Cheating, but not quite

"...that's how it is."

Jian Han and Mu Ci sat opposite each other at the small round table, their faces were solemn, and their four eyes were fixed on the folded handkerchief in the center of the table.

After calming down and wiping off the paint on his face, Jian Han excused himself to wash Bian Chou before returning the handkerchief, which he took away.Since he has little experience in dealing with emotional relationships, he found Muci, who is known as the master of love, and tried to learn from him.

"So what you mean is probably like this." Muci danced and gestured, "You were forced to have a blind date with an O, and agreed to pretend to be a lover in front of the parents of both parties, and chatted with the other party about some emotional topics. Listen to the other party's description The A he likes seems to be very similar to your wife, unfortunately, you found the same pheromone smell on your wife as the other party."

Seeing Han nodded.

"According to the normal situation - you are cold, brother." Muci said with her face in her hands, "It's fine to go on a blind date behind your back, but you even agreed to pretend to be a couple. I really don't know how to complain about you. Now The entanglement is entirely your own."

Seeing Han: "Then what can I do? My dad is neurotic, so we can't get along. And if I tell Bian Qiu about this before the blind date, he will definitely break up with me and say something wrong." If you are willing to make things difficult for me, if it is better to get together than to get together..."

"Okay, okay. Who told you to be my friend? Now that the play has already started, I can only help you bite the bullet and continue the performance to see how it ends." Muci spread her hands and shrugged, "We The point now is to find out if your wife recognizes your blind date, right?"

Bu Jianhan nodded and said: "Yes. I even wonder if this is a well-arranged conspiracy, whether Cang Xingyi planned this blind date because he wanted to get close to Bian Qiu through me. And he used various means to guide me, lure me I agreed to pretend to be a lover with him, just to provoke the relationship between me and Bian Qiu, so that he can take advantage of the breakup between us."

Mu Ci said speechlessly: "You are really thinking too far. Whether Bian Qiu really knows Cang Xingyi or not, it's hard to say now."

She picked up the handkerchief, put it under her nose and sniffed it lightly, with a surprised expression on her face: "This is not the smell of pheromone."

Seeing Han: "Huh?"

"Lavihill from Paradise, this is a perfume. This brand is very niche, and it's normal for you to be unaware of it." Mu Ci put down her handkerchief, looked up and said to Jian Han, "Smell it carefully , this is not pheromone, it's just the smell of perfume."

Seeing Han took the handkerchief in disbelief, buried the tip of his nose in the handkerchief, and took a deep breath.

The calm and peaceful woody fragrance lingered in his nostrils.The fragrance is dark and slightly cold, which is easily reminiscent of the withered thorn bushes in the deep forest.

It is indeed similar to the pheromone smell of Cang Xingyi.But his glands and pheromones didn't respond to the smell. As Mu Ci said, this is just a simple perfume.

Perhaps it was because he was confused by the relationship between Bian Qiu and Cang Xingyi at that time, and he was greatly stimulated by this smell, so he failed to distinguish the difference between the two carefully.

but……

"Why does he have this perfume that smells exactly like Cang Xingyi's pheromone?" Jian Han raised his own doubts, "There are more and more coincidences, isn't it unreasonable?"

"Then we may have to talk about the characteristics of Luvihill's perfume." Mu Ci crossed his hands, resting his chin, and staggered his legs, "Actually, I also have a sample of this fragrance at home, but I didn't bring it out today. Luvihill is the name of a kind of rose. Its reputation in the flower world is about the same as that of Manjusawa, and it is famous for a special legend."

"It is said that Luvihill is a kind of rose that never blooms. No one has ever seen it in full bloom, so it is generally considered to be a simple thorny vine. However, there are also rumors that if Luvihill blooms, then It will inevitably produce blue flowers. The pure blue of this rose is like the sapphire on the crown of the emperor in the kingdom of fantasy, which is a color impossible for any other rose. Therefore, the flower language of Luvihill is, A unique miracle."

"This perfume from Paradise is made with the thorn extract of Luvihill. The unique aroma and its mysterious legend, even though the brand is a niche brand, it still has a certain popularity among literary youths."

"I remember that your partner is engaged in writing work, right? A young man like him who has a bit of life sentiment and has dabbled in the literary and artistic circles—especially his pheromone is still rose-based—has a perfume like this, It’s not a very strange thing either.”

Seeing Han thoughtfully: "So that's how it is..."

"Just because the smell of perfume collides with your blind date's pheromones does not prove that they know each other." Mu Ci analyzed rationally, "Unless you can come up with more concrete and powerful evidence, otherwise this is really It's just a coincidence."

"If you still can't rest assured, then I suggest that you directly ask the other party for confirmation."

Seeing Han forced a smile and said, "Thank you for your opinion, I will consider it."

"You're welcome. You must know that in a relationship, the most effective way to destroy the love between two people is jealousy and suspicion." Mu Ci Zhengse said to Jian Han, "If you can fool the past this time, and you can fool the past next time, then What about the third or fourth time? Once the emotional gap exists, it will expand infinitely and cannot be repaired. Even if you barely close it, in the years to come, as long as you put any pressure on it, it can make it again Crash."

"As your friend, I can understand that you have to make such a decision, but your lover has no obligation to understand your behavior. Even if you think you have a clear conscience, to him, this is It's already a substantial betrayal."

"I believe in your character and sincerity, so I help you this time. But after this is over, you must, must rot it in your stomach, and never tell anyone about it for the rest of your life. And never do it again This kind of thing."

Jian Han nodded solemnly: "I understand. I know what I should do, thank you."

"It is said that love cannot be deceived, but in fact, it is a skill to be able to deceive a lifetime by saying a helpless word." Muci sighed and said, "What else have you done, and what cheating feet have you exposed? I'm doing it from the ground up. I'll help you figure out how to weave it up so that it can be rounded off."

Seeing Han clasped his hands together, and bowed his head to thank: "Thank you very much! From today on, you and I will be half-brothers. The next time you are dying, I will be there for you!"

Bian Qiu sat at the desk, the document in front of him had been opened for a long time, but not a single word was moved.

He is examining himself, the past few years, and his performance in the process of falling in love with Jian Han.

Jian Han is a very assertive person, and very stubborn, often decides what to do, and will not be easily influenced by others.If you put forward different opinions to him, he may listen to some of them that he thinks are reasonable, but more often, it will easily cause his displeasure and alienation.

Seeing Han's only obsession is his creative ideal.Therefore, he will hardly have any special interest in anyone, let alone fall in love with anyone desperately.What can be recognized as a partner by him is not so much a love object, but a partner who is more compatible in life and concept.

In the process of communication, Bian Qiu has been carefully guarding the boundaries of communication.He tried his best to restrain his curiosity, not to interfere too much with Bu Han's private affairs and choices, and suppressed the desire to confide, not to bother him with his own private affairs that Bu Han didn't care about.But at the same time, he tried his best to participate in some details of life that were difficult to be noticed by Bu Han, trying to slowly infiltrate his own existence into Bu Han's life.

It's been like this for several years.

He has always felt fortunate that Jian Han will not be tempted by others, which means that he will not change his mind easily.The relationship of love is like a contract, even if the relationship is weak, it is stable enough, he believes that with the character of never seeing cold, he will abide by the promise and spend the rest of his life with him.

But recently...

Seems like something has changed.

He seemed to be hiding something from himself.

From the day when he refused to date himself, it was as if there was some kind of unspeakable vortex, dragging him step by step to a deep place far away from him.Bian Qiu suddenly noticed that there were many subtle changes in Jian Han that he could not explain and convince himself.That sense of disobedience appeared in the pheromone on his collar, in the receipts in his wallet, and in the eyes he hesitated to speak again and again.

Seeing what Han is hiding?

Bian Qiu is very convinced that even if the emotional life between them is as dull as warm water, he can gradually make Bu Han get used to his existence during the long-term running-in, and then become completely unable to leave him.

But what if there are variables in this process?

Doesn't it mean that seeing Han can't passionately fall in love with someone, it's just that the existence that attracts him has not yet appeared in front of him?

Bian Qiu kept trying to convince himself that he should believe in seeing the cold.

Seeing Han himself said that he doesn't like Omega, what he hates most in his life is Omega's sensitive and clingy characteristics, and also hates their pervasive suspicion and desire to control Alpha.

His personality is independent and flamboyant, and he feels that everyone has their own things to do, instead of being like a piece of insecure gummy candy, who has to stick his mind to another person to find the meaning of life.

But he never actually owned an Omega.

He is still very young and doesn't understand what Alpha and Omega mean to each other.It is not just a passionate collision between high-matching pheromones, but also a tacit understanding of physical protection and spiritual tolerance, which perfectly fit each other.

Few Alphas can refuse Omega that has a high degree of matching with them. This is not only the mutual attraction of the body, but also the desire of the soul. Alpha needs Omega's meticulousness and patience to take care of their rough and careless life, and at the same time needs Omega to use dependence to satisfy their sense of being needed and understood.

In short, it's the feeling of being "loved" that no one can resist.

If he had had this kind of tolerant, understanding, and respectful love that perfectly fit his needs without words, would he still need the inferior fakes that he could only forge with his own efforts?