burn snow
Chapter 22
In a person's life, character cannot be developed overnight, and the same is true for the attitude towards love and love.
Jiang Baizhou was young and precocious. When children of the same age were babbling, he was already proficient in writing and ink. He was able to search through his master's collection of books, pick out what he liked and what he didn't like, and make different comments respectively.When he was reading, a little friend occasionally came to visit, lying outside the door of the elders' home and calling him: "Day and day, let's go to the beach to catch shrimp!"
Jiang Baizhou shook his head, said with a straight face, "No".
Seeing this, the old priest smiled and asked, "Why don't you go?"
Jiang Baizhou thought for a while, trying to express "they are too stupid to be fun" in a gentle and tactful manner, but this sentence was too arrogant, Jiang Baizhou didn't want to hurt others, so he hid his thoughts and just said "I don't want to go" .
It doesn't matter if you don't go once or twice, if you don't go for a year or two, Jiang Baizhou will inevitably distance himself from others.Later, when he grew up a little bit, he entered the forbidden area to practice, and the distance became a natural barrier, and no one could get close to Jiang Baizhou again.
By the age of fifteen or sixteen, the childishness is gone, and the youth is just beginning.Jiang Baizhou revealed a side that is even more different from others: he looks like his mother, and his extraordinary appearance makes him look unattainable.
The temple is located on Tianji Island, which is the center of the endless sea. The other twelve islands are different distances from Tianji Island, but no matter how far away, there are always girls who come here by boat, just to see his true face.Jiang Baizhou felt that they treated him as a rarity, hiding a bit of curiosity, but he didn't care.
As he got older, he cared less and less, but from another perspective, it could be said that he cared more and more.
For example, when he was young, he lived in a small room and only cared about the affairs of his own door.Later, when he moved into the second largest bedroom in the temple, he had more things to care about.Later, he entered the forbidden area and learned the extraordinary method under the guidance of his master. At that time, he raised his eyes high, and what he saw was the endless sea.
When a person looks far away, it is inevitable that he will ignore his feet.
Jiang Bai looked at the distance year after year, he could see the world, but he couldn't see himself, the desire under his feet was like weeds that couldn't be irrigated, and gradually became desolate, and his body died and its roots rotted, and it never grew again.
Someone once expressed his heartfelt love to Jiang Baizhou.
Jiang Baizhou didn't remember her name, but he only remembered that she was a girl with big eyes. At first, she only dared to look at him from a distance, but after getting acquainted with her, she ran to him and started talking to him.
At that time, Jiang Baitian liked to go to offshore islands to catch seabirds in his spare time.
There is a boundless sandbar on the outlying island, and occasionally a green puffin flies by. Jiang Baizhou has learned how to control the wind. He stood quietly for a while, listening carefully to the sound of the bird's flapping wings. Then he floated up, his long hair and wide sleeves swayed in the wind, and his figure turned into a light cloud. He followed the sound and rushed towards the target.
The bird struggled in the palm of his hand, but Jiang Baizhou let it go after only a moment.
And the girl was sitting on the shore, looking at the bird, and also at him, obsessed like a believer.
Jiang Baizhou didn't understand what she liked about him, she didn't know him at all, probably just liked his good looks.
It is human instinct to be greedy for appearance, and it is not shameful.
But this is the difference between Jiang Baizhou and most people. He loves the sky and the earth, not the appearance.To him, love is just a solitary sparrow on a sandbank, an inch of heart in the world, even though it is delicate and beautiful, it is insignificant and insignificant.
He did not understand the joys of love, nor did he intend to.
The "envy" she said to Long Ying was just a polite word.If you are really envious, how can you never be tempted?
Later, the girl didn't know when she stopped coming. She might have figured it out, and her unrequited love for Jiang Baizhou would not bear fruit, so she gave up after getting discouraged.It may also be that she met someone she liked better, and then moved on and started another relationship.
People's hearts are changeable, Jiang Baizhou thinks this is a very normal thing, just like spring and autumn every year, it is a natural law.
One day, Long Ying will be disheartened, or have another love, so Jiang Baizhou is not too troubled by this. He thinks that as long as he speaks out, let Long Ying understand his innocence, the matter will almost be over. up.
Although, when he first found out that Long Ying actually liked him, Jiang Baizhou was very surprised.
……
About five days later, Jiang Baizhou's body recovered a little.
In the past five days, he and Long Ying only met three times. Long Ying was busy with the military affairs of the Huiwu Camp, and at the same time reconnected with Huanghuo, and the new contact became Hu Chongshan.
Long Ying intends to go back to Luoshan, the headquarters of Huanghuo, to mourn his teacher, but after much deliberation, the timing is still inappropriate, and the traitor from Huanghuo has not been eradicated, and he fears it will change again.I had no choice but to repeatedly tell Hu Chongshan to be careful in everything, and to inform him as soon as possible if any clues are found.
They did not meet in person, but left secret letters in an agreed secret place, and then went to pick them up separately.The secret letter points to the next agreed place, and every time the place is changed, it is difficult for outsiders to notice.
During this period, Long Ying went home three times, all of them "by the way" on the way to get the secret letter.
He was a little afraid to see Jiang Baizhou.
But when he couldn't see him, he fell in love with each other. No matter how busy he was, the three souls and seven souls would send a ray of light to Jiang Baizhou, making him look out of place and absent-minded.
Jiang Baizhou was not idle either.
He was inexplicably weak a few days ago, worse than the last time after feeding Long Ying with blood, he was abnormal again and again, and it was always disturbing not to find out the reason.
But he was not injured or sick, and the reason was really hard to find.
If it's because he made a move, his strength was exhausted and he was weak, that made him even more incomprehensible.As he said to Long Ying, everything is constant, and most of the things that seem to disappear are actually transferred. The technique he practiced is a method of transfer and control.
It would consume his own energy while manipulating it, but that consumption was minimal, almost negligible, and would not make him so weak anyway.
But it did happen.
To further confirm this point, Jiang Baizhou once again went to the suburbs to spread rain, and the effect was immediate. He was "severely injured" when he did not recover. To make matters worse, he couldn't stand up at all. Recovered a bit.
While meditating, Jiang Baizhou let go of his spiritual sense and looked around. He found that the spiritual energy in Buixingyi was weak and dead energy was everywhere.
This is not surprising. Under the black mist, the vegetation has withered, and the earth is dying. How can there be luxuriant vitality?
The strange thing is that the spiritual consciousness he released couldn't be taken back, it drifted between the sky and the earth for a while, and was suddenly sucked away—probably sucked away by the black mist, that thing was so weird that Jiang Baizhou couldn't see its true face: Where did it come from?What is it?Why does it last for thousands of years?
He felt that [-]% of his weakness was also related to this.
After regaining some strength, Jiang Baizhou walked along the wild trails in the wilderness.
Unknowingly, he came to the river of the dead again.
The boulder by the river is still there, and Longying's remnant star array is also there.
But the leader of the formation has not been here for a while, and the vitality in the formation has weakened, and it is almost impossible to feel anything.
Jiang Baizhou walked into the ruined temple in the forest alone, and the eyes grew on the ground intact. The flowering period of "Shaoxue" was very short, the flowers had already withered, and the leaves emerged from the dry buds, full of greenery.
The question in Jiang Baizhou's mind popped up again: Why can it live?
He had to ask Long Ying for the answer, but he felt that Long Ying couldn't explain it clearly. He probably only knew the process of its life, not the basis for its life.
Jiang Baizhou stayed in the ruined temple until evening.
At sunset on the western mountain, the chirping of birds came from the forest.
Under such a heavy natural disaster, there are not many animals alive.Feeling sad, Jiang Baizhou walked back to the city slowly.
When he walked to the front of the house, he saw a scene that seemed familiar to him.
Long Ying stood at the door blankly, looking at the road ahead like a statue, as if she had lost her soul.
Jiang Baizhou walked up to him through the night, and called out, "Long Ying."
Long Ying suddenly woke up and found him back, she breathed a sigh of relief, the corner of her mouth curled up, showing a slightly uncomfortable smile: "Brother, you came back so late."
Jiang Baizhou didn't say anything, just looked at him quietly.
Long Ying was handsome, with seven points of sharp eyebrows and three points of loneliness. When she looked at people sadly, she was like a shattered jade bottle, which was still hard when broken, which made her even more lovable.
Jiang Baizhou didn't understand before, but in retrospect now, the countless eyes of hidden love or expectation cast on him have all been explained.
Long Ying couldn't hide her eyes at all, she still looked at him like that.
Jiang Baizhou entered the door first, and then heard the sound of footsteps following him. He was careful, afraid of losing him and disturbing him, and wanted to get closer to him. He couldn't control himself.
Jiang Baizhou had to worry.
There is still a difference between Long Ying and the girl from before. Long Ying is too unreserved, and she is not afraid of his rejection. She has clearly said what she said, but she still doesn't know how to measure it. What else do you want him to say?
Jiang Baizhou stopped in his tracks, Long Ying couldn't hold back his castration, and nearly bumped into his back.
Jiang Baizhou said: "Whenever I go out, you wait at the door, are you afraid that I will never return?"
Long Ying said "yes", he didn't want to hide it, and indeed there was no room for it.
"Don't worry, I won't leave quietly." Jiang Baizhou seemed considerate, but in fact he deliberately blocked his thoughts, "I won't return home until about two months later, when I leave, I will say goodbye to you, but I won't bring you with me. Long Ying, I'm not my mother, so don't expect it."
"..."
Long Ying was behind him, she didn't know what expression she had.Jiang Baizhou felt a weight behind him, and Long Ying bowed her waist and pressed her forehead against the back of his neck.Then, a strand of damp soaked hair ran down his neck, hot and startling.
Jiang Baizhou's voice stopped abruptly.
Long Ying seemed to really want to hug him from behind, but she didn't dare to stretch out her hand, she just said softly: "I don't expect it, and I don't ask for a long time, I just ask you to... just look at me like I look at you."
Jiang Baizhou couldn't understand.
Long Ying said: "I don't expect anything extravagantly, I just want to offer my hands and please catch me, brother, just treat it as a temporary wild cat or an extra plaything, even if you don't like it, don't push me away. OK?"
Jiang Baizhou was young and precocious. When children of the same age were babbling, he was already proficient in writing and ink. He was able to search through his master's collection of books, pick out what he liked and what he didn't like, and make different comments respectively.When he was reading, a little friend occasionally came to visit, lying outside the door of the elders' home and calling him: "Day and day, let's go to the beach to catch shrimp!"
Jiang Baizhou shook his head, said with a straight face, "No".
Seeing this, the old priest smiled and asked, "Why don't you go?"
Jiang Baizhou thought for a while, trying to express "they are too stupid to be fun" in a gentle and tactful manner, but this sentence was too arrogant, Jiang Baizhou didn't want to hurt others, so he hid his thoughts and just said "I don't want to go" .
It doesn't matter if you don't go once or twice, if you don't go for a year or two, Jiang Baizhou will inevitably distance himself from others.Later, when he grew up a little bit, he entered the forbidden area to practice, and the distance became a natural barrier, and no one could get close to Jiang Baizhou again.
By the age of fifteen or sixteen, the childishness is gone, and the youth is just beginning.Jiang Baizhou revealed a side that is even more different from others: he looks like his mother, and his extraordinary appearance makes him look unattainable.
The temple is located on Tianji Island, which is the center of the endless sea. The other twelve islands are different distances from Tianji Island, but no matter how far away, there are always girls who come here by boat, just to see his true face.Jiang Baizhou felt that they treated him as a rarity, hiding a bit of curiosity, but he didn't care.
As he got older, he cared less and less, but from another perspective, it could be said that he cared more and more.
For example, when he was young, he lived in a small room and only cared about the affairs of his own door.Later, when he moved into the second largest bedroom in the temple, he had more things to care about.Later, he entered the forbidden area and learned the extraordinary method under the guidance of his master. At that time, he raised his eyes high, and what he saw was the endless sea.
When a person looks far away, it is inevitable that he will ignore his feet.
Jiang Bai looked at the distance year after year, he could see the world, but he couldn't see himself, the desire under his feet was like weeds that couldn't be irrigated, and gradually became desolate, and his body died and its roots rotted, and it never grew again.
Someone once expressed his heartfelt love to Jiang Baizhou.
Jiang Baizhou didn't remember her name, but he only remembered that she was a girl with big eyes. At first, she only dared to look at him from a distance, but after getting acquainted with her, she ran to him and started talking to him.
At that time, Jiang Baitian liked to go to offshore islands to catch seabirds in his spare time.
There is a boundless sandbar on the outlying island, and occasionally a green puffin flies by. Jiang Baizhou has learned how to control the wind. He stood quietly for a while, listening carefully to the sound of the bird's flapping wings. Then he floated up, his long hair and wide sleeves swayed in the wind, and his figure turned into a light cloud. He followed the sound and rushed towards the target.
The bird struggled in the palm of his hand, but Jiang Baizhou let it go after only a moment.
And the girl was sitting on the shore, looking at the bird, and also at him, obsessed like a believer.
Jiang Baizhou didn't understand what she liked about him, she didn't know him at all, probably just liked his good looks.
It is human instinct to be greedy for appearance, and it is not shameful.
But this is the difference between Jiang Baizhou and most people. He loves the sky and the earth, not the appearance.To him, love is just a solitary sparrow on a sandbank, an inch of heart in the world, even though it is delicate and beautiful, it is insignificant and insignificant.
He did not understand the joys of love, nor did he intend to.
The "envy" she said to Long Ying was just a polite word.If you are really envious, how can you never be tempted?
Later, the girl didn't know when she stopped coming. She might have figured it out, and her unrequited love for Jiang Baizhou would not bear fruit, so she gave up after getting discouraged.It may also be that she met someone she liked better, and then moved on and started another relationship.
People's hearts are changeable, Jiang Baizhou thinks this is a very normal thing, just like spring and autumn every year, it is a natural law.
One day, Long Ying will be disheartened, or have another love, so Jiang Baizhou is not too troubled by this. He thinks that as long as he speaks out, let Long Ying understand his innocence, the matter will almost be over. up.
Although, when he first found out that Long Ying actually liked him, Jiang Baizhou was very surprised.
……
About five days later, Jiang Baizhou's body recovered a little.
In the past five days, he and Long Ying only met three times. Long Ying was busy with the military affairs of the Huiwu Camp, and at the same time reconnected with Huanghuo, and the new contact became Hu Chongshan.
Long Ying intends to go back to Luoshan, the headquarters of Huanghuo, to mourn his teacher, but after much deliberation, the timing is still inappropriate, and the traitor from Huanghuo has not been eradicated, and he fears it will change again.I had no choice but to repeatedly tell Hu Chongshan to be careful in everything, and to inform him as soon as possible if any clues are found.
They did not meet in person, but left secret letters in an agreed secret place, and then went to pick them up separately.The secret letter points to the next agreed place, and every time the place is changed, it is difficult for outsiders to notice.
During this period, Long Ying went home three times, all of them "by the way" on the way to get the secret letter.
He was a little afraid to see Jiang Baizhou.
But when he couldn't see him, he fell in love with each other. No matter how busy he was, the three souls and seven souls would send a ray of light to Jiang Baizhou, making him look out of place and absent-minded.
Jiang Baizhou was not idle either.
He was inexplicably weak a few days ago, worse than the last time after feeding Long Ying with blood, he was abnormal again and again, and it was always disturbing not to find out the reason.
But he was not injured or sick, and the reason was really hard to find.
If it's because he made a move, his strength was exhausted and he was weak, that made him even more incomprehensible.As he said to Long Ying, everything is constant, and most of the things that seem to disappear are actually transferred. The technique he practiced is a method of transfer and control.
It would consume his own energy while manipulating it, but that consumption was minimal, almost negligible, and would not make him so weak anyway.
But it did happen.
To further confirm this point, Jiang Baizhou once again went to the suburbs to spread rain, and the effect was immediate. He was "severely injured" when he did not recover. To make matters worse, he couldn't stand up at all. Recovered a bit.
While meditating, Jiang Baizhou let go of his spiritual sense and looked around. He found that the spiritual energy in Buixingyi was weak and dead energy was everywhere.
This is not surprising. Under the black mist, the vegetation has withered, and the earth is dying. How can there be luxuriant vitality?
The strange thing is that the spiritual consciousness he released couldn't be taken back, it drifted between the sky and the earth for a while, and was suddenly sucked away—probably sucked away by the black mist, that thing was so weird that Jiang Baizhou couldn't see its true face: Where did it come from?What is it?Why does it last for thousands of years?
He felt that [-]% of his weakness was also related to this.
After regaining some strength, Jiang Baizhou walked along the wild trails in the wilderness.
Unknowingly, he came to the river of the dead again.
The boulder by the river is still there, and Longying's remnant star array is also there.
But the leader of the formation has not been here for a while, and the vitality in the formation has weakened, and it is almost impossible to feel anything.
Jiang Baizhou walked into the ruined temple in the forest alone, and the eyes grew on the ground intact. The flowering period of "Shaoxue" was very short, the flowers had already withered, and the leaves emerged from the dry buds, full of greenery.
The question in Jiang Baizhou's mind popped up again: Why can it live?
He had to ask Long Ying for the answer, but he felt that Long Ying couldn't explain it clearly. He probably only knew the process of its life, not the basis for its life.
Jiang Baizhou stayed in the ruined temple until evening.
At sunset on the western mountain, the chirping of birds came from the forest.
Under such a heavy natural disaster, there are not many animals alive.Feeling sad, Jiang Baizhou walked back to the city slowly.
When he walked to the front of the house, he saw a scene that seemed familiar to him.
Long Ying stood at the door blankly, looking at the road ahead like a statue, as if she had lost her soul.
Jiang Baizhou walked up to him through the night, and called out, "Long Ying."
Long Ying suddenly woke up and found him back, she breathed a sigh of relief, the corner of her mouth curled up, showing a slightly uncomfortable smile: "Brother, you came back so late."
Jiang Baizhou didn't say anything, just looked at him quietly.
Long Ying was handsome, with seven points of sharp eyebrows and three points of loneliness. When she looked at people sadly, she was like a shattered jade bottle, which was still hard when broken, which made her even more lovable.
Jiang Baizhou didn't understand before, but in retrospect now, the countless eyes of hidden love or expectation cast on him have all been explained.
Long Ying couldn't hide her eyes at all, she still looked at him like that.
Jiang Baizhou entered the door first, and then heard the sound of footsteps following him. He was careful, afraid of losing him and disturbing him, and wanted to get closer to him. He couldn't control himself.
Jiang Baizhou had to worry.
There is still a difference between Long Ying and the girl from before. Long Ying is too unreserved, and she is not afraid of his rejection. She has clearly said what she said, but she still doesn't know how to measure it. What else do you want him to say?
Jiang Baizhou stopped in his tracks, Long Ying couldn't hold back his castration, and nearly bumped into his back.
Jiang Baizhou said: "Whenever I go out, you wait at the door, are you afraid that I will never return?"
Long Ying said "yes", he didn't want to hide it, and indeed there was no room for it.
"Don't worry, I won't leave quietly." Jiang Baizhou seemed considerate, but in fact he deliberately blocked his thoughts, "I won't return home until about two months later, when I leave, I will say goodbye to you, but I won't bring you with me. Long Ying, I'm not my mother, so don't expect it."
"..."
Long Ying was behind him, she didn't know what expression she had.Jiang Baizhou felt a weight behind him, and Long Ying bowed her waist and pressed her forehead against the back of his neck.Then, a strand of damp soaked hair ran down his neck, hot and startling.
Jiang Baizhou's voice stopped abruptly.
Long Ying seemed to really want to hug him from behind, but she didn't dare to stretch out her hand, she just said softly: "I don't expect it, and I don't ask for a long time, I just ask you to... just look at me like I look at you."
Jiang Baizhou couldn't understand.
Long Ying said: "I don't expect anything extravagantly, I just want to offer my hands and please catch me, brother, just treat it as a temporary wild cat or an extra plaything, even if you don't like it, don't push me away. OK?"
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