Cheating, but not quite

The most obvious characteristic of Bu Buhan's character is that once he has made up his mind to do something, he will never waver easily.To put it nicely, it is tenacity and bravery; to put it badly, it is stubborn and decisive.

Even though Mu Ci has analyzed the whole story to him meticulously and methodically, he still doesn't think that Cang Xingyi did this series of actions out of admiration for him.Because Cang Xingyi's identity and image were too perfect, he couldn't figure out that such a person might plot something against him.

But all this is irrelevant.

Because from now on, everything related to Cang Xingyi will have nothing to do with him.

"When we made the agreement before, we agreed that we pretended to be a couple so that my dad would agree to sign the consent form for the operation. Now that my dad has finished the operation, our goal of pretending to be a couple has been achieved." Once the decision is made After making up his mind and starting to analyze rationally, he became terribly calm when he saw Han, as if the person who had feelings for Cang Xingyi and wavered before was not him at all. I did my best, went shopping with you, took photos, and opened business in front of my parents."

"I am very grateful that you are willing to ask for leave to accompany me back to my hometown. You have done your best to help me take care of my father for so many days. It is really difficult for me to repay the favor I owe you. If you need any help, I can do it Yes, I will do my best."

Cang Xingyi's tone was flat, and he couldn't hear any emotion: "It's too much to say these words to me. I didn't do my best to help you so much to make you owe me favors. As your My friend, being able to solve your worries and problems gives me a lot of satisfaction and a sense of accomplishment myself."

Seeing Han: "Even if you say that, I will still feel very sorry. Back to the point, as you said before, at any time, as long as I think it's inappropriate, I can propose to terminate the agreement to pretend to be a couple—"

"I did say such a thing." Cang Xingyi's voice softened, "I didn't say that I didn't promise you to terminate this agreement. Did I do something wrong to make you misunderstand that I was a repayment of favor, Or do you like someone who is entangled?"

Seeing Han: "...I'm sorry."

When he hugged Cang Xingyi in the hospital, for the first time in his life, he felt that he was sorry for Bian Qiu, and he was simply a scumbag.Now when he heard Cang Xingyi's disappointed tone, he still couldn't help but feel a dull pain in his heart, and once again felt that he really seemed to have committed a heinous crime.

But this is a decision he must make.

"It's one thing to stop pretending to be a couple, but it's okay to continue to be ordinary friends, right?" Cang Xingyi's voice rose slightly, as if he wanted to sound lighter, but it's not hard to hear the tone in his tone Depression and apprehension, "I will ask you out to play in the future, you will not use the excuse of having a family to avoid suspicion, and reject me?"

Seeing Han: "I... I'm sorry."

In Cang Xingyi's voice, the smile finally completely disappeared: "What do you mean?"

"I believe that when I communicated with you before, I have already told you that I love Bian Qiu very much. He means a lot to me. He is by no means just the object of my admiration. He has completely integrated into my life. , is a part of my life." Bu Han said calmly, "It's no exaggeration to say that without him, I don't know how many times I have tried to die, he is my spiritual support."

"I must admit that you are excellent, too gentle and considerate. In the process of getting along with you, I once had a vague affection for you. But for me, the most important thing is to put it first in the order of consideration, It will always be a side feud. I cannot tolerate the possibility of betraying him, nor can I tolerate any factors that may damage the strength of our relationship."

"You once said that you also have someone you admire. I would like to ask you to make a hypothesis - if you are with the person you like in the future, you can accept that there is always something between you Is there a gap?"

"In this matter, I'm really sorry for you, and maybe my way of doing things is also very unreasonable. But I still hope...you can understand my embarrassment. "

Cang Xingyi was silent for a long time without answering.

After a long time, he replied softly: "I know. I never thought about embarrassing you."

"After this phone call is over, I will clear all the contact records between us, and I will also delete all your contact information. Regarding what happened during this period, I will also explain everything clearly to Bian Qiu " Jian Han said, "I also hope that you will do the same to me, clear your contact records, and don't contact me easily...Of course, if you encounter that kind of situation in the future, it will be very difficult for you, but I can help you If you are busy, you can contact me through my mother. I will do my best. "

Cang Xingyi: "I understand. If this can make you feel at ease, then follow what you said."

"Thank you very much for your understanding." Jian Han said solemnly, "Although you and I may be strangers from now on, the acquaintance and getting along during this period will always be a precious memory for me ...Even if we won't meet again in the future, I will wish you the best of luck and hope that you and your beloved will finally get married."

"Very good wishes, thank you, I accept."

Cang Xingyi whispered.

"But, Ahan, there are some things that don't need to be said so early." Cang Xingyi's voice carried a hint of inexplicable coldness, as if he was mocking, but also seemed to be sighing, "Maybe there is a destiny between us. See you soon."

Seeing Han didn't think about the profound meaning of his last sentence.He hung up the phone, and then deleted all the records of communication with Cang Xingyi, including call records, text messages, social software chat records, circle of friends, and finally deleted all contact information of Cang Xingyi.

After doing all this, his phone was clean, as if he had never known this person "Cang Xingyi".

He was finally relieved, took a deep breath, fell back on the back of the subway seat, and covered his face.

All this chaos is finally over.

For nearly a month, the uneasiness and guilt that had weighed heavily on his heart finally disintegrated.He felt unprecedentedly relaxed, and even felt his body became very light, as if a gust of wind could lift him up.If a few days ago, he felt that his thoughts were extremely sinful, dirty and muddy like a quagmire, but now he seems to be soaked in a clear spring, his whole body is clean and crystal clear.

Only he who is so clean is worthy to meet the frontier enemies.

Thinking of the lover he hadn't seen for several days, he couldn't help but become excited.What is Bian Qiu doing at this time?Since the last phone conversation, out of some kind of guilty conscience of getting along with Cang Xingyi, he never contacted Bian Qiu again.I don't know if Bian Qiu has missed him in the past few days when he was not at home.

It doesn't matter if he can't get through on the phone, when he goes back in person, it's just a surprise for Bian Qiu.

When the subway arrived at the terminal station, Bu Jianhan changed to a bus heading for the school.He was thinking along the way, how should he explain the matter between himself and Cang Xingyi to Bian Qiu, and what language should he use to explain the whole story clearly without making Bian Qiu get too angry after hearing it.

At the same time, he also fantasized about returning home, opening the door, and seeing Bian Qiu working on manuscripts in the study, or cooking in the kitchen.Bian Qiu would look at him in surprise, smiling pleasantly while complaining why he didn't tell himself the time of his return earlier so that he could go to the station to pick him up.

——This is the life he should have, and the lover he should cherish.

When the bus arrived at the station, it was already dark, Jian Han rushed back to the school dormitory first, signed in hastily during the dorm check time, and immediately ran to his and Bian Qiu's home without even having time to clean up the salute.

When he arrived at the door, a courier happened to come to the door and made a phone call at their door.The courier seemed to be unable to get through to the recipient's phone, with an impatient look on his face, he put the courier on the shoe cabinet next to the door of Bu Bu Han's house, and turned around and asked Bu Bu Han: "Are you the one who lives here?"

"Yes, what's the matter?" Seeing Han replied.

The courier asked again: "What's your name, are you Bian Qiu?"

"No." Bu Jianhan said, but quickly added, "Bian Qiu is my boyfriend. Is this a courier for him? It's the same for me. I'm about to go home, so I'll bring it to him. "

The courier checked the last number of the recipient's phone with Jianhan, handed the courier to Jianhan, and then left.As soon as he left, Bu Han couldn't wait to open the door and shouted into the house.

"Honey, I—"

Before he could say the last three words "I'm back", Jian Han's voice stopped abruptly.

The house was dark, deserted and empty, and the cold night wind passed through the hall.

There was no one there.