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Long Ying seemed to be dead.

The soul trembled until it came out of the body, and the body was not under his control. Jiang Baizhou was the knife that killed him, and it was also his grave.

He became a lonely ghost who couldn't see the light, but longed for the sun—whatever he longed for, Jiang Bairi would be. He embraced, kissed, and tried his best without fear of losing his soul.

He thought that there is no difference between extreme happiness and pain, they are equally heartbreaking and fascinated.

Jiang Baizhou's lips had a touch he had never imagined.

It is bitter, with a hint of sweetness in the bitterness, soft as catkins, and indifferent as ice. He breathed out a wisp of dampness that seemed to be there, and Longying was submerged in an instant, as if it had been drenched in a spring rain.And his eyes are the lake with light ripples under the spring rain. Long Ying stands by the lake, wanting to plunge into the water until she drowns.

I don't know how many times, and I don't know how long it has been. When Long Ying was a little more awake, she opened her eyes and found that she was holding the back of Jiang Baizhou's head in one hand, and the other hand was inserted into the other's skirt, rubbing Jiang Baizhou's body.

And his brother Zhou didn't even push him away.

did not speak.

Mostly because his lips were tightly blocked by him, he couldn't make a sound.

Maybe also because...

"Did he acquiesce?" Long Ying couldn't help but think so.But that look didn't seem to be tacit approval, but looked at him complicatedly with a bit of comprehension in surprise, and a bit of pity in displeasure.

In just a few glances, Long Ying's desire was extinguished, and she became panicked.

He suddenly realized that Jiang Baizhou had given him too much good looks recently, he was a little carried away and did something he shouldn't have done.

He tried to save him: "Brother Zhou, Brother Zhou...I'm sorry...I..."

Long Ying is poor at words.

Jiang Baizhou was silent for a moment, looked at him, and suddenly asked: "Do you regard me as a woman?"

"No, it's not what you think!" Long Ying argued incoherently, "I don't know... I didn't mean to offend you, maybe the poison from last time relapsed, I don't know why I can't control myself, it's my fault, Don't..."

do not be angry.

Don't hate me.

Don't leave my side.

"I'm sorry." Long Ying apologized repeatedly, "... I was rude, and I will never do it again."

He leaned on Jiang Baizhou's shoulder, his eyes were sore, but he didn't dare to get up and move away, for fear that Jiang Baizhou would turn around and leave without looking back at him again, "Forgive me, Brother Zhou..."

He said so much in one go, all in a flustered struggle, and there were not many words worth listening to.

But Jiang Baizhou was as gentle as ever, he raised his face and looked at him, but there was not much emotion on his face that could be interpreted, he just said: "Maybe there is residual poison, I will help you look later, today is too tired, have a rest."

"..."

Long Ying choked up on the spot, feeling agitated in her heart, a little confused about the meaning of this sentence.

Did Jiang Baizhou believe it?

Or forgive him and indulge him silently?

But he was not allowed to ask any more questions, he lay back to his original position in panic, only to see Jiang Baizhou turned sideways, with his back to him, and did not make a sound again.It didn't take long before the back relaxed, and there was the sound of gentle and even breathing, and Jiang Baizhou fell asleep.

Seeing that he was still soundly sleeping next to her unpreparedly, Long Ying's spirit relaxed, after all he was injured, so he closed his eyes and fell asleep too.

This time I fell into a dark sleep.

The protective ring was very effective. When Long Ying woke up, she was able to walk steadily, and the wound was almost painless.

Jiang Baizhang woke up earlier, it was dusk, he was standing in front of the window, he was tall and tall, with long hair hanging down to his waist, with only a back view, it was a picture of a beauty that people couldn't take their eyes off.

It's a pity that the sunset in the lower city was blocked by the black fog, and the light was dim and dull. This picture lacks a bit of natural color, which is a bit regrettable.

Long Ying remained silent, he wanted Jiang Baizhou to speak first, and judge his future attitude towards him from the tone of his voice.

Jiang Baizhou didn't talk about Fengyue, but asked him: "What are you going to do with Xie Yan?"

"..." Long Ying had no choice but to answer, "I will go back to the camp later and take someone to collect his body. He charged me with collaborating with the enemy, but unfortunately I didn't die, so he can only wear this hat He has been operating in the lower city for many years, and the wildfires of killing wildfires have never been extinguished. Feiguang Hall has long been suspicious, otherwise he would not have sent people to punish him again and again."

Jiang Baizhou nodded, but didn't continue.

Long Ying understood that he didn't care about the disputes in the Wuying camp, but just found a topic to break the deadlock.

At least he is still willing to take the initiative to take care of himself, it seems that things are not so bad.

Long Yingfu became happy again, he walked to Jiang Baizhou's side, opened the window, the cold wind came in instantly, he realized that he had done something stupid, and hurriedly closed it: "Brother, are you cold?"

Jiang Baizhou was probably cold, so he walked away from him and sat down far away.

The turn around was quite indifferent, as if avoiding, Long Ying was taken aback, suspecting that she was thinking too much.He didn't have anything to say, and followed what he said just now: "Once Xie Yan dies, the position of commander of the Huiwu camp will be vacant. I don't know how to arrange it in Feiguang Palace."

In the middle of speaking, Long Ying looked at Jiang Baizhou's neither smiling nor angry face, and couldn't help but want to show his pity in exchange for a little fluctuation, so she changed the subject and talked about her tragic experience: "When I returned to In the camp, I talked to the old postman. He took me to the suburbs. I realized that I was cheated, but before I could do anything to him, he confessed first, claiming that he was coerced to do the wrong thing. I don't want to die."

This is exactly what Jiang Baizhou was puzzled before: "Then why are you going?"

Long Ying said: "If I don't go, his family will be wiped out. I have sworn before that once I fall into wildfire, I will never leave him alone. Besides, it is not worth it to trade his family's life for my own safety. Anyway, I am a person who is loved by no one, and I will not hurt anyone if I die, everyone is happy..."

The last sentence was quite out of tune, and Long Ying's eyes were fixed on Jiang Baizhou, almost trying to see through him.

But Jiang Baizhou was innocent, transparent, seemingly easy to understand, but it was an insoluble mystery, so he suddenly laughed quietly.He smiled and Long Ying became nervous again, not knowing what he was smiling at, was it a funny smile or a sarcasm?

Long Ying couldn't wait for his answer, her courage was about to run out, she held her breath, and finally found another topic to continue: "Brother, your protective ring is on my finger, I can feel it, but I can't see it. Can you teach me how to make it appear?"

Jiang Baizhou shook his head: "I can't teach you." He lifted his finger, and a ray of green light flew through the air and entered the back of Longying's hand. It was hot and slightly itchy.

Long Ying couldn't help asking: "Is this a spell?"

Jiang Baizhou said: "There are no gods in the world, so how come magic? Everything in the world is changeable, the vicissitudes of life are uncertain, and the five elements are also mutually generated and restrained, but they will not perish. If they do not perish, they can be transferred."

"Transfer?"

"From cloud to rain, from rain to mist, it is transfer. I can only use them a little bit, and I can't make things out of nothing without reason. That is a spell."

Somehow Long Ying understood a few words, but after Jiang Baizhou finished speaking, she felt a little guilty.

As the future high priest of the temple, he must believe in the sea god devoutly, and he should not say such disrespectful words as "there are no gods in the world", but he really thinks so in his heart.

Long Ying suddenly said: "My teacher said something similar."

"is it?"

"Well, he said that the earth's veins give birth to all things in the world, and all things feed back on the earth's veins. The human world continues to reproduce and pass on, relying on this endless cycle of life."

Jiang Baizhou was a little surprised: "Your teacher is very extraordinary."

"Yes." Long Ying smiled, "He's a very...strange person, I don't know what to say. When we first met, he taught me to read and told me to recite 'The King and the General Xiangning have kindness'. Said that I don't want to be a prince and general, and asked him back, 'Teacher, you created Huanghuo with one hand and did so much hard work to become a high official?'"

"How did he answer?"

"He said no, he did it because no one in this world wants to be a high official anymore."

"..."

"I didn't understand it at the time, and I slowly realized it after a long time. He wanted a peaceful and prosperous world, where there would be no oppression, and no one would be exploited. But this goal is too lofty, so far away that there is no end in sight. It is not to kill a few bad guys and overthrow the It can be achieved by a few families, but it may not be possible to exhaust his life. He doesn't care, he has almost no desires. I don't admire his nobility, but I admire his perseverance - he has been insisting on doing things that don't pay off, why? Can you never be discouraged?"

"It's a pity that I didn't learn it." Long Ying said softly, "My teacher is a saint, and I'm just an ordinary person who was harmed by emotions."

"..."

As the dusk gradually darkened, Jiang Bairi lit the lotus lantern, and the flickering lights added color to his face.

He raised his head to look at Long Ying, his expression still calm: "Everyone has emotions and desires, and what they want is love or wealth. Although it is painful to get what they want, they can also enjoy a little fun. I am envious, but unfortunately, I Half a foot has stepped out of the world of mortals, and it is absolutely impossible to get it back."

Long Ying was slightly taken aback.

Jiang Baizhou added: "My mother once said something to me. She said that she fell in love with my father, probably because of some unreasonable thoughts. Unallowed feelings are always beautiful, and taboos are its brilliance. Fear It is its gorgeous robe, and she surrenders to the ordeals bestowed by fate, thinking that the two of them are a natural pair, and there is absolutely no better match in the world. If not, she probably wouldn't love him."

Jiang Baizhou looked at Long Ying, and his tone was almost meaningful: "This is how feelings are, so..."

So what?

He didn't speak.

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