Cheating, but not quite

Doubt is like a seed on a vine.

Once the soil in my heart falls to the ground, it will soon take root and sprout, and quickly climb up the building of trust, entangle and submerge the originally indestructible building, and erode it to the point of crumbling.

With the idea that Bian Qiu and Cang Xingyi got acquainted, Jianhan immediately began to recall all the things related to Bian Qiu in his memory, trying to find some clues from them.

When he didn't think about it, he felt that the tacit understanding between Bian Qiu and himself seemed natural; but once he calmed down and thought about it carefully, he suddenly felt that this so-called absolute trust was full of flaws.

For example, the matter between him and Bu Duping.Even though there have been so many quarrels, and the quarrels have been so intense, the rivals have never made an insinuation.Did he really not notice it at all, or did he feel that it had nothing to do with him, and he didn't have the leisure to ask?

He used to think that this was Bian Qiu's unique thoughtfulness, and he would never pester him endlessly on things he didn't want to mention.But if you think about it carefully, as a lover, you are able to be uncurious about what happened to your significant other, just fulfill your own duties, and never go beyond one step... Such a person, to his lover, really Do you have a heart of love and concern?

On the other hand, after having known each other for such a long time, he is actually the same about Bian Qiu's background, as if he really doesn't know anything about it.

He didn't even know what Bian Qiu's parents did, and why Bian Qiu never mentioned his family.The experience of the frontier enemy before they met in reality was also blank for him.

Because he doesn't care about his lover's real identity, and out of etiquette that doesn't easily pry into other people's privacy, Jian Han rarely asks Bian Qiu about these things.But the strange thing is that even if he doesn't ask about seeing Han, Bian Qiu never talks about it.Normally, when two people love each other, shouldn't they want to present everything about themselves to each other, be understood by the other party, get the support of the other party, and even wish to open their hearts for the other party to see?Why didn't Bianqiu have the slightest intention to treat him?

Bian Qiu...do you really love him?

Jian Han couldn't help but think of a very important fact, that is, Bian Qiu didn't seem to be A-sexual from the beginning.To be precise, Bian Qiu did not show his own sexuality, but Jian Han confessed to him that he wanted to pursue him, so he agreed.

That's it.

Bian Qiu never told him about his emotional journey, and he didn't even know why Bian Qiu agreed to be his lover. He just felt lucky that he had obtained the ideal lover.

But what if...

Does Bian Qiu not really love him?

Bian Qiu appreciates art and often expresses his admiration for his ability to create paintings.Perhaps Bian Qiu was just accommodating him, like collecting a rare and exquisite treasure, and placed him in the position of his "lover", or in other words, on a shelf with a unique position.

Only in this way can it explain why Bian Qiu can say that he loves him, but at the same time, he is indifferent to everything that happened to him and his thoughts.

Because the audience only needs to appreciate the beauty of the painting, and think they are inspired to interpret the deep meaning contained in it, and they don't need to really feel pain for the blood and tears that the painter cried when he was writing.

Seeing Han felt that his chest had been hit hard by a heavy hammer, leaving a bloody hole, which was sore and painful.

For so many years, Bian Qiu was the only person who really touched his heartstrings enough to enter the world in his heart.He already regards Bian Qiu as his only companion in this life, but does Bian Qiu think the same about him?

Perhaps in the eyes of Bian Qiu, he is just a carefully maintained collection around Bian Qiu.Bian Qiu didn't really entrust him with a heart that would bleed and cry, throb and need warmth...

Yes.

He has never seen Bian Qiu cry, nor has he ever seen Bian Qiu lose control of his emotions.Bian Qiu is elegant, calm, and able to face everything with ease.He used to think that this was his favorite strength and beauty, but when he thought about it carefully, did it also mean that Bian Qiu had never shown his heart in front of him?

Is it because Bian Qiu doesn't value love so much, or is there someone else who can make him love deeply, and even lose control of it?

If it's the former, does that mean that Bian Qiu can collect other people who he thinks are good just like he collects him?

If it's the latter, then the person he can love so deeply...will it be...

Cang Xingyi?

After all, Cang Xingyi is so fascinated by him, he is still a perfect Omega.

Seeing Han knew that his speculation was very nonsensical, but it was difficult for him to control his thoughts.He was horrified to find that he didn't know anything about Bian Qiu's circle of friends, and he didn't even know what Bian Qiu did when he was away.

He doesn't stick with Bian Qiu all the time, so it can't be said with certainty that Bian Qiu must not know someone or have nothing to do with someone.

He took a deep breath, calmed himself down, and began to carefully examine the possibility of Cang Xingyi and Bian Qiu's acquaintance.

Although Cang Xingyi's description of his sweetheart is very similar to Bian Qiu, it doesn't mean that the Alpha he likes is Bian Qiu.If the person he likes is Bian Qiu, then when Jian Han saw him for the first time and said that his lover looked very similar to him, he should react.

But at the time he was very flat.If it is not expected, the person he likes is indeed not a side enemy.

Even if this is not enough to prove that Cang Xingyi has nothing to do with Bian Qiu, then the fact that he did not see Cang Xingyi outside the bakery yesterday can also be used as evidence.

Cang Xingyi said that he saw his favorite Alpha and his lover on a date in the bakery hall yesterday. If Cang Xingyi appeared near the bakery hall, his very similar appearance to Bian Qiu would definitely attract the attention of people around him.But that day, Mu Ci, Yu Weishi, and Bian Qiu didn't see Cang Xingyi appear, which means that the bakery that Cang Xingyi went to was not necessarily the same one as where they were.

After all, Huazhong City is so big, there are countless baking shops, and Cang Xingyi didn't say where he went.

All this is just a coincidence.

Just take a step back, the person Cang Xingyi likes is really an enemy.Well, since he saw himself and Bian Qiu dating at the bakery yesterday, he should know that he is Bian Qiu's lover, right?

Knowing that he is the lover of Bian Qiu, it would be nice if he didn't hold hostility towards him.How could it be possible to come to the cafe for an appointment without any grievances, and even talk about the successful fake blind date frankly?

Is he planning to curve to save the country?If you can't be the boyfriend of the person you like, you can become the boyfriend's boyfriend in disguise; if you can't marry the person you like, you can pretend to be married to the lover of the person you like?

How can there be such a confusing operation?

Is this something a normal rational person can do?

The more Jian Han thought about it, the more he felt it made sense, he must be overthinking.He let out a long breath, and slowly put down his twisted heart, feeling that his mind was still buzzing.

Bian Qiu will not like other people.

It must be because I had to have a relationship with Cang Xingyi secretly recently that I became so sensitive about the relationship, and I thought about it wildly.After this period of time has passed and Buduping's operation is completed, the matter will be over and everything will return to normal.

Just as he was in a mess of thoughts, the bus arrived.

The old platform that has been there for several years, the gate of the campus that has never been repaired.As soon as he returned to a familiar place, he immediately felt like he was at home, his tense nerves relaxed, and he walked briskly towards the community across the road from the school.

Bian Qiu didn't live near here originally, but after hearing that his school was here, he rented a house in the nearest community and moved here.Anyway, his work does not have high requirements for the location.

Bu Jianhan found their residence familiarly, took out the key, and opened the door.The house is a suite with three bedrooms and two living rooms. The three rooms are the bedrooms of Jian Han and Bian Qiu, and the study for Bian Qiu to write.

At this time, Bian Qiu was busy in the kitchen.Jian Han could already smell the aroma of the food outside the door, and while changing his shoes when he entered the room, he asked loudly, "What delicious food did you cook today?"

"Why are you here suddenly?" Bian Qiu's voice came from far away from the kitchen, "Wait a minute, I'm frying beef tenderloin with green peppers, it will be ready soon."

Seeing Han closed the door, washed his hands, took out the bowls and chopsticks from the disinfection cabinet and set them up.Bian Qiu just turned off the fire and brought the dishes to the table.

Taking off the apron, the first thing he did was to walk up to Bujian Han, lean over and give him a hug: "Since you're coming, why didn't you say hello to me in advance?"

Seeing Han said: "On a whim, I went out for a trip. I thought it would not be easy to go out to school, so I just came here to play with you."

I don't know if it was an illusion of not seeing Han, but Bian Qiu buried his face in his neck and seemed to sniff it lightly.

Not greedy for his breath, but as if...

Make sure he doesn't smell like someone else.

Is it the last time I smelled Cang Xingyi on my body, so I wonder if I have touched the Omega who pursued him?

This thought just passed through his mind, and was immediately erased by Jian Han.

What are you thinking.Didn't you think it through just now, all this is just a coincidence, it is impossible for Bian Qiu and Cang Xingyi to know each other.

Seeing Han calmly hugged Bian Qiu back.

With the experience of last time, he has been in contact with Cang Xingyi this time, and has been paying attention to keeping a distance.After they separated, they deliberately confirmed that they did not smell of Omega on their bodies before boarding the bus to return.

"Going out, where did you go to play?" Bian Qiu slowly let go of him and asked with a smile.

"I went to the wholesale market of painting materials. I have run out of several colors I usually use, so I went to add some refills." Bu Jianhan picked up the plastic bag on the table and showed Bian Qiu the paints in small boxes. , "If it weren't for this legitimate reason, I wouldn't have asked for leave so easily."

In order to cover up his visit to Cang Xingyi, he deliberately went to the painting material wholesale market far away from the cafe after leaving the cafe to buy these paints.In this way, no one would suspect that he went out specially to meet an unmarried Omega.

Of course, the consumption receipt of the cafe has long been thrown out, and he will never make the same mistake twice.

"So that's how it is..." Bian Qiu showed a dazed look, then smiled, and pointed to the side of his face.

Seeing Han: "Huh?"

Bian Qiu was still smiling, then lowered his head, took out a neatly folded handkerchief from his pocket and handed it to Bu Han.

Seeing Han: "...!"

He took the handkerchief and rushed to the bathroom immediately, just as he saw a little indigo paint on his face, which was very conspicuous.

It should have been accidentally stained on the shelf when picking paints.

"Why didn't you say it earlier!" Jian Buhan complained loudly, "Damn it, no wonder I always feel that people are looking at me when I come back by car... I thought they were attracted by my appearance!"

After he rushed into the bathroom, Bian Qiu finally laughed out loud.Even if you haven't seen it with your own eyes, it's not hard to imagine him leaning on the dining table and laughing so hard that he can't straighten up.

Bian Qiu changed the topic with a smile: "I'll go get you a drink, come out quickly when it's done."

Seeing Han: "Okay! I want to..."

"Add two slices of lemon to iced happy water, right?" Bian Qiu's voice got farther and farther away, and he probably walked towards the kitchen.

Seeing Han: "Yes, thank you! I love you!"

He also chuckled twice, his mood that had been heavy all the way finally lightened up.

Who said Bian Qiu didn't love him?

Bian Qiu is always very concerned about his affairs.If it is not true love to the bone, who would regard other people's lives as part of their own life, and remember all the details of their preferences clearly?

Thinking of this, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but rise, and he moistened his handkerchief with water to wipe away the traces of paint on his face.

Just as the wet handkerchief was stuck to his face, his hand holding the handkerchief suddenly stiffened.

On the handkerchief, there was an elegant woody aroma, faintly close to his face.If there is nothing, it seems to be snickering, mocking his innocence.

——That's the smell of pheromone in Cang Xingyi.

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Teacher Cang, a man with a lot of sins.