those people to understand Jianhan's persistent pursuit of an ideal.

Only "magician" breaks this boundary.

It was the first time Bian Qiu appeared in Jianhan as a "magician" on the Internet, which made him find the same kind of resonance.Only when the magician walks into the grid that belongs to him, the magician will patiently listen to him tell the interesting stories he made up, spread his thinking with him, and decorate his carefully cherished world more splendidly.

From middle school to graduate school, which almost occupied half of Bu Han's life, Bian Qiu was his only listener, his supporter, and another creator of his fantasy world.

Even without love, Bian Qiu has already shared half of his life.

Perhaps it was because he had never met someone who showed kindness to him like Cang Xingyi, so he was captured by the other person's tenderness and caring.Bian Qiu is his ideal ideal lover, and Cang Xingyi's image is the perfect wife recognized by the world.If Bian Qiu fits with his persistence in ideals and selflessness in the past twenty years, then Cang Xingyi corresponds to his exhaustion from obstructing the complicated world.

Just as Muci said, the real core of this shakeup is not whether he is a more rational original lover or a more considerate pretending couple.

The question is, the future he wants, is he sticking to his chosen ideal and working hard on the thorny road, or is he compromising with the eyes of the world and living a more relaxed but mediocre life?

If you put such a question in front of you——

Seeing the cold without hesitation, he would choose the former.

He made up his mind, picked up his phone again, and made a call.

After two rings, the other party answered the phone.

"Ahan?" Cang Xingyi's voice still sounded so gentle and leisurely, it's hard to imagine, behind such a soft murmur, there is a network of calculations hidden, "Why did you call me suddenly, there must be something Forget it with me, right?"

Seeing Han replied: "No, I have something to tell you."

"What do you want to say to me?" Cang Xingyi teased, "Could it be that they have only been separated for a few minutes, and they have already started to miss me? ... I was joking."

Jian Han didn't respond to his joke.

If he heard Cang Xingyi say such words before talking to Muci, he might be embarrassed and at a loss.But after talking with Mu Ci, he only felt his scalp tingling.

"No. There is something that I was not ashamed to say in person just now, but now I think it might be easier to say it on the phone." Jian Han said, "These words may be rather abrupt, I apologize in advance, I hope Don't be offended."

Even if he can't bear it anymore, and feels sorry for Cang Xingyi, he still has to do some things that should be done.

Although he has made very few friends like Cang Xingyi over the years, he can bear the loss of such a friend.

The only thing he can't lose is his revenge.

In order to protect the relationship with Bian Qiu, he can do anything.

Aware of the seriousness in his tone, Cang Xingyi put away his frivolous tone: "Well, you say it."

Seeing Han: "My agreement with you to pretend to be a couple, let's stop here."